Alice at age 15
Alice's POVI was staring at my reflection in the mirror and couldn't help the grin that took over my face.My name is Alice, and I am a werewolf.My father was the alpha of our pack and not to brag but he was a good man.He ruled our pack with justice. No matter what your rank was.If you were facing the court for any kind of crime you would get a fair trial. Even if you were just an omega. In his eyes no one was worth more or less. We were all equals. We just had different jobs we were good at.He also never discriminated women.We were allowed to fight but if we didn't want to, no one would force us.I chose to fight. And I was damn good if I say so myself.Because my father our pack was known to be the best.Blood moon pack was known to take in every broken soul.So we became the largest and strongest pack as well.It's awful to think what many have gone through before they came to us, but many of the former victims of abuse were our best warriors today. Men and women.And right now, I was standing in front of my mirror admiring the way my dress made me look like a princess which I kind of was in my father's eyes.My brother named me the ruthless princess.And I kind of liked it.Now back to the point.My dress was soft blue and hugged my upper body but started to form a shape of bell from my waist down to the ground.It had a lacy back and a little cut in the cleavage department because I wasn't really gifted in that area.But my mother told me not to worry about it, because once my wolf came forward tonight, I would get more meat on my bones as she put it. In all honesty, my mother was not the warmest person. I sometimes doubted she loved me, but she was my mother after all so I pushed those thoughts aside anytime they over took my mind.So, I was really looking forward to tonight.A knock sounded at my door, and I could smell Jessy, my best friend since birth practically.I told her to come in and she didn't hesitate even for a moment.Once she was inside my room a gasp could be heard from her."Alice, you look gorgeous! Damn girl I have no idea where that extra from getting your wolf would go, because you are a stunner as it is."She was the best friend a girl could ask for and she was my father's beta daughter.She was a few days older than me, so she already had her wolf and I must admit, she really did fill out once she turned back from her wolf to a human for the first time.I giggled at her comment and could not help but tease her."You scared I'll take away your hordes of fans?"She rolled her eyes and snorted at me."Girl, you know the deal we made a long time ago. No funny business until we find our mates."I gave her a soft smile because I did remember.We were only 9 years old, but we promised on a full moon to stay virgins until we met our mates.And breaking a promise made on a full moon was supposed to bring a curse upon you and the pack you belonged to.So, we didn't take that deal lightly.We stuck to it.Once I made sure I was ready we walked downstairs and on the back patio of our pack house.Tonight, only my family, Jessy's family and Ashton's family will be present for my first change.Ashton was the third in our small group of besties and he was my father's gammas son.We were a strange trio, but we were all born in the same year and same month, so we practically grew up together and since we were going to take over our pack in the future, it was the only logical option for us to stick together.I was the last of the three of us to change but I didn't mind.Once we approached the little group that formed on the patio, my father extended his hand for me to take."Are you nervous princess?"I gave him a smile and shook my head.And I was telling the truth.I wasn't nervous.I've seen Ashton and Jessy go through their first change and they told me everything there was to know.So, I was as prepared as I could be.I knew it would hurt but that was part of our lives.Today was a full moon and I looked at it. I asked the Moon goddess for one last thing.To stay by my side and lend me her strength while I changed.My father told me it was time, and I went behind a tree to discard my dress and emerged only wearing my underwear.Being a werewolf nudity was nothing special since sometimes it was an emergency when we shifted, and we tore our clothes.Honestly, I was asking myself why I even bothered with a dress.Oh right. I was a fashion freak.I stepped between my parents this time.Suddenly the bell signaled it was midnight and just on time a pain went through my body.I bowed down in an attempt to make it go away.But suddenly every bone in my body felt like it was breaking.My father held my hand while my mother just stood there. At that moment it did not strike me as a weird thing, after all I was in the middle of excruciating pain.I don't remember much but it was soon over.And I could feel I was standing on all fours.I lifted one paw and realized it was pure white.I lifted my eyes only to see nine people staring at me in awe.I had no idea what was going on until my eyes made a connection with my father’s eyes. He had tears gathered in them and I could see pride shining through them. But his next words took me by surprise, "It is true. You are the special one. The wolf that is destined to save our kind when time comes."I had no idea what he was talking about.But suddenly a voice in my head spoke to me."Your father is right. We were chosen by the Moon Goddess herself. Oh, I am sorry. My name is Lily, and I am your wolf."I smiled but at the same time I was scared shitless, because I did not want to be