Chapter 11

WARNING! SPG ALERT!

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"I... I'm horny..." Humigpit ang pag-kakayakap nito pero nanatili akong walang kibo. "I know I should not feel this, but its you... I always feel this way when I'm with you, I'm always missing our first moment together... I miss you naked in bed, playing dirty with me... I promise this time I won't get you sore..."

I froze hearing those words from him. Wala akong masabi, I just snift.

"I do not  fvcking care what happened to you earlier, why you are coated in blood, nor why are you there at the first place. Just... Just please, give in to me again... I want you again"

Napakagat ako sa labi ng mariin. Kahit na nanlalambot ang tuhod ko ay pinilit ko tumayo at kumawala sa yakap nya.

"Aja..." He called when I was already standing.

Dahan dahan akong humarap sa kanya. When I saw his emotional eyes, it hurts me. Kahit na naluluha ako ay sinubukan kong pigilan iyon. 

Looking at his sorrow eyes makes me feel bad, pakiramdam ko ginagawa ko nanaman ang bagay na hindi ko dapat iparamdam sa mga lalaki sa buhay ko...

Martinez... That fvcking man is in my head again. That emotional freak is still in my head!

I shrugged my thoughts and focus on Azi's eyes. Pagod ang mga mata nito na naka-titig lang saakin.

I deeply sigh a couple of times, then I decided to take off the towel that wraps on my body.

Nakita ko ang gulat sa mga mata ni Azi pero hindi bumaba ang tingin nya sa katawan ko at nanatili lang din sa mga mata ko.

"Aja..." 

I don't know why the fact that just by calling my name, makes him more attractive in my eyes.

"You want to me undress you?" I teasingly said at him raising an eyebrow.

Kahit pa natatakot ako sa gagawin ko, sinubukan kong mag-mukhang matapang para hindi sya mag-alangan saakin.

I'm his wife, he is my husband. Isn't this the thing that only married couples do? K-kasal nga kami... Pero sa papel lang iyon. Isang kontratang papel na pina-fake ko pa.

Ang tanga ko, ngayong nahuhulog na ako sa lalaking ito hindi ko na alam kong papaano pa ako babangon.

A tiny smirk plastered on his lips while he is undressing himself in front of me.

Nang mahubad na nya ang polo na suot nya ay agad itong tumayo at pinantayan ako.

He slowly walks towards me, then when he is already touching my body with his, he then pull me even more closer for a kiss.

Pumikit ako habang ninanamnam ang init ng halik nya, ang kamay nitong nag-lalakbay sa likod ko, pataas sa batok at pababa sa puwetan ko.

In a snap, I felt him on top of me. naka higa na pala kami sa kama ng hindi ko man lang namamalayan.

While our lips haven't separated, his hands started to wonder all over my body.

His both palm stay at my boöbs for awhile, squishing it gently. Playing with my tiny nïpple in a circle motion, he is tickling me.

Painit ng painit ang gabi namin, ganon na lang din ang kaba ko sa susunod na mangyayari. I know only few moments from now he'll insert his buddy on mine again. Fvck! I'm palpitating!

"I love you..." He whisper when he finally let go of my lips.

Napa hawak ako sa labi ko ng maramdaman kong tila namamanhid ata iyon sa diin at tagal ng paraan ng pag halik nya saakin.

His kisses went down to my neck, and even if he won't tell, I know he is leaving a mark on my neck.

"Azi..." I moan with my unrecognizable voice. Nahahangal na ata ako, nalalasing ako sa kanya!

"I love you..." Muli nyang bulong na naka pag patayo ng balahibi ko sa katawan.

I was about to reply when I feel his mouth on my chest, his lips on my left boöby nipping and playing with it.

"Ugh..." I was surprised with my own moan. 

Napapa igtad ako tuwing ginagamit nya ang dila nya sa pamamagitan ng pag-lalaro sa aking dibdib.

Habang ang isang kamay ay nasa kanang dibdib ko at walang tigil itong minamasahe, ganon din ang pag halik at pag sipsip na ginagawa nya sa kabilang dibdib ko.

