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Chapter 16: why does it pain so much?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Elena pov
After my little encounter with the two opposite brothers, I moved out of the office heading to clean in other places that I am supposed yo work in. We took long to finish the work since we hard come in late . plus the hospital was unusually full for a morning. The place is so busy. I admire how the doctors move up and down doing their work to save people's lives. If my life had been any different, I would have loved to become a doctor. It is actually a dream that I have not yet thrown away. I one one day I will be able to attain my dream and become a doctor... Haha, I know each one of you is laughing out at me. The thing is you have hope in your self and believe that things can change for the better with time.
I felt so uncomfortable by how every one was looking at me. It is not that I am some kind of a beauty. Every one around me has made it clear to me that I am the ugly one and doesn't deserve anything in this life. I was busy scrabbing the behind floor no
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Ugly and insecure? Chapter 17: A lift home.
Elena povI walked through the hospital corridor heading towards the outside. My shift was over and needed to get home. Naomi was not with me to perhaps give me a a hand. She was success in getting a double shift. This meant she was going to stay at the hospital upto the evening. I was happy for her.I was not able to get a conclusion of maybe Dr Miles letting me have some days off. I still wondered why he chose that I be under his orders .I mean the rest of the cleaners at the hospital have a department under which they report each and every .that was not my luck. Of course I was never Lucky in this world even if I tried to .(30 minutes ago )" I will be off " Naomi told me as soon as we got out of Doctor Carrissa's room. Naomi needed to begin her second shift ." Thanks so much for every thing , I will be heading to get a short leave " I said to her as we part our ways each of us going our separate ways.I sighed deeply and then dec
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 18:Terrifying dream and a new offer
Elena PovI just didn't believe what had happened to my boss that day. He was so rude to me earlier but a few minutes later, he was there offering me a lift home. That is the least that expected from him. Maybe he had realised what he had done and once in his entire life time, wanted to act like a human being. I left it at that. I was just making myself over things that were not giving me anything at all.Strangely, my leg got a bit better a after three days. I could move properly. I needed to get back to work but of course mom didn't want to hear a single word about that. She just couldn't. She had insisted on me telling her what had happened to my leg even after telling her over and over that I had slipped on the tiles as I was scrabbing it. They say that parents and guardians have a sixth sense, I think that is true since even if I had told mom aboute slipping down the tiles, she just didn't believe it but rather decided to leave it. If I had told her, she cou
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 19:illiterate PA
Elena povI tried opening my mouth several times but nothing came out at all. I was so shocked at what he said. That is something I didn't expect from him. Anyway they say that it is only non living things that don't change.But then..u am illiterate. Is he looking for an illerate PA? Don't be ridiculous? My subconscious rolls he eyes at me.. However I ignore her since I don't feel like making any joke right now."What did you say, Sir ?" I ask from away from the door and heading deep inside the room." so you want me to only talk you like I have nothing to do ?" He answer. Oh, I see his bad mood is finally back. Maybe that is even how he has been but was only wanting to see his desperate I am." Okay !!!" I say almost shouting as I head back to the door. I am losing it. I just hsye how almost everyone is always taking me for granted in this world." I had no idea a nobody can be emotional. I thought you live yo please the nobility " I w
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 20: Boys night out.
Brad pov.The last week or two have been not the usual actually . Things have changed in my younger brother. Yes he is younger than me by a few minutes..I know what you are allow trying to figure out. Yes it is true we are twins. Though not those identical ones . The thing is we don't even have anything uncommon. But that doesn't mean we are not twins, we are.My brother was an ideal guy while in the Medical school. Back home , my parents always considered me the serious one and then they sought of Miles as the jolly one. The thing is they had just not given me enough attention and found out what exactly the type of person that I am. Our parents were kind of people whose life involved moving from one country to the other doing different medical missions and carrying out Charity works. That meant we never at all lived with them at home.That .want we were living with the maids most of the times .Not that we hated our parents, of course even if we trie
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 21: Extra work for a PA
Elena pov. Today marks exactly two months since I became Mile's PA. I think you are all wondering how I have been able to cope up with all the pressure that he can give. Yes I have I have come to learn his character and it helps me know when his mood swings. My work is even less than I thought. I think for the first time in my life, I am a lucky girl. My work comprises of making sure I know when his surgery or a patient is supposed to see him. My mother has somehow managed to improve. The money I get I am now able to bring a doctor atleast once in every two weeks to come and see her .My salary is always given to me at the right time. With Naomi, I am getting a sister I never had when I was growing up. Yes I had sisters and brothers but they never treated me as a human being for just a second. Naomi is becoming so so close to me. I have never felt so happy my whole life. Sometimes I think about my family but what breaks my heart is that I kno
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 22: Unknown feelings.
