Marrying him felt like a dream come true, but my happiness was clouded by the nagging reality that he didn't see me as his wife. In his eyes, I was still just his nerdy best friend, a role I had filled since the day we met as kids. I often reminisced about how we first crossed paths.
"Playing in the garden was my favorite pastime. I didn't need my sister, April, to be with me. I could spend the whole day in the garden. On that day, while playing with my ball, it got stuck in a tree. I tried to get it, I jumped but couldn't get my ball, I watched helplessly, unable to reach it.
“Why are you looking at the tree for five minutes?” a voice spoke. I was startled and turned to see a beautiful boy standing there, hands on his waist, wearing a faint teasing smile.
“You can't help me, so just leave it,” I replied, not particularly fond of his teasing smile.
“Try me,” he simply said, his genuine interest piquing my curiosity. You see, I was seven years old, and I didn't have any friends. People thought I was some kind of weirdo who preferred playing with dolls and balls.
“My ball got stuck there,” I pointed at the tree to show him where it was. 'It doesn't matter; I'll go get Stuart to help me,” I continued, about to call our long-time helper, who had been around even before I was born. He was a kind man.
“I can get it for you,” the boy said, causing me to stop and look at him.
“How? You're not tall enough to reach it,” I replied, examining him from head to toe.
“That's really mean to say it to someone, but I can climb the tree," he said confidently.
“Climb? No, you'll fall,” I protested frantically.
“Silly, I won't. Now wait,” he said, moving around the tree and starting to climb. Soon enough, he was up there, and he retrieved my ball. I clapped my hands excitedly.
He climbed back down, dusting his hands. “Thanks,” I said excitedly
“You're welcome,” he paused looking at me expecting me to say my name, 'Lily.' I softly offered he smiled.
'My name is Sebastian, and I'm your new neighbor,' he said, pointing to the house next to mine. 'Let's be friends, so next time your ball gets stuck in the tree, you can get me to take it out for you.'
'Well, you're right; it seems you can climb the tree. Yes, we can be friends,' I said excitedly. He extended his hand for a handshake, and we sealed our friendship right then and there. That's how it all began."
Sebastian's voice brought me back to the present. 'We're here,' he said, snapping me out of my reverie.
As we pulled up to his house, it felt like an entirely new place to me, despite the countless hours I'd spent there. There were times I'd even stayed over when Sebastian was out of town. He came around to open my door, and I managed my flowing wedding gown which proved to be a handful as I exited the car. We walked to the front door, he surprised me by sweeping me off my feet and holding me delicately.
My eyes widened in surprise. "What are you doing, Seb?" I could feel a wobble in my voice.
"You wanted a traditional wedding, and I promised to give you one," he replied, holding me a little closer. I leaned against his chest, feeling the warmth of his embrace. It was comforting to know he was respecting my wishes.
The butler opened the main door, and we entered. All his servants were lined up to welcome us. Sebastian's family had left earlier, citing fatigue from the day's festivities, so it was just the two of us in the house.
"Welcome home, Sir and Ma'am," Greta, the oldest caretaker of the house, greeted us. I had known her since we were kids, and when Sebastian moved into his own place, he took Greta with him.
"Greta, it's me, Lily," I chuckled, feeling a bit awkward with the formal address.
"Well, now you're his wife, and you deserve respect from us, dear," she replied, her eyes filled with admiration, as though she were genuinely happy for me, even though it should have been my sister in my place.
"It's no use, Bee. I've been telling her for years to call me Seb, but she refuses," Sebastian chimed in playfully, and we all shared a laugh.
"Now, both of you go to your room and freshen up. We're going to prepare something to eat," Greta instructed.
"We're actually full; we had dinner already," Sebastian replied, looking at me for confirmation. I nodded, agreeing that we were indeed full.
As we turned to walk ahead I realized how we had forgotten one more thing to discuss: our room arrangements. I looked at Sebastian, silently seeking his help. He nodded, understanding my unspoken question, and without a word, he took my hand, leading me upstairs.
"Seb," I called softly as we reached the middle of the staircase.
"Yes, Bee?" he responded.
"We're going to stay in the same room?" I asked, my uncertainty apparent.
