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The ruthless Alpha princess I will bring her back
Neil’s POVMy eyes were still closed as if I was sleeping, but I could feel it deep inside my heart that something just was not right. My hand instinctively reached at the other side of the bed, in hope to find Alice there, but the place next to me was empty and cold. I jumped up right, and my eyes were suddenly wide open. Where was Alice?Panic started squeezing my heart and I could just feel it I could turn around the whole pack territory, but I would not find Alice anywhere.“Ryan! I do not care what you are doing at the moment, gather everyone and look for Alice through the whole territory right now!” I shouted through the mind link at my beta. I know it was not his fault whatever was going on but right now I just needed to shout at someone so I could feel better.Even Rryan could hear the panic in my voice because he answered in a second, “On it Alpha.” And I knew everything was put into capable hands, but I had to do so much as well, so I went into the closet and got dressed. My
Last Updated : 2023-11-13The ruthless Alpha princess my name is Sienna
Alice’s POVHave you ever realized how scary everything gets when you know you are in danger, and you are facing it on your own? Without any back up plan, no way out, like a caged animal. I was all alone in this forest, and I think for the first time since I had to take over as the leader of our pack, I was truly scared, “You are not completely alone though Alice.” Lily whispered in my head, and I had to admit it at least to myself, that it did feel better knowing she was with me. Even though she was still pissed at me, “I am not pissed. Just hurt. We just found our mate and you left him behind. I can feel how much pain Zane is feeling. He feels betrayed and he has every right you know.”Sometimes it was not easy to share your thoughts with your wolf, but I would rather have her intrude on my thoughts than be without her. She had a point, and I knew it. We hurt Neil and Zane, but in my opinion, it was the best scenario for everyone, “You know as well as I, that it had to be done. I wi
Last Updated : 2023-11-26The ruthless Alpha princess we found her
Neil’s POV“Fucking find her right now!” why was it so hard to follow my orders? I know I was not thinking with a clear head right now but guess what? I do not give a flying fuck! I want to find my mate already! As if they do not understand she could get hurt in the next moment, or maybe they have already hurt her! And what are we doing? We are just sitting around in her pack house and talking about plans and possibilities, we are still looking for a witch to help us find her, because Alice managed to hide her scent as soon as she left the pack territory.So now I was freaking out and since I was an Alpha, I could not allow myself to show how vulnerable I was at the moment, so instead of having a pity party or freaking out I was rather yelling at everyone and pretty much I was acting like a huge asshole.“Calm down Neil. We are doing everything in our power to bring her back. Do not forget she is my best friend and also my Alpha, so believe me when I tell you I am doing my best and so
Last Updated : 2023-12-01The ruthless Alpha princess the truth
Alice’s POVWell, my past week has definitely been different than I expected. After all I thought I would be kept captive by my mother and her husband but here I am as free as a bird on the branch as long as I stay inside the boundaries of the camp where Sienna has brought me.All the witches here are nice, maybe it has to do with my future that they claim they have seen but mostly I feel like they are genuinely nice. But the number still surprised me. There were rumors that witches were almost extinct, but I am living in a camp full of witches and I am speaking about hundreds of them living right in front of our noses and hiding in plain sight.But honestly, I miss my pack, I miss Jessy and Ash, but mostly I miss Neil. I know Sienna assured me that they told him nothing had happened to me, but still. I already felt bad because I ran away from him, now to top it all off I am in an unknown territory and relying on their honesty. Neil was on my mind constantly. Sure, he was my mate, but
Last Updated : 2023-12-10The ruthless Alpha princess and the horror starts
Alice at age 15 Alice's POV I was staring at my reflection in the mirror and couldn't help the grin that took over my face. My name is Alice, and I am a werewolf. My father was the alpha of our pack and not to brag but he was a good man. He ruled our pack with justice. No matter what your rank was. If you were facing the court for any kind of crime you would get a fair trial. Even if you were just an omega. In his eyes no one was worth more or less. We were all equals. We just had different jobs we were good at. He also never discriminated women. We were allowed to fight but if we didn't want to, no one would force us. I chose to fight. And I was damn good if I say so myself. Because my father our pack was known to be the best. Blood moon pack was known to take in every broken soul. So we became the largest and strongest pack as well. It's awful to think what many have gone through before they came to us, but many of the former victims of abuse were our best warriors today
Last Updated : 2022-11-20The ruthless Alpha princess Mystery
TODAY: Age 21Neil's POVI was sitting in my office.Office of an Alpha.I was still getting used to this new situation.Sure I always knew I would one day take over as the Alpha of our pack Blood Howlers, but I didn't think this day would come so soon.And even less the way it came to it.In my scenario, I had to kill my own father.I didn't do it for the Alpha position though many thought that was the reason.But no, I killed him because he killed my mother.Well he was too big of a coward to do it with his own hands.He decided to work with rogues and make a deal so they killed her instead of him.When the truth reached my ears I knew he had to be killed, or soon our pack would be overflowing with rogues.Now my father was dead and every single rogue that stepped in my way, ended up dead.Suddenly a knock at my door brought me back to reality and I told the person on the other side to come in.My Beta and second in command Ryan stepped inside my office.He was a cheerful bastard. Al