anything special.But at least now I had my wolf with me.Suddenly my father's eyes glazed over, and I realized he was being mind linked by someone.It lasted for only a moment and in that time his face paled completely.He turned my way and spoke urgently."Alice shift back and get to the bunker with Ashton and Jessy. Right away!"After hearing the urgency in his voice, I knew it was serious and my fear was confirmed when I came back to stand next to him and he told my mother and his beta and gamma we are under attack by the rogues.But once my mother heard those words, her face changed into one of pure evil and all I could do was look at what happened next in shock. My mother turned partly into her wolf, meaning she extended her claws and teeth to those of a wolf, but otherwise stayed in a human form. She slashed with her claws through my father’s chest and blood suddenly seemed to be all over his body in moments. A scream full of fear and terror escaped my lips and also Jessy’s.My mother suddenly looked my way the look of craziness and evil still firmly written in her eyes when she spoke, “I have no time for you tonight you spoiled brat, but I will come for you one day. Mark my words.” With those words said she ran to the forest and disappeared behind the trees. As I looked at my father, I realized that while I was focused on the shit storm in front of me, someone already harmed Jessy’s and Ashton’s father and there were at least 5 rogue wolfs circling us.But I was sure of one thing. We would not go down without a fight. Still, my mind was full of disbelief, but as I looked at my father lying on the ground, looking defeated, an urecognizable anger took over my body and my body started shaking from it. My vision turned red and I could not contain my rage anymore. My body shifted into my wolf for the second time this night but this time I was not in the mood to admire my paws or white fur, I was thirsty for blood.Without a second doubt I jumped on the rogue nearest to me and since no one was expecting me to attack, I ripped out his throat without a problem. Since I knew he was dead I dropped his lifeless body and turned to other three threatening wolves.“It is time, they learn to respect the pack life!” I said to my wolf Lily. Two of the rogues circled me and I was never in my life more grateful that I trained on a regular basis since I was 6 years old. I could see the third one attacked Jessy and I was about to jump in when I saw in my peripheral vision that Ashton was on it already. Jessy was a good fighter, but she was also the kindest of our trio, so I was glad to see they got things under control.But what kind of scared me was the fact that my thirst did not subside. I wanted revenge for my father. I had to get this anger I had for my mother out of me and out of my system.I did not even realize it when I attacked the second rogue, I guess Lily took over my body and senses and just removed the threat. Now it was just me and one other wolf. I jumped at him, aiming for his legs but he dodged my attack and managed to bite my hind leg in the process. But I had no time to feel any kind of pain. I kicked him away from me with both my legs and jumped on top of him. This time I wanted to see how his life would trickle out of him, so I made what my mother did earlier and partly changed back to my human form, but kept my claws extended, “You chose a wrong pack to fuck with!” even when he was on the ground over powered by a female wolf he still managed to look arrogant and proud of himself as he sneered my way. Idiot. Deciding I was not willing to lose any more time with him I slashed his throat and did what I promised myself I would. Looked how his eyes became lifeless.I was just admiring my work when suddenly I could hear my father from somewhere behind me, but his voice sounded weak."Alice, princess. Your time has come. You need to take over our pack and build it back to its former strength. Don't let your guard down for anyone, do you hear me?"I could hear goodbye in his words and silent tears were flowing down my cheeks.I could see Jessy and Ashton looking at me with concern."I understand Father.""Then there is only one thing left."I could feel a change in the air and in my heart and when father spoke his words echoed all around us, which meant that anyone in our pack could hear him clearly."I, Alpha Richard Hell step down as your Alpha from this moment. Alice Hell, do you accept the responsibility and duties, and become Alpha of the Blood moon?"A sob tried to escape my throat, but I pushed it down and put all my focus on my next words."I, Alice Hell accept all responsibilities and duties as Alpha of the Blood moon."A snap in my chest confirmed that my father no longer was our alpha, but it didn't feel too bad.As I grabbed his hand it was limp and cold in my hands. I looked down only to see his eyes looked the same as the rogues did a moment ago. They were lifeless.My father died as soon as I took over the alpha position.And that realization hit me with much worse pain.My fears were confirmed tonight. Mate bond did not mean someone loved you. I had no idea what my mother’s motives were, but I was sure with action she betrayed her mate, my father, our Moon Goddess and she ruined everything I ever believed in.As time passed by I rightfully earned my name, The ruthless Alpha Princess.TODAY: Age 21Neil's POVI was sitting in my office.Office of an Alpha.I was still getting used to this new situation.Sure I always knew I would one day take over as the Alpha of our pack Blood Howlers, but I didn't think this day would come so soon.And even less the way it came to it.In my scenario, I had to kill my own father.I didn't do it for the Alpha position though many thought that was the reason.But no, I killed him because he killed my mother.Well he was too big of a coward to do it with his own hands.He decided to work with rogues and make a deal so they killed her instead of him.When the truth reached my ears I knew he had to be killed, or soon our pack would be overflowing with rogues.Now my father was dead and every single rogue that stepped in my way, ended up dead.Suddenly a knock at my door brought me back to reality and I told the person on the other side to come in.My Beta and second in command Ryan stepped inside my office.He was a cheerful bastard. 