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I was in a state of confusion and anger. My mind was fabricated with the idea of Bella even slightly enjoying Austin's company and it baffled me because he was the last person that I wanted Bella to be seen with let out alone be around.He was the reason why we were here in this shit hole of a school.As I watched her face light up, laughing at whatever shitty joke he said, I came to the realisation that she truly fucked with him and didn't know the half of it.I heard they had been on a date, a pussy little date to the fucking movies like they're 12 year olds.Was it really my responsibility to tell her to stay away from him? Was she really my responsibility at all?Fuck no.But I fucking made her my responsibility by watching her every move, thinking about her every second, but the worst part of it all was despite all the messed up fucking feelings I had going on, I still fucking hated her."They're hella close. Clearly no one has told her that he's shady as fuck." Za said as he not
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As I made my way through the hallway, I couldn't help but think about the one person I wanted nothing to do with.Jason.No matter how much I tried, I couldn't get his face out of my head. He intoxicated my thoughts like a bad smell that just never went away. Especially after seeing him, I just couldn't help but think about him continuously.Why was I still wondering why he disliked me? Why was I still so bothered by it?I kept my eyes to the ground as I continued walking making my way to my next class; social studies, semi nervous to see Ryan again.I don't know what it was, but it was the feeling of the unknown. Because I knew that every time I see him we always have a great time and I'm never left uncomfortable or upset, but as soon as I go back to not seeing him in class, I suddenly feel the nerves of sitting next to Ryan Butler, (potential gang member) come back again.I tucked a piece of hair behind my ear as I entered the class, smiling at mostly everyone I made eye contact wi
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I followed Jason as he opened the door to his house, surprisingly stepping aside and allowing me to go in first. But the same angered look on my face stopped me from thinking that was a gesture of kindness.I stepped in as he closed the door behind him and almost seconds later Ryan appeared out of the living room."Hey Bella, I'm glad Jason got you here in one peace" He joked, I had to awkwardly smile because I was too scared that Jason would kill me for laughing aloud."Get her out of here before 5:40, got it?" Jason spoke up. I wondered why I had to be out of the house by a specific time when normally we would work till however long we pleased."Why? She can stay however long she wants" Ryan chuckled, clearly confused as to why I had to leave at that time.Jason squinted his eyes at him, something he commonly did when he was confused/annoyed at how someone could possibly speak back to him."Oh... he's coming today?" Somehow Ryan knew what was going on just by Jason giving him a look
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My blood boiled. More then usual.I was specific about when I wanted Isabella to be gone. Out of the house and out of my sight.Out of his sight.Thiago was a gang leader, one of the biggest in the industry solely because he had me, Jason McCann in his gang and I was playing leader making him and myself all the money needed.Meaning he was dangerous.I called myself dangerous solely because I have no fucks about who you are, I'll kill you if I want to. However Thiago? This man was discreetly a psychopath waiting to be let out of his cage. I knew he respected me and the boys more then anything however he had his limits and I knew what pissed him off, even if he trusted me more then anyone, if he was pissed, he was fucking pissed.I'd say he learns that from me however unlike me, he can control his anger. I can't.I wanted Isabella to be out of his sight, to be unknown to him as if she never existed. The fact that he knows about her now worried me most.Despite the fact that he now knew
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I took a chance and was left knowing this was right.I was aware of who he was. I was aware what he was apart of. And finally, I was aware that he was The Jason McCann.And yet I still wanted nothing more but to feel his lips again.Why? Because they felt like heaven against my skin. Perfect for me. They felt like they had been crafted for myself to enjoy and take full advantage of and the minute our lips parted the sense of emptiness filled my body and I hated the feeling.Why was I allowing myself to fall for someone so toxic, most people would think twice just to look at him due to patronising fear. But that fear that I once had was long gone. The fear of the unknown, wondering what he may tell at me for next, or when he may threaten me next. That fear was gone. Now I felt nothing but safety when being in his presence and that was all due to his actions last night.The way he confessed his true feelings, showed his true emotion, and for me? A random girl he's known for less then a
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I couldn't help but look to my right as I walked in to school to hopefully see Jason stood y his car because he and his friends normally stayed outside until the very last minute solely because they hated pretty much everyone here. Well Jason did anyway.However unfortunately, Jason or any of the boys were not there however pretty much all their cars were apart from Jason which only meant Jason hadn't showed up today. Typical for him.I entered the school building where as usual the hallways were crowded and filled with loud conversations from groups to groups. I made my way to my locker before opening it up.As I looked down at my phone the sudden feel of great masses of body literally fell on me which only meant one thing."Hi bitch we're here to bless your life" Zak spoke as Sally squeezed me in a tight hug."I'm so blessed" I continued make them laugh."So how was project working with Mr Ryan not so crazy Butler?" Aria asked as she raised her eyebrows.I paused for a second, do I
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In fear of Jason and his stupid threat towards what he'd do to Austin, I did nothing but avoid him.It just baffled me as to how he could just expect me to not speak to someone. I know it was easy for him to do and also say but I was the complete antithesis.I didn't hold grudges. I never let something ruin a friendship if it's not really worth and most importantly I could never become friends with someone and genuinely like them as a person and then in the next second, not speak to them ever again.The fact that I felt so bad about speaking to Austin even after Jason telling me he didn't want me to shows just how much Jason actually meant to me. I didn't know that until now.As I walked out of the school building looking down at my feet as I had Sally to my side blabbering on about her recent encounter with her semi crush, i heard turn her attention away from our conversation."Hey Austin" she greeted making me look up seeing Austin now walk towards us causing us to come to a stop."
