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2021-06-22 10:16:35" She's an angry child. Sometimes I try to understand her but it feels like I lost her long ago. She won't talk or show emotion. She won't even play with other kids and hides from them. Even after I came back she couldn't admit to loving me, her own mother. I don't know what really happened to her or changed her those few years when I was away."
" Have you ever thought about seeking closure and talking to her, you know, about her childhood," her friend asked.
" No, "
" Maybe you should apologize for what you did and tell her the truth, because she could go down the same path."
She was just a child, she can't remember, and I have changed, I'm making up for my mi
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