This Time, I Will Not Love You

This Time, I Will Not Love You

last updateLast Updated : 2021-11-30
By:   Ayinne Eiram  Completed
Language: English
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THIS TIME SERIES : BOOK 1 It was then she knew a bullet pierced her heart. When she looked, it was Francis; the one who killed her was the man of her dreams. Kianna, who came back to time for some reason, decided to never give her love to anyone this time. Especially him-- but fate seems to be playing her life. Why did he suddenly give motives to Kianna? Will she ever forget him and give him what he deserves?

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Prologue

They said that when you die, all your memories will flash before you. Eight minutes— that's all it takes to show all the things that happened to you, just like showing a film of your life. Is it true? You will never know unless you die. But for me, that isn't the case. A cold floor, blurry vision, and blood dripping from the hole the bullet created as it pierced my heart. With my anger within, I know that this is my end. What else can I even declare other than all of those things? As a mere human with a condition like this, only a miracle can save me. Why did I even come to this point, you say? Because of love. Yes, you heard it right. It is all because of that useless love! 30 minutes ago… "You're saying that he proposed to you?" I said with my trembling voice. I gulp. My hands are cold, and my thoughts are blank as if time itself stopped at that very moment. "Why?" That's the only thing I can utter at this moment. "I said why!!!" I shout in anger. Right now, I am talk...

