As Ashara sit on the edge of the bed in that luxurious hotel room that night, she feels so nervous and regretful. It's seems to have settled in her why she was in the hotel room as the time ticks, she feels on edge but could not do anything.
She actually wanted to leave the room and change her mind about her decision but she hesitated because she knew she cannot go back. It is almost time for the person whom she was waiting for to arrive, she feels really nervous. "How did I get myself into this mess? I never thought i would stoop so low" she thinks as her heart beats fast. This is something she has never done before in her life, upon that, she don't know this mysterious person that she cannot even know his identity nor be allowed to see his face, even though they are going to be intimate. It was so tough for her to make that decision of having one night stand with a total stranger. All her life, she has never even date anyone, talk of being in a relationship, but now she is about to have a one night stand with a total stranger, whom she will neither knows his identity nor his name or could see his face. "What a miserable life" Ashara mutters sitting on the bed in the room feeling on edge. Then she hears footsteps getting closer to the hotel room, she gets tensed because she knew it must be the person. She close her eyes tightly and suddenly everything goes dark, the light in the room went out. Knowing it is dark, she feels more nervous and start to shake, she thought it was the person but there is no one. After Thomas told her that she can only join his girls, else she will not get out alive. Ashara decides to talk with him, she knows that she cannot use her life reckless like that, so she decides to talk to Thomas to know how he could help her in other ways or if there is something she could except being a call girl. Thomas look at her angrily and did not want to have a talk to her after she told him she will do anything except being a call girl. "Someone of your beauty refuse to use what you have to get what you want?" Thomas smirked and eye her badly. Ashara sigh deeply before she went close to him to beg him to let her go, she promise to do anything if he will let her go. As they were talking Thomas phone rings, he went left to pick the call. Ashara did not know who called him and what they talked about. But after Thomas ended the call that evening, he beamed with a smile. "You know you are one lucky girl?" Thomas said smiling. "Why do you say that?" Ashara mutters eagerly to know what Thomas is happy about. She thought he must have considered what she ask of him. "I have an alternative for you, you don't have to join my girls if you will do this work" Thomas said beaming. Since Thomas was smiling like that, Ashara thought it will be something good for her but she ended up in an hotel room waiting to have a one night stand with a total stranger. "Asahara, you can do this" Ashara said to herself and empty the bottle of wine before into my mouth nervously at the hotel room. She did not know what came over her, but she thinks gulping all the wine in that bottle will make her feel confident about that night and help her get over her fear. After emptying the wine bottle into her mouth, she start feeling this spilting headache. Her head hurt so much and her vision doubled. With everything dark, she couldn't see clearly. She tries to stay awake and alert but the alcohol seems to be have effects on her. "Ashara, you cannot just fall asleep" she tap herself to stay awake. "Even if am not allow to know the identity of the person am having one night stand with or see his face. I should at least be awake when he comes, and moreover it's my first time" she shake her head seriously as the alcohol takes effect on her. She wanted to at least knows the feature of the person she is having a one night stand with. But it's seems the alcohol is too much for her to handle. But still, she tries to fight the alcohol to stay awake. As she was still trying to stay awake, the door to the room opened and someone enters, the moment she hears the door open. She gets nervous knowing the person is around, she could feel the cologne on him with the smell of lavender. Since her vision is blurred and the room is dark, she couldn't see how tall he is. But she thinks he seems tall. "That cologne, why does it smell familiar" she think to herself. The moment the person comes near to the bed where she sits, her body shifted back. Trying to keep herself awake, she could feel that the person seems drunk too. He reck of alcohol. "Goodness!" She mutters. "Two drunkard" she thinks nervously. The person staggered towards her on the bed and seems to be in haste to get intimate with her, he instantly went for her dress. Ashara gets nervous and angry, tighten a hold on her dress as the person does not even try to know who she is nor start a conversation before getting intimate. "What a beast!" Her heart pounds as his large hand holds her hands which tightens hold on her dress. She couldn't let go of her hands from her dress because she is really too nervous and it's seems the drunkeness already vanish from her. He lean close and they both fell to the bed, his large body laying on Ashara's body. She feels disgusted that she almost puked, but she hold it in because she knew that she cannot go back since she has come that far. He seems to be tired and just rested on her body, Ashara tries to push him away but he was too heavy. "Am so sorry, am not a bad person" he whispered into her ear on one side. "What did he mean by that?" Ashara thought trying to pull him away. But he suddenly gets up from her body and start to take off his clothes hastily as if his body was on fire and it seems he has been drugged. Ashara was afraid seeing him like that, she pushed back nervously since she was still laying on the bed. But he grabbed her by her two shoulders and start to pull