CHAPTER FIVEEleanor’s povI stopped liking parties. I stopped liking alcohol too. Blasting music turned into poison and did raw hot buzz. Unlike many other teens, adults, and old people alike, music and alcohol stopped offering me solace. In truth, nothing has ever had since the past two years. For someone who stopped liking music, you would be wondering what I was doing at one of the wildest clubhouses in the pack all by myself with about four vodka glasses of my tequila shots and that too. Sarah left the country with her parents after the death of Alpha Donovan while Clara was away in Germany for studies.Yes, the idea of a hot burning spirit in my mouth, throat, and stomach never appealed to me, but on this night, I hoped it would give me the peace I’ve always wished for. I hoped it would lessen the pain I carried around every day and everywhere in my heart for the last two years. I hoped it would help me tame my running mind but it didn’t. Just like every other night, I was a mes
CHAPTER SIXEleanor's PovIf only I could bring back the hands of time, not only would I change the last decision I made, I would gracefully destroy any dream I had of leaving my uncle's home because what I thought was hell with him was paradise when compared to what I suffered in the hands of the Alpha.Had I known….Just like most girls, growing up I've always dreamed of living in a big castle with a ballroom and chandeliers, grumpy butlers, and my very own wing where I can wear my princess dresses and do princess stuff and let's not forget the part where the prince comes to whisk me away to his even bigger castle and we all live happily ever after and spend his money. Yes, I'm materialistic—A girl has got to dream, sue me.But unlike most girls at almost twenty years old, deep down inside that abused heart of mine, I still cradle that dream like a newborn. Maybe it's a coping mechanism or maybe I'm just stupid.I chose to be with the Alpha because I was stupid. Because I let materi
CHAPTER SEVEN Alpha Jett's povMy alarm rang and I groaned before tuning to my left and faced the window where the rays shone on my face. I stared at the window for a while before I decided to sit up and yawned for a while. I stood up from the bed and walked over to the bathroom.I looked in the mirror and ran a hand through my hair as I stared at my face, I looked completely stressed; I had to do some things at my office before I could leave for the Paz pack and ever since I came, I'd been thinking of the perfect way to interrogate Luca that he wouldn't have the opportunity to deny anything or even escape the question. Body language was important and I had to be able to read his eyes in the short time I'd get after asking him the question to know if he's lying or not before he answers. I was still deep in my thoughts and plans when I unknowingly slept off… only to wake up late this morning. The event of two nights ago still heavy on my heart. I was a complete douche!I sighed and to
CHAPTER EIGHT Eleanor's PovWaking up to the sound of the bell going off had become a norm for me. However, for the first time in years, I woke up content and enthusiastic. I hope it lasts for a while at least until I decide on what to do with my life or make it better by seeing my prince charming. I couldn't believe I dreamt about him.The same man that had haunted me in my sleep for the past two years suddenly showed up and I was having wet dreams of him!I knew he was bound to come to the pack at some point but I never expected it to be this soon…or late?Whatever…."Eleanor! you can't possibly stay in bed all day long the house isn't going to clean itself...we have quite a lot of things to do" Cora's voice reverberated in my head. I grunted and used a pillow to preseason my head."Eleanor fucking…." "Fine am up, am up OK?" I whispered to myself as I got up from my comfort zone.First, it was Angelo and Hunter, and now Cora. Soon it will be Alpha Luca himself coming to wake me up
CHAPTER NINEELEANOR's POVWait what?“You are my mate, Lea. you are my destined wife” he growled.I hiccuped and swallowed. “It can't be…I obviously cannot be your mate…It must be a drunken mistake made by the Goddess.”I began to panic but Alpha Jett held me by my shoulders and shook me.“What nonsense are you saying? This…” he motioned between the two of us “this cannot be a blunder. It definitely isn't a mistake” “Oh, it is," I shook my head. “Everything about you has and always would be a mistake. I'd never accept you as my mate. Not after all what you did to me. As if fucking me and disappearing after wasn't enough, you suddenly showed up but completely ignored what happened between us. You did it as if it never happened. And now…now you say I am your mate? What a joke!'' I hissed. “I won't accept you as I'll never forgive you. You can go ahead and cry or search elsewhere” the hurt on his face was palpable and almost touchable. My wolf was grieving too but I was pulling every
CHAPTER TENAlpha Jett's povHer hands were a work of wonder. Her tiny fingers played on my chest and I fought the strong urge to sigh or moan in satisfaction at the feel of her soft delicate fingers against my body.She was really close too, and her scent was strong and flooded my nostrils. I felt ecstasy bounce through my whole body and I felt like I was on cloud nine when my eyes met hers and saw how vulnerable she looked at that moment.Her lashes fanned her cheekbones and her lips parted in shock, I could see the shock on her face from bumping into me but there was also a glimpse of want in the way her fingers lingered on my skin like she didn't want to let go and I was glad I wasn't the only one feeling this way. I masked it perfectly though because I had to be sure to not give myself away or whatever it was I was thinking.The satisfaction of seeing her affected by my presence and body made my insides tingle and I instinctively smirked at her as she looked up to look at me agai
CHAPTER ELEVENEleanor's PovIt felt like I was in two worlds. While my body felt numb and extremely punctured, my mind felt at ease like I was in the place the tales talked about. The place to adapt rest and serenity—the things I lacked and needed in my life.Slowly, I came around to my senses, but everything, with the inclusion of my memory, was only a hazy blur.I wake up to a soft and fluffy pillow. It was like I was sinking into a bed of feathers. This isn’t my bed. This is also not my pillow. I think in my sleep. But I love it. It’s sorting. I bounce on it and moan.Lovely. I’ll gladly die in a place like this.Wait! This is not my bed, So I’m not home; what if I was kidnapped and this is the kidnapper's den? I’m suddenly scared, and I open my eyes, and for a moment, I’m confused.Uhm, hold up. Have I indeed been kidnapped? Well, one way to find out. Stand up and check. I tried to get up, and a shooting pain passes through my legs. I’ve been kidnapped because what’s this pain.
