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Loving You Is Forbidden
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2023-04-18 20:07:47
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After he left her room, Kaya tried to close the door but now there was no benefit in it. He had broken the door's lock. She looked at the broken lock in disbelief. How could he even think about doing something so irrational? Then she remembered, he is Zian Karlson, who was capable of doing any irrational thing.Exhaling softly, she shut the door and walked towards her closet. Taking out a baby pink night dress, she decided to wear it but then her eyes fell on her red colour nightgown. Her mind immediately recalled his words.'Red is my favourite colour, and…you are looking so breathtaking in red that for a moment, I forgot that falling for your innocence is forbidden for me, mi nena….' His words echoed in her head. What did he actually mean by it that falling for her was forbidden for him. Why was loving her prohibited for him? And if it was, then why was she feeling so sad and disheartened about it? For a split second, she got that urge to wear that red colour nightgown to see his
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Kaya's entire existence went numb the second she splashed that water on him. She had done it in her defence but the moment she got done doing it, she started regretting it more than if she would have been getting attacked by him. Her horror filled eyes broadened more when he rubbed down his palm all over his wet face and finally trailed his sapphire burning eyes at her face. Kaya's heart beat accelerated in fear when she noticed that rage burning in his eyes. He was looking malicious. His jaw was tightly set. Even his ears had turned red with fury. Kaya thought now he was going to end her on the spot for her bravery but he did the exact opposite of her expectations. Without saying anything, he turned around and walked away from there, leaving her startled and shocked. Kaya continued to stare at his retracting figure and noticed his fists which were rigidly fisted. It made her aware of how badly she had angered him with her stupid action. She turned him extremely upset. Kaya scolded h
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"You're going to spend this night with me in my room," his words broadened her eyes in shock. He laughed at her reaction and clarified his words further for her."No need to give me these big adorable eyes. What I mean is that we will watch some movies and will enjoy this night together in my room because I am not feeling sleepy yet,"Now she understood what he really meant."Are you feeling sleepy? If not, then select a movie genre. After that I will select the movie," he said to her. Kaya gulped."Do you want to sleep now?" He asked. She shook her head no because now she didn't want to upset him in any way. Besides, she was not feeling sleepy anymore, so she agreed to watch the movie with him."Okay now tell me which genre you like the most?" Kaya felt a little shy at his question because her preference was romance genre but she was feeling embarrassed to tell him that. She blushed which made him confused. Her cheeks automatically turned pink, like she was fantasising a dream with
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After Zian went to open the door, Kaya waited for him in the garden, but when he didn't come back after a couple of minutes, she decided to go inside the house and see who was at the door.Kaya got up from the swing, leaving her book on it. She went inside the house. She was striding towards the main hall to reach the main door when she heard Leo's voice."Is she alright?"A smile formed on her face, hearing Leo's voice. She knew he was asking about her. He must have come here to meet her. She was about to enter the hall but Zian's words halted her."She is fine but we slept late last night. That's why, she is still sleeping,"Her eyes widened, hearing him. Why was he lying to Leo? He knew she was awake. In fact, they both had prepared breakfast together and even ate it together this morning. He was just with her a couple of minutes ago in the garden, then why was he lying to Leo?"When she wakes up, I will inform her about your visit. Now you can leave," Kaya fisted her palm in ange
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"Why did you lie to Leo about me?" Zian's jaw clenched. His palms fisted, understanding her question. Kaya also didn't show him any fear, despite from inside she was quivering in terror by watching that scary expression on his cold face.He glared at her and then trailed his eyes down where their skin was shipping. Kaya immediately left his hand which made his eyes snapback at her eyes."I am asking you something," she reminded him. He gritted his teeth but didn't say anything in reply. His cold gaze turned more malicious and before he would lose his control, Zian turned around on his feet and tried to walk away, but she was in no mood to let him go so easily this time.Kaya hurriedly got in front of him and stopped him from further moving. "I am talking to you," she pointed her fingers at him, bravely and that was it for his patience to leave him. Zian dashed towards her and then grabbed her waist.Kaya gasped badly when he pulled her on his chest. Her bravery faded and got replace
