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Even though Irvin tried to convince him to stop, even begged him but Zadkiel was persistent in healing everyone so he could rest, knowing that no one would die just because he was being lazy.“Zadkiel, if you don’t stop right now, I’ll use my alpha tone. I’m very serious.” Irvin spoke sternly.A whimper left his mouth, hearing this but he couldn’t stop. He didn’t want to slack off and let people die but he understood that seeing his pack die was hurting Irvin as much as it was hurting him so, he decided to take a breath deciding not to add more to Irvin’s worries.“Thank god! You don’t even listen to me anymore!” Abel scoffed at him, glaring at him while Zadkiel rested his back against Irvin’s chest, closing his eyes. He could feel his body healing itself.“You’re a stubborn piece of shit! Do you know that?” Abel again spoke, still making him the target of his hard glare.“Shut up, please.” He answered in a tired voice, nuzzling his face in Irvin’s neck and inhaling his scent to
Last Updated : 2022-08-08The creature inside me First flight
“Irvin…” Zadkiel called him, seeing him heaving.“Hmm?” He didn’t have enough strength to even answer properly.“Would you agree to one thing, if I ask?” He asked grabbing his hand and keeping it sandwiched between his own.“What is it?” Irvin stared at him with tired eyes. They all were resting against a tree.“I can… I can make you…” He took a pause thinking about how he should say it but then he had no time to think. With every passing second, his mate was dying and he couldn’t see that. He had to do something so he took a deep breath and said it out because he was running out of time and patience.“I can make you immortal.” He stared at Irvin’s face after saying that and tried to comprehend the expressions on Irvin’s face.There was a silence for a moment. He was dreading the answer and maybe he knew the answer as well but he had hope that maybe Irvin would try to understand the emotions he was going through at that moment.And it happened. The answer Zadkiel was dreading b
Last Updated : 2022-08-08The creature inside me Did we win or I lost?
"She's still in there. Sitting still and chanting something I don't understand but she does." Julian informed him, pointing to Tia."She is struggling because this time, she is taking down two packs. Let's not forget that one of the packs had a Luna who was an angel and one has a Luna who is a hybrid. It's becoming difficult for her. And the fact that you keep healing people. It's taking longer and if this keeps happening, she'll lose all her energy and we can take her down." She spoke, looking at Zadkiel who sighed."But we can't let her keep casting the spell. Our packs are dying. We need to stop her." He said and just then the two wolves arrived. He could see that they were startled to see him there before them but he just winked at Irvin's wolf. He kneeled to give them their clothes but then understood that most of their stare was because he still had his wings open and he knew every time he opened his wings, it was enough to send people in an admiring trance.He packed them an
Last Updated : 2022-08-12The creature inside me Lost the last connection
“You must be mistaken. She can’t die.” He chuckled but it was sad and kind of a shocking chuckle as he looked at Irvin to back him up but Irvin just stared at the ground beneath his feet, trying not to speak anything as he didn’t know what to say.“I just received Abel’s call. He informed me about it.” Aiden spoke.“Yeah, right! Abel would’ve called me instead of you. That’s how I know you’re lying.” He chuckled, resting his back against his mate’s chest. He was in denial and he didn’t look like he was going to be convinced any time soon.“Alright. Let’s head home.” Irvin pressed a hand on his lower back. He knew Zadkiel had to see for himself to actually accept the fact that his mother was no longer in this world.“Yeah sure.” He spoke in a whisper but before moving forward he turned to Aiden. “Never even think of joking about something like that to me.” He spoke furiously, glaring and pointing a finger at him.Aiden kept his mouth shut because he knew that Zadkiel was fighting
Last Updated : 2022-08-12The creature inside me Heaven
It took him a few minutes to figure out that he was lost but he still didn't give up. He continued to search. His mother said it was up there but all he could see was clouds. His eyes filled with tears when he couldn't find anything instead of clouds. His mother wasn't here to guide him anymore and he had no idea where to find this bloody heaven.He stopped searching and kept flapping his wings while looking around the skies. He needed guidance. He was just 20 years old which was too young for an angel to understand things. What's more shocking is that he was just 5 years old in heaven so, nobody should expect him to be successful on his first flight and not get lost.Few seconds of flapping and then he felt a gush of wind against his face. He closed his eyes momentary but when he opened them, a woman in a white silk gown that looked too beautiful to be ordinary, looked divine and young and freshening, was right before her eyes, flapping her wings.Angel."You seem lost." She spok
Last Updated : 2022-08-12The creature inside me A failure
He stood there for a few minutes taking in the view around him. He still couldn't believe he was standing in heaven. He felt like he was having a dream but never in his life did he have such a beautiful dream and he could swear that he could never have a dream this beautiful ever.When he was sure he had spent enough time just sightseeing, he started to walk. He knew he could never get used to seeing this place so why waste time to get used to it.He just started walking and doing what Rosangela told him to do. Think and believe.And it didn't take more than a few minutes for him to spot his father. He had only seen him once and that too was in a picture so he took his time to confirm it really was him. When he was sure that the person resting in the garden of a palace was the same as the person he had seen in the picture back home, he slowly approached him. He was so happy to see him and it overwhelmed him. Seeing him alive, well not alive but still alive and just being right befo