CHAPTER TWELVEAlpha Jett's povA DAY AGO…It was a day after Eleanor's kidnap and I found myself thinking about how she would be faring during my last day at Paz pack. I wanted to see her, feel her hands against my chest again like that night when we bumped into each other, and be so close to her while she would breathe in and out against my face. The feeling was euphoric that night in the kitchen and I found myself traveling back to that special moment that we shared even though she looked shit scared.I was in my room with Zayn when we heard a knock on the door and Zayn let the person in; it was a guard from Paz pack. "Alpha Luca says he's ready to meet you for the private meeting now," he said and bowed before me before leaving.I got dressed and went downstairs where breakfast was laid out on the dining table for me, Zayn and Luca. He was already seated, waiting for us when I got to the table. I sat at the far end opposite Luca while Zayn sat beside me and the maids served us wha
CHAPTER THIRTYEleanor's PovIt was evening time and ever since this morning after we closed from the training ground, I haven't caught a glimpse of Jett. Although he promised that the two of us will make dinner when he gets back from his pack meeting. I rubbed my eyes with my knuckles trying to get sleep off them. I was tired and my limbs were weak. I fluttered my eyes open when I felt someone pick me up and spank my butts playfully. “Hey, babe… how are you doing?”“I’m tired. My limbs are weak. I can’t cook” I said slowly"Don't worry, we aren't going to cook," Jett said and I breathed in delight at his confession that I was too weak to do anything. "at least not in the kitchen" he said with a smirk and I frowned. "Oh, I hate you, Jett," I said playfully."I know," he said and spanked me harder.I kept still, disoriented. I didn’t know where exactly he was or what he was doing. I licked my lips nervously, getting ready for his dick.Suddenly, I felt him unzipping my shorts. It ha
CHAPTER TWENTY NINEAlpha Jett's povTo say I was shocked would be an understatement, I was speechless and unable to think or move for a while as I stared at Eleanor in her werewolf form when she changed into that perfect beautiful white fur with the gold stripe that slid down her spine lustrously before her fur changed to a brown and black color, and that caused a stir as people found it hard to hide their shock. She was beautiful, captivating and I couldn't help but wonder why the moon goddess had to choose her for me as my mate because she was everything I had always wished for; a strong, feisty, and brave woman that could endure any situation, a woman who knew how to love and care no matter what she's been through and Eleanor was all of it. After seeing her white fur when she shifted, I didn't know what to think. I thought and wondered a million things but couldn't get an exact answer to any. It was obvious she was marked as a Luna, a rare one at that. I knew there was a reason wh
CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHTEleanor’s POVI paced around the corridor, matching up and down like a soldier general trying to round up his mates to prepare for a tough battle. And indeed, this was a very tough battle for me. I continued to pace, hoping that all the unnecessary movements would take away the tension from my body and hopefully, maybe even calm my nerves.So far, so not good. The pacing did not seem to work and so I decided to stop, leaning against the wall, using my forehead for support.Why did they have to do this to me?I could just leave, right? Not like I was an official pack member, but I was only the alpha’s mate. Surely, that also meant that I had the freedom to move how I pleased and go wherever I wanted to, right? I did not have to do what I was asked to do, and I could easily walk away from it all, could I not?Walk up to Jett and say, ‘Hey Jett! I really do not want to do what you and your members are advising me to, so I have made the decision to be out. And none of
CHAPTER TWENTY SEVENAlpha Jett’s povI could no longer stomach all of Jett’s gaze and claims it had zero effort on me … fuck butterflies my stomach was a whole nest of birds, each flying and blinding hitting the glassy walls of my stomach that were how had I felt whenever Eleanor’s gaze burns through my soul the whole time especially when she licks her lower lip, or humming to a song when she cooks in the kitchen wearing nothing but big polo shirts and a single strand of panties underneath. Every bit of my mouth still carried a hint of lavender, peony, and strawberry -the mouthwash, lotion, and shampoo scents of Eleanor. After our little time in the dining room, this morning I left with Zayn and Gavin to settle some issues, leaving her and Scarlett alone in the pack house. The two of them had been trying to reach us three all day but we haven’t been answering their calls or replying to their messages. We were in a bit of a situation with our board members in the company and Gavin wa