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Kaya's blood ran cold as soon as her eyes met with his inebriated blue orbs. His eyes were bloodshot red. His hair was a mess. His hooded gaze was peering at her which made her feel like he was looking directly inside her very existence.She swallowed and decided not to show him any fear because she knew if she would show him her fear then things would get out of her hands. She had endured these same kind of situation in her past countless times when her uncle Paul used to come home drunk and then used to torture her. It shivered her heart in terror because it was making her feel like her treacherous past was again standing in front of her. But Kaya exhaled heavily and pointed towards the door."Leave….." she mouthed. His gaze darkened more, understanding what she was telling him to do, but instead of following her words, he started taking his steps closer to her. Horror washed over her."Why? Why should I leave?" He asked, without taking his blazing eyes away from her afraid ones. Ka
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Kaya felt every single thing around her get deprived of every kind of sensation as soon as she felt his warm lips crashing against her mouth. Her whole body went numb. There was no tenderness in his moments. He sucked on her lips as harshly as he could while pinning her wrists against the bed violently. Kaya went statue under him because it made her vigorously remember those cruel moments of her past when Paul had tried to do this same inhumanity to her. That man who had tried to force her that night when she got sold to that brothel. His each and every action was making her vigorously recall that each and every second in which she felt like she was an object, an object which every person wanted to use for their selfish motives. That little girl who had screamed, cried countless nights but nobody helped or listened to her pain. It made her feel like her past had again stood in front of her and this time she had no escape from it. This time no one was going to save her from getting ru
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"Zia, ,you don't have to do it all alone, mi vida," Damien uttered, watching his wife pacing around the entire hall as she was decorating it with her own hands. Damien tried to help her but she refused to let anyone else do that work because she wanted to do it all by herself because today her children were coming back home. Zian and Kaya are coming back home after more than a month. Damien sighed, watching his wife's excitement and enthusiasm. He was also very happy, knowing they were finally coming back. His family was finally going to get completed. He was just hoping for his son's acceptance because Damien knew, somehow he was the reason behind his son having to suffer so much. He knew he couldn't become a good father because throughout his life, he focused on making his son a good person but he forgot that he needed to embrace his child's bad too. The sound of the door bell ringing gained the couple's attention. Damien saw his wife's eyes tinkling with happiness. He chuckled.
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"Wow, the food tastes delicious. You are an amazing cook, Kaya," Kaya giggled, hearing her grandpa Zale. They were having their dinner."I have also helped her. You can pass some praises to mee too, Mr Alcazar," Zian uttered, showing his fake offence because he and Kaya, they both had cooked that dinner together for Zale. Zale laughed whereas Kaya chuckled."Wait, I forgot the dessert. I will get it from the kitchen," Kaya said and tried to get up from the chair but Zian stopped her."You finish your dinner. I am done with mine, so I will get it," he stated, making her smile. She wagged her head which he returned with a soft beam and then he left from that hall and went to the kitchen. Zale noticed that beautiful love blooming between the couple which made him content too. After all, what else would he want more than watching his family so happy but he was aware that a part of his family might be completely restless now. His daughter and son-in-law. Zale sighed, which gained Kaya's a
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Zian continued to gape at her like a statue whereas her tears refused to stop. She also gazed at him, like she was staring at her life's most valuable and precious belonging. She couldn't just believe she was about to lose him, just because of her ignorance and lack of awareness. He was suffering so much from the very beginning but here she was considering herself a victim. But her pain was nothing as compared to his because she was able to share it with the people around her but he was not even capable of telling about his pain to his own self, let alone sharing it with someone else."Zian, why did you leave home? You didn't get hurt somewhere, right? Please tell me," she cupped his face and asked him. Kaya still didn't pay attention to the fact that now her words had gotten its voice because she was too indulged in his pain to care about her own. Tears aggressively fell from her eyes until she saw a stupid kind of smile forming on his face. She thought he was intoxicated, that was