"Why not? You're my wife," he replied, his expression showing that he didn't see any issue with it. I glanced down, feeling somewhat embarrassed.
He gently placed a hand on my chin, tilting my face up to meet his gaze. "Do you want your own room?" he asked softly.
"No, it's not that. I just didn't really think this through," I explained.
"Alright then, it's settled. Come, I'll show you, and I've even made space for your clothes," he said, leading me into his room, or rather, our room.
His room had a dark, sophisticated exterior. I had always liked his room; it was simple yet spacious.
"You can go and change, Lily. I'll change in another room," he suggested, beginning to take out his clothes.
I nodded and went to the bathroom to remove my makeup, but changing my dress proved to be a challenge. After struggling for a while, I gave up and opened the door, hoping for some help.
"Seb?" I called out.
"Yes?" he answered.
"Can you please call for Greta?" I requested.
"Why?" he inquired.
"I can't get my zipper to open," I confessed.
"I can do it," he quickly offered.
"No," I protested.
"Bee, I can't call for help; they'll tell everyone they meet that we're not a normal husband and wife," he explained. I understood his concern.
"Okay," I agreed, and he came over to help me.
With a sigh of relief, I accepted his offer of help, knowing that the last thing we needed was rumors among the staff. Sebastian stepped closer, and with practiced ease, he unzipped my dress. The gentle touch of his fingers sent a shiver down my spine.
"Thank you," I said, my voice slightly breathless.
Sebastian's eyes met mine, and he gave me a warm smile. "You're welcome, Bee."
We lingered in that moment, a rush of emotions flooding my senses. However, I couldn't muster the courage to touch him the way I desired. The voice inside me, reminding me that he was not mine, grew louder than the emotions. I took a step back, breaking the connection. He excused himself to change in another room.I glanced around and noticed that Sebastian had indeed made space for my clothes. I couldn't help but smile at his considerate gesture. It was a reminder that he was determined to make this marriage work, even if it wasn't what we had originally imagined.As I changed into more comfortable attire, thoughts swirled through my mind. The day had been filled with unexpected twists, and despite the doubts and uncertainties, I couldn't deny the growing connection between us. Our history as friends, our shared memories, and Sebastian's unwavering support filled me with a glimmer of hope that this marriage might just be different from what I had feared.
As I came out of the bathroom, I discovered that Sebastian had already drifted into slumber. Oddly, I didn't feel disheartened; in fact, I felt a sense of relief. I was at a loss for words, unsure of what to discuss with him. It struck me that the one person with whom I could have shared my every thought was now someone with whom I struggled to find conversation. It was as if a wall had risen between us. It seemed like we were both in the process of accepting our new lives. I could only hope that, with time, he would forget about my sister and come to love me in the same way I loved him.The morning sun blazed brightly into our room, signaling the arrival of a new day after our wedding night. However, I couldn't be sure if I was truly prepared for what lay ahead. I lay awake, torn between wanting to escape and not being ready to confront the consequences, to witness the unexpected. I wasn't ready to see the change in his eyes, to see the realization of how his world had been turned upside down. He wouldn't see April; he would see me. I let out a deep sigh and carefully slipped out of bed, making my way to the bathroom to freshen up. As I glanced back at him, I couldn't help but smile, seeing him sleep so peacefully. I gently brushed a strand of hair from his face, my heart heavy with the love I felt for him. With a final look, I stepped into the bathroom to continue my morning routine.I slipped out of the room as quietly as I could, being careful not to disturb Sebastian's peaceful slumber. The grand staircase greeted me as I descended, the plush carpet beneath my f
Sebastian stood near the window, gazing down at the vast city below, the office drenched in warm hues by the soft glow of the morning sun. I took a breath, standing closer to the threshold and understanding the weight of words left unspoken.Everything seemed so easy with him, and I felt comfortable with him. Even so, there was an insatiable need in me to explore his mind and discover the complexity that lived there, even despite how simple it was. It was an enormous responsibility to put myself in the shoes of a woman he might have loved. It was difficult as well as terrifying.My complex emotions darkened as I watched him stare out of the window, my complicated thoughts took a darker turn. Instead of appreciating the view, my mind raced with questions. Was he reminiscing about how he once stood with my sister at this window? Did he recall the touch of his hands on her body as she laid her hands flat on the window? Could he still envision her in this space while I stood beside him, y