CHAPTER TWENTY SIXAlpha Jett’s povYesterday was hell…Thankfully it was another day…It was morning already and the sunlight had found a way into my room through the curtains. I rolled over to my side and stared at the reflections of the sun through the window for a while, and then I stretched and let out a low yawn before I stood up and went to have my bath. Eleanor came to my mind as I brushed and I saw how red my cheeks became in the mirror. I was something else whenever I was around her or when thoughts of her crossed my mind. She was my weak point, the only thing that filled my head and heart with flowers and ecstasy and I wasn't ashamed to admit it… I had my shower and dressed up then headed straight for her room so we could have breakfast together.She wasn't there when I opened the door. I just figured she would be somewhere else, probably in the kitchen so I shrugged and went to the kitchen. My stomach was growling already and I hungered for something sweet. I got to the kit
Chapter twenty five Alpha Jett’s PovFor the first time in what seemed like forever, I felt alive. It was like I was in a cage, hearing the chirping noises of birds as they flew around but no matter how much I tried, I couldn’t see, feel or touch beyond those noises. The fragrance of sweet flowers filled my nostrils but that was that for it. I tried lifting my hands to touch the prettiest bird and flower I’d ever seen but I was immobile. I tried to talk but I was mute and my throat felt dry. Then suddenly, after so many days of looming in the darkness, a hand reached out to pull me out but no matter how the person tried, I always slipped from its grip until a few moments after when I felt a soft foam-like material pressed water into my mouth. I felt alive instantly and the dryness in my throat lessened. And surprisingly too, the water tasted delicious and familiar. Yes, the taste of water should be familiar considering how often we consume it but what about delicious? Water was suppo
Chapter twenty threeEleanor's Pov I stood at the full-length mirror in my room, wondering how life turned so bad. I couldn't help the emotions running through my heart and settling in my stomach, self-pity. Surprisingly, I missed him. I missed Jett so much and for each second that passed with his eyes closed, it pissed me and I blamed myself all over again...I just finished having my bath and standing in front of the mirror, and looking at myself made me miss my mum. "I miss you, Luna," I said to myself in the mirror, seeing her in me. I grew up to be a replica of my mother. We had the same icy blue eyes and long wavy natural brownish-black hair and skin color. Holding the crescent moon pendant she had given me before dying, I closed my eyes and allowed the Cool breeze to carry my wishes to her. I was truly exhausted from all that was happening…I was physically and mentally tired and I needed her to help me. My mother was known for her great ability to heal people. She wasn’t a L
CHAPTER TWENTY THREEEleanor’s pov"Ma'am" a soft voice sounded outside my door. Reluctantly, I opened my eyes and that was because whether it was from a milestone or from the middle of a very hot wet dream, I’d remember the owner of that voice. It was Sarah, the only person I had let up in my room since that ugly incident at Jett’s bedroom. It’d been four days since Jett fell into a spiritual coma and for all four days except the first day, Sarah had been my company since I shut out the remaining members of this household. I asked her to come inside of course but when she did, she remained at the threshold looking at me as though a cat had got her tongue."Speak Sarah!" I demanded."The beta and the gamma had asked me to inform you that dinner is ready and that you are to come down to eat"“You know more than anyone else in this house that I wouldn’t so why did you bother? Tell them I said I’m not hungry and that I’m grateful for them”“Please ma’am. I cannot return to them without
CHAPTER TWENTY TWOLuca's POVAfter high priestess Imogen's declaration, I was at a loss for words. Jett indeed reduced me, but I didn't regret it. Revenge is served better cold I tell you and most times too an add-on in the form of toppings isn't a bad idea. Go extra if you must! Jett dared with me and now he would suffer the consequences of his action. I know by now, that the rest of his cabinet must have found out I was the one behind his sudden blackout and the remedy to revive him. Surely, they must come to me! They would ask and beg me for pity on him but I'd refuse. When I woke earlier this morning, I realized that Eleanor wasn't with me and hit me hard and square on my face. But the fact that the reason behind her sudden departure from my life was on his bed begging for death made the anger in me pass away in less than a split second.I swam through my thoughts before I decided to go get some work done in my office. As I left my bedroom, each step I took made me seem closer t