Maria's POV
I wokeup feeling like I was beaten with a hammer, my joints where paining me. I tried to get familiar with my environment but then events of last night came back to my mind.Veronica was by side.I wondered if she didn't hate me already for lying to them and trying to deceive them all this while. She must think I am a gold digger just like as her son thought.She noticed I'd woken up." How do you feel my darling?" She asked"Where is Javier?" I asked"He'll come around my dear" she responded"I promise, I didn't kiss Mr.Gram, I'm not even interested in him. I love Javier and...." I didn't complete my sentence before she interrupted me."I know my darling Maria" she said while smiling."It's very obvious, from the way you look at him. I notice it every time. He has feelings for you too but he's too stubborn to admit it" she added"How do you know that?" IMaria's POVMy head was banging when I got up, the first thing I thought of was my baby."My baby" I shouted"Your baby is fine" a man whom I guessed was a doctor replied me."But I wasn't in the hospital, who must have called him here." I thoughtI was in my room.Rosemary came inside with a tray of food, but I knew I had no appetite and the food didn't smell nice to me. I felt nauseous.For the rest of the day I was up Javier didn't come to check up on me and that hurt. He really didn't care about me like he said."I'll stop killing my self over a man who doesn't see the good in me, I'll not let a man who doesn't value me break me" I sai
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Thank you very much for all the views, I'd really appreciate it if you leave comments. I want to know what you really think about the novel. I'd be updating back to back. I really hope you guys like this story and your feed back and votes will be highly appreciated.Thank you to the amazing persons who took out their time to read this story, it really means a lot to me. I can't stop thanking and appreciating you all. You are the real MVP. Kindly share your thoughts and criticisms. Don't forget to vote as you read Thank you. Don't forget to like too.
Javier POVMy dad tried to stop me when I waswalkingaway, but i ignored him and walked faster.I was enraged, I was restless, how could she do this to me. She was getting under my skin, I didn't want to believe I had fallen for her.I wanted to believe her, somehow I believed she didn't do it, but I couldn't give her what she wanted. I'm not a family man and she needs a relationship, a family and I wasn't ready for that."Javier, Javier" I heard Andres shouting my name from the hallway and I panicked"Why was he shouting my name like that?" I thought.I headed out to the hallway"She fainted, she fainted" he kept saying while panting"Who?" I asked"Maria, she ...." he saidI couldn't wait for him to finish his sentence, I rushed down to the garden but she wasn't there, I saw some workers who where clearing up the party space and asked and they told me she'd been taken upstairs and so I rushed up to her r
Kesha's POVAfter Javier left, i went upstairs to my room. I had a particular room i stayed in whenever i visited. Not like I come back every time though, but i really loved the this room, so Javier endorsed it as my room. I took a shower and put on bum shorts and a crop top and headed downstairs to the kitchen, i was very hungry.While i was trying to get something to eat, a lady came down stairs. She was beautiful, petite and i noticed the little bump on her tummy, but i could tell she was stressed and like she had a lot on her mind."oooh!!! this must be Maria, she's sooo beautiful" i thoughtShe looked confused and i guess she's wondering who I am
Tired was an understatement. I was so tired of the way he we treating me.Emma was calling so i picked, we spoke for a while and she informed me she'd be visiting soon cos she'll be taken a leave from work.I heard the door open, and i was barely dress up, so i jolted up in shock. It was Javier and I wasn't expecting to see him in my room. The well air conditioned room suddenly became too hot.I'm sure he got to see my baby bump, cos he sure did look fascinated. I was shy, i mean it had been along time since he last looked at me that way."did he like what he saw or was he disgusted?" i just couldn't comprehend because the look
Maria's POVWhen i got to the house, there was no one in sight, and then i remembered today was Rosemary's off day, John was hardly home, and Kesha, maybe she went out. I went to the fridge took out the ice cream Rosemary bought for me when she went to get groceries., I felt pain all over my body, it was normal especially after any ride, I needed to rest my head, but when i tried standing I felt so dizzy and almost fell. Rosemary came right on time and held me up.She helped me up the stairs and got me into the bed. I tried to sleep, but the more i tried to sleep, the more the sleep kept running away. I recalled the events when Javier's mom told me to take things easy with him, that he's only suffering from the heartbreak he went through and that he'll come around because she sees me as his only healing.
