In fear of Jason and his stupid threat towards what he'd do to Austin, I did nothing but avoid him.It just baffled me as to how he could just expect me to not speak to someone. I know it was easy for him to do and also say but I was the complete antithesis.I didn't hold grudges. I never let something ruin a friendship if it's not really worth and most importantly I could never become friends with someone and genuinely like them as a person and then in the next second, not speak to them ever again.The fact that I felt so bad about speaking to Austin even after Jason telling me he didn't want me to shows just how much Jason actually meant to me. I didn't know that until now.As I walked out of the school building looking down at my feet as I had Sally to my side blabbering on about her recent encounter with her semi crush, i heard turn her attention away from our conversation."Hey Austin" she greeted making me look up seeing Austin now walk towards us causing us to come to a stop."
Sally stared at me wide eyed, mouth open and eyebrows raised signifying her true emotion of being in shock. Well at least she hadn't hit me yet.Spoke too soon.She picked up a pillow and hit me with it "What are you thinking! Are you crazy! Bella! What is wrong with you!" She yelled, her voice cracking from her rage."This is why I didn't tell you" I groaned leaning back against my bed and covering my face with my hands."That's even more stupid. You weren't even going to tell me? Your best friend? Wow" I knew she was actually mad and I guess she had a reason to be, we told each other everything. We all did, and so once they all find out I hid such a big thing from them, they're bound to react like Sally."I was! I swear I was! But I just... I'm afraid to speak about it because I don't know what to say myself! Me and Jason... we're not-" she cut me off "You're not a couple, that's for fucking sure" She said."You're saying it like it's not possible..." I muttered looking down at my
I left my bathroom yawning as I looked up, my heart literally skipping a beat as I saw a dark figure stood by my bed. The dim light from my lamp exposed the figure to be Jason I stepped forwards."Jason?" I was so confused as to how he had gotten in here, why he was here and why he was just stood there without even telling me hed be showing up at my freaking house."Why don't you lock your front door?" He asked me, his voice deep, was it bad to say that he looked amazingly hot wearing all black. His tattoos were seen as he rolled his sweatshirt sleeves up and his sharp jawline showed better when the room was dimly lit. Ugh stop it."Huh?" I questioned "Did I stutter? I said why don't you lock your front door. You're home alone Isabella. Just like how I walked in here without a key, anyone else can too." He was mad but it was crazy to say but it was so freaking hot."I didn't do it on purpose. I must have forgotten to lock it..." I told him, why was I explaining myself to someone who l
My eyes shot open at the sound of an intense but familiar sounding banging at my door which was followed by Ryan's voice."Wake up! We got company" He yelled from outside my door.I groaned getting up out of the comfort of my bed before opening the door to see Ryan stood leaning against the wall opposite."Who is it?" I asked in annoyance, it was like 9am on a Saturday , I didn't need any unnecessary company now."Thiago." He replied making me roll my eyes, he was here a bit too much or my liking."What is he here for now?" I asked throwing on a random sweatshirt before closing my bedroom door.He shrugged, how helpful.Once we got downstairs I could hear his from from the living room. We entered the living room seeing him and his usual two men stood behind him."Ah Jason, nice to see you again" he smiled pulling me in to a hug, "What are you doing here?" I asked him,yawning as he laughed."Nice to see you too" he joked."But, to answer your question Jason," he paused before looking a
It was all about stacking money, smoking good weed and living the life every other man begged to have, specifically? Having ladies by our sides like loose change. Everywhere.This was the industry. The industry of crime.It was almost like baggage that came with gang life. You get the gang, loyal boys and high ranks, but you also get easy pussy, any type of girl you wanted if you paid enough and of course, a life of luxury.That was all Carter and his boys paid interest to. Of course they had the bitchy trait of wanting beef with other gangs but they always got their ass beat because let's be honest, carter was a 22 year old gang leader with barely any members in different locations. His brother was his only ride or die accomplice. The rest would ditch him if they had the opportunity to.As I said, everyone's to caught up on how much money they make to care about what the fuck they're actually doing.I on the other hand, along with my boys, earned my money by working hard. I built bom
I reached in to the glove box of my car pulling out a pack of cigarettes. I took one out and threw the pack back in to the compartment. Keeping my eyes on the road ahead, I slipped the cigarette in my mouth before lighting it with the lighter.It was a stress reliever.As soon as I intoxicated myself with it I felt at ease and I was able to feel a whole lot more relaxed, much more then what I once was.My mind was fabricated with the constant thought of Carter and his attempts at pissing me off by mentioning Isabella alongside Austin. He got the reaction he wanted which ultimately led everyone to find out the truth, more so Thiago who I already knew was not fond of the idea of me bringing someone like Isabella in to my life, opening all doors for risks because of her father.If I didn't listen to my own dad why the fuck would I take orders from anyone else? I did my own shit and risked whatever the fuck I wanted.Instead of taking the usual route home, I followed the familiar road lea
