CHAPTER ONE
Eleanor’s pov
The music booming from the invisible speakers immediately eased my nerves. I just clocked eighteen and my parents had permitted me to have a good night. Whatever that meant. My two best friends, Sarah and Clara were already dancing and I realized it was time to join them. I was the birthday girl after all
Smiling broadly I was suddenly in a very good mood. Eleanor, you just turned eighteen and life is mostly good. I told myself as I moved my body to the music. Sarah and Clara soon joined me and we went one, two steps clapped, shook our butts, and twirl in that other. We were soon laughing and I knew it was not a mistake coming to this place.
I swayed my waist and threw my hands in the air as I wiggled my waist from side to side while singing along. I was screaming at the top of my voice and smiling. I was young and free and healthy. “These are the days that never die. The days I’ll look back to in the future so if I don’t live now when will I live”. I said to myself as I got more and more into the party mood.
A couple of other songs came up and we were ready to get a drink and chill before dancing again.
“That was amazing, Goodness where did all that energy come from?” Sarah asked as we took our seat at the far end of the club, which was directly opposite the entrance. We chose that seat to ogle fine men and giggle. Can’t blame us though. It was like the goddess chose to unleash very hotly, strong, charming, and oozing strong sex appeal male wolves and placed them only in our pack. We were just admiring her handiwork if you ask me. Because she did amazingly well.
We ordered a bottle of Baileys and soon we were drinking and talking about nonessential things.
I was midway through chugging my glass content when suddenly a group of very fine guys found their way into the club. They were four of them in total, three of them being guys and the last, a girl that looked slightly older than me.
“Guys look at your four o’clock slowly” I whispered.
“Tell me those are Greek gods because since I was born I’ve not seen such good-looking men” Sarah said and I affirmed by nodding my head.
“Except in books and k-dramas,” I added
“Fucking hell! Now I want to get laid” Clara said
“That’s stale news my dear” I added and we all laugh
“But seriously they are beautiful, all three of them. Do you think they are single? Is that girl their girlfriend?” I asked as I turned to stare one more time. I locked eyes with the hottest one of them and I froze as he stared at me and winked. Holy fucking shit. He winked
I looked away when began to pound
“Darrrrrrrrn it!” I slurred as the girls looked at me confused
“What’s going on?” Clara asked
“One of the guys caught me looking and winked at me,” I said, using my hand to hit my forehead, feeling so silly.
“Eleanor is about to get laid. Eleanor is about to get laid." Clara said in a sing-song voice
“Please shut up, I’m not going to get laid,” I said while blushing.
“I think you should. You are eighteen and a virgin!” Sarah admonished.
“I’m not ready”
“If you say so, but dude if any of those men tell me to get down on my knees tonight. I’ll do that without thinking twice” Sarah added while slowly sipping her drink
I pretend gasped and added “you hoe” while laughing out loud
“Yes, yes, a friend of a hoe” Sarah said trying to be smug
I stood to go get us another bottle of Baileys when my eyes spotted the one person I have been avoiding for months.
Adrian!
Adrian was my boyfriend who cheated on me on his birthday. I broke up with him after and I’ve been avoiding him ever since.
I turned and tell the girls
“Adrian is here”
“Where?” Clara asked confused
“He is at the bar talking to the bartender” I whispered sitting back because I couldn’t bump into him, didn’t want to, didn't pray to.
They turned and saw him and the f word flew out of their mouths.
I suddenly felt this strong urge to use the restroom so I excused myself.
“Let me use the restroom, I’ll join you guys in a few,” I said as I made my way to the restroom. I used the time there to calm my beating heart as I assured myself that I’d be fine and that Adrian wouldn’t disturb me. I washed my hand and scooped a little water and splashed it on my face. I breathed in and out trying to regain my confidence. I stepped out and boom a strong hand grabbed my waist from behind me.
Without looking at the intruder my heart started pounding again. I knew the cologne- the scent was all too familiar because I was the one that bought it. I turned and came face to face with the very person I’d prayed and hoped I wouldn’t cross paths with tonight ever again, Adrian.
