I almost didn’t like feeling all of Jay's emotions. But when he said he would protect me, that sent shivers up my spine. I know this boy would protect me. Hell he took me to a place that he wanted to keep a secret. That must mean something.
When I had finally reached school I saw him sitting in his car. I walked up to the window and tapped on the glass moving my hand to tell him to roll it down.
He looked at me petrified. “She means roll it down wyatt.” I heard Jay's voice in my mind and tried to ignore it. Wyatt? “Probably someone like us?” replied jen. I shook my head and smiled patiently at him. He shakily rolled down the window.
“H-hi Lake.” He stuttered. He tried to smile but it just looked awkward.
“Keep an eye on him! He seems like me!” Maya yelled from the back of mind. I just smiled at Jay, “Cmon bubbas let’s go to class.” I held out my hand and he stared at it….for a very long time. Finally I reached down, grabbed his hand and dragged him away from his car.“Make sure you lock it.” I said kindly. Jay quickly turned around and locked the car. He looked down at the ground and started to walk funny.
“Would you please stop staring at me.” Jay said this in a quiet soft voice. “I’m sorry bubbas I didn’t know I was staring."
I looked away from him and led him towards class. I felt like a mother. Cortney! I'm gonna need your help today. “ON IT!” she shouted. I looked very awkward leading a 6’ tall boy around. But his posture was different. It seemed as if he was trying to appear smaller. He put on his hood as soon as we reached the doors.
Jay held very tightly to my hands and all I could think of was ways to calm him down. We made it to our first class.
Thank god our schedule is the exact same. I had made sure to make him show me his classes and soon realized all of ours were the same. Which was good.
The day went on and Jay had barely spoken..that is until the last hour. During Mrs.Campbell's class, I felt his whole energy change. He went from a ball to spreading his feet out and slouching.
“Um hi?” I said quietly. He looked at me and just rolled his eyes. He then proceeded to grab a notebook and start writing again. I tried to grab a peak but he just covered it with his arms.
That’s Jay alright. I said all the girls nodded in agreement.I tried to take a peak at what he was writing but that’s when it hit me. A sudden ringing started going through my head. I flinched and as soon as I looked back up I saw jay running out the doors.
Oh you’ve got to be kidding me. I mumbled. “Mrs. Campbell, I think I'm going to be sick!” I shouted. She looked at me frantically and said “Go go! oh dear lordy don’t throw up in my class.” Everyone laughed but I didn’t care so I grabbed my bag and ran.
I made it down the hallway when I saw him lying there. He was laying on the ground clutching his head and screaming. Like full on bloody screaming.
I ran up to him and touched him. That’s when I heard the demonic voices in his head. “Jay, cmon get up I said.” I heard Mrs. Kruse's door open and slam. “C'mon she’s coming!” I shouted at him.
“Change his thoughts! Now!” shouted courtney. I dug deep and saw the bridge. And just like that he quieted down. “Please help me to my car.” He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and we walked out to his car.
It was very difficult because his full body weight was on me and he is not a light fella. We reached his car and he laid down in the backseat.
“Go away.” he mumbled. I looked at him startled. When I went to say something he sat up and his eyes were clouded over. “I said GO AWAY!” he shouted. This scared me and I turned and ran. Oh what did I get myself into.
I decided to head home. Maybe then I could make sense of all of this. I reached home and realized that my mom and step dad wouldn’t be home for another few hours so I hiked up to my room.
Alright guys meeting. Jen, Lillian and maya came shooting into view and all began talking at once. I just rubbed my temples. “guys, guys, GUYS!” I shouted. “Listen he’s not like us but he is like us. We need to talk about whether or not we want to break the connection!”
Maya was the first to speak. “No, we can’t break it. I like wyatt. He’s sweet.” Everyone rolled their eyes. “I say break it. We don’t need that or him in our lives, it's just going to go downhill.” Lillian said, crossing her arms. “Besides if we keep it then I am going to be in charge and none of you want that.” Everyone looked down and got quiet.
No one wanted Lillian in charge, but sometimes she had to be. Jen finally spoke up. “Give it time, we need to find out more and it cannot be based purely on emotion. Maybe we could help him?” As soon as this was said rose shot into view “OH HEEELLLL NO.” she shouted. All of them groaned but smiled. Rose didn’t come to view often but when she did it meant something big was about to happen.
“We can’t be friends with him just to fix him, all of you want in his pants, but y’all are pansy’s. Let me deal with him for a few days and then we can figure it out.” Rose said. Everyone went quiet again then finally we all nodded in agreement.
"Fine rose you get to take the lead. But don’t you dare start doing drugs again.” I said. “Oh i wont.” she smirked.
My phone started ringing and all of us jumped at the sudden noise. “Jay” it read. “Ugh let me answer it.” Rose rushed back into my head and moved my body for me. “Hi!” she said cheerfully. “Erm….hey, can we go get coffee?” Jays timid voice rang through the phone.
