Chapter two

I turn around and feel something on my waist. I move my hand and find its a hand, a hairy one. 

Dear God! Is this a dream?

I sit up and look at the person next to me, he's very good looking, a blessing to beauty, I must admit. His chest is well tanned with abs every girl would die for.

And for a moment, I'm tempted to touch them if they are real.

I look under the sheets and find myself naked. I almost scream as I sweep the room with one look for my clothes.

I lift the covers and he's also naked and also hard.  Why can't I remember anything? That's some monster under the sheets.

 I look around for condoms, still nothing.

Standing up slowly I tiptoe towards the bathroom to find my clothes in a wet heap alongside with his.

How crazy was all this? That our clothes are lying in the shower.

I want to so badly remember what happened. I push the drawers and finally find a sweat pant alongside some men shirts. I put them on and pull a jumper. Pocketing my phone and ID card, I slowly tiptoe out of the hotel suite.

It's been a long night and morning, I say to myself as I exit the lift. 

If fate has planned anything for you, you can't run away from it, if whatever happened yesterday was fate, that wasn't my fault. I say to myself as I get into a taxi.

Where are my friends for heavens sake?

I reach my house and begin my walk of shame towards the door. 

I'm not proud of who I am anymore. This is not fun anymore. I get in and find my roommate watching some reality show. The couples inside their are all beautiful and happy. Perfect. Unlike us.

Perfect relationships and families don't make it to the news. They have to be dysfunctional. That's what makes the kardashians interesting. I remind myself.

Bella immediately runs to hug me. 

" Thank God you are back." I've been worrying myself sick.

" Am here now, " I say and try to move past her.

" Don't give me that cold shoulder, spill everything out."

" Okay, but you are going to hate me, I don't remember, I don't even know. "

" Come here," Bella says and envelopes me in a hug." We have all been their."

I sob for minute and pull back.

" I woke up next to this handsome sex god naked with my clothes wet in the shower and I don't remember. "

" Slow down, you said he's handsome, how was it, come on you remember. "

" No!" I almost scream." I'm just some perveted slut who sleeps with strangers."

" Stop it. " she says. " I won't listen to you do that to yourself. Besides, you deserve a distraction, God knows you have cried a river from your last break up."

" I just remembered something. " 

I'm about to speak when someone's head pops from Bella's bedroom door. 

" I forgot to tell you, I brought a guy home, he's all good and don't worry. " she says standing up and heading to her room.

" He's leaving. "

I head to my room and stare at myself in the mirror. My neck is full of love bites and I stare back at my reflection in horror.

I head into the shower and I'm about to start crying when I get some flashbacks. Their are gaps in my memory and I have to piece everything together.

" please don't stop, " I almost cry.

"I told you I could make all your fantasies true,"

" Right their, yeah, Oh my God, this is so amazing."

" I haven't liked a woman this much for a long time,"

" I haven't wanted a man this much too, you are touching all the right places."

" I'm very good at pleasing, at your service. "

" This feels so good, let's do it forever. "

I scream loudly before Bella rushes to my room to see what's wrong.

"You won't believe what happened yesterday. That wasn't me." I cry.

" I thought their is an intruder."

I walk out of the shower almost crying. When did I become so courageous and slutty.

" Sit down, you need some therapy. "

I fasten the rob around my waist and sit down.

" I'll help you dry your hair as you start talking. " 

" I know myself, it wasn't me begging him to not stop. "

" what."

" I need some holy water to purify myself and soul. "

" How good was he, that's what I want to hear."

" I don't know, I don't remember. " I say.

" But do you think my destiny is to have entanglements, one night stands and battery operated boyfriends. "

" No. You are a good girl, which man would be crazy enough to let you go apart from that crazy jerk who is now your ex"

"Are those his clothes you were wearing?"

" Yeah mine were wet in the shower."

" Do you think I should find out who he is? I don't remember his name, just that he's good looking. "

"Yeah, that's not a bad idea."

" I know it sounds awkward buy I've never done such a thing before, the crazy thing is that I don't feel bad."

" I know."

We spend the rest of the day sleeping on the coach and watching movies.

We watch after twice then After we collided.

We know all the words by heart because we've read the novel by Anna Todd several times before watching the movie.

There is someone at the door.

Bella rushes over to answer and finds a bouquet of flowers sitting on the doorstep.

She takes it in and reads the card

It's addressed to me and the sender didn't leave an address.

" Are you thinking what I'm thinking? " I ask.

" Yeah."

" It seems we are going to start playing cop and detectives again. "

" But the flowers look good. God I love how they smell." Bella says.

" Their is some hangover medicine inside the card. " its obvious who the sender is, why hide his identity.

"Is this the part where detectives scan for finger prints and DNA?" Bella asks.

We both laugh loudly before we hear another knock on the door dive to open it before whoever is their decides to disappear.