I smile and mustering all the courage I could afford I say
“Hi Adrian, long time no see,” I said trying to sound as casual and unbothered as possible.
But the truth was, I didn’t know how to react.
What do you say to someone who cheated on you?
Seeing Adrian reminded me of finding him in bed with another girl from our school, Debby, my sworn enemy. Yes, he hurt me but I’ve decided to let it go. He wasn’t worth the love I gave him and as I looked at him, I asked myself what I even saw in him. Standing here with him, there was nothing I wanted more than to leave his presence and go dance.
“Eleanor. Baby, I’ve missed you. I want you back into my life” he said as he suddenly pinned me to the wall of the restroom.
“Adrian, please. I’m not in the mood for this. Let me go, we can talk some other time just not today. I’m not in the mood” I said, trying to wiggle myself out of his hold and inhaling the stench of alcohol. Jeez, he was drunk. I needed to be careful and since I didn’t have my shift yet, I couldn’t rely on my wolf to help me fight, not to mention that Adrian’s wolf was known to be one of the most notorious wolves in the pack.
“Eleanor, I'm not letting you go. Forgive me, please. I’m good for you. Babe, we were good together‐I promise I’ll treat you right this time. Debby was just a fling. She wasn’t even worth it” he said and something in me snapped and I was suddenly angry.
“Just a fling, Adrian can you hear yourself? We had a good thing going and you just had to ruin it with a fling so please don’t bug me because I can’t go back to you. We are over”
“What are you so angry about, huh? You weren’t exactly available to be fucked. All you could ever offer were short foolish kisses and I wanted more” a pang of guilt crushed heavily on my heart at the realization that I was at fault. Even though I told him from the very beginning that I was not ready to have sex. I was about to ask him all the questions I had bottled up for him, finally feeling the courage to talk to him after all these months of hiding but the next sentence that flew out of his mouth had me frozen with time.
“You made me lose a lot of money, did you know? The guys won the bet because no matter how I pressed, you’d never let me fuck that tight cunt of yours”
“Fuck you, Adrian,” I said as I wiggled out of his hold and try walking away. I tried to push the tears trying to fall from my eyes back. I wouldn’t give him the extra pleasure. I used the back of my hands to clean my face as I tried to walk out fast.
Adrian suddenly dragged me back, I was so caught up in my head I didn’t know he was already close. He pushed me in-between his hands as he backed me to the wall trying to kiss me as I struggled blindly.
The place was empty and the music was so loud that no one would hear me if I screamed. A thousand and one things ran through my head all leading to him raping or molesting me. If only I had my wolf, I’d have mind-linked someone. I felt my body go weak after many failed attempts to get him off me. My heart broke into pieces as I cried hard and gave up, accepting my fate.
Suddenly I couldn’t feel him on me, I opened my eyes and I saw someone punching Adrian and saying something I couldn’t hear.
He took two steps and he was standing in front of me. I closed my eyes confused and opened them to the greenest eyes I’ve ever seen. “Are you okay?” He asked but I stared at his form confused until I realized he was talking to me.
“I’m fine, thanks for...” I stopped as I looked at Adrian who was on the floor writhing in pain.
“Thanks for helping” I mumbled trying to smile
“Pleasure is all mine” his voice sounded so manly, throaty, and husky that kneel and buckled in immediately. I wasn’t done drowning in his eyes and he had to make me go weaker with his voice too? Damn! He stepped closer and I noticed him to be the sex god that shot me a wink earlier. I drank him, he was nothing short of 6.5ft max, and he had the darkest shade of black hair I’ve seen. His brow was full and pretty so I fought the urge to run my finger through them. Goodness, his lips… I broke out of ogling him when he spoke again “You need to be careful” he said as he stretched his hand to smoothen my hair sending shivers down my spine.
“And I usually am careful. I was just caught unawares Adrian is my ex” I breathed trying to sound unaffected by his god-like appearance.
