ANTONIO
Past and present blurred in my mind as phantom fingers of the long ago memories clutched me tight in their grips. As much as I fought the darkness, every time it dragged me down deeper. I didn’t know how much time it took me to wake up from the haze of pain, the only thing that I remembered was Mario holding my hand and sitting beside me. It was the same scene from when I was a kid. And what woke me up was not anything else but her.As the memory replayed like every time it had in all these years, this time when my younger self looked back over its shoulder, the bloody red footprints weren’t there. No, it was worse. This time Erica was there, unconscious in a pool of blood around her. And it was that nightmare that woke me up. I sat up too fast and without any care, and instantly blinding pain raced down my back. “Easy, there...” i recognised Mario’s voice, and when I turned to look at him, I found his eyes searching my face.I rubbed a palm down my face and asked, “Where is Erica?” There was an urgency to my question that I tried to hide, but I didn’t think I managed.“She is okay.” He answered. “Let me call the doctor to check up on you.”“No. I need to see her. Where is she?” I pushed the blanket off me and slid out of the bed. There was no need to ask what happened and if I had one of those episodes where I couldn’t recognise past from present. If Mario was here and looking at me like I was about to go rabid then it was an answer enough.The first step I took had my knees buckling and I had to brace my hand on the hospital bed. Mario came to my side and took my other hand as he pushed me back on the bed. I took deep breaths to ward off the stab of pain. Fûck the back of my leg seemed to be on fire. I shook my head when Mario tried to push me to sit down and looked at him. He said, “A shard of glass sliced the back of your calf. And there are two bullet wounds on your back. Sit down.”“No. I need to see her.” I straightened back and took another step. Even as dark shadows blurred the corners of my vision and my head swam with whatever drûgs they had given me, I wasn’t going to sit back and get my answers from someone else. I wanted to see her with my own eyes and make sure she was okay. There was a fûcking need inside me to appease and this time I didn’t want to fight against it. I wanted to be with her and protect her, I couldn’t be away from her.The last thing I remembered was the doctors taking her away from me and there was so much blood on her. I knew most of it was from my own gunshot wounds but I knew she was hurt too. Her scream had made my blood run cold, I had thought for a moment that she got shot despite my efforts to protect her which had opened up a chasm inside my chest that made me feel like everything was finished. I clenched my fists at that thought and shrugged off Mario’s persistence to stop me as I got out of the room.“Tell me which room she is in before I go around opening ever door in this fûcking hospital.”Mario sighed and said, “It's the first door on the left.”When I reached her room, my back and leg were screaming in pain as it felt like someone just stabbed me with a hot poker. But once I stepped inside the room, the sight of her marginally lessened my pain as if having her close enough that I could touch her was like pain killer to me. I walked to her, putting my pain at the back burner as my fingers itched to touch her. It was a hunger, she was my hunger that I couldn’t bite back, couldn’t appease.When I was close enough, I lifted my hand and touched her cheek with the back of my knuckles. A slow breath left me as I felt the warmth of her skin. I settled beside her and watched her, noticing the scratches that were visible and some that were bandaged. Rage burned through me at the thought of her in pain and I wanted to go out and wreck havoc on this city and find the fûcker who did this. But before all of that I wanted her close to me, skin to skin. I held her hand, brushed my thumb on the band-aid at the back of her hand as I brought it to my lips. I kissed her knuckles and breathed her in. She smelled less of daffodils and more of antiseptic, I hated it. I wanted to bundle her up and take her back to my castle, lock her in and never let her get out. Never let anyone see her, if no one sees her she won't get hurt.Even as my very being pushed me to undress her, see her and touch her, I didn’t cross that line. I didn’t want to trigger something from her past, not when I knew how her mind disappears in that dark hole. She was similar to me in that way, and watching her crying and fighting for freedom in that state makes me hurt more than my own dark memories which meant I couldn't appease my need to inspect every inch of her while she was asleep.Maybe, Ephraim was right. This was a mistake and I have lost the sight of my plans. But in this moment I didn't care as the emotions I had kept hidden and forced back since I realised they could be used against me rushed back to the forefront. All I cared about was this woman that was lying in a hospital bed, so I decided to wait for her to wake up and leaned down to kiss her forehead.. .A. GuptaHappy Diwali my dear readers. Wish you and your family health and happiness. (hugs and smiles to you all)ERICAI woke up feeling like someone locked me in a sauna. For half a second I was confused until my body recognised the familiar cage of his arms and the scent of him that was uniquely his. When I opened my eyes I found him half lying beside me and half of his body was beneath mine as my head and my bandaged arm rested on his chest and stomach. I slightly tipped my head back and looked at him. His eyes were closed but there was a frown line on his forehead which I smoothed with the soft touch of my fingers. He was hot to the touch, almost feverish and my heart ached for him. This man, so complicated with so many layers, I didn't know how to understand him or how much I truly do and even if that was right.He looked tired and so vulnerable as there were dark circles beneath his eyes. I ached to see him like this, my eyes stung as I thought that he was here, looking like this because of me. This mountain of a man shielded me with his body so I won't get hurt. He saved me by putting h