Last Updated : 2022-11-20The ruthless Alpha princess First attempt of rejection
Alice's POV "Are you sure it's a good idea?" Jessy must have asked me the same question at least a thousand times already. "Yes Jessy. I am sure. I was hiding behind a mask every time we left our territory for the past 6 years. I think it's time I show myself. I am tired of hiding. You know me. I never was a coward." She gave me a soft smile and a hug. "I know Alice. But you know we worry about you. You may be our Alpha, but you are still our best friend." I looked at Ashton who was sitting on the sofa not far from us. He was also nodding his head even though ever since that horrendous night he didn't speak much. Since my mother was the traitor, it hit us all hard. We all lost both parents that night and my brother was kidnapped. I could still not wrap my head around the fact that she was able to kidnap and harm her own son. Ever since we tried to find him, but to no avail. The worst part was we had to take over the pack the same day we lost everything. But I was convinced I
Last Updated : 2022-11-20The ruthless Alpha princess lost in thoughts and memories
Neil’s POVTo say I was speechless would be an understatement.Since the day I learned that my mother was killed by my father I made a mental decision to reject my mate the moment I met her, because I was not willing to risk her life just because I was a selfish bastard. I was honestly afraid that I could turn out to be a monster like my father, because in our world only a monster was capable of killing his or her mate.So, I would say the decision to reject my mate was a completely logical one on my side. Better to be rejected than murdered in my opinion even though I did hear rumors here and there than being rejected was sometimes even worse than death in itself.The rejection supposedly left your soul empty and there was no happiness left in you. In time you turn into a vicious beast that cares for nothing and no one. That was not the best option either, but I was adamant to believe that those rumors were just that. Rumors. You know what they say, you tell yourself anything just to
Last Updated : 2023-04-16
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The ruthless Alpha princess the truth
Alice’s POVWell, my past week has definitely been different than I expected. After all I thought I would be kept captive by my mother and her husband but here I am as free as a bird on the branch as long as I stay inside the boundaries of the camp where Sienna has brought me.All the witches here are nice, maybe it has to do with my future that they claim they have seen but mostly I feel like they are genuinely nice. But the number still surprised me. There were rumors that witches were almost extinct, but I am living in a camp full of witches and I am speaking about hundreds of them living right in front of our noses and hiding in plain sight.But honestly, I miss my pack, I miss Jessy and Ash, but mostly I miss Neil. I know Sienna assured me that they told him nothing had happened to me, but still. I already felt bad because I ran away from him, now to top it all off I am in an unknown territory and relying on their honesty. Neil was on my mind constantly. Sure, he was my mate, but
The ruthless Alpha princess we found her
Neil’s POV“Fucking find her right now!” why was it so hard to follow my orders? I know I was not thinking with a clear head right now but guess what? I do not give a flying fuck! I want to find my mate already! As if they do not understand she could get hurt in the next moment, or maybe they have already hurt her! And what are we doing? We are just sitting around in her pack house and talking about plans and possibilities, we are still looking for a witch to help us find her, because Alice managed to hide her scent as soon as she left the pack territory.So now I was freaking out and since I was an Alpha, I could not allow myself to show how vulnerable I was at the moment, so instead of having a pity party or freaking out I was rather yelling at everyone and pretty much I was acting like a huge asshole.“Calm down Neil. We are doing everything in our power to bring her back. Do not forget she is my best friend and also my Alpha, so believe me when I tell you I am doing my best and so
The ruthless Alpha princess my name is Sienna
Alice’s POVHave you ever realized how scary everything gets when you know you are in danger, and you are facing it on your own? Without any back up plan, no way out, like a caged animal. I was all alone in this forest, and I think for the first time since I had to take over as the leader of our pack, I was truly scared, “You are not completely alone though Alice.” Lily whispered in my head, and I had to admit it at least to myself, that it did feel better knowing she was with me. Even though she was still pissed at me, “I am not pissed. Just hurt. We just found our mate and you left him behind. I can feel how much pain Zane is feeling. He feels betrayed and he has every right you know.”Sometimes it was not easy to share your thoughts with your wolf, but I would rather have her intrude on my thoughts than be without her. She had a point, and I knew it. We hurt Neil and Zane, but in my opinion, it was the best scenario for everyone, “You know as well as I, that it had to be done. I wi
The ruthless Alpha princess I will bring her back