“Oh I see,” he said not sounding convinced at all so I add
“I had the situation perfectly under control”
“You did, I could see it” he added laughing and I joined him finally releasing the breath I was holding.
I liked him immediately, he was easy to talk to. We walked back to the party and he led me to the dance floor. I looked around and I couldn’t spot my friends or his. So much for dancing. Those bitches are already being laid or about to. I squealed as I imagine it.
What’s your name?” he asked.
“Eleanor,” I answered. “What’s yours?”
“Jett…Jett Donovan”
The name was immediately registered. No wonder he was regarded and looked like a god. He was the Alpha’s other son. Not like he was often away or anything. We just never crossed the few times I’ve seen him on the TV or far off, up close, he looked way finer. Although he has been in college for a while now. Fuck! He has really changed. He must have seen my lips widen because he looked down and smirked lightly.
“I’m sorry your eminence” I greeted and bowed my head. No wonder the girls were sending daggers my way with their eyes.
“Please don’t…I want you to relate with me as you would to any ordinary wolf”
I nodded and crossed my leg, which caused the hem of my gown to go up. Jett’s eyes averted to my bare skin, trailing down the rest of my leg. I flushed when I noticed he had shifted his gaze to my cleavage. This boy must have used a spell on me because whoring away was never something I did. Never! His gaze set my body on fire. I was suddenly too hot. I’d always cringed whened male wolves stared at me lustfully but for some unknown reason, I felt safe with Jett.
He leaned in closer, causing his hot breath to hit my face. The hair on my skin tinged in response which caused me to go damp in between. It was probably the effect of the alcohol but now, I wanted to get laid.
CHAPTER TWOEleanor’s povAfter two vodka shots, I finally was ready to start my night afresh as I allowed Jett to lead me for the second time tonight to the dance floor. The Dj had begun playing sensual music but it didn’t discourage either of us. We followed the slow rhythm of the song with my leg encircling his thigh while his crotch pressed deep into my stomach. I ran my hand all over his upper body starting from the back of his neck, to his hair, his chest, and lastly, his waistline. I pressed tighter into his erection which elicited a hiss from him. His green eyes got darker with lust and his breath heavier and hotter. His hands caressed my lower body from my waistline downwards as though it belonged to him. He pushed one of his hands under my gown, skimming through all the skin he could roam while I battled with the dampness that got heavier on my spot and the moan I was letting out. His hand on my lower body moved lower and lower until he cupped my ass cheek with only the lace
CHAPTER THREEEleanor's povYou would think waking up to people screaming your name would get easier since you have been waking up to it every day for the past 20 years. News flash, it doesn’t. The door to my room slammed open and my brother stood there, arms folded. “Breakfast isn’t set and the pack would wake.” He continued to stare at me most condescendingly, I fought back the urge to actually scream at him to get some damn manners because he looked like he needed quite a lot of them.I held back the urge to snap back at him. I wasn’t ready plus the scars on my back tend to be a sore reminder. “I am coming.” He tsked, walking off. I started moving because if my mom got here, she wouldn’t use words. I threw on the first gown my hand landed on and made my way to the kitchens.Emery, the only person I could call a friend in this entire pack, was already there, mixing eggs. “Hey, Lea.” I hugged her and took the bowl from her.“Hey, mama. How’s the leg?” Emery got her left leg amputated
CHAPTER FOURAlpha Jett's povIt was surely a hectic day for me and to think I was just getting started. I just wanted to go back to my bed and sleep for the whole day but I'm the Alpha, I couldn't do that, I had duties to fulfill for the pack's sake or we'll probably collapse due to my incompetence and I didn't want that to happen so I had to always be at my best all the time. My father had always pressed words of wisdom into my head and I know I learned well from him. It could be seen in my pack and our rapid progress ever since I became Alpha of my pack, the Altra pack. I sighed as I took off my gloves and gave them to the errand boy beside me. He took it with a bow and went to place it where it's meant to be in the gym.We were at the training ground and today I was training in my human form, perfecting my boxing skills even though I was perfect at it years ago, it wouldn't hurt to keep in shape and not lose such a potential skill though so I didn't mind training every single morn
