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Hayven's Pov

I packed up all my books away from the shelf and laid them gently in my bag. My clothes, which were in the closet I now shared with Siren; I approach them and pack them too, folding them gently into another bag of mine.

After Seraf had visited me that afternoon, after he had showered me with his love and adoration as always without knowing what I had done, without knowing I had attempted to kill his baby, I felt guilty. I felt the guilt weighing down my heart that it was hard to breathe.

What do I do to deserve such a young man? I am a crazy fellow who didn't give him a chance to explain himself when he wanted. I am the same girlfriend who rejected him and turned him down before the whole class. I am ashamed of myself, and somehow, I couldn't find it in my heart to forgive myself.

Now I have arrived at a decision. I will punish myself by moving out of Shapeshifters College. I'd drop out of the prestigious college and go back home. I'd explain things to my dad and he wo