Maria's POVI woke up feeling pains all over and a severe headache, I could tell I was in the hospital because of the gown I was putting on and the bed I was lying on . But I was surprised to see Veronica Ramirez and was even more surprised when Samantha and Andres came inside the room. They weren't looking bright at all, the three of them kept staring at me, but I could tell something was wrong.Then I placed my hands on my tummy and it was gone"Noooooo, it can't be happening, where is my baby???" I shouted as tears clouded my eyes.Samantha and Veronica tried to console me but I don't want to be consoled, I cried till I started feeling dizzy again and fainted.Veronica's POV"We lost the baby" the doctor saidI was broken, She'd been t
Javier's POV4 months laterI can't believe I have been depriving myself from being happy. I and Maria had the best time of our lives. I was so scared she would not forgive me. But she did and I'm grateful for that.I was on the couch in the living room when she came in and said she'd like to tell me something. I was so curious to know"We are having a baby" she said shyly"You're having my baby..." i wanted to sweep her off her feet and swing her around. 'I love you, Maria . I love you, I can't live without you and now you've given me the best news I could ever have hoped for.Lord, when you walked through that door, with that serious expression, white like a ghost, I thought...I don't know what I thought...that you were going to tell me that you were tired...that I had los
Maria's POVJavier was discharged after three days, although he couldn't do certain things by himself he was out of harms way and there wasn't any need for him to remain in the hospital. We went home and I made sure I took absolute care of him.The doctor gave him drugs which he'll take for pains. Each time he took the drugs he always felt like sleeping.He tried severally to trick me into his bed, but I knew he wasn't strong enough for what he wanted and I made excuses and avoided such activities.I missed him, seeing him in his naked glory made me feel some type of way but I had to be patient, at least until he recovered.I hadn't had a good sleep for like a week now. I opened one eye. Sunlight poured into the room, marking
Maria's POVI didn't want to stand and here him talk and so i excused myself and left the house. And i intended to have all the fun i could think of. I called Emma to know if she'll be available, but as always she had an excuse. I had to hit the club all by myself.The Uber driver arrived and i enteredIt didn't take us up to 30 minutes before we got to the club.I entered the club, it was full already. I needed scotch so bad. I'd already became a regular customer and so the bartender already knew what I liked taking."Your regular, I know" the bartender asked smiling"Thank you" I replied returning the smileWhile waiting to for him to get my order ready, my mind drifted back to what happened between i and Javier some minutes ago.I wanted to believe every word that came out of his mouth, but my fragile heart can't and won't take it if he hurt me again.The bartender brought out the bottle of scotch and I couldn't
Maria's POVI woke up pretty early the next morning, and I had too quickly creep away since I don't want Javier to see me in his bed when he wakes up. He looked so good, I wanted to stay and watch him all day, but I couldn't.He deserves to be put is he'd severely, I shouldn't forgive him so easily.I'll make him think that our night of passion was nothing to me.I remembered all that went on last night. Them heat hadn't cooled with the setting of the sun. Now, some time after lunch , I sat in icily my room and acknowledged i was hot in part because of the summer's evening, but also, because of the way Javier had looked at me.The way he'd spoken to me.Now, in the privacy of my room, i let out a soft mo
Maria's POVI was enjoying every bit of why he was doing to me and I didn't want it to stop."Maria you shouldn't let this happen". I thoughtBut I threw caution to the wind. It had been a while since we'd been intimate. I knew I should continue but my body needed it . Needed Javier, and so I pulled him in for another kiss, he carried me bridal style and took me upstairs to his room.Moments later, Javier's hand moved, shifting upward and unfastening the front clasp of my bra. And then, without missing a beat, his mouth followed to my breast.That's when o lost touch with reality and lost my grip on any control i thought I had. Javier's tongue stroked my nipples and i became engrossed, totally, irrefutably absorb
Javier's POVThe moment i entered my room, i headed right for the mini-bar. Maria had shaken him to the core. Even just spending time with her had been something else, something simply fantastic. A short while later, as i sat out on my balcony drinking a scotch, i realized that i could still sense Maria's taste, even after the strong drink. It was there, on my lips, mouth and tongue. I closed his eyes for a minute and thought about how Maria had looked last night.Same woman. Same sex appeal. I was convinced that no matter what Maria wore, she would always grab his attention and draw him in.And that was what worried him. He didn't want any woman to have that ability. I'd become used to protecting my heart...and my mental state. I couldn't risk falling into that black hole again.Because the next time, he might not
Javier's POVI carried her out of the club despite the stares, and her screams. I couldn't care less. She tried to pull away, so i carried her and put her in the car. She didn't find this funny because she was fuming, when we finally got to the house, she opened the door and walked out straight into the building.I needed to talk to her and i didn't care how she would react, all i needed to do was get her attention. Before i could get to the living room, she had already climbed up the stairs so i followed suit. Unfortunately for him her door was locked."Damn" I screamed as I kicked the wall.i stood rooted in a place for minutes. "She was doing the right thing, I had no business being in her room" I said to myself.
Maria's POVThings had changed for me. I didn't even care if I hurt myself in the process, a part of me was cut out.I was able to move around the house without the help of Rosemary.Kesha was still around though, she helped me sometimes especially when she wasn't with Diego. Those two I mean Diego and Kesha they where too cute to watch. They loved each other so much, and I wanted to be I there shoes.And while I thought about being like them I thought of only Javier. He was the only man that had my heart, but he'd hurt me beyond my imagination. On the days Kesha was around we'd gist an
Maria's POVI finally came to terms with the fact that I’d lost my baby and I blamed him. I blamed Javier and I didn’t want to lay eyes on him.Javier tried coming to see me but I had the doctors and nurses whichever that was available send him out. I really didn’t want to see him. I only saw flashes of his wickedness each time he came around.Veronica stayed with me at the hospital while Samantha and Andres came visiting sometimes with little Andrea. Mr Francisco Ramirez called once in a while, he’s have loved to be present but he had so many business meetings, and he was glad Veronica, Samantha and Andres where around.“You deserve the love there showing you, I’m sorry for what he did to you , you’ll be alright. I just hope you can ever forgive him” he said during one of our phone conversations