"Bathroom" I asked and Julian paused for a moment before pointing to the door behind me that's in the living space. "That's a half bath, but the rooms have connected bathrooms between them so there are only two showers, you'll probably want to use the one connecting your bedroom and Ru and Links it has better water pressure so normally we all use that one," he stated and I nodded realizing that meant we all would probably be sharing one shower now. "Thank you for letting me know," I said and he nodded in reply before looking over at everyone. “New rule, no fucking in the shower” Julain stated and I almost choked on my saliva as Link started to bitch about it “no, you can’t fuck Amara in the shower, no funny business” Julian said strictly and my eyes widened. “But I can fuck her somewhere else” Link asked and I glared over at the boy. “Who said I was fucking you anyway” I asked and he looked at me in disappointment. “Come on baby, do we really need to argue about this right now,
“I probably shouldn’t have done that” I said my eyes wide as I pull myself out of his hold and turn away from him while taking in a deep breath and running a hand down my face “I am such a fucking idiot” I muttered to myself and I heard him laugh from behind me. “I was starting to think I disgusted you, nice to know I don’t” he said and I threw my head back cursing in my head about what I had just done “are you already regretting it” he asked and I paused because truly I didn’t. “I liked it” I whispered and his arms wrapped around me from behind. “Thank god” he muttered resting his head on my shoulder “I got worried I was the only one to enjoy it for a second” he said and I moved around to hit his chest causing him to laugh a little bit and a smile spread across my face. “You still positive you have to sleep in Jace’s room tonight” he asked and I moved a bit to look at his head that rested on my shoulder with an eyebrow raised. “Yeah, I’m pretty sure” I said before my eyes widene
“What the fuck did you do with her last night Julian” I heard a scream and I bounced up looking over at the other side of the bed to see it empty and arguing continued outside the room. Looking around I see the door slightly ajar and I sigh before pulling the blankets off of me and swinging my legs over the edge of the bed before standing up my feet hitting against cold wooden floors. “Why are you so worried, what did you do with her?” I heard Jace growl out and I trudged out of the bedroom pushing the door the rest of the way open and walking out to the living space while letting out a yawn. “Don’t fucking talk to me like that Jace” I heard a growl and I saw Julian step up to Jace, my figure behind Jaces back but I could see the deadly look Julian had and based off of what I had heard all of this was happening because of me. “That’s enough” I heard Ru state as he stepped up, placing a hand in front of Julians chest and sending a look at Jace before he saw me standing behind him.
Julian locked both doors in the room causing me to sigh and sit on the end of the bed that was behind me and he stalked a bit over towards me. “Are you sure you want to talk now” I ask looking down towards the ground and I hear him hum in response causing me to let out a sigh. “Do I even have the right to be upset?” he whispered, sounding a bit frustrated and I looked up to see him pacing back and forth across the room. “I’m sorry” I whispered and he shook his head. “That's the thing though Amara you don’t have anything to be sorry for” he said before turning to look at me and stepping closer “this situation is very complicated, and I can’t be mad at you if something like that happens so I’m sorry” he said and I felt surprised. He was apologizing to me, because of something I did, something I chose to do “my choice was my own Julian there is no reason for you to apologize to me” I replied looking at him surprised and shaking my head a bit. “I shouldn’t have reacted the way I did
“Get up” I heard a yell and I looked over at the end of the bed with tired eyes to see Link glaring at Julian who groaned and moved one of his arms up over his eyes “move” Link yelled stepping forward. Rolling away a bit I try to avoid the yelling as the bed shifts “you little shit” Julian grumbled after a loud bang pounding onto the floor a small bit of pain in his voice but the bed shifted down again and an arm wrapped around me and pulled me back into their chest. “I never get a turn” I heard Link whisper behind me and Julian scoffed in annoyment before I heard his footsteps stomp down to the door of my room. “Fucking bullshit” he growled out and I heard my door slam behind him and a laugh come from the living room, clearly enjoying Julains anger and rough wake-up this morning. “Good morning Link” I whispered and his face nuzzled more into my neck as he let out a small sigh. “Good morning baby” he whispered his voice a bit deep and he was clearly still tired, moving, I brought
“I’ll be back soon” I mimicked myself while pulling up to the school “well I fucking lie all the time anyway, whats one more” I shrugged a little annoyed, knowing that the guys would find the need to question me but all I wanted to do was lock myself away. Groaning at the thought I pulled into the parking space where I needed to be and turned off the car, the parking area was left in complete silence after that, barely even a buzzing sound from a light was heard. Checking the time I saw it was already around ten thirty, which meant they were all still probably awake waiting to question me about my disappearance and what it is I do for work. Avoiding could cause issues, but all I want right now is peace and quiet and a damn shower, reluctantly I get out of my car locking it behind me and begin my trek up to our dorm room. Dread filled my body after I made it up to the dorm and I stood outside looking at the door, I could just rush to my bedroom right? “I don’t know when she’s comi