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Alice's POV "Are you sure it's a good idea?" Jessy must have asked me the same question at least a thousand times already. "Yes Jessy. I am sure. I was hiding behind a mask every time we left our territory for the past 6 years. I think it's time I show myself. I am tired of hiding. You know me. I never was a coward." She gave me a soft smile and a hug. "I know Alice. But you know we worry about you. You may be our Alpha, but you are still our best friend." I looked at Ashton who was sitting on the sofa not far from us. He was also nodding his head even though ever since that horrendous night he didn't speak much. Since my mother was the traitor, it hit us all hard. We all lost both parents that night and my brother was kidnapped. I could still not wrap my head around the fact that she was able to kidnap and harm her own son. Ever since we tried to find him, but to no avail. The worst part was we had to take over the pack the same day we lost everything. But I was convinced I
Neil’s POVTo say I was speechless would be an understatement.Since the day I learned that my mother was killed by my father I made a mental decision to reject my mate the moment I met her, because I was not willing to risk her life just because I was a selfish bastard. I was honestly afraid that I could turn out to be a monster like my father, because in our world only a monster was capable of killing his or her mate.So, I would say the decision to reject my mate was a completely logical one on my side. Better to be rejected than murdered in my opinion even though I did hear rumors here and there than being rejected was sometimes even worse than death in itself.The rejection supposedly left your soul empty and there was no happiness left in you. In time you turn into a vicious beast that cares for nothing and no one. That was not the best option either, but I was adamant to believe that those rumors were just that. Rumors. You know what they say, you tell yourself anything just to
Alice’s POVMy morning was pretty peaceful. Jessy was still asleep so I could get away from her and all her questions concerning my mate for a few hours at least. I was confused as it was. The fact that he appeared now, when I wanted to show myself to the world and wanted to look like the ruthless Alpha princess I was described as, was a huge inconvenience. Either I liked it or not, or more specifically, if my wolf liked it or not, we were going to resist our urges and try to find a way that he would reject us. It might be easier than get the words of my lips, since the first time was painful as a bitch.Since I had a free morning, I decided to go down to the kitchen and help our omegas in there to prepare breakfast. You might find it weird but since the attack my mother led, we were a pretty tightly knit pack and we never invited anyone to our pack. My reveal this year will be the first time since that awful night that the gates would open up for other packs and their Alpha’s.As I
Neil’s POVOne moment I was enjoying this delicious cupcakes and teasing Alice and the next moment I was on the ground with a growling mate straddling my hips and growling in my face. Now this kind of position could make a mans imagination go really wild.It looks like I underestimated a woman’s passion for ger cupcakes. She looked kind of pissed, and I only took one bite. Now let me tell you one secret that not many people knew about me since I had to maintain my reputation as a heartless and cruel Alpha. I loved cupcakes and judging by my mate’s response to me taking one, I would say she loved them as well. And even though I was in a really weird position I could not help it but chuckle at the realization that hit me, but my mate seemed to not understand what was funny in all this, “What are you chuckling at mutt? I will chew your head of your neck if you dare to touch one more cupcake. Those cupcakes are mine. Every. Single. One. Of. Them. You need to realize this is not your pack
Alice’s POVThe only explanation I could find for the words I have just heard, was that my hearing was not ok. Maybe I should go check it out with our pack doctor. Sheila was a good friend of mine, and she would sure tell me the truth. Since I made up my mind I stood up and only then did I realize everyone was gone. A moment later Neil stood up as well with a weird look on his face. Well, weird since he was looking at me as if I was a crazy person, so I only raised a brow in his direction to let him know he better speak up because I was really not in a mood to lose words, and thank God he understood the hint, “Where are you going?”Now who was crazy? In what universe does he even have a right to control me and ask me where I was going? Not in this universe or more precisely in my pack. I was not obliged to tell anyone my whereabouts and maybe that was only one more reason why I did not want to be mated. Having a mate meant that someone always knew where you were, what you were doing a
