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Chapter # 81

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Christian Pov:-

I told Sophie everything about her. But, I couldn't bring myself to tell her about my past, how I took a life for her, how I lost myself in the dark side. That my money wasn't even moral and Mother took her life because of me.

But now my money is righteous but back then there was nothing but gloom. I just told her that I involved myself in illegal life, no in-depth details about it.

But I didn't tell her that I have taken lives. I know she deserves to know but I couldn’t bring myself to tell her. I want to but I just don't have enough strength in me.

I told her everything about her and slowly lifted my gaze to look at her. She was listening very carefully, devoid of every emotion.

“Sophie…?”

The look of hurt of not being aware of her own self flashed in her eyes. The feeling of betrayal and a wrath that I have never seen before, she was in a state of a silent chaos and fury.

“Sophie?”

She was ready to wreak havoc but something held her back, somet
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Brittany Mosco
I cannot believe he married her biological sister. How can she just stay by him? Like seriously!!! No one could just sit by and have no space. No way. This is insane. How terrible.
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