"Control your breathing," Tristan whispered as he circled Helena's form with slow, steady steps.
"You are the master of your mind, body and emotions." He recited in a soothing whisper that did little to calm the purple-eyed woman trembling uncontrollably."I don't know how much longer I can do this." She whispered with a breathless huff, sweat trailing down her tense and achy muscles, and falling in little drops to the pavement below her.Tristan stopped walking and stood in front of her, giving an upside-down Helena a perfect view of his large, bare feet."Your magic is inside you, Helena." He informed her as he dropped to a crouch and placed a palm on her trembling abdomen. "To control something as uncontrollable as your power you need to push your body to the limit.""I know... I just..." She tipped over and began falling towards him, her weak arms unable to hold her body up.Helena relaxed as he easily caught her and spun her body so she was standing upright and leaning against him for support."I'm never going to get this right," she huffed, pushing a wet strand of hair out of her face and glaring at the tall trees surrounding them.He stroked her arm in comfort, a knowing smile on his face. "We all said the same thing at the beginning of our training but as time goes on and it gets easier, you'll rejoice in your perseverance and determination."She nodded, mutely, thinking about how little time she had to gain control of her powers and take down Rigel.Maybe if she had arrived a little earlier she would have had more time to plan, but she hadn't and in two months' time Rigel is going to present as her mate, marking the start of his destruction."We'll end the lesson here, today..."Helena made to protest but was stopped by his raised palm."You're exhausted and weak...""I've done more under worst conditions, I can handle it." Helena bit out as she pulled away from his hold and stared at him with a stubborn set to her shoulders.Tristan smiled at her like she was a precocious child and Helena could not stop her from responding annoyed pout."I have known you for twenty years, daughter of mine, and I have never witnessed you in such a situation." He joked and Helena pursed her lips, knowing responding will only bury her."Come on," he urged her into the house with a firm hand on her back and she allowed herself to be led, dragging her feet just because.The silence of the house reminded her of her absent brother who had been overjoyed to handle their father's duties while he trained her.Helena worried her bottom lip as she took a seat in one of the chairs by the table and watched him fill up two cups with water."Charon told me that our pack was asked to host the annual meeting," she began when he walked over to her and handed her the cup.Tristan nodded and leaned against the countertop, his probing gaze on her nervous figure."Well..." She cleared her throat and shakily took a large gulp of water before continuing, "...I was hoping you could maybe change your mind and reconsider...""You want us to host the meeting?" He asked slowly while squinting at her in surprise.Helena shrugged, awkwardly and took another clumsy sip from her cup, causing water to spill out of it and trickle down her neck, soaking her tank top."I thought you hated these things and the people who attended them." He stated more than asked as she tried and failed to wipe away the wetness."I..." She started and paused, knowing that his supernatural ears would catch her in a lie then continued carefully, "... want to break out of my shell and experience more of the world while I'm still young."The blue-eyed man nodded in understanding, a sad expression on his face that made her heart clench but assured her that she had successfully fooled him."I mean, I'm the twenty-year-old daughter of a very powerful and handsome Alpha," she joked, "so I should be more involved in our pack and its relationship with others. And I can't keep running away from hurt and humiliation so I might as well face it head-on and damn the consequences.""When did you get so wise and brave?" The older man cooed with pride shining in his blue orbs."With a dad like you? It was bound to happen.""Okay." He agreed after a few moments of silence as he placed his cup on the countertop and she perked up in excitement."We're going to host the meeting?" She asked, trembling in her seat and he nodded in consent."Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!" Helena squealed, excitedly as she ran towards him and threw her arms around his neck, pulling him into a tight hug."You're welcome, my dear." He responded with a gentle stroke of her back. "Oh. It's a shame your mother's not here to see the woman you've become." He lamented and Helena leaned back with a sad smile."I know." She whispered, getting lost in the faint memories of the woman who had given her life for her.She frowned when she remembered something and hesitated before asking. "What do I smell like to you?""You want to know what your scent smells like," he repeated and she nodded.Tristan smiled and tapped his chin, thoughtfully. "Raindrops on grass, earl grey tea..."She smiled, knowing it was his favourite."...cinnamon, candied lemon, freshly washed cotton and..." He sniffed at her with eyebrows furrowed in concentration. "Well... the only way to describe it is the smell of burnt oak and rosemary."The air fell still and Helena released a heavy sigh, her smile dropping from her face.Tristan frowned in confusion."Are you alright, darling?" He asked, as he led her over to the table and they took a seat."How long have I smelt like..." She shuddered, "...burnt oak.""For the last two days but I didn't see any reason to inform you about it because it's normal for people's scents to change." He revealed, a worried and concerned frown on his face."It is?" She asked with surprise, having never heard of such of thing.A person's scent was more than just a bunch of smells mashed together. It was a reflection of their character, dreams, aspirations and weaknesses, things that rarely changed in the course of their life."It's not common," Tristan corrected, "but it's not rare either." He grabbed her small hand and cradled it in his large palms, a warm look in his eyes."People are like seasons, Helena, all it takes is one experience or event to change them."She frowned, her free hand clenching by her side and he squeezed her hand to draw her attention back to him."I don't know what caused you to change so much in so little time and I do not care. Yes, people change but there will always be that part of them that forever remains the same. You'll always be my daughter because you'll always have those parts of you that make you my sweet, shy, curious and empathetic Helena."She smiled, bashfully at the older man, thankful to have a parent as supportive as him."You're lucky to have me," she teased and he laughed, nodding his head in response."Come on," he urged as he rose from his seat and gently pulled her out of her up by the hand he was holding."If you want to socialize with our visiting guests, you're going to have to learn how to not let your emotions stir up your powers." He lectured as he led her outside and they took their positions, facing