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Sally stared at me wide eyed, mouth open and eyebrows raised signifying her true emotion of being in shock. Well at least she hadn't hit me yet.Spoke too soon.She picked up a pillow and hit me with it "What are you thinking! Are you crazy! Bella! What is wrong with you!" She yelled, her voice cracking from her rage."This is why I didn't tell you" I groaned leaning back against my bed and covering my face with my hands."That's even more stupid. You weren't even going to tell me? Your best friend? Wow" I knew she was actually mad and I guess she had a reason to be, we told each other everything. We all did, and so once they all find out I hid such a big thing from them, they're bound to react like Sally."I was! I swear I was! But I just... I'm afraid to speak about it because I don't know what to say myself! Me and Jason... we're not-" she cut me off "You're not a couple, that's for fucking sure" She said."You're saying it like it's not possible..." I muttered looking down at my
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As Jason turned and walked towards me, I went to smile, wanting nothing more but to feel him in my arms again.But that wasn't the case.Jason's body fell to the ground as he was shot in the back 3 times."NO!"After that, everything felt to be in slow motion.I ran as fast as I could, falling to the ground as Jason lay so empty, in so much pain. Blood oozed out, causing a puddle to form.I helped him up to lay his head on my lap as I struggled to keep him awake."No, Jason please, please don't close your eyes" I pleaded. I could hear gunshots going off in the back, however everything else was empty for me. It was just Jason and I. That was it.I caressed his soft cheeks, trying to keep him awake but I could tell he was fighting hard but it was all too painful for him."Baby please... you have to stay strong for me okay? We will get you some help, you're going to be okay Jase" I said as tears flowed down my face as I sobbed."It's o-okay pri-ncess" He was still trying to treat me the
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Anger filled my mind. It took over my actions, my thoughts and my feelings and all I wanted was to be able to end this bitch, finally.And that was exactly what I was going to do.I walked in to the darkened warehouse, following the hallway which was dimly lit. There was smoke in the air from possible cigar's as I could smell the strong smell however, I didn't let that distract me.I kept my gun in the waistband of my pants, I didn't carry it in my hand, by my side or on me at all, I walked with my hands free and my head high because I was Jason Fucking McCann and my mom didn't raise no bitch ass, unlike Carter of course.At the end of the hallway was a doorway, I held down the handle before opening the door.It was a large room filled with absolutely nothing. It was empty. Dim lights lit up the place but not too much as he probably couldn't afford it the broke ass bitch.I heard the sound of hands clapping, and in the distance, through the darkness, Carter appeared."Wow McCann, you
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I heard the door slam open followed by the voices of the boys who all seemed as if something was going on, as Jason was not here. I quickly left the bathroom, leaving the box that I didn't want anyone seeing right now, on the counter before rushing out.I saw them in the living room and Jason wasn't here. "What's going on?" I asked making them all stop and look at me.They looked at one another, exchanging weird looks, no one spoke though."Ryan? Can you tell me what's wrong? Why do you all look so worried? Where's Jason?" I asked stepping forward towards Ryan.He shook his head taking a deep breath "Jason... he's gone" My heart raced and I instantly thought the worst "What do you mean gone?" I asked feeling my hands shake."Carters boys came to me and Jason once we were on our way back to the hotel. They... they showed us a video of some camera footage," he paused looking at the boys as if he was unsure he wanted to continue with his story."What was the footage off?" I asked, why wa
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I was now in the meeting room of one of our offices, of course we had one in New York. Everyone was all over the place, things were being set in progress and plans were being made in the most sufficient way possible.All according to me of course.However, for some stupid reason Thiago decided it was clever to join us as well and now here we sat, the boys and a couple of thiago's boys who licked his ass a little too much."Okay but what will happen if we do this now instead of longing it out? Y'all just dragging this so Carter grows tired of our asses. That ain't happening unless we do something first." Mikey, one of the boys who worked for us said. He suddenly thought he was important because Thiago was using him just to have some leverage with the other boys."And get busted? We all know not everyone is ready for that kinda shit to happen, and I ain't talking about us" Brandon spoke up, clearly speaking about him and not us."Boys, we all want the same thing, carter to be gone. And