off her dress more like wanting to tear it. Ashara gets so afraid wanting to run out but his hold on her was too tight that she could not move away from him. She immediately regret agreeing to have a one night stand with a stranger. She could feel his body on top of her body as she gets into her, which makes me shiver in fear. It was her first night but it was more like a torture, that night was not pleasurable, she hopes she don't experience such ever in her life. He goes on doing his thing but it was painful, because he was rough. Ashara moans crying sweating, he dangled on her till it's seems all the fire in him has been quenched. She noticed that he stopped and seems to have falling asleep. When she was sure his asleep, she rolled him aside from her body feeling disgusted. It was not a night she could forget but she wanted to forget him. Before, she thought to at least capture his feature but with the torture of that night, she don't want to ever know him nor meet him again. She quickly put her dress back on, her dress now half torned because of how he pull off the dress. She holds unto her half torned dress tightly while sobbing silently and made her way to the door staggering, with her down part hurting. She stopped wanting to turn back to at least turn the light on to see his face but she couldn't bear to do that because she knew that night will taunt her forever and seeing his face will add to her taunts. She quickly opened the door and rush out, even though it was the night. She ran as fast as her legs could carry her. She don't know what she is doing but all she could think was just to run away from that night. The next day, Ashara met herself in Thomas's house in the room he gave her. She seems to not remember what happened after she ran out of the hotel room. She was surprised to see that she is in Thomas's house. "Hey beauty" Thomas said smiling by her side. "How did I?" Ashara looked at Thomas confused. "You have a rough night, so rest in bed for today" Thomas smiled and decide to leave the room when he is sure she is okay. "Also, I will wire your payment for the night to you. You can do anything with it" Thomas giggles and blown her a kiss before he leaves the room. She was so confused because the memory of last night seems to have been erased from her. She later heard that Thomas found her somewhere near the hotel and take her back to the house. Ashara was surprised when Thomas sent her ten million dollars just for that night. Though, it was an unforgettable night, but the money helped her. "Ma'am, we are here" Rick's voice brought Ashara back to the present. She looks at the house where she will be staying while in country F and smirked slightly. "Now that am in conutry F, this is my pay back time" she smiles and get out of the car.Hi lovelies, I want to know if you enjoy the book so far
Actually, Ashara will be in country F for just a year. But within that one year, she is determined to carry out all her revenge on everyone that has made her life miserable four years ago. "I will not spare anyone at all" she smirked and walk into the big condone she had bought before coming to country F. Everything she never enjoyed in country F when she was there nor did she enjoy in America for that four years, she decides to enjoy everything while she is in country F. And not that only, she will match over the faces of all those who put her through hell while she was in country F four years ago. "But first, let's settle down and arrange things" she smile stretching her body and yawning happily. As she sat down on the bed thinking, as she folds the clothes she brought with her. She thought about the main reason she came back to country F. "You cannot fail" Great White tells her when she was leaving America. Ashara sigh terribly. Actually, the main reason why she suddenly
Since Ashara is in country F for business, she did not want to hesitate in carrying out her basic duty in country F. She did not even dare to slack off, because her adopted father, the great White has hired someone to watch her every moves, so she cannot do against what he wants. Ashara wakes up the next morning still tired from her travel, but since she knows that she had to present and introduce her at the Diamond company that morning, she don't have any choice but to get up early. Since everyone believed that first impression last longer, she wants to make her first visit to the Diamond company a remarkable one. And she also have to report back to the great White about her daily achievement too. Apart from that, she can't wait to meet with Shawl again, she knows he will probably be confused and thinking about how she turned out to be Shantel White, an American. Ashara smile softly, she cannot really wait to work side by side with Shawl and make him have a taste of his cruelty a
Ashara could feel the surge in her nerves sitting in the airplane. It's been four years since she left the country and it's feels so good to be going back.She looked through the window to see how bright the sky is. If her life could be this bright from the start, she wouldn't turn to be like this. She smile looking inside the first class section and cross her leg sitting elegantly like a queen."Ma'am, will you like some juice?" The hostess asked. She shake her head in no then lean back and cover her eyes with the sleeping mask as she drift to sleep."Ma'am" Rick, Ashara's assistant calls to wake her up after a long time."We are landing soon" he said looking at her sleeping face."Oh!" She reply sitting up.They land in country F at around 3pm. As they got down from the plane, Ashara closed her eyes to feel the breeze of country F again after four years. "It's feels good than four years ago" she breathe the air in. After four years she could see that there are so many things that ha