“Amara get up” I heard a gruff voice causing me to groan and attempt to turn “Amara now” the voice bellowed and my body jumped in fear and I fell down onto the ground, the concrete roughly scraping against my body. I let out a groan, my hands moving to push me up and I felt the ache in my bones before looking around. I was in the room again, the plain white concrete walls surrounding me as I squint from the brightness. “I see you enjoy the upgrade” the man chuckled and I turned back, his tall stature was looming over my small frame, I felt tired, every part of me was filled with dread as I looked at him. “Well my dear niece, your father wished me to send you a happy birthday” he said with a smirk etching itself into his face. The look was almost inhuman and I pushed myself up off of the floor, my baggy, shredded clothing falling over my tatterned body. “Happy twelfth birthday honey” he said in a sickly sweet tone, the man in front of me was one I used to trust but over time everyt
“Schools in an hour and a half, everyone get up” I heard Jace yell out and then a bang in the kitchen “shit” I heard a grumble from out there and I winced as my alarm started to ring causing me to reach over and press the off button. “I don't want to” Ru grumbled and I laughed as he looked up at me with annoyance in his eyes. “Well, we have to and I need to get up, I’m hungry” I said with a small pout but he shook his head, his arms pulling me further into him in a tight grip and I fought back a smile that wanted to escape my lips. Moving my hand down I move it through his hair and I feel his body completely relax into mine. I never thought he’d ever want to be this close to me. Part of me wanted to rip it apart and destroy whatever trust he suddenly had in me but another part wanted to hold onto it while I could have it. Some day soon it would be gone and I would be on my own again, no feelings like this because they’ll be dead and I’ll be free and in complete and total control o
*Five Months Later*I was sitting on the side of his bed again, leaning against it my head pressed onto the side of the mattress my hand holding onto his."Amara, my love you need sleep" Julian said coming up behind me and I shook my head my face rubbing against the blankets."You haven't slept" he stated and I sighed pulling my head up looking over at Jace's face."I can't sleep" I whispered shaking my head a bit and his hand came up onto my shoulder squeezing it a little."It's been five months Amara" he said and I shook his hand off my shoulder standing up."You think I don't know that" I asked a little louder than I should have and I sigh looking down towards my feet "I know how long it's been" I whispered."Amara please come to bed" he said and I let out a small laugh."Isn't that supposed to be the other way around" I asked looking up at him and he looked at me with a soft smile."I care about the love of my life, sue me" he said in a teasing tone."Jace might be in a coma but h
I stared out the outside of the house I grew up in my fingers tapping on my steering wheel "this place looks petrifying" Jace said from the backseat.I saw the others nod, after years the house had started to decay almost.Wood looked a bit more like it was starting to fall in on itself, paint chipped off of the exterior, vines growing up and around the sides."Now or never right" I said turning the car off and climbing out the boys quickly following "it has secret passages, I used to go through them when I was little" I said walking to the side of the house covered by more bushes and knocking at one of the plank sections it falling off.I reach under and hit a latch the area opening "no one knows about them" I started looking back at the boys "something goes bad go through here, get out" I said sternly and they nodded."Let's go" I stated crouching down a little beginning to climb into the passage way the boys following hunched over behind me.When we make it through I push at the do
I slowly walked into the room and placed my hand on Julian's shoulder "please come to bed" I whispered as he sat in the chair staring at a sleeping Jace."Amara I'll sleep later" he stated and I sighed."You need sleep now" I muttered softly and he let his head fall forward a bit."Jace needs a little bit of time to himself, plus you've been awake for the last four days you need rest it's unhealthy" I started leaning down and hugging him from behind on his shoulders."Please come to bed" I whispered again my voice coming out a bit more pleading this time and his hand moving up gently holding my arm."Alright" he whispered and I smiled a little "what time is it" he asked and I placed my head on his shoulder."Almost two in the morning" I whispered back.He let out a quiet hum in response before turning his head to look at me and I lifted my head off of his shoulder to look back at him.A small smile falls across his face and I press a small kiss to his cheek before letting go of him an