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My eyes slowly opened, the light beamed through the creaks of the blinds; which of course made it so much harder for me to fully open my eyes and sit up. I looked to my side, almost instantly, finding Jason was no longer next to me.I was hoping and praying I wasn't about to find another note telling me the same thing he did a year ago. In the exact same way. I sat up, finding his white shirt somewhere next to my bed before throwing it on, leaning to get off the bed thinking Jason was no longer was here.But I was wrong.The sound of his beautiful voice was heard from behind the bed, as he walked over to me."Good morning princess" He spoke, his voice still deep and raspy from him 'morning' voice. The best kind in my opinion.I smiled as he leaned down and kissed my lips softly."Why are you out of bed? Aren't you supposed to be cuddling me?" I asked innocently. He chuckled, his dimple appearing; one of the cutest things I had ever seen and continued to love."Of course" he mumbled be
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Jason sat down on the bed of our hotel room, the view of New York City right in front of us, the entirety of the walls were glass and it was stunning. He grabbed the remote control and pressed the button which caused the blinds to go down.He smiled up at me "Why are you so beautiful?" He asked making me blush shaking my head at his cuteness as I leaned down and placed my lips against his, leaving them against one another for a couple of seconds before I pulled away. I lifted my sweatshirt up and over my head, he placed his hands on either of my sides as he stared at my body with lust and love as his eyes darkened and he licked his lips. Taking my leggings off, I met his lips again as he briefly pulled away as he pulled his sweatshirt off too.Our tongues danced along one another, passionately however softly kissing. He slowly sucked on my bottom lip before pulling away. His lips connected to my jaw and slowly he kissed and sucked all the way down to my neck where he spent extra time
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The plane had landed however, we were still sat as the guards outside had instructed due to the fact that the cars hadn't arrived yet. And so therefore, me and the rest of the boys were sat laughing aloud at every joke made by them, even though we wanted nothing more but to be off this plane and also, it got my mind of the obvious. Jason was still asleep in the back and I decided it was best for him to stay asleep as I could tell he wasn't in the greatest of moods and when I had woken up, I got out of bed and he didn't flinch once and normally, once I wake up he wakes up too feeling me move around however I could tell he was really tired and so he slept. However, of course once I woke up I spent like 30 minutes just running my fingers through his soft but messy hair and tracing my fingers on his back as I knew he would appreciate it a lot even though he was fast asleep. He was perfect. And all mine, finally. As Za was up reenacting a story about how he almost ran over an old man, f
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I had done one of the worst things a man could ever do to the girl he loved and cared for the most, all the while knowing it was the most beneficial thing I could have ever done. I knew how much of a close, and loving relationship Isabella had with her parents, which wasn't something every child had. I hated to be the one to take that away, even though I was left with no choice.This had to be done, and I was so damn grateful that she respected my decisions.Because Isabella trusted me with her life, and I know that for a fact because I saw the light return in her beautiful brown eyes the second she laid her eyes on me for the first time after the time we had apart, it was the same she had every single morning that she'd wake up in my arms, or have me hold her close and tell her she was all mine.She was secure and that was all that mattered, I was going to go through heaven and hell just to make sure my girl was safe.And so now, on our way to New York City in my private yet, I laid
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My heart suddenly began to beat faster. I pushed my hair behind my shoulders and played with the end of Jason's sweatshirt; which i was now wearing because it was a whole new scent of him that made me feel safe. In this case, it made me feel okay.He swiftly took his hand of the steering wheel and replaced his other hand which he had resting on the edge of the window, placing that on the steering wheel, with his free hand, he placed it on mine stopping me from fidgeting so much with my fingers / his sweatshirt."Don't be nervous. Everything will be okay." He reassured, his voice soft and kind. You'd only ever hear Jason speaking like this with me, that may sound kinda arrogant however it was the truth, anyone else, Jason didn't care how he spoke, it was all about the tough look."You don't know that" I mumbled looking down at my lap.He chuckled "Still stubborn eh?" He asked glancing at me. "I don't know that. But I can make things okay, that's my promise." He ended.With that being s
