I was standing in the middle of the kitchen the next day when Link came in talking about some stupid shit causing me to scoff “what” he asked in a high pitched tone and I rolled my eyes. “Sometimes you just sound like a fucking idiot” I laughed a little and then it was his turn to roll his eyes at me while Jace laughed. “That’s exactly what I said” Jace stated cockily and Julian slapped the boy in the back of the head. “You’re not much better kid” he said, raising an eyebrow and Jace looked up at him with an expression that showed hurt and disappointment. “You know what fine” Jace grumbled and walked out of the kitchen and I watched them all unnamused before Link started to walk away as well. “I’m so under appreciated” he stated looking back at us before flicking Julian off causing him to step up and Link to jump and hurry off. This situation caused me to laugh at the boy's stupidity. “Amara” Julian called out, almost sounding like he was singing and I looked at him with my ey
He continued to hold me my legs wrapped around his waist as I cried, until there were no more tears left to flow out and my cries were silent but there was still crying in the room.I sniffle and pull back to look at him and he looks at me with a soft look in his eyes as he looks over my features.I reach my hand up moving my fingers slowly over his scar and he sucks in a breath his jaw clench a little and I smirk a bit at the reaction before he lets me down onto the floor and I look over at my mother.Her holding tightly onto the railing of the stairs with her right hand as her left holds up onto her mouth tears streaming down her face, but her eyes were shut tightly almost like she was trying to hold them in.I watch as Casey steps closer to her and her sobs get louder before she starts to pull back her body coiling in on itself as she tries to pull back farther away from him up the stairs.He steps closer to her and she shakes her head “I’m sorry” she kept crying, her sobs getting
My uncle was staring at the smile on my face with widened eyes and he shook his head “you really did become better then we ever imagined didn’t you” he whispered and I laughed a little. “I’m surprised you of all people expected anything less” I said and he licked across his lips “even after everything” I ask pointing towards the scar on his face and his hand slowly reaches up trailing over the scar. “Better question would be what you guys talked about” I said pointing between him, Oliver and William “I mean did you really think you could get into my system” I ask laughing a little bit. “Should have listened to my gut, I regret what I did” I said, stepping back down the stairs closer to him and he looked at me in surprise before he masked it away “as if you could ever feel any of it” I scoffed, shaking my head. “Of course I feel it” he said, enunciating every word, causing me to look up and he sucks in a breath “what I did was unforgivable” he whispered and I smiled. “Yeah no shit
I let out a long shaky breath leaning back on my bedroom door as I thought over what just happened within the living area and my mind was spinning thinking of any and every way I could possibly get screwed over now. What the fuck was I thinking giving myself away so quickly? I thought to myself in a scolding way as I shook my head to myself. That’s what they wanted, Williams whole plan and I fucking gave into it, knowing that it’s what he wanted. He found my weakness and I fell right into his little trap, but the boys were already almost giving it away, except poor Link who didn’t know and I lied to him again in front of everyone. I was the one that couldn’t tell him because I didn’t want everything to get ruined, because he wants nothing more than his fathers approval so now what? Link works by my side, but he betrays me in the end? Will it come down to killing him to save myself? But do I even deserve to be saved? What is wrong with me? My thoughts clouded and I let myself fal
“Mom, please don’t do this” I begged looking at my mother with a small twinge of hope but a laugh echoed around me as she stepped closer and I looked around the dark room I was in. “Don’t fucking call me that Amara” he voice spat my name out with a venom coating as she stepped closer, some of the darkness in the room now falling behind her as she looks down at me. “You’re allowed to call me Circe, remember” she said the words slowly being enunciated one word at a time as she spoke to me leaning down a bit as she stared at me in dugust. "Wanna know the best part about all of this" she asked smirking a bit as she stood up straighter to look down at me, almost devilish, "no one's left to save you" she said laughing to herself. "You are nothing Amara" she stated slowly, disgust ringing in her tone and I sucked in a deep breath trying to stay calm "no more daddy or uncle to protect you from me" she whispered and I looked up at her with a small glare. I bit my tongue trying to keep mys
A kock on the door caused me to sit up and Julian jumped at my sudden movements clearly having a little bit more trouble when it came to sleeping because of what happened to me yesterday night. Julian and I basically spent the entire day cooped up in my bedroom today avoiding everyone else that all seemed to stay in the house even after the events that occured two days ago, which was slightly surprising. Sighing Julian climbs out of the bed and I stare at the door skeptically my hand reaching under the bed as I unclick a gun I had hidden on the board below and I check it before clicking off the saftey just in case. Julian completely passed my movements as he walked tiredly and I looked at the clock to see that it was already one a.m. slowly he yawned before opening the door. "That took you forever" Ru stated annoyed as Julian opened the doir squinting at the blonde who had his hands shoved in his pokets as he stood rather casually in the doorway and I sighed clicking the saftey ba
"Hi" I whispered and he chuckled a little bit staring at me from the bed "I thought you'd be asleep" I said honestly and he raised an eyebrow. "Does that mean you usually sneak into my bedroom Amara" he asked and I shot him a glare clearly annoyed by his comment and he smirked. "Jackass" I grumbled crossing my arms over my chest and walking over to the bed to look at him and I stared at the cocky expression on his face as he stared at me his head tilted cockily towards the side as he did so. "You're the one walking in thinking I was asleep, why are you up at almost two a.m. anyway" he asked and I looked towards the door for a moment before looking back at him. "Avoidance" I muttered staring at him and he lets out a small hum. "Who's all there" he asked and I sighed my shoulders slacking. "All of them" I stated and he scoffed, clearly a bit upset that all of his brothers had decided to go talk to me in the middle of the night, yet here he was left alone in his room with no knowle
I walked back into my room and saw all the guys staring at me in the doorway and I sighed closing the door behind me and locking it "four hours Amara" Jace stated crankily and I bite my bottom lip looking down at the ground. Yep, four hours of me staring at the ceiling as Link cuddled into my chest and I felt nothing, absolutely nothing, which made me feel almost guilty. Tears brimmed my eyes and fell down my face and Julian stormed over to me picking me up and bringing me to the bed "what happened" he asked softly and I shrugged before pushing the tears off of my face. I loved Link, and I know I do but I felt guilty that I walked in there and did that and I felt almost as if I had used him. I sniffled looking down at my bed sheets "did you at least get any sleep" Ru asked and I shook my head no, anothjer thing that made me feel bad. Normally if I was with Link I'd feel comfortable in his arms and fall asleep but this time I felt like my skin was prickled and my breathing wasn't e