Miles povI didn't even realize how I got back to the kitchen. As if that is not enough, I also had no idea how my hands got to her cheeks drying the tears that were flowing. It was so ironical since she had a smile on her face and yet at the same time tears were flowing down her cheeks. Were these what they call tears of joy. I just could not place to what exactly it was. Then maybe out of shock, the plate in her hands goes flying onto the floor.. That damn plate.There and then my angry takes over me . She could have broken another plate but not that one. That plate and a few other things are the only things that I was left with as a rememberance . I could not dare do nothing when oy is now broken."How dare you !!" I shout at her not being able to control the too much anger that I feel for her right now."Of course that is how you have been brought up. You are always the ugly careless human " I go on to thunder at her not minding about how
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 23:What exactly is going on
Elena pov I had no idea that man was that cold. He is the one who called me in the first place, if he didn't call me I couldn't have gone there. We were on good terms ..we talked as two mature people and this has happened. How could he be that annoyed over just breaking a mere plate. A guy as rich as him to be hurt by just breaking a mere plate. I thought at least we could work in good terms. I thought he could consider treating me as a human...but why could I accept such a thing, from the time I was born I was never treated as a human. This is how I have been. .but then I don't understand why I feel like I don't hate him even after he has done so much to much. The last two weeks when he was away, I felt like i missed him. What am I even thinking about . That is something that I should never think about . imagine who on this world can have interest in someone like me. That I don't believe. Why am I even thinking about liking and so on. I am supposed to only con
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 24:Happy birthday
Elena povThe week went on without even me realizing. I tried as much as I could to see that I don't easily meet with meils. If course it was not easily since I am supposed to be near him at every moment being his PA. Was shocked me was the fact that it was not only me, he was also trying as much as he could to avoid me..or I was just imagining things.Today is a Friday and something special is happening today, it is my birthday. It is my 20th birthday. I know it has nevertheless been celebrated However that was not what made it do special for me. What makes it special is the fact that we share a birthday date with Vincent . I will forever treasure that. He was my source of inspiration, a person who loved me unconditionally. The bad thing is I am not home and there I will not even visit his grave at least. He always encouraged me to live . Anyway I had promised to at least go with mom to the church to pray for his soul..that will of course only be possible
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Ugly and insecure? Chapter 64: Epilogue
Elena POV.( 3years later)“ Darling, wake up.” I call out to Miles but he is not about to woke up.“Let me sleep a little more ” he groans as he tosses in the bed.“ Oh my goodness Miles we have only an hour to the event and yet we have not gotten ready ” I complain but he will not get up. That is Miles when it comes to his sleep. He used to laugh at me that I sleep a lot but it is like things turned around.“ I think I should call the events manager to tell him that the guest of honour will not come since he is still sleeping. ” I say sarcastically . That is all he needs and the next thing I know is him getting out if bed.He moves coming next to where I am getting ready ready from in the mirror .“ wow! I have such a gorgeous wife ” he says rapping his hands around my waist and then resting his chin on my shoulder.“ come one , you are distracting me. I need t
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 63: A reunion and surprise proposal
Elena povI knew Miles would react in such a manner. This is how he has always told me. He said that he would not leave all those who tortured me.“ I have asked you a damn question?" He repeats the question this time more furious than the first time.“ you need to calm down. ” I whisper to him as I take his hand into mine to comfort him.“ No Elena'These people have to pay for giving you the most terrific life growing up” he says looking more seriously each time.“ I know I have done a lot, but I want to tell the fact that I regret every bit of it .It is like the death of my children and husband has been a way of phishing us by God for all that we have done to her” she says pointing at me .“ But do you even have the slightest idea about how you people abused her in all aspects of life. You made her life a living heal. My heart bleeds for her every time that I remember the tortur
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 62: Turning around
Elena POV“ I don't want to wake up ” I groan as I hear Miles wakes me up.“ No no , you need to wake up. ” he says not going away. This is how he has been for the last two weeks since mom died. He comes every evening and spends the night with me.“ I just need to sleep more after all I am not going to work.” I say putting the blanket over my head“ Don't forget you have to go to school. You are having your exams this week.” he says and that is when I remember.“ Shit!” I get out of my bed in a panic mood . I had forgotten about that already. Even if I lost my mom, school didn't stop. Miles insisted that I stop working so that I can get to my right mood.Miles insisted that I live with him and of course I didn't allow that. I want things to be done in the right way.“ I thought you were still enjoying your sleep ” he says looking at m
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 61: Good and bad news.
