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Chapter 18: Grief

Author: Rylee J B Nichols
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

“Not fair” someone whined causing me to try and shift in my position but I was stuck.

Letting out a grunt I attempt to move again my legs and torso feeling trapped causing me to try and move my body upward.

“How come I got stuck with you” the voice stated again and I heard a scoff.

“Yes because my idea of having a good night's sleep is using you as a pillow” the other said sarcastically and that's when I realized what was happening, I was still in the movie room with the boys except now people were awake.

“Do you guys ever stop arguing” I heard Julian ask my head moving a bit from resting on his chest and I heard a grunt from on top of me.

“Can you all go away and shut up, I’m trying to sleep and she is asleep” Ru stated his voice very gruff from just waking up.

“Fuck off Ru” Jace growled out.

“I actually agree with Jace for once, why don’t you leave Ru” Link stated and I felt the scoff leave Ru’s lips as his body slightly shifted on mine.

“I wouldn’t dream of it” he muttered
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