CHAPTER FIVEEleanor’s povI stopped liking parties. I stopped liking alcohol too. Blasting music turned into poison and did raw hot buzz. Unlike many other teens, adults, and old people alike, music and alcohol stopped offering me solace. In truth, nothing has ever had since the past two years. For someone who stopped liking music, you would be wondering what I was doing at one of the wildest clubhouses in the pack all by myself with about four vodka glasses of my tequila shots and that too. Sarah left the country with her parents after the death of Alpha Donovan while Clara was away in Germany for studies.Yes, the idea of a hot burning spirit in my mouth, throat, and stomach never appealed to me, but on this night, I hoped it would give me the peace I’ve always wished for. I hoped it would lessen the pain I carried around every day and everywhere in my heart for the last two years. I hoped it would help me tame my running mind but it didn’t. Just like every other night, I was a mes
CHAPTER SIXEleanor's PovIf only I could bring back the hands of time, not only would I change the last decision I made, I would gracefully destroy any dream I had of leaving my uncle's home because what I thought was hell with him was paradise when compared to what I suffered in the hands of the Alpha.Had I known….Just like most girls, growing up I've always dreamed of living in a big castle with a ballroom and chandeliers, grumpy butlers, and my very own wing where I can wear my princess dresses and do princess stuff and let's not forget the part where the prince comes to whisk me away to his even bigger castle and we all live happily ever after and spend his money. Yes, I'm materialistic—A girl has got to dream, sue me.But unlike most girls at almost twenty years old, deep down inside that abused heart of mine, I still cradle that dream like a newborn. Maybe it's a coping mechanism or maybe I'm just stupid.I chose to be with the Alpha because I was stupid. Because I let materi
CHAPTER SEVEN Alpha Jett's povMy alarm rang and I groaned before tuning to my left and faced the window where the rays shone on my face. I stared at the window for a while before I decided to sit up and yawned for a while. I stood up from the bed and walked over to the bathroom.I looked in the mirror and ran a hand through my hair as I stared at my face, I looked completely stressed; I had to do some things at my office before I could leave for the Paz pack and ever since I came, I'd been thinking of the perfect way to interrogate Luca that he wouldn't have the opportunity to deny anything or even escape the question. Body language was important and I had to be able to read his eyes in the short time I'd get after asking him the question to know if he's lying or not before he answers. I was still deep in my thoughts and plans when I unknowingly slept off… only to wake up late this morning. The event of two nights ago still heavy on my heart. I was a complete douche!I sighed and to
CHAPTER EIGHT Eleanor's PovWaking up to the sound of the bell going off had become a norm for me. However, for the first time in years, I woke up content and enthusiastic. I hope it lasts for a while at least until I decide on what to do with my life or make it better by seeing my prince charming. I couldn't believe I dreamt about him.The same man that had haunted me in my sleep for the past two years suddenly showed up and I was having wet dreams of him!I knew he was bound to come to the pack at some point but I never expected it to be this soon…or late?Whatever…."Eleanor! you can't possibly stay in bed all day long the house isn't going to clean itself...we have quite a lot of things to do" Cora's voice reverberated in my head. I grunted and used a pillow to preseason my head."Eleanor fucking…." "Fine am up, am up OK?" I whispered to myself as I got up from my comfort zone.First, it was Angelo and Hunter, and now Cora. Soon it will be Alpha Luca himself coming to wake me up
CHAPTER NINEELEANOR's POVWait what?“You are my mate, Lea. you are my destined wife” he growled.I hiccuped and swallowed. “It can't be…I obviously cannot be your mate…It must be a drunken mistake made by the Goddess.”I began to panic but Alpha Jett held me by my shoulders and shook me.“What nonsense are you saying? This…” he motioned between the two of us “this cannot be a blunder. It definitely isn't a mistake” “Oh, it is," I shook my head. “Everything about you has and always would be a mistake. I'd never accept you as my mate. Not after all what you did to me. As if fucking me and disappearing after wasn't enough, you suddenly showed up but completely ignored what happened between us. You did it as if it never happened. And now…now you say I am your mate? What a joke!'' I hissed. “I won't accept you as I'll never forgive you. You can go ahead and cry or search elsewhere” the hurt on his face was palpable and almost touchable. My wolf was grieving too but I was pulling every