You know that feeling you get when you're completely content with your life and how it's going and then you realise that you have the worst luck ever and something was bound to mess up eventually? Yeah, I had the same feeling right about now.I was the biggest procrastinator and over thinker ever. I took something small and made it in to something major, there's no need. I'm aware.But when you're semi dating one of the well known criminals, it's the inevitable to be overthinking everything.I say semi dating because I'm unsure as to whether Jason considers me to be his girlfriend or not. Jason McCann having a girlfriend? Isn't that like, illegalAs I walked down the crowded hallway, I wanted nothing more but to throw my books in my locker and leave school as I felt the worst headache of my lifetime begin however I couldn't as I still had half of the day left to suffer.I looked up knowing I was close to my locker leading me to feel shock as I saw Jason stood leaning against it, consc
The final bell for the day went off and instantly everyone in the classroom left in the quickest way possible. It was the weekend, of course we also wanted to get out of here as soon as possible.I grabbed my phone and textbook before leaving the class, "Hey sexyyy" Sally sang joining my side as she was waiting for me outside of class.I smiled "Hello there" i answered making my way alongside her as she linked her arm with mine through the busy hallway, as usual."I'm stressing out, you know how I ordered that dress? For the twins' birthday part this weekend?" She asked, it was Ana and Aria's birthday on Saturday and they were throwing a birthday party at their parents lake house sorta thing, and from the pictures I had seen from last years party, it was luxury and perfect for throwing a party.I wasn't a fan of parties but when it's my best friends, I gotta show the love.I nodded my head allowing her to continue her rant which I found amusing "It hasn't arrive yet and I'm freaking t
As Jason turned and walked towards me, I went to smile, wanting nothing more but to feel him in my arms again.But that wasn't the case.Jason's body fell to the ground as he was shot in the back 3 times."NO!"After that, everything felt to be in slow motion.I ran as fast as I could, falling to the ground as Jason lay so empty, in so much pain. Blood oozed out, causing a puddle to form.I helped him up to lay his head on my lap as I struggled to keep him awake."No, Jason please, please don't close your eyes" I pleaded. I could hear gunshots going off in the back, however everything else was empty for me. It was just Jason and I. That was it.I caressed his soft cheeks, trying to keep him awake but I could tell he was fighting hard but it was all too painful for him."Baby please... you have to stay strong for me okay? We will get you some help, you're going to be okay Jase" I said as tears flowed down my face as I sobbed."It's o-okay pri-ncess" He was still trying to treat me the
Anger filled my mind. It took over my actions, my thoughts and my feelings and all I wanted was to be able to end this bitch, finally.And that was exactly what I was going to do.I walked in to the darkened warehouse, following the hallway which was dimly lit. There was smoke in the air from possible cigar's as I could smell the strong smell however, I didn't let that distract me.I kept my gun in the waistband of my pants, I didn't carry it in my hand, by my side or on me at all, I walked with my hands free and my head high because I was Jason Fucking McCann and my mom didn't raise no bitch ass, unlike Carter of course.At the end of the hallway was a doorway, I held down the handle before opening the door.It was a large room filled with absolutely nothing. It was empty. Dim lights lit up the place but not too much as he probably couldn't afford it the broke ass bitch.I heard the sound of hands clapping, and in the distance, through the darkness, Carter appeared."Wow McCann, you
I heard the door slam open followed by the voices of the boys who all seemed as if something was going on, as Jason was not here. I quickly left the bathroom, leaving the box that I didn't want anyone seeing right now, on the counter before rushing out.I saw them in the living room and Jason wasn't here. "What's going on?" I asked making them all stop and look at me.They looked at one another, exchanging weird looks, no one spoke though."Ryan? Can you tell me what's wrong? Why do you all look so worried? Where's Jason?" I asked stepping forward towards Ryan.He shook his head taking a deep breath "Jason... he's gone" My heart raced and I instantly thought the worst "What do you mean gone?" I asked feeling my hands shake."Carters boys came to me and Jason once we were on our way back to the hotel. They... they showed us a video of some camera footage," he paused looking at the boys as if he was unsure he wanted to continue with his story."What was the footage off?" I asked, why wa
