"When people tell me how great 'she' is, I'll probably tell her how annoying 'she' is and I'm not at all afraid that she'll get mad later."
**
The pearl-studded bracelet really caught my attention earlier. The bracelet moved to and fro along with the keys which the woman beside me had to press.
I was so fascinated and wanted it.
“Tam, are you taking good care of me?” asked the woman I use to calls teacher.
He snapped me out of my thoughts for a moment and I quickly answered his question with a curt nod.
"Then it's good, you can try it now!"
"What should I do now? Can't I just take a day off today? Besides, yesterday Mom had told me to play many songs at the same time. My hands still hurt," I moaned asking for a little leeway from her.
But the originally calm face became angry and I clearly understood the reason.
I didn't even dare to raise my head anymore.
“Listen Tamara, if you can't finish five songs in a month. I will be scolded by your mother!” She reaffirmed those words to me.
"I'll do it, so stop threatening me," I concluded with a heavy sigh.
I then played the Italian instrument the way she wanted. But I never enjoyed it, because to me, this was just an ordered and I would not like it for the rest of my life.
**
The bright morning welcomes announces that a new day has begun. But, my tired self still didn't want to get out of bed at all. If only one day I could rest in peace, I would be very happy.
Knock! Knock!
"Tamara!!! Didn't your alarm go off?! Why are you still in the room?! Let's hurry to get ready for school!!!"
Another alarm from Mom. I got tired of listening to it. But I can't refuse, because this has become a daily routine.
"Yes! I wake up!" I said from inside the room.
I then quickly took a towel and went into the bathroom in the room. Approximately 10 minutes, I was out of the room with neat and complete clothes.
“Good morning!” I said to Uncle Harrisson and Mother. The two of them were having breakfast together while brewing a cup of coffee.
I then joined and sat on the bench next to Mom. I glanced at them, they were still chatting. I don't know what they were talking about, but I thought it was fun.
“Tam, how was your school? Do you already have many friends? Then, how's the food there? Is it delicious?" Uncle Harrisson immediately stormed me with a lot of questions after running out of topics With Mom.
I was silent for a moment before answering his question with a big smile. Honestly, I'm happy with the little attention from him. He can always make me feel Father's love that I never got. If only he was my real father. How happy I am.
**
"Hey Tam!" said Alexi who accidentally passed me.
She smiled brightly as she wrapped his arms around me. I can only surrender to accept his treatment. Although I was very uncomfortable because she was still a stranger to me.
"Since when are you close to my cousin?"
I finally heard the question. I knew Alexi would be curious. But, should she directly ask me?
“Erm… just yesterday. So what?"
I felt her arms begin to loosen as if she was giving me some distance. If that's true, is there something wrong?
"You are beautiful. That must be the reason Nicky likes you," Alexi replied in a flat tone.
I don't understand at all, is she making fun of me? Or is she revealing that his cousin likes me? What is clear, I want to get away from these two people.
"Oh yeah, do you want to have lunch with me and Liza?"
“Emm… today I'm on a diet. Sorry," I lied.
“Pfftt… are you on a diet? It sounds very strange," sneered Alexi, who then went first to class.
I had no intention of following her and letting her get away from me. After all, why go after a strange girl who mocks me? Wasting time.
**
"Tam, want to go to the cafeteria?" asked Sandra who had stood up from her seat.
I, who had just finished taking notes, stared at her for a while before nodding my head. However, Alexi and Liza suddenly came towards our table.
"Tamara is on a diet, so it's impossible to go to the canteen. How about coming with us?" offered Alexi who still remembered my words earlier.
Really, I could tell that she was playing me on purpose. Even though she has an innocent face compared to Liza, but Alexi is the most cunning person.
"Are you on a diet, Tam?" asked an incredulous Sandra.
"E-e-yes," I replied forced.
From the look on Sandra's face, I could tell she was very worried and scared. She was reluctant to refuse Alexi's invitation, but she was also afraid of joining them. Too bad I can't help her.
"How? You want to come with us?”
"Yes."
In the end Sandra remains the same. She will choose the safest path. Then, what about me, where should I go other than the canteen?
Oh shit. I'm sorry I answered Alexi's question earlier.