Wala akong magawa kung hindi ang tugonan ang sarap na pinapadama nya saakin...

All I do is to moan and say his name while he is pleasuring me.

"Azi... Ahhh... Don't s-stop... f-fvck!"

I heard his tiny chuckled as he switched his head to my right chest and started nipping and playing with as what he did on my other boöb.

Napapaikdad na lang ako sa nakakalasing na paraan ng pag-papainit nya sa katawan ko.

Ilang saglit pa, naramdaman kong nag-lakbay ang isa nyang kamay pababa ng ari ko.

"A-azi... D-don't, not yet... Please" nanginginig na sabi ko dito.

I can seduce him, fight him with a torrid kiss until one of us claim the defeat. I can even walk naked all around the room when its only him, but not with having sex... The moment I knew what does really sex do, I hated it! I never feel pain in my untire life as much as that fvcking dïck of my husband made me feel.

"Trust me..."

Pumikit ako ng mariin at tumango bilang tugon.

Bumaba ang ulo nya papunta sa ari ko, I can the lust in his eyes while staring at my private part.

Napansin nya atang nag-aalala akong naka-titig sa kanya kaya nilabanan nya ako ng tingin.

"This time, I'll be gentle..."

Muli akong tumango sa kanya.

The next thing I know, he is in my private part, kissing, tickling and twirling his tongue on my pvssy.

Tila ungol ko na lang sa buong kwarto ang maririnig dahil tahimik at concentrate si Azi sa ginagawa nya sa ari ko.

I was already satisfied with his tongue, but then... There's his finger. Gamit ang isang daliri, dahan dahan nya itong pinasok sa loob ko.

Impit akong napa-sigaw at napa-hawak na lang ng mariin sa headboard ng kama. "Fvck Azi! What the hell!"

"I said I'll be gentle..." Masuyong pag-kasabi nito kaya hindi ako maka-galit sa kanya.

"You're teasing me, stop that" I glared at me but he just shrugged.

Akma ko na syang sisigawan muli ng gawin nyang dalawang dali ang ipinasok sa loob ko. I bit my lips really hard as I try my best not to scream nor moan cause I'm now feeling fvcking stupid and weak!

"A-azi..." I softly moan. 

Paos akong napa-mura pag-katapos ng mapag-tanto kong bumibilis ang pag hulos na darili nya sa ari ko.

Within a spit of seconds, I felt something lick from my pvssy. 

I lightly lift ny head feeling that weird sensation then I meet Azi's eyes. "W-what was that?" I nervously ask.

Nakaramdam ako ng hiya, was that my period trigger because of my lust?

He chuckle, "silly, do not ask thay question ever again when we're doing this"

I feel how my cheeks burn with his statement. Pabagsak kong ihiniga ang katawan ko sa kama at tumulala na lang sa kisame.

Lutang pa rin ang utak ko pero bigla akong nagulat ng maramdaman ko ang dila ni azi sa ari ko. 

I almost scream as I push his out off my private part. "H-hey!" I shyly exclaimed. "What was that!"

Natawa na lang sya ng mahina bago umiling. He hold my cheek and then pull me for a kiss.

Pumipikit pa lang ako para sana tumunan ang halik nya ng maramdaman ko ang matigas na bagay na pumapasok sa ari ko.

My eyes began to open wider as I try to push Azi away from me but his hand on my head and my back is not fvcking helping.

Naiiyak na akong patuloy na nag-pupumiglas pero madiin ang pag-kaka kapit nya saakin, ganon din ang diin ng paraan ng pag-halik nito.

I was about to cry when he separate our lips and tightly hug me as if he is trying to comfort me.

"I'm sorry, I can't help it" he whisper right next to my ears rubbing my hair with gentleness. "I love you..." He huskily said, kissing my head.

His buddy stay inside of me for awhile. Nahihiya na ako sa kanya. He must've been so annoy at me right now. He confess his horniness but could not fvck me harder.