Neil’s POVWell, honestly, I was bluffing when I said I would mark her against her will. I might be a werewolf, but some things were simply against my believes and marking your mate was one of them. I do have to admit though that when I was only inches away from the spot where my mark would be placed one day, that is if I manage to convince her we belong together, it was hard to keep Zane from taking what the Moon Goddess meant to be his.But the thing that surprised me the most was the fact how heavily I reacted to her words, especially when she was mocking me or making assumptions. Even insults to which I was usually immune it seemed got to me when they were coming from her kissable lips.As I was rounding the corner I almost bumped into my Beta, “Hey man, I was looking all over this huge mansion for you. Where have you been and why do you look like you ran a marathon?” you could say that nothing escaped Ryan. One thing was for sure because we grew up together and he knew me like th
Alice's POVOk. We have everything in place and ready for our ball this evening and most importantly, my first time without a mask around Alpha's of other packs. Ever since our pack has been attacked and my father lost his life just like many other of our wolves, not once did I leave our territory without a mask on my face.Our community was still patriarchally oriented and that meant that not many accepted the fact that I was our Alpha. So, it was better if I stayed hidden behind a mask even though they suspected I was a woman since everyone called me the ruthless princess, but they had no proof, until tonight. Tonight, everything will change. And I did not like the fact that my mate was here because he would pull my attention from everything. And that was a bad thing because I knew how the Alpha males were thinking. And once they realize I am really a woman, they would see me as an obstacle to claim and as an opportunity to make their pack bigger and stronger, but sadly for them, I w
Alice’s POVWell, my past week has definitely been different than I expected. After all I thought I would be kept captive by my mother and her husband but here I am as free as a bird on the branch as long as I stay inside the boundaries of the camp where Sienna has brought me.All the witches here are nice, maybe it has to do with my future that they claim they have seen but mostly I feel like they are genuinely nice. But the number still surprised me. There were rumors that witches were almost extinct, but I am living in a camp full of witches and I am speaking about hundreds of them living right in front of our noses and hiding in plain sight.But honestly, I miss my pack, I miss Jessy and Ash, but mostly I miss Neil. I know Sienna assured me that they told him nothing had happened to me, but still. I already felt bad because I ran away from him, now to top it all off I am in an unknown territory and relying on their honesty. Neil was on my mind constantly. Sure, he was my mate, but
Neil’s POV“Fucking find her right now!” why was it so hard to follow my orders? I know I was not thinking with a clear head right now but guess what? I do not give a flying fuck! I want to find my mate already! As if they do not understand she could get hurt in the next moment, or maybe they have already hurt her! And what are we doing? We are just sitting around in her pack house and talking about plans and possibilities, we are still looking for a witch to help us find her, because Alice managed to hide her scent as soon as she left the pack territory.So now I was freaking out and since I was an Alpha, I could not allow myself to show how vulnerable I was at the moment, so instead of having a pity party or freaking out I was rather yelling at everyone and pretty much I was acting like a huge asshole.“Calm down Neil. We are doing everything in our power to bring her back. Do not forget she is my best friend and also my Alpha, so believe me when I tell you I am doing my best and so
Alice’s POVHave you ever realized how scary everything gets when you know you are in danger, and you are facing it on your own? Without any back up plan, no way out, like a caged animal. I was all alone in this forest, and I think for the first time since I had to take over as the leader of our pack, I was truly scared, “You are not completely alone though Alice.” Lily whispered in my head, and I had to admit it at least to myself, that it did feel better knowing she was with me. Even though she was still pissed at me, “I am not pissed. Just hurt. We just found our mate and you left him behind. I can feel how much pain Zane is feeling. He feels betrayed and he has every right you know.”Sometimes it was not easy to share your thoughts with your wolf, but I would rather have her intrude on my thoughts than be without her. She had a point, and I knew it. We hurt Neil and Zane, but in my opinion, it was the best scenario for everyone, “You know as well as I, that it had to be done. I wi