Last Updated : 2022-08-14The creature inside me The body changes
Zadkiel had returned two weeks ago from heaven and he was slowly recovering from the shock that he wouldn’t get to see his mother ever again because she was being tortured in hell.If it wasn’t for Irvin who kept peppering him with kisses and hugs now and then, he would’ve gone to a pit hole of guilt that he couldn’t do one thing for his mother.He was so shattered that even when they were burying Evangeline’s body he couldn’t help but cry more because burying the body of the dead symbolizes putting the dead to peaceful eternal sleep but he knew that where his mother was, it wasn’t a peaceful place at all.“You’re thinking about it again?” He heard Irvin’s voice that pulled him out of his thoughts to the reality.“What?” He tore his gaze away from the sky and looked at his mate.Irvin sat beside him on the sand and pulled him closer to him while resting his hand on his lower back. He had taken Zadkiel out on the beach to cheer him up because he knew his mate needed to clear out h
Last Updated : 2022-08-14The creature inside me The chat and solution
After coming down from the high, they cuddled in the bed under the sheet, slightly panting but sticking to each other.Zadkiel's head was resting on Irvin's chest, hearing his heartbeat thudding and slowly returning to its normal pace while Irvin's hands were roaming on Zadkiel's back, occasionally caressing his feathery wings that were packed."Hey... Can I ask you a question?" Zadkiel whispered, making circles on Irvin's bare chest."You just did." Irvin chuckled, making him whimper."Go on.""When did you find out about me? I mean, I know that if you had known from the start that I'm the son of the person your father killed, your father wouldn't have called the orphanage to adopt me." He said, now perching up on his elbow to look at his mate's face."Remember I told you about the trip to the Appalachians? That's when I found out that my dad killed your pack. I didn't believe Ayaan's words but when I asked my dad after I returned, he said it was true and if you're the same guy
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He walked through the familiar path and stopped by his father’s for a while just to listen to him talk about his mother ever so lovingly and he couldn’t feel better about it. He was glad to hear that his parents found their way back to each other. It took them years to do so but it was all worth the eternity they were going to spend together.After his father’s he headed to check on Abel who still hadn’t remembered him but they had reformed a new friendship here.“Hey, angel.” Abel greeted him with a smile on his face.“Can you not call me an angel?” He sighed, shaking his head but a smile was present on his face.“Seriously, you have wings and a face like an angel. What do you want me to call you?” He questioned, arching his eyebrow.When Zadkiel found out that Abel ended up in heaven, it wasn’t a surprise for him. He knew the man for his whole life and he knew there was not one day where he meant any harm for another person except for those who hurt Zadkiel.“Okay, whatever bu
The creature inside me Epilogue I
He gazed at the beautiful waterfall as he thought about the last sixty-eight years of his life. Every moment he spent with his friends and family. He couldn't be more grateful than he already was for the life he lived. He enjoyed every moment of it. Yes, there were ups and downs. Yes, he lost some people in the way but that was part of the journey. He still wouldn't exchange it for anything else, except for the part where his mate died in his arms. Whenever he thought of it, he wished he had died with him too.He tried to stay with his family. He tried to be there for them but it didn’t matter. He couldn’t do it. Now, he knew what heartbreak his mother had gone through.Maybe, it wasn’t that difficult if his best friend hadn’t died the same week. He had lost everyone. Not his kids, but that wasn’t enough. The people who were there all through his life. To whom he could share anything. They were gone. He could talk to his kids but having a whole generation gap wasn’t helping in the c
The creature inside me The last goodbye
He knew he could heal him. He just had to hold his hand and think about it but he was strictly told not to. Because Irvin's body was too weak to stay functional now so every time he healed him from something that he feared would end up in his death, he healed him, making the next time more difficult for Irvin.Two sons came rushing through the door. Felix immediately took Aphia out of the room while Anwyll called the doctor.Irvin suddenly stopped gasping and shaking as he lay still. Zadkiel instantly check if his heart was still beating and it was but barely. His skin was cold and his body was stiff. All family members were now gathered in the room to check up on Irvin. Everyone just sat there staring at him while trying to hold back their sobs because they knew it was the time.The doctor checked up on Irvin and told them that she have given him every medicine needed and hoped he'd get better but she also warned that they might just say their last goodbyes to him because Irvin'
