CHAPTER 100
We walked towards the shore. The wind is blowing at us and it feels good. Silence are filling us, but the sound of the wind is enough to make the whole place at peace. I turned to Alqamar who is silent the whole time. Since what he said earlier my heart is beating loudly as usual. I don’t know if I can still handle it through the time but every time, I am with him my feelings are overwhelming.
While walking I saw a crab crawling down the sand. I stopped and watched the crab crawled towards the water. I don’t know but it looks so cute to me. I felt that Alqamar also stops and watched what I’m staring at. I was about to get the crab when Alqamar held my wrist to stop me. I looked at him.
“Don’t touch it. Its claw is really painful,” he warned me. I nodded because he’s right. It maybe looks cute but once the claw bite you it’s a disaster. I stood up and turned to Alqamar when I think of somet
CHAPTER 101I can feel the coldness all over my body. I feel like I am losing my blood while watching Alqamar unconscious! Rael carried Alqamar and hurriedly sent him to his room. Everyone panicked when they found out about it and Cristine immediately call Ronald.“What’s happening? Why did he collapse?” Hera asked while we’re all waiting for Ronald to arrive. My heart is beating nervously. Rael, Fin and Gray are all silent like their thinking deeply about something. I am walking back and forth, and I am not able to think straight right now!“I-I…really don’t know Hera we just…” I closed my eyes because I feel like my head was hit by something when I remember what happened in the school! Is that why he collapsed?“The last time he went unconscious it was the time where we mentioned your name Lexis…” Fin said that made me stopped for a while. I stared at Fin and I saw
CHAPTER 102I waited for Alqamar before I leave his room. I was carrying the tray when I saw Rain walking towards me. She smiled at me warmly.“Is he okay now?” she asked. I sighed and nodded.“It must be shocking to you,” she said. We walked together until we reached the kitchen area. I put the tray there and was about to washed it when Rain stopped my hands to do it.“You don’t have to do that. There is someone assigned to wash the dishes,” she said. I nodded and wiped off my hands to make it dry.“It’s Froy’s birthday…” she uttered while staring in front. I looked at her and suddenly remember Froy’s birthday!“What time will be the celebration?” I asked so that I can prepare before going there. I also want to buy gift for Froy!“I am…having thoughts of not celebrating it anymore…I am thinking to celebrate it
CHAPTER 103I am loss of words. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I am being squeezed into something so tight and I couldn’t even breathe.“Tell me…are you my mate?” he asked again. I closed my eyes and baled my fist. I really don’t know how to answer him. I don’t know how to face him. What am I gonna do? What if I tell him the truth and he suddenly collapse again? What?“I’ll believe whatever you say right now. I don’t care if it is the truth or not. Whatever comes to your mouth right now, I’ll believe it.” He said coldly. I bit my lower lip to stop it from trembling. I swallowed hard. I can tell him the truth without blinking my eyes but if an exchange of it is his health…I won’t do it. I don’t want him stressed himself.“I-I’m…not,” I said and heaved a deep sigh. Now, I’ve done it. He’ll believe it and he won
CHAPTER 104I am very nervous while he’s pulling me to somewhere. I didn’t know where we’re going but I just let him pulled me. I really don’t want him to know that. It was embarrassing. He stopped near my room. I can see my room from where we stopped. I looked down to his hand that is tightly holding my wrist. I swallowed hard and tried to squirms my hands away from him.“Don’t move,” he said darkly. His voice sent shivers down my spine. I can feel his tension. His presence is too much. Damn! I don’t even know if I can handle this longer.“But—““Don’t fucking move!” He hissed and my eyes widens when he turned to me and looked at me with his darkest eyes. I feel like I am staring with an unending darkness. I feel like I am now in the edge of an unknown and was about to fall. I gulped twice.“You…” he trailed off and closed his eyes
CHAPTER 105“Tell me…are you his mate?” Sunny asked as I felt Alqamar’s eyes intensely staring at me. I couldn’t move in my place but my head is starting to feel dizzy. I feel like everything that surrounds me is rotating and I can’t ignore the pain down on my stomach. My heart started to beat faster when I remember the time when I bled!“Tell me!” Sunny demanded and I was about to uttered something when I can’t handle it anymore. I fell, but someone caught me in his arms and there I saw Alqamar worriedly looking at me. I heard everyone panicking around me but all of their voices drowned when darkness filled my eyes.I woke up with my heavy head aching. I winced when I felt how painful my head is, but when I remember what happened to me I quickly panicked and opened my eyes and the first one I saw was Alqamar watching me opened my eyes.“How’s my baby? Damn it!” I panic
