As I let the warm water wash away Rowan's scent, I wondered if I had gone too far this time. We've always been close, but I had never stayed out all night with him, and the new level to our intimacy seemed to only confuse me more.
‘He has a mate somewhere; we shouldn’t be laying with people who aren’t our mates…’ my wolf chimed in.
‘Thanks Echo, as if I’m unaware… it’s not like we did anything,’ I rolled my eyes and shook my head in disbelief, ‘scolded by my own wolf,’ I huffed.
‘You see the way he looks at you, what’s going to happen when we turn 18?’
I knew the look she was talking about, the one that I felt I had given him back numerous times, and in the middle of washing my hair, I watched as another leaf circled the drain. I could feel the longing in my own chest and the caution in my own thoughts as I spoke with Echo, ‘What if he is our mate?’
‘I doubt it’
Her words stung, Echo didn’t hesitate or seem to care about how she came across, but would she know for sure? How could she, we weren’t of age yet. I turned off the water and stepped out of the steam filled room, back into my room.
Some days I didn’t know what was up or down, and this was one of them, I looked around and felt as though I didn’t really belong here. We lived in a house, somewhere between mansion level big and hotel level big. It had multiple floors that varied from having a few rooms to upwards of ten, decorated by an interior designer in shades of silver that were only ever accented by the seasonal changes.
My room had it’s own personal touches, decorated more in gold tones, with a large bench that sat under a window. You could see past the gates up here, watching as people went about their lives with the treeline in the far distance, making me ache for adventure. The house had everything you could need; maids, a private chef, and yet … no privacy.
I took in her scent of cherry blossom, followed by her gentle and yet unique knock. Four quick knocks, slight pause, 2 quick knocks, pause, one louder knock. I sauntered over to the door in my towel, and cracked it open, not even looking to see the face on the other side of the door as I slid it open farther allowing her to come in, “Morning F….“was all I got out before she burst into my room.
Farah. The Gamma’s little sister and my bestie. She was a few months older than me, but we’ve been inseparable for as long as I can remember.
“Morning sunshine! I come bearing gifts!” She was a little too chipper in the mornings, but as I closed the door and turned to see her hand stretching out to me with a large mug, I could smell the caffeine hit my senses, and it instantly brought a smile to my face.
“Ooooh, thanks!” I tried to match her excitement as I took my first sip and let out a drawn out, very relaxed “Mmmmm.” I know coffee for most people was a morning staple, but the smell alone could be the remedy to my worries.
As we made eye contact, I could see her bright blue eyes light up, and she seemed anxious for me to be ready to talk. Her blonde hair cascaded just past her shoulders, she started to tuck her hair behind her ears, which she loved to do as she was getting ready to talk. I quickly held up a finger, begging her to give me just one more moment of silence. She pursed her lips together in what looked like an attempt to hold back the words about to burst from her mouth.
I began to wonder if she had found her mate when I brought down my coffee and her words exploded into a whisper yell.
“I saw you!” She clasped her hands back over her mouth and started to giggle as I raised my eyebrow at her. “I saw your walk of shame,” she whispered.
I rolled my eyes at her as I turned to grab clothes out of my closet, I thought I was so careful, I hoped she was the only one who seen because if either of my parents caught me I'd get the 'ranking members need to act like such' conversation for about the thousandth time.“It wasn’t a walk of shame Farah,” I huffed at her as I sifted through my drawers instead for something to throw on.“Ok, Ok, you weren’t ashamed, but Rowan… huh…” she was wiggling her eyebrows at me now as a sly grin formed on her face.“We’re just friends Farah, nothing happened.” My voice came out soft and unsure, I wasn't sure nothing happened, but nothing Farah was thinking, happened. As close as we were I never crossed that line with Rowan, and he's never pressured me to, not that Echo would sit by and let it happen anyways.“Sure, sure,” she said pausing, staring at me caught in my own tho
I could hear Farah giggle at my stomachs noises as we walked into the kitchen. I wasted no time in plucking a fresh strawberry muffin from the basket and refilling my now empty coffee mug. I seen Farah grab a danish and some fruit piled on a platter, and bring it with us, to the kitchen area off to the right in a room of its own.It was a smaller dining area that led to some very large glass doors, and out onto a covered patio area that sat just in front of the gardens. It was cozier than the formal dining room for so many reasons, equipped with several larger chairs, and a larger bench to rest on as the doors let in the view from outside. It felt like you could have family moments here, where the dining room seemed too formal and suffocating, never allowing for enjoyment.“Today… is a good day…” I struggled to get out as I was taking a large bite of the muffin. My eyes were closed as I fully took in the taste. Strawberry muffins had to
Theo reached out and set my muffin on the table, then took my hands in his, “As the Alpha’s sister you are held to the highest standards, not only is it your birthday in a few short days - which should have finding your mate at the top of your priority list...” I huffed at that notion and he squeezed my hands as if to say ‘quit.’He took a long breathe in, and as he exhaled, I seen my father lurking behind him, but not fully coming into the room we stood in. Theo most definitely got most of his looks from the Alpha bloodline, his chin chiseled in the same way, their expressions the same, and their eyes perfectly emotionless.Theo continued ”…but we will have unmated males from other territories roaming around anytime now as they arrive with their Alpha's, until after the Carnival,” he paused again when Rowan tensed at his words.I wasn’t sure what else there was to say, or why the Alpha's would come when the
