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Chapter 16: H I R A E T H
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2021-10-03 17:40:58H I R A E T H
(Welsh) (n.) a homesickness for a home you can't return to, or that never was; an earnest longing or desire; a sense of regret.
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"You sure you're okay to drive?" Eon asked warily as soon as Yunoh slipped inside the car.
Yunoh was at Eon’s home together with their small circle of friends, celebrating the latter's 29th birthday. They had spent the whole night drinking and talking, most of which revolving on what they had achieved through the years.
Due to their busy schedules, it had been quite long since they had gathered completely. It was no longer a surprise that they ended up finishing a rack of beer.
The hand of the clock was nearing 3:00 AM when Yunoh finally decided to go home.
"Yeah," Yunoh answered, cozying up on ca
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