CHAPTER 106The doctor was examining my condition while Alqamar is just watching us, beside him are Cristine, Fin, Rael and Gray. I can’t look straight at Alqamar, I am still thinking about the kiss we shared together earlier. I feel it’s been a long time since we kiss that way. I missed him. After the doctor checked me up he just told me some things I should remember. He also told me buy vitamins since it’s my second time to have bleeding. I should stay out of stress and making myself tired. I just nodded in all of that before the doctor leave the room.“It was good that Alqamar was there beside you to catch you or else your condition would be worsen,” Fin said and sat down on the near sofa. Cristine lean on to the wall, Gray sat down beside Fin and Rael went near me.“How are you feeling?” Rael asked and put his hand over my shoulder. I was about to say that I feel fine now when Alqamar’s baritone v
CHAPTER 107WARNING: MATURE CONTENT!!Heat filled my system. His every touch made my skin tingle. I feel like I am burning slowly. I feel like the flames are starting to dominate my body as his kisses trailed down my body. His kisses made me crazy that I almost skip the memory on how he took off my dress. I swallowed hard when he his mouth sucked my nipple that made my lips parted and moaned in pleasure. Damn it! I feel like it’s been so long since we got intimate like this.“Alqamar…” I moaned his name when I felt his finger doing wonders in my body especially when he caressed me down there where I need his touch the most. He’s still busy playing with my breast that I almost lost the air to breathe.“Damn!” he cursed frustratedly when I reached my orgasm in just one touches. Damn it! I feel like I’m the one who need him the most. His kisses went down on my stomach after he finished with my valley. I gasp f
CHAPTER 108I can’t help but to stare at his peaceful sleeping face. We’re still naked under the sheets and he’s fast asleep but I still can’t find myself to sleep because of the thoughts that keeps bombarding my mind. He told me he missed me…is there anything behind it? Even though he can recognize me now, he still can’t remember the memories we shared together. The only thing he remember is our first meeting when I was still young.I sighed heavily and tried to close my eyes and as I fall asleep, I felt his arms tightly hugged my body. I felt so much warmth and comfort. I feel so comfortable that when I woke up the next morning without him by my side made me panic. Was that only a dream? I roamed around my eyes in the whole room and sighed in relief when I realized that I am in Alqamar’s room. It wasn’t a dream. It’s real. I covered my naked body with the comforter when someone opened the door and s
EPILOGUELooking back to all the things that happened, it seems worth it now. After the accident I woke up with a headache and the first person I saw was a man wearing his white lab coat. He told me that his name was Ronald Madrigal, and I had an accident. At first, I couldn’t believe it. How could I have an accident when I know that I have the greatest power among all my pack? And I am the alpha. But then…I noticed how I clearly remember my childhood memories and the night where I saw my parents soaking with blood but other than that…I remember nothing.I feel like I was stuck in that particular memory and it’s tormenting my mind. It was frustrating to only know a bit of yourself. I remember Fin, Gray, Rael and Cristine because they are part of my memories when I was still young but…I didn’t even remember how I got an accident! Damn!“Don’t stress yourself too much, Alqamar. Your memories will be
CHAPTER 120“When are you planning to go back, Alqamar?” I heard Cristine asked while I am watching the trees danced with the wind. It was still vivid to me. The things that happened and how I almost lost my life in that unfaithful night. And…how I watched Lexis cry while darkness is eating my whole system.I had the choice to go back and tell Lexis that I am alive but it’s not easy at it’s seem. I’ve learned my lesson. Carlos is still alive and probably waiting for his attacks if he finds out that I am alive. When everyone thought that I was killed Carlos stopped chasing and targeting Lexis. It only means one thing. I am the only one he needs and my come back is his trigger to use Lexis again as my weakness. So, I have to remain hidden and just like before…watched Lexis from afar.I don’t want to go back to the days where I was still looking at her from afar but it’s still happening right, an
CHAPTER 119It wasn’t easy. Every time she’ll ask about my identity or my past makes me anxious. Thinking that once I told her everything she’ll slip away. And it’s even harder when I found out that Herman and Carlos’ group is planning of an attack against Lexis. So, for the mean time I told Lexis that I’ll leave. She assured me that she loves me. She made love to me, and I know that finally, she loves me back. Finally, I claimed her and she’s officially mine now, forever.“Are you seriously going alone, Alqamar?” Cristine asked me with her raising tone while I am packing my things. I already told Lexis about it and even she wants to know my real reason she still managed to keep herself silent. And I regret that I still need to keep this a secret. Maybe I was just really afraid that she would leave me if she found out the truth.“Yes. I know I can handle them better alone,” I said co