CHAPTER THIRTYEleanor's PovIt was evening time and ever since this morning after we closed from the training ground, I haven't caught a glimpse of Jett. Although he promised that the two of us will make dinner when he gets back from his pack meeting. I rubbed my eyes with my knuckles trying to get sleep off them. I was tired and my limbs were weak. I fluttered my eyes open when I felt someone pick me up and spank my butts playfully. “Hey, babe… how are you doing?”“I’m tired. My limbs are weak. I can’t cook” I said slowly"Don't worry, we aren't going to cook," Jett said and I breathed in delight at his confession that I was too weak to do anything. "at least not in the kitchen" he said with a smirk and I frowned. "Oh, I hate you, Jett," I said playfully."I know," he said and spanked me harder.I kept still, disoriented. I didn’t know where exactly he was or what he was doing. I licked my lips nervously, getting ready for his dick.Suddenly, I felt him unzipping my shorts. It ha
CHAPTER TWENTY NINEAlpha Jett's povTo say I was shocked would be an understatement, I was speechless and unable to think or move for a while as I stared at Eleanor in her werewolf form when she changed into that perfect beautiful white fur with the gold stripe that slid down her spine lustrously before her fur changed to a brown and black color, and that caused a stir as people found it hard to hide their shock. She was beautiful, captivating and I couldn't help but wonder why the moon goddess had to choose her for me as my mate because she was everything I had always wished for; a strong, feisty, and brave woman that could endure any situation, a woman who knew how to love and care no matter what she's been through and Eleanor was all of it. After seeing her white fur when she shifted, I didn't know what to think. I thought and wondered a million things but couldn't get an exact answer to any. It was obvious she was marked as a Luna, a rare one at that. I knew there was a reason wh
CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHTEleanor’s POVI paced around the corridor, matching up and down like a soldier general trying to round up his mates to prepare for a tough battle. And indeed, this was a very tough battle for me. I continued to pace, hoping that all the unnecessary movements would take away the tension from my body and hopefully, maybe even calm my nerves.So far, so not good. The pacing did not seem to work and so I decided to stop, leaning against the wall, using my forehead for support.Why did they have to do this to me?I could just leave, right? Not like I was an official pack member, but I was only the alpha’s mate. Surely, that also meant that I had the freedom to move how I pleased and go wherever I wanted to, right? I did not have to do what I was asked to do, and I could easily walk away from it all, could I not?Walk up to Jett and say, ‘Hey Jett! I really do not want to do what you and your members are advising me to, so I have made the decision to be out. And none of
CHAPTER TWENTY SEVENAlpha Jett’s povI could no longer stomach all of Jett’s gaze and claims it had zero effort on me … fuck butterflies my stomach was a whole nest of birds, each flying and blinding hitting the glassy walls of my stomach that were how had I felt whenever Eleanor’s gaze burns through my soul the whole time especially when she licks her lower lip, or humming to a song when she cooks in the kitchen wearing nothing but big polo shirts and a single strand of panties underneath. Every bit of my mouth still carried a hint of lavender, peony, and strawberry -the mouthwash, lotion, and shampoo scents of Eleanor. After our little time in the dining room, this morning I left with Zayn and Gavin to settle some issues, leaving her and Scarlett alone in the pack house. The two of them had been trying to reach us three all day but we haven’t been answering their calls or replying to their messages. We were in a bit of a situation with our board members in the company and Gavin wa