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"Irvin..." He sobbed, holding his hand and pulling his sleeping body over him with his other hand. He dipped down his head and placed a kiss on the top of his hair, lingering his lips there.Irvin fluttered his eyes open, very slowly. He was confused for a moment before he looked up at his sobbing mate."Why are you crying, Zadkiel?" He asked pulling away from him and sitting up, though it took a real effort from him to do so."What were you doing on the west of the border?" He wanted to ask but he knew the answer would be too painful for his mate to remember and way more painful for him to hear."I just love you so much. That's why." Zadkiel answered giving him a smile and wiping off his tears."Well, thank you." He replied, resting his back against the headboard because his back was hurting. Zadkiel put a pillow behind him to make it as comfortable and soft as he could."Look! A butterfly." Irvin lifted his hand that was shaking uncontrollably to the window behind him.Zadkie
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"Dad, what are you doing here?" A black-haired man, with hazel green eyes, maturity dripping from his face, asked a white head man, wrinkly face and confused expressions."I'm sorry. I lost my way." The white head man with emerald eyes replied with a tremor in his voice which was the gift of old age."This doesn't even the way to home. Where were you going, by the way?" He asked the old man, approaching him and helping him sit on the bench.The old man took almost five minutes to think with a confused face before answering "I don't know." He said looking up but then his confusion intensified as he stared at the face of the black-haired guy. "I'm sorry but who might be you, gentleman?" He asked politely unknown of the fact that whenever he said something like that, it hurt the other man so much. "Let's get you home." He spoke, standing up and helping the white-haired old man, keeping his touch and hold very gentle."Where is home?" The old man questioned but nonetheless followe
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“This is the most difficult thing to do in the world,” Zadkiel screamed while trying to drive the car smoothly while Irvin sat beside him.Irvin finally decided to give Zadkiel those driving lessons he promised and that too in his favourite car that he rarely drove. But now it seemed like it wouldn’t be left in the condition to drive after these lessons.“No, you’re just panicking too much.” Irvin sighed.“I’m not. Get this thing to stop!” He whined. He was so done with these lessons. It was way too much for him to process. Even his angelic powers weren’t helping in this.Irvin face palmed himself, shaking his head before speaking. He couldn’t believe that Zadkiel was having a panic attack while driving Tesla which required low to none skills. For a person who had no idea how to drive, it was really very easy but Zadkiel made it seem like it was as hard as walking on water. Yeah right, he was making it seem like it was impossible. God forbid if it was any other model. He would’ve
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Zadkiel sprinted down the stairs with a 3 months old in his arms while Irvin was just behind him with another 3 months old held in his arms. They both rushed to Anne’s room and barged in without knocking because it was an emergency.“Mom, can you take care of the babies. Abel is in labor.” Irvin spoke and he wasn’t even asking because he knew the answer already so, he just laid down his son on the bed and Zadkiel followed him.“Oh... Don’t worry about them. Just go.” Nora answered, sitting beside the babies.“I’ve fed Felix but Anwyll was asleep so when he wakes up, please feed him. I’ve made his formula. It’s in the yellow one. Felix’s is Blue and Anwyll has yellow. Don’t mix up please. Yeah and please, make sure Anwyll burps. I don’t know what’s the matter with him but he seems to like the idea of vomiting out everything on me but is too stubborn to burp.” Zadkiel said, adjusting the blanket around his babies and then leaning down and kissing. He was about to turn around but reme
The creature inside me Two rays of sunshine
“Zadkiel, what’s wrong?” He asked his mate who looked pale as if someone had just drained the blood out of his system. His eyes were closed and he looked like he was about to puke.“Zad-” Irvin cut himself off when he felt something wet seeping down his pants. His eyes flicked down to where their crotches were meeting and a gasp left his mouth when he saw that Zadkiel’s pants were also soaking.“Zadkiel…” He instantly sat up and lifted his chin to have a better look at him. “Baby, what’s going on?” He asked but Zadkiel gave no reply.His eyes remained shut and his breaths were laboured. Irvin pulled him against his chest not knowing what Zadkiel was going through. He had no idea why would Zadkiel just piss himself.“Irvin…” Zadkiel whispered taking a few moments to himself.“I don’t feel good. Help me.” He said in a shaky voice as his eyes flicked up at his mate, glistening with tears.“Hey, it’s all right I got you. Let’s change and then we can go to the hospital.” Irvin assure
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The next two months went as smoothly as they could have because everything was settled. Zadkiel spent a hell lot of his time at Abel’s, took him to the doctor’s and way back home because Sean was easily getting on his nerves. He always blamed Sean for not telling him that this would happen to him because he hated being pregnant but he also loved that he was going to be a father soon. Though it wasn’t enough for him to see Sean’s face.Sean knew it was just his mood swings and hormones because, at the end of the night, Abel couldn’t go to sleep until it was Sean holding him from the back and assuring him that he’d be fine and how happy it made him that Abel was carrying his baby.Zadkiel, when he was not with Abel, spent his time with Ayaan and his kids. He loved his cousins so very much. He even loved babysitting them. Irvin was more than happy to spend some time with the kids when he was home.In the night, when Irvin came back home, Zadkiel made sure to give his time and attentio