CHAPTER 118I tried to pursue her. Followed her wherever she goes. I wanted to be there for her. That’s why I tried so hard to be near her. I am sure that she’s smart and I didn’t know why she had a low score in her quiz but maybe fate is on my side that I took that chance to get her attention only to me, not with anyone but to me."I'm gonna schedule a tutorial for you so you'll understand-""No!" she cut me off when I tried to suggest that. I just want to help her or maybe I did have a secret intention, but I am serious that I want to help her. Our eyes met. I gave her a serious eye and she was just staring at me like she was in the middle of a deep thought about me. I sighed."What's wrong with that?" I asked. I really don’t get it. It’s more convenient to her."I'll just ask Ronald for it. You don't have to schedule anything," she said.My jaw clenched. I really hate how she’s gotten close
CHAPTER 117The next morning, I woke up early moving forward to the second day of class. I didn’t know that it will be more fun than what I expected. Already carrying my bag and other things when I saw Rael, Fin and Gray inside my house. My new house that I bought last week. I planned to stay here until I am still teaching at the school. I will just visit the village when weekends.“How did you all enter my house?” my brows furrowed while staring at the three who were sitting comfortably in my couch. These three has nothing to do with their lives.“You didn’t lock the doors,” Gray said. Rael smirked at me.“Your house is huge, we can stay here, right?” Rael’s twinkling eyes looked at me. I raised my brow at him, he noticed it that made him looked away.“Yeah right…we can’t,” he answered in his own question.“You’ll work?” Fin asked
CHAPTER 116I parked my car in the parking lot of the school. I sighed heavily when I saw the students coming inside the school. I can’t believe that I am here. I must be crazy. I looked at myself in the mirror before coming out of my car. I went straight at the faculty and checked my schedule. I unconsciously smiled when I saw that my first schedule is Lexis’ section.But my smile faded when I remember something. She’ll see me again. As her professor. Would she recognize me? What if she recognizes me and run for hill to hide from me? Because she’s scared? I gritted my teeth. I hope it won’t happen though. I would rather want her to not recognize me and remain to be a stranger to her. Goddamn it! Am I masochist?I sighed heavily and collected my things to attend my first class. I can feel everyone’s eyes on me. I am used to it but…they are college students. They should look at me with respect and not&helli
CHAPTER 115I can sense her presence now. I just saw her car arrived at her grandmother’s ancestral home. I watched her guided by her parents and her grandma who looks shocked of seeing her. I stared at her grandma. She looks familiar but I shrugged it off when I saw Cristine watching me. I stood up straight and looked away from Lexis’ direction.“I was right. You’re here,” she said and raised a brow at me. I ignore her and walk like nothing happened. I am going now to the village. It’s enough for me that I saw her safely arrived.“What do you need?” I asked when I felt her followed me.“Do you have plans? You know that Herman and Carlos are allies to bring you down, right?” She asked calmly. I sighed. I have plans but it’s not necessary to tell her anymore.“What are your plans? Make Lexis fall in love with you first and then tell her the truth and finally you&rs
CHAPTER 114After I send her home, I immediately washed myself. I feel like her puke is all over me. I closed my eyes as I felt the cold water dripped down my body. Watching her closer like that makes me insane. It’s been years since I last watched her close like that and she was just a young girl back then. Now that she’s and a grown woman I can’t help but to feel crazy over her.I woke up at dawn and the sun hasn’t risen yet when I drove myself towards San Isidro. I have a house in the city if ever I don’t want to go home yet or won’t be able to go back early. This province is an hour far away from the city. I parked the car in my usual place and walks towards the village.Everyone greeted me as soon as they saw me. I just nodded every time. I don’t have any plans today and I think I’ll go back in the city during Lexis’ graduation. I’ve never missed every celebration she has. I was alway
CHAPTER 113I woke up feeling awful the next day. My head is spinning like crazy. I don’t know but I felt cold. Damn! I am not usually like this. Maybe because I let myself in the rain yesterday? Well, wolves can also possibly catch a cold, but it will just pass by like before.I get up from the bed and changed my clothes before going out. Everyone made away for my arrival until I stopped in front of them, I saw my whole pack waiting for me to speak. I sighed and started to elaborate the things I wanted to say.“First of all, I wanted to compliment…Carlos’ group for guarding the boarders of this province, the other wolf pack wouldn’t have the chance to cross the island because of that,” I said and looked at Carlos and beside him is Herman. Carlos just nodded courteously at me. There’s a reason why I’d give that mission to him. So, that he will be far away from my pack while I’m investigating hi