Over the course of the last few days Jace has been learning his best how to walk again, the numb feeling he said was the worst. The way when he took a step it would flicker from feeling nothing at all to feeling intense pain causing him to let out a small scream from the pressure. During this time period Julian has become ten times more protective over him, basically staying awake all night and day at his bed side so that no matter what Jace needs he'd get it. We sat through many levels of fustration as well. The screams of anger from him not being able to move correctly or him trying to hide the tears in his eyes from too much pain. And gods was he stubborn, never wanting to take a break, forcfully trying to push past every bit of pain to get back to how he should be, good enough to go into the fight. Everyone in the house was worried at his mental state as the days had gone by, the way he'd look basically past you so you couldn't stop him. He had been irritable too and that's
"Why are you two sleeping on the couch" I heard from above me and I shift a little my body rolling off of the side and I let out a small groan before looking up. "Amara I don't even understand how you managed to do that" I heard the voice state and my eyes finally become a little less blurry as I see Jake staring down at me clearly confused. "Isn't something like what she just did basically impossible" Julian stated from next to him raising an eyebrow as he looked down at me and I glared up at him causing him to let out a chuckle. "Sorry my love" he stated while squatting down next to me and holding his hand out looking at me almost expectantly. I scrunch my nose up and look away from him causing him to let out a small grunt before tickling my side causing my body to move on instinct a laugh ripping from my throat as I attempt to move his hands away from me. "Accept my appology" he sttated while tickling me and I laughed while nodding. "Okay" I yelled out and slowly he stopped t
A bang came from the room next door causing my head to shoot over "help me up" I stated and Ru stands up picking me up in his arms and pulling me closer to him. Julain stands walking in front of us bringing us to the other room the others following behind us as we walk inside and Ru places me next to Jace on the bed. "Amara" he whispered and I shushed him running my hand through his hair as best I could "what happened" he asked clearly a bit confused. "You passed out" Julian stated and Jace looks at him confused before coughing a bit, a small bit of blood hitting his hand and he looks down confused. "Everything hurts" he whispered while Ru walked over bringing him a rag for the blood and Jace thanked him rather quickly, whiping the blood off of his hand. "Jace do you remeber ingesting something you wouldn't normally have" I ask and the room goes quiet as he thinks about earlier today and he nods. "Yeah before you got to the school actually" he said looking over at me and I nod e
My head was killing me, it felt like it was trying to bang out of my skull and my body was sore "she's moving" I heard a voice but it sounded like it was drowned out. I wince in pain as I shift a bit my mind feeling fuzzy when it came to my surroundings, and then a burning came back in my lungs and a sound ripped from my throat in pain "Amara" I yelll surrounded me but I was gone again. "Jake how did you get here" I whispered, my body cold as I curled in on myself a bit in the dark room staring towards the boy confused. "I got in trouble again" he whispered back and I reached my hnd out for my bestfriend, he reached back his hand folding into mine as he shuffles closer. "Is it always this cold in here" he asked just above a whisper and I let out a long breath as he cuddled closer to my side. "Yeah" I muttered my breath going out in a puff of smoke due to the low temperature "at least they let you keep all of your clothes" I whispered forcing out an airy laugh. "How often does he
When we made it back downstairs I looked around confused "wheres Ru" I ask and Alexander looked up. "He headed back to the main base, said he hand to get something from the car" he stated and I looked at Alexander confused for a moment while the others nodded agreeeing with his statement. "Everything okay with you two now" Alexander asked looking back and forth between the two of us in curiosity. "All good Alex" I said letting out a small laugh and Jake wrapps his arm around my shoulders shaking me a bit. "As always" he stated and I laughed rather loudly at his sudden playful behaviour. The front door opens and Ru comes in holding two bag in his hands and looks at Jake's arm over my shoulders with an eyebrow raised clearly a bit confused. "I bought new stuff for the kitchen" Ru stated breaking the suddenly silence and Noona bursted out of her seat walking over to him as he placed the bags on the kitchen counter. She reaches into one of the bag while staring at him, she looked
"Finally" Jace grummbled when I stepped out of my car and I sent him a strong glare. "Don't comp an attitude with me Jace" I stated crossing my arms over my chest while looking him up and down and he rolls his eyes. "It's been like thirty minutes" he stated and I scoffed. "It's a while drive, you big baby, now get in the damn car" I stated opening the back door and he looked at me almost offended. "The back seriously" he asked and I nodded. "You want to act like a child you can sit in the back like one" I said and he sighed before walking up to me, he looks down at me his hazel eyes colliding with mine full of intensity. "I want you" he stated in a low tone leaning down towards me his face moving to the side of mine and hovering towards my ear and I let out a low chuckle when he nuzzles his face into my neck silently his arms wrapping around my waist and pulling me off of the car and into him. "You have me" I muttered back my hand moving to the back of his head tangling my hand