As we settled back after our little outing, from the office to lunch, we found ourselves in front of the television. An itch to reach for the remote and switch to my favorite show nagged at me, yet I couldn't summon the courage. Something felt off, and I couldn't shake the feeling. How had our relationship shifted so drastically? There was a time when I'd fiercely battle for the remote, insisting on my preferred program over his boring football matches. But now, I sat frozen, silently wishing he would go and work on his laptop.“Bee, what's the score?” he suddenly asked, looking at me with questioning eyes. I put on a face and tried to tell him what the score was, but I didn't understand the cryptic symbols on the screen. Even when he shouted at the screen, presumably because his team was winning, I wasn't paying attention."I think your team is clearly winning," I said with uncertainty but confidently nevertheless. He smiled at me and then pointed at the screen. “Well, as much as I l
The next morning, I woke with a jolt, the memory of Seb's kiss still lingering on my lips. My heart raced as I relived the moment over and over in my mind, a whirlwind of emotions coursing through me. But amidst the joy and uncertainty, there was a nagging fear that gnawed at the edges of my thoughts – what if Seb regretted the kiss?Without a second thought, I slipped out of bed and hastily made my way to my art studio, the need to distract myself from my racing thoughts overwhelming. As I picked up my paintbrush and began to lose myself in the swirls of colour on the canvas, I tried to push aside the doubts that threatened to consume me.But my attempts at distraction were short-lived, as the sound of hurried footsteps approaching drew me out of my reverie. Before I could react, the door burst open, and Seb stood before me, his expression a mix of anger and concern."Lily! Where have you been? I've been looking everywhere for you," he exclaimed, his voice laced with frustration.I b
“He's marrying someone else, and that someone happens to be my own sister, April. I find myself in a whirlwind of emotions, unsure of how to face the reality of watching him marry someone else. It's a peculiar blend of heartache, resignation, and acceptance that washes over me.I'll watch as the person I've loved silently and from afar buries any hope of our love ever blossoming. I'll stand beside him, not as his beloved, but as his best friend, a role I've always cherished but longed for something more.In the depths of my heart, I've always known that my love for him was one-sided, a silent ache I carried within. In just two days, this love that has consumed me will be buried forever, relegated to the depths of my soul. From then on, I'll be nothing more than his best friend, nothing more, nothing less.”I penned these bittersweet sentiments in my diary, my faithful confidant through the years. With a tender touch, I softly closed its pages, sealing away my past and unspoken feeling
I rushed into my room, my head spinning with the weight of what had just transpired. Was I really about to marry the love of my life? It was a thought that should have filled me with joy, but I couldn't shake the unease that clung to my heart. After all, Sebastian was supposed to marry my sister and their wedding had been scheduled just a month away. He hadn't opposed the proposal, which left me with the haunting thought that he might have feelings for April.As I pondered these thoughts, a soft knock on my door broke through my reverie. My mom entered, carrying a wedding dress and a set of jewelry, but my heart sank as I realized they weren't meant for me; they belonged to April. I couldn't help but feel as if I were inheriting everything that April had rejected or left behind. I stared at the dress and jewelry, unable to bring myself to accept them.Just then, my phone rang, and I saw Sebastian's name on the screen. With a heavy sigh, I answered the call."Hi," I said, my voice ting
Sebastian settled onto the swings and gently motioned for me to join him. My nerves tingled, uncertainty swirling in the air as I tried to decipher the meaning behind all of this. He fixed his gaze on me, his eyes warm with a mix of understanding and determination."I know our situation isn't exactly what we envisioned," he began, his voice steady and filled with sincerity. "We've been best friends since childhood, and now, well, things have changed. And I want to do this the right way."With those words, he reached into his pocket, producing a small box. As he opened it, my breath caught in my throat, revealing a perfect ring. The ring was elegantly simple, its design a testament to timeless beauty. At its center, a deep, lustrous red ruby glowed with an inner fire, its rich hue capturing the essence of passion and love. Encircling the ruby, delicate diamonds sparkled like stars against the night sky, adding a touch of brilliance to the ring's understated charm. I couldn't help but f
