After coming down from the high, they cuddled in the bed under the sheet, slightly panting but sticking to each other.Zadkiel's head was resting on Irvin's chest, hearing his heartbeat thudding and slowly returning to its normal pace while Irvin's hands were roaming on Zadkiel's back, occasionally caressing his feathery wings that were packed."Hey... Can I ask you a question?" Zadkiel whispered, making circles on Irvin's bare chest."You just did." Irvin chuckled, making him whimper."Go on.""When did you find out about me? I mean, I know that if you had known from the start that I'm the son of the person your father killed, your father wouldn't have called the orphanage to adopt me." He said, now perching up on his elbow to look at his mate's face."Remember I told you about the trip to the Appalachians? That's when I found out that my dad killed your pack. I didn't believe Ayaan's words but when I asked my dad after I returned, he said it was true and if you're the same guy
A few days later when he knew exactly what he would do, he decided to go back. This time he wanted to succeed. He didn’t know if his power of illusion would work or not.He was just planning on recreating a moment he had with his mother with his dad, just to make him understand that whatever his mother did was indeed wrong but being a person who lost someone for eternity, she sure had big grief to deal with.He landed in heaven without any help this time. He didn’t know it was so simple because he almost cried last time. Well, who is he kidding? He did cry when he couldn’t find it.He went straight to his Dad who was shocked to see him but nonetheless sat with him on the grass in his garden like before.“How are you, son?” He asked, looking at him with a warm smile.“I’m fine, dad. Just putting on some weight.” He said. That was the only thing he was saying to everyone these days.“You still look good.” Uriel chuckled but his compliment was genuine.“I know. Irvin keeps telling
"So?" He carefully asked his father, running out of patience."I didn't remember everything as you said." His father spoke, lifting his eyes and locking them with him. His shoulders slumped after listening to it. But then, his father spoke again, "But I had a familiar feeling when she mentioned that I used to call her an angel to spite her off and the place where you were sitting with her... It seemed so known and I kinda know the name you were taking... Ayaan? Wasn't it? I know that name and the blue moon night... I just feel so happy when I think about it." His father finished and a bright smile appeared on his face."See, I told you! You're only remembering the good parts of your life. Goddammit, dad! We did it!" He was so happy that he jumped up and instead of just keep jumping up and down he flew over the garden in excitement, yelling "woohoooo!" several times and rolling over and doing some flips in the air and caught the eyes of different angels but they smiled it off saying
When Zadkiel returned, he told the good news about his mother to Irvin and thanked him for giving him an idea and making this all very easy for him. He told him all about what happened up there but Irvin only said one thing. That he wouldn’t let him go there ever again because he missed him too much.Zadkiel assured him that he’d try not to go there but he didn’t promise because he wasn’t sure when he would have to go there. There could be some important business so he was never sure but he did try his best to assure his mate that he wouldn’t be long again.There was one thing that was bothering him all the time. The uncertainty of Irvin’s life. He was a mortal and he could be dead any second. There was no surety that he would live his life till he is old and grey and even if he lived that long, that wouldn’t be enough for someone immortal.He hadn’t talked to Irvin about this and he wanted to offer him immortality but he had a hunch what would be his reaction and he didn’t know if
“OMG! Is that Blue tang?” He pressed his hands to the glass of the aquarium and stared inside before turning to look at Irvin “You know, that’s dory. In finding Nemo? Or finding dory. Whatever.” He waved his hand dismissively before turning his attention back to the fish.“Is this species really that dumb like dory?” He questioned, but his eyes were still glued on the single Blue Tang fish he found. The only one he could see.“Why do I get the feeling that it’s lost here too?” He frowned looking at the fish.Irvin stepped right beside him and placed his hand on his mate’s nape before leaning in and placing a kiss there. “Look behind you, hun.” He whispered in his ear.He looked up at Irvin before slowly turning on his heels to find that the rest of the Blue Tang fish were on the other side of the aquarium. He eyed the path through the arch to the fish that seemed to have lost its way.“See… I told you. It’s lost. You can’t tell me, this isn’t dory.” He chuckled looking at the fis
The next two months went as smoothly as they could have because everything was settled. Zadkiel spent a hell lot of his time at Abel’s, took him to the doctor’s and way back home because Sean was easily getting on his nerves. He always blamed Sean for not telling him that this would happen to him because he hated being pregnant but he also loved that he was going to be a father soon. Though it wasn’t enough for him to see Sean’s face.Sean knew it was just his mood swings and hormones because, at the end of the night, Abel couldn’t go to sleep until it was Sean holding him from the back and assuring him that he’d be fine and how happy it made him that Abel was carrying his baby.Zadkiel, when he was not with Abel, spent his time with Ayaan and his kids. He loved his cousins so very much. He even loved babysitting them. Irvin was more than happy to spend some time with the kids when he was home.In the night, when Irvin came back home, Zadkiel made sure to give his time and attentio
“Zadkiel, what’s wrong?” He asked his mate who looked pale as if someone had just drained the blood out of his system. His eyes were closed and he looked like he was about to puke.“Zad-” Irvin cut himself off when he felt something wet seeping down his pants. His eyes flicked down to where their crotches were meeting and a gasp left his mouth when he saw that Zadkiel’s pants were also soaking.“Zadkiel…” He instantly sat up and lifted his chin to have a better look at him. “Baby, what’s going on?” He asked but Zadkiel gave no reply.His eyes remained shut and his breaths were laboured. Irvin pulled him against his chest not knowing what Zadkiel was going through. He had no idea why would Zadkiel just piss himself.“Irvin…” Zadkiel whispered taking a few moments to himself.“I don’t feel good. Help me.” He said in a shaky voice as his eyes flicked up at his mate, glistening with tears.“Hey, it’s all right I got you. Let’s change and then we can go to the hospital.” Irvin assure
Zadkiel sprinted down the stairs with a 3 months old in his arms while Irvin was just behind him with another 3 months old held in his arms. They both rushed to Anne’s room and barged in without knocking because it was an emergency.“Mom, can you take care of the babies. Abel is in labor.” Irvin spoke and he wasn’t even asking because he knew the answer already so, he just laid down his son on the bed and Zadkiel followed him.“Oh... Don’t worry about them. Just go.” Nora answered, sitting beside the babies.“I’ve fed Felix but Anwyll was asleep so when he wakes up, please feed him. I’ve made his formula. It’s in the yellow one. Felix’s is Blue and Anwyll has yellow. Don’t mix up please. Yeah and please, make sure Anwyll burps. I don’t know what’s the matter with him but he seems to like the idea of vomiting out everything on me but is too stubborn to burp.” Zadkiel said, adjusting the blanket around his babies and then leaning down and kissing. He was about to turn around but reme