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graciela.castano.l
A good story. The switches between past, present and her two lifetimes were a bit confusing but in general I enjoyed the narrative and the development of the mystery of her death and the birth of her new love! Well done author!
2022-12-07 07:56:06
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Earl Lukas
super love it. One of the finest stories .Must read for all the people. salute Ayienne...️
2022-06-22 09:02:06
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axiel
it would be nice if there is a new book about hera and marco
2022-05-24 18:16:28
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Docky
nasaktan ako sa Prologue pa lang.. Keep Writing Miss A ...️ This story is worth reading. It's full of emotions and it will definitely touch your heart
2022-03-30 06:24:28
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pimab50865
wonderful story
2022-02-26 00:07:20
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c.gracee
this novel really captured my heart and attention, a must read gem! more power to the author. Author-nim you're really talented♡
2022-02-25 19:52:22
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juliavillena950
I love it!!
2022-02-25 13:14:07
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Haru
please do moreeee
2022-02-25 12:12:56
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Haru
A masterpieceeeeeee! I love the ending so much!
2022-02-25 12:12:48
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Lee
makes me envy those years i am still young. kid, this is a masterpiece
2022-02-24 23:08:48
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Lee
even in this age, this story is interesting
2022-02-24 23:08:11
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Lee
read it, a nice book indeed
2022-02-24 23:07:40
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Purple
i like it very much
2022-02-24 23:02:19
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Purple
this one is the best story you've done so far
2022-02-24 23:02:10
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pimab50865
great job author I really like your stories!
2022-02-24 20:46:50
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Prologue
They said that when you die, all your memories will flash before you. Eight minutes— that's all it takes to show all the things that happened to you, just like showing a film of your life. Is it true? You will never know unless you die. But for me, that isn't the case. A cold floor, blurry vision, and blood dripping from the hole the bullet created as it pierced my heart. With my anger within, I know that this is my end. What else can I even declare other than all of those things? As a mere human with a condition like this, only a miracle can save me. Why did I even come to this point, you say? Because of love. Yes, you heard it right. It is all because of that useless love! 30 minutes ago… "You're saying that he proposed to you?" I said with my trembling voice. I gulp. My hands are cold, and my thoughts are blank as if time itself stopped at that very moment. "Why?" That's the only thing I can utter at this moment. "I said why!!!" I shout in anger. Right now, I am talk
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Chapter 1
It was as if the world were playing with my life. First, my crush killed me. Second, I go back to the past. Last but not least, I lost all the money I earned in the past few years!!! Yeah, my dad is rich, and we are rich, but still, my own money is different from the money I got from my dad! I blow the bubbles in my bathtub as I cover my naked body under the sweet, fragrant, and self-relaxing bubble bath I asked my maids to prepare. I sighed. Obviously, I will often do this just because I want to, but I did have a mental shock about what happened, and that's not the same. I stare into nothingness as I absorb all the things that happened to me. What should I do now? I asked myself. It's not as if it's a bad thing to be here in this timeline, but what am I going to do if all of that is just my illusion? Or is it the future? Ahhhh, I don't know anymore! I was shocked to death as a loud bang at the door was heard. I closed my eyes and shouted in anger. "I am taking a bath!!! Wai
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Chapter 2
Lying on my bed, I can't even remember what happened last night. All I can remember is that I cried my heart out. My eyes are both swollen. Remembering the past would do me no good. After spending most of my hours thinking about a lot of things, I'm amazed by myself for doing nothing but faze this whole time. And so, I decided to take a stroll. Tomorrow, the graduation ceremony will be held. I still have time left since my dad's people will be the ones to assist me tomorrow. I prepared myself and picked the outfit I was comfortable with. I also used tinted eyeglasses to hide my eyes. However, I'm not worried because it's not like they would know my identity. It's easy to be incognito and avoid paparazzi. Thanks to my dad's sources, I can still have a normal life. I drive my car, which I owned when I was still this age. Ah, how I miss my baby. It was a newly bought and customized one. Gosh, I need to bring my baby back to life! I find it weird to drive my old car. I feel anxious and
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Chapter 3
I am not ready for something like this. My mind and heart are not ready to see him! Why are you here?!? Just why?!! I shouldn't have asked Nikolai to join me. Ahhh! I just want to help him be on good terms with Ysekiel, but I swear I will not help you again! "Hi" His voice, which I haven't heard for a long time, makes me feel nostalgic. It's been a while. I never would have thought that I would meet him this early. I swallowed my saliva and tried to smile. "Hi" That is the only thing I could say while trying not to stutter. I can't describe what I am feeling right now. It is mixed hatred because he killed me, anger for him acting as if I am nobody to him and sadness for the feelings that he never gave me back. I don't know. I just don't freaking know! This pain is enough. I can't handle it anymore. He sits right next to Nikolai, in front of mine. I laughed in my mind. Would he believe me if I said he would kill me someday? Or maybe he already knew it because he already had
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Chapter 4
Time passed, and it was morning again. I woke up pretty early since it was my graduation. I didn't know what I should wear or who would do my make-up, but I can rest assured that they are the best of the best. As I stood out of bed, I saw a bouquet of flowers on the nightstand. It contains a card saying, 'Congratulations on this wonderful day. We are proud of you, Kianna.' I smiled. It's from my grandparents. Unfortunately, they can't go since they are outside the country. Having a travel trip and medication somewhere there. Hopefully, my mom will be there with me. So does my dad, as he promised. They did promise, but I don't have high hopes since... I already know what will happen. They will not be there. It would probably be just like before. A sudden gloom reaches my emotions. Well, I guess I'll just try to be happy since, once again, I will be getting my diploma alone. I was waiting for my parents, who would probably not be going to attend that ceremony anyway. The dresser
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Chapter 5
As I looked back to confirm if my guess was correct about who the owner of that familiar voice was, I saw Drake, who was holding the bouquet of sunflowers. I'm right. It is indeed him. "Hi, um, congratulations?" He greeted me as if he were not sure of what he should say. Yeah, still the same Drake from back then. "Pfft, is it a question or what?!" I giggled. I somehow feel happy to know that someone is here to congratulate me. What's more, he is someone who can make me smile, even just for a second. "Funny," I added. "Well, sorry to say, but I'm quite mesmerized by your beauty, if I may say so." I rolled my eyes. I'm quite surprised to see him here. He never changes; what a joker as ever. He is Drake. Drake Bennett Peterson was both my childhood friend and my childhood sweetheart. We were quite close when we were in grade school because my mother and his mother were friends. Although we never talked again in my middle school years, as I turned into my college years, we had ch
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Chapter 6
I was so focused on Drake that I never realized that there were still a lot of people in the venue. Cameras are flashing before our eyes when we finally notice that they are taking photos and videos of us. We just look at each other and slightly laugh. Thankfully, there are no paparazzi here. The university limits the number of people who can enter these grounds. Everywhere I look, some people take photos. Because of that, I remember that I forgot to take pictures with Seki!! Ahhh, and I also forgot the camera that Serena gave me. I started to panic a little. Ow gosh... Wait, I did give the camera to Serena since she is attending to see me graduate too, isn't she? If so... Why haven't I seen her? Where is she??! My thoughts are now running berserk. "Smile~" I heard Serena's voice. I smiled in happiness as I saw Serena holding the camera and taking pictures of me. "Serena! I thought you didn't come!" I rushed to hug her. She hugged me back and said, "What are you spouting
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Chapter 7
"What the—" A big and fluffy dog was on top of me. I was confused at first, but then I didn't feel any fright or fear about it. But it seems like a chest that was kept deep within my mind and heart suddenly released itself from a deep slumber and revealed its presence to me. It was at that very moment that I remembered who it was. "Thoma," I utter. Right in front of me is the dog that my grandparents gifted as a congratulatory gift for my graduation. I named it Thoma. He is a big, fluffy brown chow chow. One of the oldest dog breeds originated in China. They are known for the immense 'lion's mane' ruff that goes around their heads and shoulders. A sudden tear fell from my eyes. Why are you here? Even though I tried to forget you, there is still a part of me that's longing for your existence. Now that I finally have you back, I'm afraid. I am afraid of the fact that the day will come and I will lose you. Once I become attached to you again, you will leave me. Leave me with a
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Chapter 8
I bought all the things I needed before the project started. It would be a week-long stay on the island. I need to buy outfits I will be using during my stay there. There are only a few days left before the departure of all the contracted models. Seki has been busy in their restaurant while Serena is spending time with her family. I can't ask Drake to accompany me since he is busy with his research. That is why here I am. I looked around alone to see what I should purchase. I am holding a dress when someone grabs it in my hands. "Oops, I got it first," she said with her irritating voice. Just who the hell is she? I want to ask her what her problem is, but as I look at her outfit, it is a very revealing piece of clothing. I decided to not argue. Maybe she lacks clothes to wear; that's why she just uses a small piece of cloth to cover herself. She wears a shiny red cloth that barely covers her chest, which is not that huge, if I should say. Tch, maybe she didn't bother covering
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Chapter 9
"Ahhhhhh!" I shouted at the top of my lungs but then covered them as soon as I remembered that I hadn't brushed my teeth yet. I angrily looked at my friends, Seki, Teri, and Ryuu, while I covered half of my face with my hands. A burst of great laughter can be heard all around the van. I just realized that we are now inside a van—well, to be exact, it is not just an ordinary van. This was purchased by Hinsen from a great researcher who created the most innovative and convenient van that contains all the necessities inside it. To simply state it, it's a van that looks just like a small house. Yeah, that's pretty much it. "Now, look at our dear princess. That's what you've got if you are a sleepy head," Seki said as she hugged the pillow on the sofa she was sitting on. I sigh as I know that I don't have anything I can do since they already brought me here. So, what are we going to do? I look at them, and they just point to the area where the toiletries are. So I get there, brush my
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