Neil’s POVMy eyes were still closed as if I was sleeping, but I could feel it deep inside my heart that something just was not right. My hand instinctively reached at the other side of the bed, in hope to find Alice there, but the place next to me was empty and cold. I jumped up right, and my eyes were suddenly wide open. Where was Alice?Panic started squeezing my heart and I could just feel it I could turn around the whole pack territory, but I would not find Alice anywhere.“Ryan! I do not care what you are doing at the moment, gather everyone and look for Alice through the whole territory right now!” I shouted through the mind link at my beta. I know it was not his fault whatever was going on but right now I just needed to shout at someone so I could feel better.Even Rryan could hear the panic in my voice because he answered in a second, “On it Alpha.” And I knew everything was put into capable hands, but I had to do so much as well, so I went into the closet and got dressed. My
Alice’s POVI could hear growls of angry wolves close behind me while I ran as fast as my feet would carry me through the forest. I could feel my muscles were getting tired, but I could not afford to take a break or slow down, they were getting closer as it was. Running full speed was in a human form not fast enough for my trackers since they were in wolf form. Once again, I tried to reach Lily, “Lily? Please answer me. Damn it! I need you!”Suddenly every other noise disappeared, except one voice, “Come to me willingly darling, or your dreams might just become reality and I will have to take your wolf away from you.” I knew that voice from somewhere… but from where?“Who are you, and what do you want from me?!” I yelled into the empty forest that was surrounding me. The other person chuckled, but it was not a pleasant sound, since the chuckle was full of malice and evil, “Oh darling. I have told you already yesterday when we met.” With those words everything went silent around me for
Neil’s POV“Did I tell you that you are beautiful?” Alice chuckled lightly while she kept drawing circles all over my chest with her finger, “I think you did about a dozen times in the past thirty minutes.” And she was probably right. After three more rounds of foreplay and hot sex we finally decided to take a break, so now we were cuddling together, with her head on my chest and her hand drawing circles, everything together combined with the sparks of the bond and her scent was calming me down like nothing ever before in my life did, not even my mother’s touch when I was younger.As much as I hated to ruin the calmness that fell around us, we had some things to discus, “What are we going to do about my brother and your mother?” surprisingly though she just exhaled a loud, tired sigh, “I have no idea, Neil. First of all, I need to know if you still love your brother in any kind of way. Then we can make any kind of plan. I need to know what our end goal is here, and also make sure we a
Alice’s POVOne moment I was starting to panic, and my powers were already starting to show their evil claws, which happened only when I was not in control of my emotions and the next thing, I knew the panic was gone and in its wake was passion which was caused by Neil’s lips on mine.What was the problem a few moments ago exactly? Right now, I have difficulty remembering what I was even panicking about. All I could think about was Neil’s lips on mine and all the things we could be doing far less innocent than kissing, even though our kiss was far from innocent if I was being honest. Surprisingly nothing caught fire from the burning desire and sparks flying all around us, well metaphorically speaking of course.He was not even touching me in all the places I needed him most, but I was burning from inside out, and he needed to do something about it like yesterday!“Neil, I need you, right fucking now please.” And what did the bastard do? He chuckled! He fucking chuckled! I was dying fr
Neil’s POVFrom the moment we parted ways with Alice, so she could go to her brother, I was pacing my room and expressing just how pissed I was because of my brother and his sudden appearance. Probably Ryan was sick of my moaning by now but honestly, I just could not give a fuck about it right now. I just needed to get everything off my chest, “Why now?! Just when I was starting to gain her trust! She was finally ready to accept me as her mate and for the first time since I lost my mother, I was convinced a happy ever after was possible even for a heartless monster like me. But fate had to play one last trick on me and ruin everything when he showed up! How am I supposed to tell her that I had nothing to do with the plan that her mother planned and that wiped out almost all her pack together with her father?! I was not on it, and you know it, I know it, but she does not and somehow, I have a feeling I would have to try really hard to prove that fact to her! All I want is my mate and t
Alice’s POVHours have passed since the weird midnight encounter, I had with my mother and I have no idea, brother in law and my step father all in one? What the fuck?! In what kind of a universe am I living?But believe it or not, those kind of thoughts were just fleeting through my mind, what bugged me the most was the weird sense of power that overcame me when I attacked mother. I have never felt something like that and it felt like I was not in control of my body at all, and that is what scares me the most and made me hide from my mate in my brother’s room with Jessy waking for him to wake up. Well, I was also looking forward to see my brother awake after all this time of course, but it was a good excuse to not have to face Neil just yet. Just when I thought I could get on with my life, open my arms and heart completely to my mate, something had to come up and destroy all my hard work to move in the positive direction.It has been like that all my life. As soon as I felt like all