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Chapter 23: One Step Closer
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2021-11-18 23:11:50Austin looks at him with a bored and cold expression plastered on her face. She keeps on staring both Grey and Shaun without speaking.
First, they are not close. Second, she doesn’t know them clearly yet and lastly, she beat the hell of his cousin, so why would he want to let his beaten cousin take her home?
Although flooded with questions and curiosity, she just shakes her head.
“I can take care of myself. I’ve been doing it for years, it’s not like this is a first. And I don’t need anybody’s concern and affection,” she said without breaking an eye with Grey.
Austin just wants to get out of there. She doesn’t want anyone to know what is really on her mind and wouldn’t want anyone to know that her heart is pounding like crazy because of the idea of Shaun, taking her
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