I already knew as I got up from crouching in front of Farah, to answer the door.His minty scent had filled my nose before he even knocked, I opened the door slowly and stopped it with my foot so that less than my body width was open, as my voice rang out in an accusatory tone, “Rowan… “His face looked puzzled and annoyed, probably because I called him by his full name. As a child I could never say his name properly, so I only ever called him ‘Ro.’ He always said it sounded so formal and weird to hear me speak his full name, a little taste of what I endured downstairs if you ask me. I was still standing in the doorway, not having fully opened it when he relaxed his stance, bringing his hand up in front of his chest, holding a strawberry muffin.“I didn’t know…” was all he said.Did he really think he could bribe me? Of course he did, because he knows me a little too well. I tried not to get lost in
“You can’t ask that of her…” I could hear my mom whisper in distress.“He certainly can, she has always been a part of this family, and that’s what's expected of her role, blood or not Willa.” That stern tone had to come from my dad, Gabriel.“Please Theo,” she begged, “she deserves her mate, wherever and whenever they find each other.”The room grew hushed, I could feel their tensions from where I stood and Echo was pacing at their words, ready to rip into anyone that threatened our ability to find our mate. I pushed her to the back of my mind and opened the door, calling out as if I had just sprung down the stairs and burst into his office without a second thought.“Hey Theo!” I faked surprise when I seen both mom and dad starring back at me, “Mom… are you ok?”“Yes sweetie, and we were just leaving” she barely made it out of the room before breaking into a sob as she scurried upstairs.“Much better,” my dad noted, nodding to my dress. His voice
I raised an eyebrow at him, desperate for him to elaborate.“After you shifted on your 16th birthday for the first time.” He paused for effect I’m sure, but I tried to let that sink in for a minute, it would make sense for it to be timed around when Echo appeared.“Your wolf gets a lot more… prominent after that, and sometimes they can sense things.” His voice was cautious, I was his sister but we were also discussing his best friend, “But I’ll tell ya Avi, I haven’t seen Rowan faulter in his affection for you once, I’m glad you’re birthday coincides with the carnival because if you both could find your true mates, that would make this a whole lot easier…. And leads me to the real reason I asked to talk with you in the first place.”So Theo didn’t think we were mates either, but he had a point, if both of us could find our true mates in the next few days it would makes things so much easier and seamless, I sure wouldn’t have so much guilt over things eve
I left Theo’s office feeling confused. Was I happy, or upset? I was neutral. I didn’t know what to think and that left me in the middle, at least I wouldn’t have to make up my mind right away, there would be time to decide the fate of the rest of my life.I walked upstairs realizing how drained I was, and I couldn’t escape to recharge where I normally did, not that I would want to right now anyways. Knowing Ro, he would be waiting out there for me even now, ready, and willing to just exist beside me. There were always moments with him, ones I could tell he wanted to push the subject but was waiting on me, he would slowly approach a boundary without daring to cross it. Slowly stroking his fingers through my hair and allowing his hand to travel down my arm, stopping himself from venturing lower. Resting his head on mine as he brought me in for a hug, but never daring to plant his lips on me in any fashion.I decided that a nap was the next best thing, I glanced at the cloc
We pulled up to a decent sized mall and wasted no time heading in. I tried to focus on just being out with Farah instead of letting my mind drift, as she pulled me in and out of several shops making me try on countless dresses and shoes to match. We eventually settled on a few dresses that resembled the ones we were already wearing, and made our way onto the formal half of the mall.I knew Theo had picked my outfit for the first night of the carnival, so I settled on a black, slim fitting dress, with long sleeves and a deep V down my back, that would be perfect if my presence was required the second night of the carnival. I wasn’t too comfortable with it, it was showing a lot more skin than I was use to, but Farah said it hugged me in all the right places, and if she approved than so would everyone else.We walked further into the mall and skipped a few shops until there it was, the perfect dress!I pulled Farah into the shop after spotting an emerald green dress t
MYLO “Isabelle will be stripped of her powers until she is determined to not be a threat anymore,” Xander informed us. The room had been cleared of everyone but the royals, myself, Dahlia and Nora. “We have someone in Shadow Forest who can accomplish it and make sure it’s maintained,” Brianna said as she assessed me, “your father informed us that you would like the right to end Marcus’s life. Are you positive that you want to bear that burden, that you have thought about having to tell Nora in the future?” “We have,” I glanced down at Dahlia and Nora. “It’s my job to protect them, no one else should have to burden themselves with Marcus’s death. Nora will understand, if she cares to ask, that it was her life or his.” “With me then,” Xander motioned for me to fol
BRIANNA I was hesitant to keep my heirs in here for this, but the boys assured me they needed to see. Orion explained the nature of what was about to happen to Mylo and Dahlia who have both chosen to join us. “I’d like my mate to join me,” Marie’s timid voice rang out, “but if that’s not something you’d prefer, I would still like to remain.” Seeing as though Octavia would just fill him in later anyways, I gave her a nod of approval and Timber’s Beta was charged with keeping Nora safe in the next room. When Marcus came into the room, there was a shift in energy, as was to be expected, but when Terran entered the room, Dixon became visibly stiff. I knew Dixon had issues surrounding Fae, but to see such a strong immediate reaction was surprising. I guess he didn’t know that Marie’s mate was Fae until now.