ERICAThe kiss might’ve started slow but soon it escalated and became hungrier and desperate as I clutched my fingers in his hair and Antonio tightened his fingers around my throat. Even as my chest constricted for a lungful of oxygen I didn’t want to pull away from him and he didn’t seem to be in any hurry to do so himself. “Fûck, little devil. You make me insane with need and want and...” His eyes met mine, similar to liquid gold, and the unsaid word hung between us.I cupped his cheek and leaned up to nibble on his bottom lip, matching the fever in his eyes. “Antonio...” There was no hiding the needy whimper that escaped me.“My little devil...” He slipped his hand back between us and used his fingers to part my folds. “Are you feeling empty?” I nodded. “Words.”“Yes... please.” I finished it with sliding the soft silk of his robe from his shoulders and smoothening my palms down on his back, only to stop when my fingers came in touch with the bandages wrapped around his torso. Onc
ANTONIOThe doctor showed his reluctance to let us leave, especially for me with his proclamations that I could get an infection if I didn't get the proper treatment. And I was ready to ignore him and Ephraim but Erica was the one who made it impossible to gather her in my arms, bundle her up and go straight to the castle where I could hide her. Even though I knew she was doing it for me but when she insisted that we stay in the hospital for another day under doctor’s observation I couldn’t say no to her. And especially when she was glued to my side, looking at me with those shining stars in her eyes and the desire that I have never really seen in her eyes before. It was like putting my life on the line for her opened something inside her and it wasn’t just that, her realisation that I could get hurt too, her fear for me made my chest warm and the change it brought in the way she looked at me and touched me was something for which I’d take more bullets for her. Her worry for me was l
ANTONIOI laid her down on the bed, ignoring the sharp pain that shot down my back. It was the first time I got hit. I got shot at many times in the past but my men always protected me and I never left myself vulnerable enough to let the enemy have the upper hand but this time I was the one doing the protecting. And as I looked down at her, the way she was still gripping my arm, I didn’t even regret it.I freed my hand, pressed a soft kiss on the corner of her lips and pulled the covers over her. We were back in the castle after spending another day at the hotel and I had many things to focus on no matter how much I wanted to spend another day and another night wrapped up in her, deep inside her pûssy filling it with my come. When I walked around the bed, my eyes caught a moving shadow near the head of the bed. I paused and scowled at the unwanted little ruffian. I took a step closer to the dog and he let out a low growl. I exhaled out an irritated sigh and glared at the culprit. “Fû
ERICAMy life seemed to have turned into a fairytale in a blink of an eye. I was living in a castle like I was the Queen of it with the King of the said castle fûcking me every night like he couldn’t get enough. Obsessed. Then there were Mario and Ephraim, who were like the best ever support characters the King and Queen could get. And the guards, his men nodding their heads down whenever I walk by, without meeting my eyes like their life depended on it. And I guess it did as my eyes flitted to Elijah who had one of his hand in a cast and a face which was a map of bruises. No matter how much I tried to remember, I couldn’t remember everything of that night and what I did wasn’t enough to make sense. The only clear memories were of me with my friends in the rooftop bar. I even remembered that I was exchanging texts with Ami before my phone got lost. I knew everyone back at home must be worried when I suddenly stopped texting, today marked the fifth day, and I should probably ask Anton
ERICA"Let’s play poker, then I’ll see how much you guys win.”They took it as a challenge and then Saze brought out a new deck of cards, this one familiar and already my fingers tingled with upcoming victory. I wasn’t proud of it but I had won almost everyone back at college against the frat boys and in exchange I’ll get the stuff they were using and some. But right now the only high I was seeking was to show them that I was unbeatable. It was oddly funny how Antonio had managed to silence every dark thought inside me and all my mind now could think of was him.And as we started to play and like I knew, I won. Again and again. And again. Was I very honest, though? No, I cheated. I knew how to without getting caught. “I think you are cheating…” Saze said with a thoughtful expression on his face.“You think I’m cheating?” I asked with my hand on my chest.Gio slapped the back of his head and replied, “Of course not,” Turning to his friend, he added, “Don’t be a sore loser, Cody.”I bi
ANTONIO The pain was getting too much and I didn’t know if it was the healing gunshot or my past that was hovering over me like a black cloud or if it was the thought of Erica getting kidnapped and worse dead which made me so out of control. My hands were bloody, my knuckles raw and my shirt bore the witness for the death of the man I had killed. And I knew, that among other things it was his words that had set me on edge. “I would’ve fucked her raw. At least I’d have known what eighty millions of pussy felt like. And what do you know, he was going to give all of us a free access to her once she served her purpose to him.” I hadn’t given him a simple and easy death. No. A slice of knife to his throat and a gunshot would’ve been an easier death for him after how he insulted my little devil. She was mine. And even the thought of her getting hurt wasn’t tolerable. But even as I had beaten him to pulp, painted the walls of the warehouse with his blood and then proceeded with breaking eve
ERICA The wait was excruciating with my skin buzzing and sight compromised. But I could hear the shower going on in the bathroom and more than that I heard the silence when the shower eventually stopped. And as I anticipated his return, the anticipation turned out to be something I wasn’t prepared for, the wait left me feeling adrift and lost. I didn’t know how much time passed but I knew one thing that with each waiting moment my desire for him increased and I was about to give up and call out his name but before I could I felt him. He was close, the fresh scent of him, just out of shower, enticed me and I unknowingly arched up on the bed. The soft exhale of his breath didn’t escape me as my hearing was sensitive with my eyes closed and I knew that he noticed the slight movement of my body. “Did I make you wait for long, my little devil?” I nodded. “Too much.” He chuckled, the soft sound prickling my skin. The mattress dipped near my waist as he sat down. Then a moment later, I g