I let out a long shaky breath leaning back on my bedroom door as I thought over what just happened within the living area and my mind was spinning thinking of any and every way I could possibly get screwed over now. What the fuck was I thinking giving myself away so quickly? I thought to myself in a scolding way as I shook my head to myself. That’s what they wanted, Williams whole plan and I fucking gave into it, knowing that it’s what he wanted. He found my weakness and I fell right into his little trap, but the boys were already almost giving it away, except poor Link who didn’t know and I lied to him again in front of everyone. I was the one that couldn’t tell him because I didn’t want everything to get ruined, because he wants nothing more than his fathers approval so now what? Link works by my side, but he betrays me in the end? Will it come down to killing him to save myself? But do I even deserve to be saved? What is wrong with me? My thoughts clouded and I let myself fal
“Mom, please don’t do this” I begged looking at my mother with a small twinge of hope but a laugh echoed around me as she stepped closer and I looked around the dark room I was in. “Don’t fucking call me that Amara” he voice spat my name out with a venom coating as she stepped closer, some of the darkness in the room now falling behind her as she looks down at me. “You’re allowed to call me Circe, remember” she said the words slowly being enunciated one word at a time as she spoke to me leaning down a bit as she stared at me in dugust. "Wanna know the best part about all of this" she asked smirking a bit as she stood up straighter to look down at me, almost devilish, "no one's left to save you" she said laughing to herself. "You are nothing Amara" she stated slowly, disgust ringing in her tone and I sucked in a deep breath trying to stay calm "no more daddy or uncle to protect you from me" she whispered and I looked up at her with a small glare. I bit my tongue trying to keep mys
A kock on the door caused me to sit up and Julian jumped at my sudden movements clearly having a little bit more trouble when it came to sleeping because of what happened to me yesterday night. Julian and I basically spent the entire day cooped up in my bedroom today avoiding everyone else that all seemed to stay in the house even after the events that occured two days ago, which was slightly surprising. Sighing Julian climbs out of the bed and I stare at the door skeptically my hand reaching under the bed as I unclick a gun I had hidden on the board below and I check it before clicking off the saftey just in case. Julian completely passed my movements as he walked tiredly and I looked at the clock to see that it was already one a.m. slowly he yawned before opening the door. "That took you forever" Ru stated annoyed as Julian opened the doir squinting at the blonde who had his hands shoved in his pokets as he stood rather casually in the doorway and I sighed clicking the saftey ba
"Hi" I whispered and he chuckled a little bit staring at me from the bed "I thought you'd be asleep" I said honestly and he raised an eyebrow. "Does that mean you usually sneak into my bedroom Amara" he asked and I shot him a glare clearly annoyed by his comment and he smirked. "Jackass" I grumbled crossing my arms over my chest and walking over to the bed to look at him and I stared at the cocky expression on his face as he stared at me his head tilted cockily towards the side as he did so. "You're the one walking in thinking I was asleep, why are you up at almost two a.m. anyway" he asked and I looked towards the door for a moment before looking back at him. "Avoidance" I muttered staring at him and he lets out a small hum. "Who's all there" he asked and I sighed my shoulders slacking. "All of them" I stated and he scoffed, clearly a bit upset that all of his brothers had decided to go talk to me in the middle of the night, yet here he was left alone in his room with no knowle
I walked back into my room and saw all the guys staring at me in the doorway and I sighed closing the door behind me and locking it "four hours Amara" Jace stated crankily and I bite my bottom lip looking down at the ground. Yep, four hours of me staring at the ceiling as Link cuddled into my chest and I felt nothing, absolutely nothing, which made me feel almost guilty. Tears brimmed my eyes and fell down my face and Julian stormed over to me picking me up and bringing me to the bed "what happened" he asked softly and I shrugged before pushing the tears off of my face. I loved Link, and I know I do but I felt guilty that I walked in there and did that and I felt almost as if I had used him. I sniffled looking down at my bed sheets "did you at least get any sleep" Ru asked and I shook my head no, anothjer thing that made me feel bad. Normally if I was with Link I'd feel comfortable in his arms and fall asleep but this time I felt like my skin was prickled and my breathing wasn't e
"Amara you left me for so long" Naomi said as she shoved me back causing me to lean on the lockers and I look at her wide eyed. "Naomi I told you how long I would begone for" I said with a little laugh and she crossed her arms over her chest while sending me a little glare as she huffed "Naomi" I said and she rolled her eyes looking away. "It was only a week" I said and she looked back at me quickly, with anger in her eyes and I sighed "don't be mad at me, I had to go" I said in a pleading tone while sending her a pouty face and she sighed looking away from me. I step closer to her, grabbing her face and making her look at me "you wouldn't be mad at me for too long would you Naomi" I said looking at her softly and she sighed her eyes softening from the origional angered look they had before as she stared at me. "Fine, I can't be mad at you" she sighed clearly still a little upset but she was staring into my eyes she leaned her head foreward her forehead hitting mine in the process
I slammed open the door to the weight room and looked around before my sight sets on Liam who was sitting on one of the benchs the weights stacked behind him talking to the boys, smiling at them and laughing. I stomped over to him and grabbed the collor of his tank top pulling him up and moving him off of the bench and slamming him back into the wall looking at him coldly and he looked at me with fear in his eyes "Amara, ehat the hell are you doing" he asked me in surprise. "Tell me it's not true Liam" I said in a cold tone and he looked at me confused. "I turst you and I want it to be fake so tell me your not messing around with other girls" I stated and his eyes widened in shock. "I would never do that" he said quickly shaking his head a little bit as he looked at me suprised. "Who was she" I asked and he sighed. "My cousin actually, she just transfered she's been a little nervous and I was showing her around" he said calmly and I let out a small sigh my body relaxing a bit mor
"Go away" I heard Julian grumble out and I shift turning around and trying to stetch a little and I heard him sigh, clearly a bit annoyed. "You got to be with her all night, no interuptions so now you can't complain" I heard Jace come back at Julian as footsteps moved further into the room. "I know you're awake my love" I heard him whisper in a softer tone and I let out a small sigh not ready to be awake let alone open my eyes so I scrunch them tighter burrying my face deeper into the pillow and letting out a very small grunt. I heard Jace let out a small laugh but Julian pulled me back into him by my waist his hands gripping me tighly and I sigh but heard Jace grumble. "Me too" Jace muttered and I felt a dip in the bed next to me and Julian groaned a little annoyed about the situation. Jace layed down next to me and kissed the side of my head before moving down a bit and trying to burry his face into my side and I felt Julian move his hand up my back further to make sure he could