Elena pov“ where am I ?” I ask as I try to open my eyes but I feel so weak. However I finally manage to open my eyes. Damn it! I am a hospital. How did I get here? I wonder as I try to sit up but I am so weak.“ I can do that ” I hear a familiar voice making me look up. There is Naomi sitting on the sit in the corner of the ward.“ what am I doing here ?” I ask curiously as she tries to help me sit with a pillow support me on my back.“ How did I get here? ” I ask losing the cool that I have since she is not answering me at all.“ why are you not saying anything ” I say as I shake her so impatient.“ Just calm down, you are not okay. You don't need to get so restless ” she says as she sits next to me.“ why is it that I don't remember anything that happened and how I got here ” I say crying as tears flow down my cheeks.“ Just relax
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 60: Greatest blow once again.
Elena POVI hardly had any sleep last night. My mind can't help but think about that encounter with Alexis. Why did she have to come in that damn place. Wasnt there enough other places where she would have gone to have her meal. Why did she have to come in the same place as me. I have tried all possible ways the last several months to forget all that happened to me with my real family who we're meant to protect me but instead they did otherwiseI have gone for several therapy sessions in the past and they have indeed helped me. I have begun moving on and the this happens. What did I really do to deserve this.I try as much as I can to sleep since the flowing day is a Monday and it is always the busiest day of the week with so many patients. I think people get so many problems over the weekend due to the too much partying.I wake up a bit early don't wanting to disturb mom. I sit beside her on the bed admiring the woman before me. She loves so peaceful whe
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 59: Haunted by the past.
Elena POVFrom the time we had that talk at the local restaurant, I swear I grew more stronger and ready to fight for what we had been the two of us. It is now two weeks since then . From that day, I have not seen or talked to Juliana. I don't know if her son talked to her . I remember she had promised to make my life a living hell so that I can go away.However it is strange since she has not talked to me again. I do my work at the hospital during the day and go for my studies in the evening. It is hectic but it is moving on well so far good for me.“ maybe you should quite work and concentrate on your studies.” mom says to me one evening when she sees me streesed one evening.“ Come in mom, are you really serious with what you are saying. How are we going to be able to pay the bails.”i reply.“ Oh, I had forgotten about that already. You know I am just concerned about you. You hardly have any sleep. Maybe I should al
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 58: Surprise
Miles POVI was the happiest man as she cuddled in my arms in the late hours of the night. I just wanted us to be like this for ever. For sure I didn't know how she would be like after how mom treated her. It is clear she never liked her and she didn't dare hide it. Throughout the dinner mom did all she did and her plan was to humiliate Elena..I would see all that she did. I had nothing to do since she is my my mother and the other is a girl that I love so much. All that I want is for them to get along but not to have disagreements.The moment I got from taking Ashley, there was only one thing that was on my mind. It was to go and see how Elena was doing after the humiliation from mom.Am so happy things went on as wanted them to go. We talked heart to heart .Not including any one in our talk but just the two of us. No one else mattered at the momentWhen I talked about marriage and having kids . I know she partly thought that I was joking b
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 57: Forgive me.
Elena POVI looked on as Ingrid told me the little she knew about Juliana. But even before her telling me anything, I already got to know her more than I can even imagine.But why would a mother even interfere in their children's life partners. More so when that child is old enough to know what to do.“ Elena, don't be weak. I can see that the two if you love each other. Go ahead and fight for your love ” she teslls me one more time and then she moves out back to the dinner so that we are not suspected at all .I know the kind of life that I am going through is not the best so far bit I cannot help but fight for the only man that I have ever loved .I decide to dry my face so that when I go back no one will suspect that I have been crying all the time.“ where have you been ?” Juliana asks as soon as I seat down . Damn it ! Is this woman being rational at all. Am I supposed to be watched as if I were a young chi
Ugly and insecure? Chapter 56:Worse than I imagined.
Elena POV“ You don't need to tight mark you. I am all yours .” Miles says with a smile as we get in the house .How I wish he knes why I am like this. Then he would not be making any jokes at such a time.“ I want to be certain.”i say deciding to play a long with him. We then get into the house .If I was saying that outside was gorgeous, it is like I was mistaken. Inside is something else.Everything is so sophiscated and luxurious. For sure given the kind of Riches that my parents had, it is not even a quarter to what I see here. For one time I don't blame the woman for being insecure with his son. If just the house has all this, then all the investments that they have..They are stinking rich if i can say.“ Mom, dad.” Miles says as we sink deep into the living room my heart beginning to race even more at the thought that they are coming out very soon.“ My son.” I hear his mother say fro
