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CHAPTER 92
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I am trying so hard to calm myself down but even myself can't control it. I looked away from his eyes but I am still trembling in front of him.
"From that moment...I started to wonder...about you..." he said slowly. I swallowed hard. I don't know what to say. I don't even know how to escape from his eyes. The more I pushed myself towards him the more he's becoming confuse and I don't want it for him. I promised that I'll stay beside him until he remember me but I think it's such a selfish thing to do. I am hurting him. I am confusing him. He's in pain because of me.
What shall I do if my existence can hurt him? Should I go back? Should I...just disappear and let him? Thinking about leaving him and never seeing him again hurts me so much but if it is the only thing I can do to make him fine...who am I to ignore it?
"Y-You shouldn't be..." I said and lifted my head to face him bravely. I shouldn't be a coward. I should face him no matter what.
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