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23. Painful loss

Author: Nelly
last update Last Updated: 2021-04-16 13:49:55

Maria's POV

When i got to the house, there was no one  in sight, and then i remembered today was Rosemary's off day, John was hardly home, and Kesha, maybe she went out. I went to the fridge took out the ice cream Rosemary bought for me when she went to get groceries., I felt pain all over my body, it was normal especially after any ride, I needed to rest my head, but when i tried standing I felt so dizzy and almost fell. Rosemary came right on time and held me up.

She helped me up the stairs and got me into the bed. I tried to sleep, but the more i tried to sleep, the more the sleep kept running away. I recalled the events when Javier's mom told me to take things easy with him, that he's only suffering from the heartbreak he went through and that he'll come around because she sees me as his only healing.

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