Neil’s POVMy eyes were still closed as if I was sleeping, but I could feel it deep inside my heart that something just was not right. My hand instinctively reached at the other side of the bed, in hope to find Alice there, but the place next to me was empty and cold. I jumped up right, and my eyes were suddenly wide open. Where was Alice?Panic started squeezing my heart and I could just feel it I could turn around the whole pack territory, but I would not find Alice anywhere.“Ryan! I do not care what you are doing at the moment, gather everyone and look for Alice through the whole territory right now!” I shouted through the mind link at my beta. I know it was not his fault whatever was going on but right now I just needed to shout at someone so I could feel better.Even Rryan could hear the panic in my voice because he answered in a second, “On it Alpha.” And I knew everything was put into capable hands, but I had to do so much as well, so I went into the closet and got dressed. My
The ruthless Alpha princess goodbye my love
Alice’s POVI could hear growls of angry wolves close behind me while I ran as fast as my feet would carry me through the forest. I could feel my muscles were getting tired, but I could not afford to take a break or slow down, they were getting closer as it was. Running full speed was in a human form not fast enough for my trackers since they were in wolf form. Once again, I tried to reach Lily, “Lily? Please answer me. Damn it! I need you!”Suddenly every other noise disappeared, except one voice, “Come to me willingly darling, or your dreams might just become reality and I will have to take your wolf away from you.” I knew that voice from somewhere… but from where?“Who are you, and what do you want from me?!” I yelled into the empty forest that was surrounding me. The other person chuckled, but it was not a pleasant sound, since the chuckle was full of malice and evil, “Oh darling. I have told you already yesterday when we met.” With those words everything went silent around me for
The ruthless Alpha princess I love you
Neil’s POV“Did I tell you that you are beautiful?” Alice chuckled lightly while she kept drawing circles all over my chest with her finger, “I think you did about a dozen times in the past thirty minutes.” And she was probably right. After three more rounds of foreplay and hot sex we finally decided to take a break, so now we were cuddling together, with her head on my chest and her hand drawing circles, everything together combined with the sparks of the bond and her scent was calming me down like nothing ever before in my life did, not even my mother’s touch when I was younger.As much as I hated to ruin the calmness that fell around us, we had some things to discus, “What are we going to do about my brother and your mother?” surprisingly though she just exhaled a loud, tired sigh, “I have no idea, Neil. First of all, I need to know if you still love your brother in any kind of way. Then we can make any kind of plan. I need to know what our end goal is here, and also make sure we a
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Alice’s POVOne moment I was starting to panic, and my powers were already starting to show their evil claws, which happened only when I was not in control of my emotions and the next thing, I knew the panic was gone and in its wake was passion which was caused by Neil’s lips on mine.What was the problem a few moments ago exactly? Right now, I have difficulty remembering what I was even panicking about. All I could think about was Neil’s lips on mine and all the things we could be doing far less innocent than kissing, even though our kiss was far from innocent if I was being honest. Surprisingly nothing caught fire from the burning desire and sparks flying all around us, well metaphorically speaking of course.He was not even touching me in all the places I needed him most, but I was burning from inside out, and he needed to do something about it like yesterday!“Neil, I need you, right fucking now please.” And what did the bastard do? He chuckled! He fucking chuckled! I was dying fr
The ruthless Alpha princess she will not believe me
Neil’s POVFrom the moment we parted ways with Alice, so she could go to her brother, I was pacing my room and expressing just how pissed I was because of my brother and his sudden appearance. Probably Ryan was sick of my moaning by now but honestly, I just could not give a fuck about it right now. I just needed to get everything off my chest, “Why now?! Just when I was starting to gain her trust! She was finally ready to accept me as her mate and for the first time since I lost my mother, I was convinced a happy ever after was possible even for a heartless monster like me. But fate had to play one last trick on me and ruin everything when he showed up! How am I supposed to tell her that I had nothing to do with the plan that her mother planned and that wiped out almost all her pack together with her father?! I was not on it, and you know it, I know it, but she does not and somehow, I have a feeling I would have to try really hard to prove that fact to her! All I want is my mate and t
The ruthless Alpha princess you are not evil Alice
Alice’s POVHours have passed since the weird midnight encounter, I had with my mother and I have no idea, brother in law and my step father all in one? What the fuck?! In what kind of a universe am I living?But believe it or not, those kind of thoughts were just fleeting through my mind, what bugged me the most was the weird sense of power that overcame me when I attacked mother. I have never felt something like that and it felt like I was not in control of my body at all, and that is what scares me the most and made me hide from my mate in my brother’s room with Jessy waking for him to wake up. Well, I was also looking forward to see my brother awake after all this time of course, but it was a good excuse to not have to face Neil just yet. Just when I thought I could get on with my life, open my arms and heart completely to my mate, something had to come up and destroy all my hard work to move in the positive direction.It has been like that all my life. As soon as I felt like all
