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KABANATA 84

Author: Eyah
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-25 09:06:51

CALISTA'S P. O. V

The cold, hard floor had become my bed, my sanctuary, my symbol of defiance.

Nights bled into days, a monotonous cycle of solitude and introspection. At sa bawat gabing lumipas ay dito na ako natutulog palagi sa sahig. Mula no'ng araw na sinimulan kong gawin 'tom.

At mula rin no'ng nagkasagutan kami ni Niccolo, hindi na s'ya ulit pumunta pa rito sa kwartong 'to. And his absence was a heavy weight, a suffocating presence that filled the empty space in my life. His touch, his kiss, his presence—they were all distant memories now, fading echoes of a past intimacy.

Alam ko na hindi ko dapat nararamdaman 'to. But what can I do? Paulit ulit na lang at pagod na pagod na rin akong i deny sa sarili ko ang katotohanan na may kakaibang dating pa rin talaga si Niccolo sa akin. There's still a part of him that I longed to have. To feel, to own. Pwede naman siguro akong maghiganti kahit may nararamdaman ako sa target ko, 'di ba? As long as I know my limitations and boundaries.
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