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Chapter 22: Unknown feelings.
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Miles pov
I didn't even realize how I got back to the kitchen. As if that is not enough, I also had no idea how my hands got to her cheeks drying the tears that were flowing. It was so ironical since she had a smile on her face and yet at the same time tears were flowing down her cheeks. Were these what they call tears of joy. I just could not place to what exactly it was. Then maybe out of shock, the plate in her hands goes flying onto the floor.. That damn plate.
There and then my angry takes over me . She could have broken another plate but not that one. That plate and a few other things are the only things that I was left with as a rememberance . I could not dare do nothing when oy is now broken.
"How dare you !!" I shout at her not being able to control the too much anger that I feel for her right now.
"Of course that is how you have been brought up. You are always the ugly careless human " I go on to thunder at her not minding about how
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