CHAPTER TWENTY SIXAlpha Jett’s povYesterday was hell…Thankfully it was another day…It was morning already and the sunlight had found a way into my room through the curtains. I rolled over to my side and stared at the reflections of the sun through the window for a while, and then I stretched and let out a low yawn before I stood up and went to have my bath. Eleanor came to my mind as I brushed and I saw how red my cheeks became in the mirror. I was something else whenever I was around her or when thoughts of her crossed my mind. She was my weak point, the only thing that filled my head and heart with flowers and ecstasy and I wasn't ashamed to admit it… I had my shower and dressed up then headed straight for her room so we could have breakfast together.She wasn't there when I opened the door. I just figured she would be somewhere else, probably in the kitchen so I shrugged and went to the kitchen. My stomach was growling already and I hungered for something sweet. I got to the kit
Chapter twenty five Alpha Jett’s PovFor the first time in what seemed like forever, I felt alive. It was like I was in a cage, hearing the chirping noises of birds as they flew around but no matter how much I tried, I couldn’t see, feel or touch beyond those noises. The fragrance of sweet flowers filled my nostrils but that was that for it. I tried lifting my hands to touch the prettiest bird and flower I’d ever seen but I was immobile. I tried to talk but I was mute and my throat felt dry. Then suddenly, after so many days of looming in the darkness, a hand reached out to pull me out but no matter how the person tried, I always slipped from its grip until a few moments after when I felt a soft foam-like material pressed water into my mouth. I felt alive instantly and the dryness in my throat lessened. And surprisingly too, the water tasted delicious and familiar. Yes, the taste of water should be familiar considering how often we consume it but what about delicious? Water was suppo
Chapter twenty threeEleanor's Pov I stood at the full-length mirror in my room, wondering how life turned so bad. I couldn't help the emotions running through my heart and settling in my stomach, self-pity. Surprisingly, I missed him. I missed Jett so much and for each second that passed with his eyes closed, it pissed me and I blamed myself all over again...I just finished having my bath and standing in front of the mirror, and looking at myself made me miss my mum. "I miss you, Luna," I said to myself in the mirror, seeing her in me. I grew up to be a replica of my mother. We had the same icy blue eyes and long wavy natural brownish-black hair and skin color. Holding the crescent moon pendant she had given me before dying, I closed my eyes and allowed the Cool breeze to carry my wishes to her. I was truly exhausted from all that was happening…I was physically and mentally tired and I needed her to help me. My mother was known for her great ability to heal people. She wasn’t a L
CHAPTER TWENTY THREEEleanor’s pov"Ma'am" a soft voice sounded outside my door. Reluctantly, I opened my eyes and that was because whether it was from a milestone or from the middle of a very hot wet dream, I’d remember the owner of that voice. It was Sarah, the only person I had let up in my room since that ugly incident at Jett’s bedroom. It’d been four days since Jett fell into a spiritual coma and for all four days except the first day, Sarah had been my company since I shut out the remaining members of this household. I asked her to come inside of course but when she did, she remained at the threshold looking at me as though a cat had got her tongue."Speak Sarah!" I demanded."The beta and the gamma had asked me to inform you that dinner is ready and that you are to come down to eat"“You know more than anyone else in this house that I wouldn’t so why did you bother? Tell them I said I’m not hungry and that I’m grateful for them”“Please ma’am. I cannot return to them without
CHAPTER TWENTY TWOLuca's POVAfter high priestess Imogen's declaration, I was at a loss for words. Jett indeed reduced me, but I didn't regret it. Revenge is served better cold I tell you and most times too an add-on in the form of toppings isn't a bad idea. Go extra if you must! Jett dared with me and now he would suffer the consequences of his action. I know by now, that the rest of his cabinet must have found out I was the one behind his sudden blackout and the remedy to revive him. Surely, they must come to me! They would ask and beg me for pity on him but I'd refuse. When I woke earlier this morning, I realized that Eleanor wasn't with me and hit me hard and square on my face. But the fact that the reason behind her sudden departure from my life was on his bed begging for death made the anger in me pass away in less than a split second.I swam through my thoughts before I decided to go get some work done in my office. As I left my bedroom, each step I took made me seem closer t