I was dressed and ready for the day, my nerves on edge as I feared my sister might return at any moment to reclaim her rightful place. Throughout the entire day, I couldn't bring myself to eat. In the morning, as I was getting ready, Sebastian called to inquire about my well-being. His thoughtful gesture was a testament to his caring nature—he had always been this way, checking in on me.As I anxiously waited for the day's events to unfold, my mother entered the room, her expression a mix of concern and sternness."Lily, dear, you need to eat something. It's your big day, and you can't afford to feel weak," she urged gently.I managed a weak smile, attempting to alleviate her worries. "I will, Mom, I promise. I'm just a little too jittery right now."My friends, who had gathered to support me, chimed in with encouraging words. Emily, always the optimist, said, "Lily, you've got this. Sebastian loves you and might be like a friend but he does right? Today is about the two of you, not
The next morning, I woke with a jolt, the memory of Seb's kiss still lingering on my lips. My heart raced as I relived the moment over and over in my mind, a whirlwind of emotions coursing through me. But amidst the joy and uncertainty, there was a nagging fear that gnawed at the edges of my thoughts – what if Seb regretted the kiss?Without a second thought, I slipped out of bed and hastily made my way to my art studio, the need to distract myself from my racing thoughts overwhelming. As I picked up my paintbrush and began to lose myself in the swirls of colour on the canvas, I tried to push aside the doubts that threatened to consume me.But my attempts at distraction were short-lived, as the sound of hurried footsteps approaching drew me out of my reverie. Before I could react, the door burst open, and Seb stood before me, his expression a mix of anger and concern."Lily! Where have you been? I've been looking everywhere for you," he exclaimed, his voice laced with frustration.I b
As we settled back after our little outing, from the office to lunch, we found ourselves in front of the television. An itch to reach for the remote and switch to my favorite show nagged at me, yet I couldn't summon the courage. Something felt off, and I couldn't shake the feeling. How had our relationship shifted so drastically? There was a time when I'd fiercely battle for the remote, insisting on my preferred program over his boring football matches. But now, I sat frozen, silently wishing he would go and work on his laptop.“Bee, what's the score?” he suddenly asked, looking at me with questioning eyes. I put on a face and tried to tell him what the score was, but I didn't understand the cryptic symbols on the screen. Even when he shouted at the screen, presumably because his team was winning, I wasn't paying attention."I think your team is clearly winning," I said with uncertainty but confidently nevertheless. He smiled at me and then pointed at the screen. “Well, as much as I l
Sebastian stood near the window, gazing down at the vast city below, the office drenched in warm hues by the soft glow of the morning sun. I took a breath, standing closer to the threshold and understanding the weight of words left unspoken.Everything seemed so easy with him, and I felt comfortable with him. Even so, there was an insatiable need in me to explore his mind and discover the complexity that lived there, even despite how simple it was. It was an enormous responsibility to put myself in the shoes of a woman he might have loved. It was difficult as well as terrifying.My complex emotions darkened as I watched him stare out of the window, my complicated thoughts took a darker turn. Instead of appreciating the view, my mind raced with questions. Was he reminiscing about how he once stood with my sister at this window? Did he recall the touch of his hands on her body as she laid her hands flat on the window? Could he still envision her in this space while I stood beside him, y
The morning sun blazed brightly into our room, signaling the arrival of a new day after our wedding night. However, I couldn't be sure if I was truly prepared for what lay ahead. I lay awake, torn between wanting to escape and not being ready to confront the consequences, to witness the unexpected. I wasn't ready to see the change in his eyes, to see the realization of how his world had been turned upside down. He wouldn't see April; he would see me. I let out a deep sigh and carefully slipped out of bed, making my way to the bathroom to freshen up. As I glanced back at him, I couldn't help but smile, seeing him sleep so peacefully. I gently brushed a strand of hair from his face, my heart heavy with the love I felt for him. With a final look, I stepped into the bathroom to continue my morning routine.I slipped out of the room as quietly as I could, being careful not to disturb Sebastian's peaceful slumber. The grand staircase greeted me as I descended, the plush carpet beneath my f
