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Hearing those things from him is painful. Hearing those things from him is ripping my heart apart.
I stared at his eyes hoping that I didn't hear him right.
"I will find and follow you wherever you are, Lexis don't worry okay?" He said softly. I nodded. I thought...he was asking me to be away from him. I sighed in relief and hoping him to do what he promised.
He left that day. Mom and dad asked me so many questions and Grandma helped me to hide things. I don't know anymore. My mind is in chaos and...fear is slightly consuming me. What if...the things that Grandma told me came true?
I don't want Alqamar to end that way. I don't want to lose him either.
I stared at the ceiling while thinking so many things. Alqamar's words are keep bombarding my mind. He wants me to leave this place and never come back again but he assured me that he'll find and follow me wherever I am.
I bit my lower lip
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