I was now in the meeting room of one of our offices, of course we had one in New York. Everyone was all over the place, things were being set in progress and plans were being made in the most sufficient way possible.All according to me of course.However, for some stupid reason Thiago decided it was clever to join us as well and now here we sat, the boys and a couple of thiago's boys who licked his ass a little too much."Okay but what will happen if we do this now instead of longing it out? Y'all just dragging this so Carter grows tired of our asses. That ain't happening unless we do something first." Mikey, one of the boys who worked for us said. He suddenly thought he was important because Thiago was using him just to have some leverage with the other boys."And get busted? We all know not everyone is ready for that kinda shit to happen, and I ain't talking about us" Brandon spoke up, clearly speaking about him and not us."Boys, we all want the same thing, carter to be gone. And
My eyes slowly opened, the light beamed through the creaks of the blinds; which of course made it so much harder for me to fully open my eyes and sit up. I looked to my side, almost instantly, finding Jason was no longer next to me.I was hoping and praying I wasn't about to find another note telling me the same thing he did a year ago. In the exact same way. I sat up, finding his white shirt somewhere next to my bed before throwing it on, leaning to get off the bed thinking Jason was no longer was here.But I was wrong.The sound of his beautiful voice was heard from behind the bed, as he walked over to me."Good morning princess" He spoke, his voice still deep and raspy from him 'morning' voice. The best kind in my opinion.I smiled as he leaned down and kissed my lips softly."Why are you out of bed? Aren't you supposed to be cuddling me?" I asked innocently. He chuckled, his dimple appearing; one of the cutest things I had ever seen and continued to love."Of course" he mumbled be
Jason sat down on the bed of our hotel room, the view of New York City right in front of us, the entirety of the walls were glass and it was stunning. He grabbed the remote control and pressed the button which caused the blinds to go down.He smiled up at me "Why are you so beautiful?" He asked making me blush shaking my head at his cuteness as I leaned down and placed my lips against his, leaving them against one another for a couple of seconds before I pulled away. I lifted my sweatshirt up and over my head, he placed his hands on either of my sides as he stared at my body with lust and love as his eyes darkened and he licked his lips. Taking my leggings off, I met his lips again as he briefly pulled away as he pulled his sweatshirt off too.Our tongues danced along one another, passionately however softly kissing. He slowly sucked on my bottom lip before pulling away. His lips connected to my jaw and slowly he kissed and sucked all the way down to my neck where he spent extra time
The plane had landed however, we were still sat as the guards outside had instructed due to the fact that the cars hadn't arrived yet. And so therefore, me and the rest of the boys were sat laughing aloud at every joke made by them, even though we wanted nothing more but to be off this plane and also, it got my mind of the obvious. Jason was still asleep in the back and I decided it was best for him to stay asleep as I could tell he wasn't in the greatest of moods and when I had woken up, I got out of bed and he didn't flinch once and normally, once I wake up he wakes up too feeling me move around however I could tell he was really tired and so he slept. However, of course once I woke up I spent like 30 minutes just running my fingers through his soft but messy hair and tracing my fingers on his back as I knew he would appreciate it a lot even though he was fast asleep. He was perfect. And all mine, finally. As Za was up reenacting a story about how he almost ran over an old man, f
I had done one of the worst things a man could ever do to the girl he loved and cared for the most, all the while knowing it was the most beneficial thing I could have ever done. I knew how much of a close, and loving relationship Isabella had with her parents, which wasn't something every child had. I hated to be the one to take that away, even though I was left with no choice.This had to be done, and I was so damn grateful that she respected my decisions.Because Isabella trusted me with her life, and I know that for a fact because I saw the light return in her beautiful brown eyes the second she laid her eyes on me for the first time after the time we had apart, it was the same she had every single morning that she'd wake up in my arms, or have me hold her close and tell her she was all mine.She was secure and that was all that mattered, I was going to go through heaven and hell just to make sure my girl was safe.And so now, on our way to New York City in my private yet, I laid
My heart suddenly began to beat faster. I pushed my hair behind my shoulders and played with the end of Jason's sweatshirt; which i was now wearing because it was a whole new scent of him that made me feel safe. In this case, it made me feel okay.He swiftly took his hand of the steering wheel and replaced his other hand which he had resting on the edge of the window, placing that on the steering wheel, with his free hand, he placed it on mine stopping me from fidgeting so much with my fingers / his sweatshirt."Don't be nervous. Everything will be okay." He reassured, his voice soft and kind. You'd only ever hear Jason speaking like this with me, that may sound kinda arrogant however it was the truth, anyone else, Jason didn't care how he spoke, it was all about the tough look."You don't know that" I mumbled looking down at my lap.He chuckled "Still stubborn eh?" He asked glancing at me. "I don't know that. But I can make things okay, that's my promise." He ended.With that being s