**
Walking casually, looking up at the sky, waiting for the evening to come. Gosh, how long will it take for the bell to ring. Why does it feel so long? I've been busy with work, though. Then where is Sandra? Why haven't you come back yet?
"Alone?"
Hearing the voice, I turned towards the door. And the familiar man immediately greeted me with a smile that showed both his sweet dimples.
"Your cousin isn't here, she's in the cafeteria," I explained to the man who was none other than Nicky.
"I've met her. However, my purpose here is to meet you.”
“Oh… that sounds ridiculous,” I retorted wryly.
He smiled again, even though my words were so harsh. Very weird. I hope he goes soon.
"Are you bored? How about we have some fun outside?”
"Do not want. That would be even more boring.”
"You haven't tried it, why have you concluded like that?"
He was very pushy. Even though we just met yesterday. I really don't like his character.
“Again, come on! I promise, you will be very happy with me.”
"Okay fine. Just for a little while anyway.”
"She expects me to appreciate it, but she never appreciates me herself."**I followed Nicky's Steps like a chick, and Nicky as the mother. And I really don't know, where will it take me?I hope he's not some weird guy."Have you ever been truant?" Nicky asked me.I shook my head quickly as I kept my focus on looking ahead. Then suddenly his big hand grabbed my small one. I looked at him reflexively."W-why take my hand?" I asked surprised.Instead of answering, he just smirked at me. And I have absolutely no idea what that means. Did he do this on purpose?"Let's skip it!" asked Nicky with a relaxed face and he really managed to make me mute for a moment."Why? You don't want to?"I don't know, I'm very worried about his invitation. What if I get caught by my mother? What if Sandra told her? Then, what will happen after?"Sorry, you just did it. Because I'm not interested at all," I replied flatly.Ho
"I thought, what if I switch roles with her? It would have been a lot of fun.”**Ceklek!The door to the room that I wanted to open slowly still made a loud sound. Though, I intended not to wake Mom up, but that's how it is.Ceklek!I spontaneously looked into the next room, where Mother was already standing in light pink pajamas with a cherry blossom pattern. She was so fresh as if she had just finished taking a shower.“Good morning!” said Mom who I immediately returned a thin smile and a small nod.Actually I'm a little curious, did the man last night come home? However, Mother usually doesn't immediately kick the guy brought in before breakfast.Will today be the same?“Ahhh… today Mom won't have breakfast and goes straight to the office. Can you make your own breakfast?&rdqu
"You come," he says hoarsely. "Yes," I answer slowly. His half-drunk face makes me a little nervous. What will happen after that? “…” He said something, but I wasn't heard. "The music is too loud! I can't hear you!" I whisper in his ear. My eyes then roamed around. Saw how many people filled the place. "What kind of place does he like?" I whisper softly and look at the man in front of me. "I can't repeat what I said earlier! But I can show it to you!" I didn't understand what he meant, but I just smile at him. At least I don’t get into trouble with him. "It's going to be a long night! Are you ready?"
"I never hated her. But, I just didn’t like her."**"Have a nice day," said the old man with a faint smile from inside the car. I replied with a smile before entering the school grounds."Tam!" A call made me look back and it was my best friend.She gave a cheerful smile on his first day of school. Unlike me, who didn't give a happy expression at all. Because I'm upset."Is there anything that excites you more than your first day at school?" I asked to the point."Do you want to know?" This blonde hair girl even teased me back. She must have some appealing news."Of course," I replied as I walked to class.“Emm… Tommy confessed his feelings to me last night.” The words that came out of my best friend's mouth made the corners of my lips lift.I'm so happy for her, because
"If I wasn't in his life. Would she be happier?”**I just finished cleaning my shoes and luckily they are black. So, it's not very visible if it's wet.“Still smells a bit. Are you okay?" asked Sandra who was standing next to me with a wet tissue in her hand."Yes." I don't mind the smell. At least these shoes dry quickly before I get home.Sandra who heard my words nodded briefly, then handed her the mineral water she bought earlier."Thanks."After drinking it, I immediately took Sandra to class. But Sandra refused and let go of my hold."What is wrong?"“Emm… I'm going to go visit Tommy. You can go first.""Are you sure? I'm afraid you can't call it yourself. What do you need me to do?" I offered, but she immediately shook his head.