Marrying him felt like a dream come true, but my happiness was clouded by the nagging reality that he didn't see me as his wife. In his eyes, I was still just his nerdy best friend, a role I had filled since the day we met as kids. I often reminisced about how we first crossed paths. "Playing in the garden was my favorite pastime. I didn't need my sister, April, to be with me. I could spend the whole day in the garden. On that day, while playing with my ball, it got stuck in a tree. I tried to get it, I jumped but couldn't get my ball, I watched helplessly, unable to reach it. “Why are you looking at the tree for five minutes?” a voice spoke. I was startled and turned to see a beautiful boy standing there, hands on his waist, wearing a faint teasing smile. “You can't help me, so just leave it,” I replied, not particularly fond of his teasing smile. “Try me,” he simply said, his genuine interest piquing my curiosity. You see, I was seven years old, and I didn't have any friends. Pe
The discomfort of my heels nagged at me as I took my seat, I stole a glance at the empty chair beside mine, a tangible reminder of his absence. Everything about this day felt overwhelming, and it only added to my unease As I sat there, waiting for his return, making it all the more challenging to stay composed.The thought that he hadn't shared his feelings with me since my sister's abrupt departure gnawed at my mind like a persistent worry. I knew that this wedding was far from what we had anticipated, but his silence left me in a state of uncertainty, and I couldn't help but wonder what was going on in his mind.Minutes ticked by, each one feeling like an eternity, and the growing unease inside me made it difficult to focus on my family, friends, and the celebrations around me. I longed for the return of the man who had been my best friend since childhood, the one I had just married, and yet, felt like a stranger at that moment.The minutes dragged on, and I couldn't help but fidget
I was dressed and ready for the day, my nerves on edge as I feared my sister might return at any moment to reclaim her rightful place. Throughout the entire day, I couldn't bring myself to eat. In the morning, as I was getting ready, Sebastian called to inquire about my well-being. His thoughtful gesture was a testament to his caring nature—he had always been this way, checking in on me.As I anxiously waited for the day's events to unfold, my mother entered the room, her expression a mix of concern and sternness."Lily, dear, you need to eat something. It's your big day, and you can't afford to feel weak," she urged gently.I managed a weak smile, attempting to alleviate her worries. "I will, Mom, I promise. I'm just a little too jittery right now."My friends, who had gathered to support me, chimed in with encouraging words. Emily, always the optimist, said, "Lily, you've got this. Sebastian loves you and might be like a friend but he does right? Today is about the two of you, not
Sebastian settled onto the swings and gently motioned for me to join him. My nerves tingled, uncertainty swirling in the air as I tried to decipher the meaning behind all of this. He fixed his gaze on me, his eyes warm with a mix of understanding and determination."I know our situation isn't exactly what we envisioned," he began, his voice steady and filled with sincerity. "We've been best friends since childhood, and now, well, things have changed. And I want to do this the right way."With those words, he reached into his pocket, producing a small box. As he opened it, my breath caught in my throat, revealing a perfect ring. The ring was elegantly simple, its design a testament to timeless beauty. At its center, a deep, lustrous red ruby glowed with an inner fire, its rich hue capturing the essence of passion and love. Encircling the ruby, delicate diamonds sparkled like stars against the night sky, adding a touch of brilliance to the ring's understated charm. I couldn't help but f
I rushed into my room, my head spinning with the weight of what had just transpired. Was I really about to marry the love of my life? It was a thought that should have filled me with joy, but I couldn't shake the unease that clung to my heart. After all, Sebastian was supposed to marry my sister and their wedding had been scheduled just a month away. He hadn't opposed the proposal, which left me with the haunting thought that he might have feelings for April.As I pondered these thoughts, a soft knock on my door broke through my reverie. My mom entered, carrying a wedding dress and a set of jewelry, but my heart sank as I realized they weren't meant for me; they belonged to April. I couldn't help but feel as if I were inheriting everything that April had rejected or left behind. I stared at the dress and jewelry, unable to bring myself to accept them.Just then, my phone rang, and I saw Sebastian's name on the screen. With a heavy sigh, I answered the call."Hi," I said, my voice ting