“Of course! I need to talk to you about something anyways!” Lakes' words rang through my head. We need to talk. They repeated over and over and over. Until finally she said, “Jay are you there?” Wyatt you gotta answer bubbas. Evans' voice finally broke through to me.“Yeah, sorry, erm I was just thinking about what place we should go to. I don’t really like mainstream places or anything you know because-” Lake cut me off, rudely I may say. “Jay take a breath, how about ‘main-steam’. It’s quiet there and not a lot of people know about it.” That sounded like the most wonderful idea I have ever heard. “Perfect…erm. thanks bye.” I
I don’t know what to do, here I am holding this large boy in my hands as I hear people yelling in his head. He must be like us, whispered Jen. I just shook her voice away. Now wasn’t the time to figure out what was wrong. I just sat and stroked his hair and held him close. It looked like he was trying to be small.“I’m, i’m, im, s-sorry.” he stuttered. I just let out a small laugh. “No reason to be sorry, I know it can get too loud sometimes.”I felt his breathing slow down, and he slowly let down his hands off his ears. I started to stroke his face. He was very handsome. His freckles lined his nose and cheeks, his eyes were closed and for once he looked relaxed. I mean he feels relaxed.&n
I just hugged her. I knew what it was like to tell someone you have voices in your head and in her case you see them. I knew she was expecting me to call her insane. But I just hugged her. It seemed like the right thing to do. After a few minutes of just hugging she looked at me. “Care to explain?” She asked. “Explain what?” I replied. She then pointed to my head and asked me, “what’s going on up in there.” I just smiled and looked at her, “darling you don’t want to know.” She was visibly upset, but I'm not about to go around spilling my life problems onto her. That’s just not me. “Lake, just stop feeling what I'm feeling and listening to my head, I feel like I'm getting soul-molested.” I said. “
“I’ll see you tomorrow crazy.” Evan said as he left. “You’re crazier!” I said. But he didn’t even turn around; he had just left. He felt anxious, more like cautious. Someone in his head wasn’t letting him tear down his walls. “It’s probably Jayemson.” Jen said. I scoffed at her. Of course it would be him. I couldn’t help but feel for Jay too. They all must be there for a reason. Same reasons why all of my girls are here. I don’t know if I might be wrong. I went home hoping for a text from Evan but there was nothing. I decided to shower and clean everything. Jen was getting anxious because of the mess. While I cleaned everyone just stood and watched. “Ya know it’d be amazing if y’all could help.” I scoffed. Maya smiled and then started laughing, “we’re
How do I even start this story? Where do I even begin? Should I start right before she died? Should I start right at the good part? Oh I know, I should’ve thought of this in the first place. I’ll start the day I met her (literally where every story should start.) Be warned before I begin telling the story, if you want a happy story this isn’t it, sure there’s romance and fun, but I can tell you she dies at the end so don’t get attached. Anyways, it begins in the middle of winter, the start of second semester when she first started school.(A/N) Hi everyone! this is my first time sharing my writing and work. if this gets a lot of attention I will definitely make an instagram for updates and about the characters! I hope y'all enjoy it. Also very open to constructive criticism thanks guys! -Caspian
Mrs. Campbell's voice is booming through the classroom. She's talking about the book “Death of a Salesman” by Arthur miller. Or at least I think she is. I have not paid attention to one word she has said for the past 53 minutes. I’ve been writing away in my notebook trying to think of a new story to write. The classroom is filled with whispers and chuckles and I think I hear someone snoring. My brain is in the zone.The door slams shut and I don’t bother to look up.“Oops, that shut louder than I expected.” a girl said from the direction of the door. I roll my eyes and keep on jotting down ideas and plot ideas as well characters.“You’re extremely late ms… I'm sorry, what's your name again.” Mrs. Campbell said sternly and
I watched as Jay punched this kid continuously. I was shocked. I didn’t know that small of guy could actually get a hold of someone like that. I flinched every time Jay’s fist made contact with the poor kids face. Jay's eyes were clouded over it looked like he wasn’t even there. I couldn’t keep my eyes off jay. His short, wavy, ashy brown hair was falling into his face. His golden eyes were clouded over and everytime he pulled back i could see his muscles through the red flannel he was wearing.It scared me to see him like that but soon the principal, I think her name was Paula Kruse, came running up to Jay and blew her whistle. Jay looked at her with a murderous rage in his eyes. Mrs.Kruse seemed unphased by it and grabbed his arm to drag him to the office.
I felt lightning bolts explode up my arm as I grabbed her hand, “Wow.” I said out loud. I gave her my signature look. I know I'm attractive. Yes I have flaws, like everyone else living in my head (I will introduce them later.) When I grabbed her hand it’s like she did something to me. I felt a presence but I didn't really want to let her on like that, gotta play it cool.“Wow what?” She asked, tilting her head. I just smirked and replied “It’s just damn cold so can we get in the car?” She laughed, wow her laugh was amazing, it could cure depression..and Jayemsons attitude.