Flash back***That morning the dead silent in the dinning room is just like that of the grave yard. The atmosphere is so tensed that everyone keep silent not to get in trouble with Mr. Audrel.As usual, Ashara have to help serve the food with the maid since she work together with the maids. Her father sit at the dinning looking so perforated like his going to burst at any time. Ashara's brother, Ashley, the so call perpetrator is not even at home to face the wrath of their father and no one is saying anything about that.Ashara put the plates on the table gently. She knows that she have to be careful not to make her father resume his lectures on her, because any slight mistake from her, will make hell break loose. She has heard an earful of her father's hateful words already, she want no more. Moreover, she has test at college that day and don't want anything to spoil her mood. As she was trying to carefully place the last plate on the table, she caught a glimpse of her father's eyes
In the eveningSince Ashara has no other choice but to do what her father wanted, she decided to wait for Shawl, Mr. Wanton's son. She did not bother to go to college anymore, that means she failed the test. She did not bother much because she is not sure if she will even continue to attend college after that day. After she has cried with no one to aid her, she stopped crying and wash her face to calm down, her face is so puffed due to much crying. She looked through her old clothes to see what she can wear since Mr. Wanton's son will soon arrive to pick her, but she cannot just find the appropriate one. They don't buy her much clothes, her father believes it's a waste of his money, except for some important ocassions and family functions that she must not but be there, that is when she get most of her clothes. Even some of the family gatherings, her father will find a way to keep her at home working, and make excuses for keeping her at home."What am I supposed to wear now?" Ashara k
"What!" Ashara turned to face him. But Shawl did not look at her at all and just get down from the car. Never in Ashara's life has she stayed out this late, talk of even going to a night club, she sit in the car and did not want to go out. Her face turns ugly knowing Shawl is taking her to a night club, her heart fills with anger as she stare at the place. Shawl looks back to see that Ashara is still inside the car and looked pissed, he turns back to meet her."Aren't you here to impress me?" He said as he open the door to where Ashara was sitting in the car."How did he know that?" She thinks surprised."Your father said you will do whatever I want to make me marry you" he adds grinning wickedly."Dad said that to him!" Ashara could not believe father could stoop so low."So come with me" Shawl drag her out of the car and pull her with him into the club, left with no other option Ashara follows him reluctantly. The place was buzzing with so much noise and the smell of smoke and alcoho
Seeing Shawl again, memories from the past four years flood Ashara's mind. She felt thousands surge of hatred towards everyone in country F, not only the Audrel's family but Shawl himself. Someone might say what has Shawl got to do with all that happened to her four years ago? But to Ashara, if Shawl has not been a jerk, if he has been a little understanding and has not treated her like an harlot, her life for the past four years will not has been hell.Been Shantel White is not something she had wanted but how will she has survived if she did not accept to be Shantel White. No one knows that been Shantel White comes with a price and that price is what she have been paying since four years ago and will probably pay for the rest of her life. Ashara's adoptive father is a great politician in America, everyone knows him as the great White of America, people will call Ashara lucky to be his daughter but no one knows that Ashara is actually not Mr. White's real daughter and mouth can't tell
Since Ashara is in country F for business, she did not want to hesitate in carrying out her basic duty in country F. She did not even dare to slack off, because her adopted father, the great White has hired someone to watch her every moves, so she cannot do against what he wants. Ashara wakes up the next morning still tired from her travel, but since she knows that she had to present and introduce her at the Diamond company that morning, she don't have any choice but to get up early. Since everyone believed that first impression last longer, she wants to make her first visit to the Diamond company a remarkable one. And she also have to report back to the great White about her daily achievement too. Apart from that, she can't wait to meet with Shawl again, she knows he will probably be confused and thinking about how she turned out to be Shantel White, an American. Ashara smile softly, she cannot really wait to work side by side with Shawl and make him have a taste of his cruelty a
Actually, Ashara will be in country F for just a year. But within that one year, she is determined to carry out all her revenge on everyone that has made her life miserable four years ago. "I will not spare anyone at all" she smirked and walk into the big condone she had bought before coming to country F. Everything she never enjoyed in country F when she was there nor did she enjoy in America for that four years, she decides to enjoy everything while she is in country F. And not that only, she will match over the faces of all those who put her through hell while she was in country F four years ago. "But first, let's settle down and arrange things" she smile stretching her body and yawning happily. As she sat down on the bed thinking, as she folds the clothes she brought with her. She thought about the main reason she came back to country F. "You cannot fail" Great White tells her when she was leaving America. Ashara sigh terribly. Actually, the main reason why she suddenly