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"Because Zian knew that Damien would never let you be with him, no matter what and besides, he was aware of his mental health too that he would end up hurting you….." Zale stated to her."That he is at that stage of his condition where he could hurt and harm anyone physically, even you. Zian knew you didn't deserve to be with someone like him who didn't even have control over his own emotions. He had told me that he has even tried to hurt you physically in his anger," her dried up eyes again glossed. She remembered that he had hurted her physically a lot of times, like grabbing her neck and wrist painfully. He had even hurted her badly that night when they both got intimate for the second time in his friend's resort. She had even seen his deadly possession everytime he had caught her with Leo. All those were the clear signals which she never tried to understand."After realising his feelings for you, he decided to let you go because he knew he would end up tainting you both mentally a
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"Zian told me to come here so that I could take you back home," Her body stiffened, along with her heart, hearing her grandpa Zale. So that's why he has told him to come here? So that he could send her away. But isn't this what she was wanting? She had asked him this morning to take her back home then why was it not making her happy anymore? He was finally doing something right. He was rectifying his mistake then why was it bringing so much restlessness and pain to her? Was he right? Is her love so selfish? Zale silently watched that enormous amount of pain flashing in her eyes after he revealed that thing to her. Zian had called him today and told him to come here as soon as possible and took Kaya away from here. He asked him why suddenly and the answer he gave him was … "He told me you have asked him for something for the first time in his life, so he could never dare decline it," Zale uttered. Her eyes immediately moistened, at his words. Zale found her tearing her eyes away fr
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"Then set me free and take me back home for our love's sake,"Zian felt like every part of his body got deprived of all kinds of sensations, hearing those words of hers. His smiling face turned completely gloomy. His emotions numbed, except for that seething pain which her statement had brought to him. Her eyes filled with tears when she noticed his entire presence turning emotionless. His grip automatically started loosening around her hands but she held them firmly."You know this is wrong. What you have done is wrong. We can't live our life like this," she tried to make him understand because after last night, Kaya understood the more she would fight with him the more insane his madness was going to be, so she decided to deal with him calmly and with no facade of anger."We would never be able to live our life happily by running away from our past. We have to face it, so please take me back home, please…" a tear slipped down from her eyes as she begged him. He didn't answer but co
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Each and every single thing froze around them as soon as they both felt the warmth of their mouths colliding with each other. It felt like their souls had started connecting. Their hearts were getting intertwined. The pain of getting apart from each other had now finally started satiating and numbing. Their hearts screamed at them how cruel they both were to even think about getting away from each other when they both wanted and needed to live their lives with each other and for each other.Tiny droplets of water trickled down from both of their bodies as they both held each other firmly, like if they would even loosened a bit, then someone might slip away which they couldn't afford at all. Gripping his muscular and huge back, Kaya let her tears get mixed with the sweetness of her mouth. Her tears stained both of their cheeks but did he complain? Not at all. He had accepted every inch of hers as his and was now begging for her to accept every good and worst of his.Slowly feeding on
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"Took you long enough to understand that…. something is wrong with me, mi nena," his voice turned dangerously low. Her heartbeat dropped in fear. "Because a normal person never behaves and thinks the way I do…,," he leaned his face closer to her, almost brushing their lips. "A normal person never loves the way I love you, Kaya," he breathed out hotly against her mouth. Her existence trembled. Now she was understanding something that it was really not normal. His behaviour, his actions, something was wrong with him but what? They both peered into each other's eyes. Zian saw those questions emerging in her eyes which made him leave her arm. "Let's get inside. You will get ill under this weather," he told her. She finally realised that the weather here was really very chilly as compared to her hometown. It was freezing cold and she was wearing nothing but his shirt and he was out of imagination. Half naked. Zian tried to hold her hand while saying "Come on. Let's get…." His words re