“I’ll see you tomorrow crazy.” Evan said as he left. “You’re crazier!” I said. But he didn’t even turn around; he had just left. He felt anxious, more like cautious. Someone in his head wasn’t letting him tear down his walls. “It’s probably Jayemson.” Jen said. I scoffed at her. Of course it would be him. I couldn’t help but feel for Jay too. They all must be there for a reason. Same reasons why all of my girls are here. I don’t know if I might be wrong. I went home hoping for a text from Evan but there was nothing. I decided to shower and clean everything. Jen was getting anxious because of the mess. While I cleaned everyone just stood and watched. “Ya know it’d be amazing if y’all could help.” I scoffed. Maya smiled and then started laughing, “we’re
I just hugged her. I knew what it was like to tell someone you have voices in your head and in her case you see them. I knew she was expecting me to call her insane. But I just hugged her. It seemed like the right thing to do. After a few minutes of just hugging she looked at me. “Care to explain?” She asked. “Explain what?” I replied. She then pointed to my head and asked me, “what’s going on up in there.” I just smiled and looked at her, “darling you don’t want to know.” She was visibly upset, but I'm not about to go around spilling my life problems onto her. That’s just not me. “Lake, just stop feeling what I'm feeling and listening to my head, I feel like I'm getting soul-molested.” I said. “
I don’t know what to do, here I am holding this large boy in my hands as I hear people yelling in his head. He must be like us, whispered Jen. I just shook her voice away. Now wasn’t the time to figure out what was wrong. I just sat and stroked his hair and held him close. It looked like he was trying to be small.“I’m, i’m, im, s-sorry.” he stuttered. I just let out a small laugh. “No reason to be sorry, I know it can get too loud sometimes.”I felt his breathing slow down, and he slowly let down his hands off his ears. I started to stroke his face. He was very handsome. His freckles lined his nose and cheeks, his eyes were closed and for once he looked relaxed. I mean he feels relaxed.&n
“Of course! I need to talk to you about something anyways!” Lakes' words rang through my head. We need to talk. They repeated over and over and over. Until finally she said, “Jay are you there?” Wyatt you gotta answer bubbas. Evans' voice finally broke through to me.“Yeah, sorry, erm I was just thinking about what place we should go to. I don’t really like mainstream places or anything you know because-” Lake cut me off, rudely I may say. “Jay take a breath, how about ‘main-steam’. It’s quiet there and not a lot of people know about it.” That sounded like the most wonderful idea I have ever heard. “Perfect…erm. thanks bye.” I
I almost didn’t like feeling all of Jay's emotions. But when he said he would protect me, that sent shivers up my spine. I know this boy would protect me. Hell he took me to a place that he wanted to keep a secret. That must mean something.When I had finally reached school I saw him sitting in his car. I walked up to the window and tapped on the glass moving my hand to tell him to roll it down.He looked at me petrified. “She means roll it down wyatt.” I heard Jay's voice in my mind and tried to ignore it. Wyatt? “Probably someone like us?” replied jen. I shook my head and smiled patiently at h
I felt lightning bolts explode up my arm as I grabbed her hand, “Wow.” I said out loud. I gave her my signature look. I know I'm attractive. Yes I have flaws, like everyone else living in my head (I will introduce them later.) When I grabbed her hand it’s like she did something to me. I felt a presence but I didn't really want to let her on like that, gotta play it cool.“Wow what?” She asked, tilting her head. I just smirked and replied “It’s just damn cold so can we get in the car?” She laughed, wow her laugh was amazing, it could cure depression..and Jayemsons attitude.
I watched as Jay punched this kid continuously. I was shocked. I didn’t know that small of guy could actually get a hold of someone like that. I flinched every time Jay’s fist made contact with the poor kids face. Jay's eyes were clouded over it looked like he wasn’t even there. I couldn’t keep my eyes off jay. His short, wavy, ashy brown hair was falling into his face. His golden eyes were clouded over and everytime he pulled back i could see his muscles through the red flannel he was wearing.It scared me to see him like that but soon the principal, I think her name was Paula Kruse, came running up to Jay and blew her whistle. Jay looked at her with a murderous rage in his eyes. Mrs.Kruse seemed unphased by it and grabbed his arm to drag him to the office.
Mrs. Campbell's voice is booming through the classroom. She's talking about the book “Death of a Salesman” by Arthur miller. Or at least I think she is. I have not paid attention to one word she has said for the past 53 minutes. I’ve been writing away in my notebook trying to think of a new story to write. The classroom is filled with whispers and chuckles and I think I hear someone snoring. My brain is in the zone.The door slams shut and I don’t bother to look up.“Oops, that shut louder than I expected.” a girl said from the direction of the door. I roll my eyes and keep on jotting down ideas and plot ideas as well characters.“You’re extremely late ms… I'm sorry, what's your name again.” Mrs. Campbell said sternly and
How do I even start this story? Where do I even begin? Should I start right before she died? Should I start right at the good part? Oh I know, I should’ve thought of this in the first place. I’ll start the day I met her (literally where every story should start.) Be warned before I begin telling the story, if you want a happy story this isn’t it, sure there’s romance and fun, but I can tell you she dies at the end so don’t get attached. Anyways, it begins in the middle of winter, the start of second semester when she first started school.(A/N) Hi everyone! this is my first time sharing my writing and work. if this gets a lot of attention I will definitely make an instagram for updates and about the characters! I hope y'all enjoy it. Also very open to constructive criticism thanks guys! -Caspian