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Chapter 18: Apology
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2021-11-11 23:36:56Present Time, after Austin runaway from Shaun
Never did I have imagined that I would cry for some cocky pervert bastard, nor to be kissed and touched.
But the most surprising thing is, why the hell did I not throw him? Or punch him or kick him where the hell hurt the most? Just why? Why did I let him do those things to me?
I angrily wipe my tears away. So hard it feels like I was slapped. I wipe my lips too, but wiping doesn't take away the feeling of his lips. Damn! I hate that I am feeling this way.
There's a part of me that really hates the idea of him kissing and touching me but the other side feels otherwise. What the hell is happening to me?
Before I could turn to a corner, a hand grab me and pull me back. Shit. I thought my arm were going to tear.
"Austin.. please listen to me first," he said, grabbing my hands tightly.
I tried to take my hands from him, but he is so damn strong it felt like h
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