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Author: Maryam. O
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

"Uh…uhm.." Raina stutters "It's fine if you don't want to" She inches backward and looks away.

"If that is what you want, so it is" Gerold affirmed with a smile.

Raina smiled sadly as she recalled when Jude told her to think about the country they would go to for their vacation after his exam. He had told her that he would skip prom and had also out of jealousy asked about who her date was during her prom. Raina only smiled and said she wasn't able to attend as a regular student. She had practiced dancing choreography to entertain the students for money instead. Jude then promised to make his own prom night to be the best night for her. He had said they would send it together but it all seems impossible now.

Raina jerked when she felt Gerold stretch his hand across the coffee table in an attempt to tap her. Apparently, within that time she had drowned in a deep trance, he had ordered two cups of Espresso and he was saying something.

"I'm sorry. What were you saying?..." Raina trail
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