BRIANNA Alaric may have felt like Nixon’s outburst was harmless, but anytime he let his powers slip was dangerous. I wanted to talk to him about it, not that it would change anything, but I also felt like I had talked about it with him until I was blue in the face. Nixon wanted to let his powers loose, he had been practicing with them lately, and I knew Octavia could help him to an extent, but it just seemed too dangerous to let his secret out. How many species would come for him? How would we stop them or protect him? Not only that, but I know from experience the hunger for controlling power killed my parents, Dez’s parents, and most of what should have been my pack. The problem was that he was too carefree, too powerful, and getting too old now for us to hold him back.
MYLOSomething happened between Nixon and Terran, what I wasn’t sure, but we could find out about it later when we had privacy.My mother scooped up Nora instantly when everyone made their way to the tables, positioning herself across from us, beside Brianna.“I’m glad to see your sister’s mate,” Xander started as he glanced down to where they sat at the far end of the table from us, “doesn’t insult easily.”“He’s used to dealing with my brother’s,” I smiled, “and he is mated to Marie.”“You’re too hard on her,” Wyatt laughed as he pulled Brianna into his lap, “what did you expect with parents like yours,&rdqu
TERRANMylo tried to prepare me for meeting their royals, and although they were something to take notice of, they clearly didn’t have the same effect on me as they did on everyone else. Marie was already wound tighter than cramped roots over everything that was going on, but when they walked in, every hair on her body stood at attention. Once they were in front of her, her energy shifted again as she dropped into a calm state that I hadn’t been able to get her to since the Marcus and Izzy incident.The kings were just how they described them, beastly in their appearance, dead inside if their facial expressions were any indication. Other than a side smile to the Luna, they were basically emotionless, standing by like psychopaths just waiting to be unleashed by their queen.When the heirs were introdu
DAHLIA I jolted at the sound when one of the kings cleared his throat. Watching the Queen be smitten with Nora was bringing a new level of comfort and happiness to me, a product I’m sure of the loyalty their blood brought out in me. It was a weird emotion to identify, but I felt in debt to them somehow when I’d only just met them, like any negative thought I could muster to think was suddenly gone and replaced with an intense need to appease them. My whole body seemed so relaxed now, a stark contrast to moments before they walked in, and it was easy to get swept away in watching the Queen take in Nora, so much so that I forgot anyone else was in the room with us. “You’ll have to excuse Brianna,” he started as he picked up my hand and kissed the top of it, “she’s apparently lost her mind now that a baby is
DAHLIAI was a nervous train wreck even though I tried not to let it show. I held my head steady as we walked into the packhouse, every wolf we passed looking at us with caution as we passed by.‘Your instincts are correct,’ Mylo linked me as he squeezed my hand slightly when we entered the dining area, ‘but you are safe here, so try to enjoy yourself, Luna.’‘That was definitely not the impression you just gave to Terran,’ I linked back as I caught sight of his parents. After he was done re-explaining things to Terran, I felt as though I had been given the child version of his warnings.&lsq
MYLO When Marie and Terran arrived they were escorted to an accommodation close to us to get settled in. Dahlia was pacing back and forth as I fed Nora. Anxious, like myself, to get the next few days over with, but it shouldn’t be long before Alderic is back to get ready for supper. Supper would be a good distraction for her as she focuses on the royals, but it posed another level of worry for me. While the royals never posed a threat to us before, Wyatt was unpredictable at best and I haven't had contact with the heirs often enough to be able to judge their behaviours. Dahlia's eyes were slightly glossed over as she 'tidied' up the place, pausing at one point and staring out of one of the windows at the front.I pla
MYLO “Is she pissed?” Alderic asked as I stepped outside to wait for Dahlia. “No,” I shook my head, “but you’re lucky SHE was the one who submitted you.” “Yea that one’s on me,” he shook his head, "all this Alpha energy is making Leto brazen. You'd think he'd be the opposite, I mean he's no coyote," he looked at me and laughed lightly, tucking his hands into his pockets, "but he's used to being around it, we've done things like this since we were kids." Leto had a history of trying to outrank other leaders so it didn’t come to me as a surprise. What mattered most to me was that he was already tempering Leto before Dahlia made him submit and that I knew when it came down to it that he would lay down his life for her and Nora.