As Ashara sit on the edge of the bed in that luxurious hotel room that night, she feels so nervous and regretful. It's seems to have settled in her why she was in the hotel room as the time ticks, she feels on edge but could not do anything. She actually wanted to leave the room and change her mind about her decision but she hesitated because she knew she cannot go back. It is almost time for the person whom she was waiting for to arrive, she feels really nervous. "How did I get myself into this mess? I never thought i would stoop so low" she thinks as her heart beats fast. This is something she has never done before in her life, upon that, she don't know this mysterious person that she cannot even know his identity nor be allowed to see his face, even though they are going to be intimate. It was so tough for her to make that decision of having one night stand with a total stranger. All her life, she has never even date anyone, talk of being in a relationship, but now she is abo
Seeing Shawl again, memories from the past four years flood Ashara's mind. She felt thousands surge of hatred towards everyone in country F, not only the Audrel's family but Shawl himself. Someone might say what has Shawl got to do with all that happened to her four years ago? But to Ashara, if Shawl has not been a jerk, if he has been a little understanding and has not treated her like an harlot, her life for the past four years will not has been hell.Been Shantel White is not something she had wanted but how will she has survived if she did not accept to be Shantel White. No one knows that been Shantel White comes with a price and that price is what she have been paying since four years ago and will probably pay for the rest of her life. Ashara's adoptive father is a great politician in America, everyone knows him as the great White of America, people will call Ashara lucky to be his daughter but no one knows that Ashara is actually not Mr. White's real daughter and mouth can't tell
"What!" Ashara turned to face him. But Shawl did not look at her at all and just get down from the car. Never in Ashara's life has she stayed out this late, talk of even going to a night club, she sit in the car and did not want to go out. Her face turns ugly knowing Shawl is taking her to a night club, her heart fills with anger as she stare at the place. Shawl looks back to see that Ashara is still inside the car and looked pissed, he turns back to meet her."Aren't you here to impress me?" He said as he open the door to where Ashara was sitting in the car."How did he know that?" She thinks surprised."Your father said you will do whatever I want to make me marry you" he adds grinning wickedly."Dad said that to him!" Ashara could not believe father could stoop so low."So come with me" Shawl drag her out of the car and pull her with him into the club, left with no other option Ashara follows him reluctantly. The place was buzzing with so much noise and the smell of smoke and alcoho
In the eveningSince Ashara has no other choice but to do what her father wanted, she decided to wait for Shawl, Mr. Wanton's son. She did not bother to go to college anymore, that means she failed the test. She did not bother much because she is not sure if she will even continue to attend college after that day. After she has cried with no one to aid her, she stopped crying and wash her face to calm down, her face is so puffed due to much crying. She looked through her old clothes to see what she can wear since Mr. Wanton's son will soon arrive to pick her, but she cannot just find the appropriate one. They don't buy her much clothes, her father believes it's a waste of his money, except for some important ocassions and family functions that she must not but be there, that is when she get most of her clothes. Even some of the family gatherings, her father will find a way to keep her at home working, and make excuses for keeping her at home."What am I supposed to wear now?" Ashara k
Flash back***That morning the dead silent in the dinning room is just like that of the grave yard. The atmosphere is so tensed that everyone keep silent not to get in trouble with Mr. Audrel.As usual, Ashara have to help serve the food with the maid since she work together with the maids. Her father sit at the dinning looking so perforated like his going to burst at any time. Ashara's brother, Ashley, the so call perpetrator is not even at home to face the wrath of their father and no one is saying anything about that.Ashara put the plates on the table gently. She knows that she have to be careful not to make her father resume his lectures on her, because any slight mistake from her, will make hell break loose. She has heard an earful of her father's hateful words already, she want no more. Moreover, she has test at college that day and don't want anything to spoil her mood. As she was trying to carefully place the last plate on the table, she caught a glimpse of her father's eyes
Ashara could feel the surge in her nerves sitting in the airplane. It's been four years since she left the country and it's feels so good to be going back.She looked through the window to see how bright the sky is. If her life could be this bright from the start, she wouldn't turn to be like this. She smile looking inside the first class section and cross her leg sitting elegantly like a queen."Ma'am, will you like some juice?" The hostess asked. She shake her head in no then lean back and cover her eyes with the sleeping mask as she drift to sleep."Ma'am" Rick, Ashara's assistant calls to wake her up after a long time."We are landing soon" he said looking at her sleeping face."Oh!" She reply sitting up.They land in country F at around 3pm. As they got down from the plane, Ashara closed her eyes to feel the breeze of country F again after four years. "It's feels good than four years ago" she breathe the air in. After four years she could see that there are so many things that ha