"sige lang, mag-kwento ka lang" I chuckled.
Kanina pa kasi kamo nag-uusap nitong si Je. Sometimes she would share a random story but stopping for awhile as if she's thinking if it's appropriate for her to say those to me.
"E Kasi ma'am hanggang ngayon po takot pa rin ako sayo... Lalo na po nong naka-raan, sobrang pag-aalala ko po sayo nong umuwi kang duguan. Muntik na nga akong mapa-tawag sa hospital noon kung hindi mo lang sinabi saakin na pintura pala yun ma'am, aatakihin ako po e"
I just smiled at her.
She believed me when I say it was just a red paint, napaka inosente nya pala kung ganon.
That moment she was talking about was when I play a role of being a victim in a club near by.
I pretend to be weak, until six bastard united to bring me to a vip room.
They really thought they can easily rape me not knowing how brutal I am.
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When I open my eyes, Je already cought my attention on the side of my bed.Napangiti ako, sinunod nya ang sinabi kong wag akong dadalahin sa hospital kahit na anong mangyari."Ma'am, gising ka na! Nag-alala po ako sayo... Sorry po kung nasira ko po ang pintuan ng kwarto nyo..." She shyly said.Napalingin naman ako sa door knob sa may likoran nya. It was indeed, broken.Ngumiti lang ako at inabot ang pisngi nya. "It's fine... That can still be fix""Ma'am, maayos na po ba ang pakiramdam nyo?" She suddenly ask."Oo naman... Ang sakit lang ng ulo ko, medyo nahihilo... Ilang oras ba akong naka-tulog?" I softly ask."Apat na araw po ma'am" she said and smile."Oras, grabe naman kung apat na araw akong naka-tulog—" I stop in the realization. Nanlalaki ang mga mata kong tumitig sa kanya at iniisip kong, totoo ba?
Nakakatuwa, nag-karating kami sa mall ni Je, but believe me when I say it took us almost haft a day to reach our destination!Je knows how to speak in chinese, but she can only say 'hi, goodmornin' 'how are you' and 'where is the toilet'! Like what the fvck?Marunong ako mag chinese, but I'm not fluent so I'm not confident either.Tawa na lang kami ng tawa ni Je ng maka-pasok kami sa mall.Kanina pa namin ito nadadaanan but we don't have an idea! We feel like an idiot."Sabi ko naman po sayo ma'am, pa order na lang tayo kung ano bang gusto mong bilihin" she said chuckling."I want to buy it personally though... May pag-bibigyan ako. A very special person that comes in my life." I smile at her.Tumango sya at tila nag-isip. "Si Boss po ba yan, ma'am?"I shook my head and pout a little. "No! But I got the money that we
Malungkot ako habang nasa byahe papuntang airport. It's already 4 in the morning, at naka sakay ako sa taxi.Ngayon ko lang to naramdaman, yung feeling na ang bigat ng dibdib mo... This feeling is new to me.Napalapit na ata talaga ako kay Je...I have this sting on my heart that keeps on hurting my chest like hell."Ma'am, ar yo oki?" The driver ask me. Siguro namukhaang nyang may masakit saakin."No, but don't worry about the shit of me. Continue driving and mind your own business, please"I saw how his face crumble but still Manage to smile at me and nod before switching his gaze on the road.Yung bigat na nararamdaman ko kanina, tila bumaba sa sikmura ko, and with that... I started feeling that I was about to puke."Ma'am, is eberithing alright?" He worriedly ask.I glared at him, "stop
As time goes by, Altazar and I became even more closer.Ewan ko ba, pero pakiramdam ko ay ganon. I think I get to know him better since the day I decided to live in his place.And now I'm here on his favorite spot on the sofa, eating pop corn while watching T.V.Altazar is probably in his favorite room again, the place where he does his works.Altazar is our hacker and our technical engineer. Among all of us, sya na ata ang may pinaka magaang trabaho, or it's just what I thought.I'm getting bored so I decided to go to his office, naka lock ang pinto kaya nag dala ako ng martilyo at mga kung ano pang gamit para sirain ang pintuan nya just in case hindi nya ako pag-buksan.I knock on his door, "yow, Altazar, will you let me in?" I shouted."I am working Aja, just do whatever you were doing!" He shouted back.I slam his
Yesterday, I was sick. So when we are about to go to the hospital, turns out Altazar's car was on the repair shop, so our second choice was to commute, but unfortunately yesterday was raining heavily that we could not afford to walk through it, Altazar worry that I might get sicked.And now, the moment I woke up, my sickness has gone already. What a great surprise.Sa kwarto nya pa rin kasi ako natulog kagabi, I had a long and great sleep.Nagising ako na wala sa tabi ko si Altazar dahil nag luluto ito ng pang agahan namin, tutulong na sana ako pero pinaupo nya lang ako sa dining table para pag hintayin."Zumari..." I called him.Natigilan ito sa pag bati ng itlog at sumilip saakin ng kaunti. He is glaring at me with a frown in his face. "Fvck it, don't call me that!" He hissed."Aira called you Zari, then why can't I call you Zumari?" I said pouting.
Time check, it is already 2 in the morning. Tatlo kami nila Altazar at Troy sa iisang saktan na minamaneho nya.I have no idea where we are going and the hell I care? Atleast now I will have something to do, someone to kill."Hindi naman tayo pupuntang Morristowl Mansion nyo?" I said, breaking the silent between the three of us."No." Sabay pa nilang sabi."But I'm getting bored, I hate surprises... It's so fvcking cringe. At isa pa, we are driving almost a decade! Umalis tayo sa apartment ni Altazar may araw pa, ngayon umaga na!" I complain.Nag drive tru lang kami kanina sa fast food resto pa na hindi ko gusto!"Treasure, we are on duty. This is not the time for you to complain specially that we are with Hellion —""Hey, Zari its alright. I'm a friend when its only us.""Zari..." Altazar repeat what Troy addre
WARNING!!!Patuloy ako sa pag iyak at natigil lang iyon ng matapos ang video at agad na pinatay ni Altazar.There are no other people alive in this room except the three of us, I can feel it.Naka tingin silang dalawa saakin, Troy with his cold stare and Altazar with his soft eyes with worries while looking at me.Pinahid ko ang luha ko at yumuko... Fvck, I did it again."Tell me what happened, Aja. I hate it when you act that way. You are not emotional, put yourself together" malamig na boses ni Troy.Still, I keep my head low as I tried not to fight back. I have this huge slump on ny chest that don't want to get out."Speak" he said, then I feel he touch my head, down to my shoulder before running his hand into my chin to for me to look straight on him."I-I can't!" I hisses
Sunday morning I woke up early at 5 because Altazar said we are going to a groceries store.Mabuti na yun kisa naman sa simbahan nya ako akitin baka mag paunahan lang kami masunog aa loob.Naligo ako at nag ayos lang ng kaunti ng sarili. I don't usually weak make up but Altazar make me put on some. Para naman daw maganda ako, nakaka insulto lang."Ede sana ikaw nalang nag make up! Bakla ka ba?""I am not. Just saying that you look much better when you put red stains on your cheeks and lips. Put some coal on your eyes too, you will look fantastic, I swear."Ngumiwi ako at umirap na lang. Sinunod ko ang sinabi nya.I know he was talking about lipstick, brush on, eye shadow and eye liner.It took me haft an hour doing my thing on my face but Altazar did not complain, sya pa nga nag request ng mga ilalagay ko daw sa mukha ko para daw maganda.