"You okey?" Muli nyang bulong.

Hindi ako kumibo. Kahit hindi nya gumagalaw ay masakit pa rin ito.

Gumanti ako ng yakap sa kanya, kasabay ng mahinang pag-hikbi bumulong ako dito. "Y-you can move now." I forcibly smile then kiss his neck.

Walang pag-aalinlangan ako nitong tinulak ng marahan. Nakita ko ang ganda ng ngiti nito sa narinig nya. He look so happy.

"I love you" muli nyang sabi.

Akala ko simpling galaw lang ang gagawin nya katulad nong unang nangyari saaming dalawa, but then... I got it wrong.

He twist my body and makes me turn my back on him while his buddy is still inside me, It hurts like a hell but I didn't complain. I just silently cuss as I talk to myself saying I should be more patient not to kill my husband for giving me too much pain that I never felt before.

"Stay like that for awhile, Aja" he sexily said holding my back.

I don't know what should I call this position but I should trust shouldn't I?

Although how hard I try to keep myself silent while he is thrusting inside of me over and over and over again, my own voice is betraying me for responding his sexy move with my aggressive moan.

"F-fvck... I didn't know you're actually good at this shit!" I couldn't help but to complain while slowly adjusting to my situation.

"Like this shit now?" He chuckle.

I'm about to say yes when I sudden feel my private part getting swallow again, "n-nah... Probably not again" I replied full of honestly.

Napangiti ako sa sarili ko, feeling proud that I'm able to make this shit at the second time.

Funny how I end up soaking myself in a bathtub full of ice cubes for a long time.

Ngayon masakit pa rin, mahirap but I'm 80% sure that this is not severe as what had happened to me before.

When I finally feel something inside of me bulge again, just like what happened before, Azi pulled it out already.

"D-did you pee in my stomach again?" I hesitantly ask.

I thought he would gonna be mad or cut me off telling me to stop talking about it while we're doing it, but I was wrong.

Instead he light chuckle and lean beside me to give me a peek of kiss. "I love you..." He whisper.

That put a smile on ny face. Hindi ko na bilang kung ilang beses nyang sinabi ang tatlong salitang iyon... It makes me happy but I couldn't I respond to it?

"I-I... I feel like I need to take a bath again" I awkwardly said and was about to get off the bed when he reached for my wrist and pull me for a hug.

Mahigpit ang pag-kakapit nya saakin kaya wala na rin akong nagawa kung hindi ang manatili katabi nya.

"What happened..." Pagod ang boses nito, sinilip ko ang mukha nya pero naka-pikit na ang mga mata nya... He really is tired.

"I think I need to pee your pee inside of me—"

I was cut off when he embrace me tighter, "that's not my pee, Aja. Stop worrying about it. I'm thinking about what did you do to the house where I pick you up earlier" 

I can't sense any anger in his voice, sarcasm, gentleness, worry, just tiredness... Namamaos na tila gusto nang matulog pero kailangan nya ang sagot ko.

"I will answer that if you tell me why are we here in the first place" I fiercely said.

I may act like I don't care but it bothers me. The picture of him panicking, weird, palpitating and look depressing haunt me.

Hindi mawala sa isip ko kung paano sya kalutang nong asa hotel pa lang kami sa pilipinas, he was all over the cloud.

Nag-aalala ako pero pilit ko iyong iniiwas dahil ayaw kong mangialam sa buhay nya, sa kung anong meron sya...

"I'm sorry, Aja it's confidential..." He kiss my template.

I pouted and lightly nod. Yumakap pa ako ng mahigpit sa kanya hanggang sa maisiksik ko ang mukha ko sa dibdib nya.

"Then it's confidential too..." I whisper.

Narinig ko pa ang malalim na pag hinga nya pero hindi ko na pinansin iyon.

Humalik sya sa ulo ko, matapos iyon ay tahimik lang sya habang sinusuklay ang buhok ko gamit ang mga daliri nya.

"I love you Aja... I love you so much"