each other."We can't have what happened to Henry and his gang happen to the confrontational and sometimes irritating werewolves we are fortunate enough to share a boundary with." He joked with an amused twinkle in his eyes.Helena blinked in surprise. "How did you...""Henry came crying to me last night about how you tortured them and their deserved apology and vengeance. It turns out that you somehow put a block on their healing powers and he was in a great deal of pain when we talked.""I did not know I could do that," she informed him with a small laugh, filing away that piece of information for later."Let's add it to the growing list of things we have to worry about." He joked then cleared his throat, his face growing serious as he went into teaching mode"One of the best ways to gain control of something uncontrollable is by learning how to do it under stressful, near-death situations." He lectured as he began pulling off his clothes. "Which is why I'm going to hunt you down in my wolf form and maybe take a bite or two out of you." He revealed, casually as his muscles and bones began to bulge and shift beneath his skin."What?" She squeaked with wide eyes as he dropped to a crouch. "You can't be serious-, I-, what if you hurt me?!""Which is why you should start running," he growled in a muffled voice, the almost complete transformation causing his giant fangs to spill past his lips.Helena sputtered as fur began to grow out of his skin, looking around nervously then took off into the forest when it became clear he was being serious.She squealed, nearly tripping over a fallen branch, when her father's ferocious roar shook the leaves off the trees and pushed herself to run faster.Helena levitated the large fallen tree out of the road and rested it to the side, the gathered workers looking on with a mix of awe and disbelief.In the few days she had been using her powers to help get the pack and its surroundings ready for their guests, she has been given fearful, bewildered and fascinated stares by her people.Her last life had taught her the wide range of reactions her powers elicited, so she had prepared herself for the worst when her father suggested that she use her powers for simple but focus demanding chores, to help her control it better."Last night's storm was a beast but it's no match for our resident witch, eh?" Joked the man overseeing today's work with a playful nudge that nearly sent Helena crashing to the ground.She smiled with a small wince, thankful that they had all gotten to the stage where they could laugh about her powers (though there were still a handful of people who refused to do much as make skin contact with her)."This is the last of
"Charon! Helena!" Felicia greeted as they stepped into the house, throwing her arms around them and pulling them into a hug. Which was quite a feat seeing as how short her arms were compared to Charon's large form was."Felicia," Charon answered with a quick kiss to her soft cheek then pulled back and hurried away, leaving the two women alone."I thought you would be at the bakery by now," Helena commented as the shorter woman led her up the stairs."This is far more important than kneading dough, Helena." She giggled in response as she ushered the purple-eyed woman into her bedroom then shut the door behind them.Helena allowed herself to be led to her bed and sat down, obediently, with growing confusion and impatience. She needed time that she did not have to figure out what the change in timeline would be and plan how to maneuver so she hoped the older woman did not take offense when she asked her to leave."Felicia..." She trailed off, feeling like her tongue was held down by weig
"F*ck," Helena hissed as she crashed to the ground with a painful thud, the shock of it temporarily paralyzing her.The purple portal hovering over her slowly shrunk until she was left staring at the white ceiling of her bedroom."This can't be happening," the purple-eyed woman denied while shaking her head. She stumbled as she got off the ground and stood on unstable legs.Her wide eyes went to the window and she stared at the bright moon sitting serenely in the night sky, hoping for an explanation she knew she would not receive."I need your help," she begged, desperately as her body began to tremble but the glowing orb gave no response."I don't think I can handle having another mate and I..." Helena wiped away the tears trailing down her cheeks but it was of no use as more came spilling out.Mateship and all that it came with was supposed to be behind her. Things were supposed to be better in this life and she was supposed to be a stronger woman who would never fall victim to the
Morning light spilled in through the small gaps of the closed curtains and cast a warm glow on the bedroom's floors Helena walked in her with a food-laden tray floating in front of her and with a flick of het wrist, the curtains slowly slid open.The figure on her bed stirred and she set the tray down beside his unclothed figure as silver eyes slowly blinked open."Good morning," she greeted, softly, seating cross-legged in front of the tray and beside the large man."Breakfast in bed," he commented with a surprised lift of his brow as he sat up and leaned against the headboard."You deserve it after last night's performance," she shrugged, trying to joke but her flaming red cheeks revealed her bashfulness."I didn't know what you like so I..." She waved at the many dishes crammed into the tray."I'm not a picky eater," he informed her with a small smile. "Thank you, I can't remember the last time I ate something that wasn't raw or hastily prepared."He ate a small sausage and Helena
Allistor Grundy. A man people say could convince a mother to hand over her child. A man Helena had once witnessed deceive a pack into surrendering to Rigel, despite it not being in their favour.A man Helena had once trusted and thought she knew better than anyone else. But it was all a lie.He was Orion Damon's uncle and Beta of Blood Moon pack, a fact Allistor had not thought to share with her when he had whispered sweet nothings and daring promises to her.Helena knew shouldn't be surprised at this bombshell of a revelation because It was hard truly knowing a person who had been a spy most of their life, but it did not in any way lessen the hurt and betrayal.If he could lie about his identity, and convince he was just as trapped under Rigel's thumb and a trusted confident, what else had he lied about and how much of the person she had loved with a guilty heart was real?"Helena," Orion whispered, drawing her away from her thoughts and she suddenly felt sick. It was one thing to
A hand on her elbow drew Helena away from her thoughts and she turned to look at the silver-eyed Alpha staring at her in concern. "Are you alright, darling?" Her father asked from across the table, drawing her attention to their empty plates and her half full one."Yeah," she responded, weakly, the hurricane of thoughts that had been swirling around in her head, still lurking at the corners of her mind. "I just have a lot on my mind."Charon made a sound with a teasing smirk on his lips and her Father gave him a scandalised look, his cheeks turning red.Helena rolled her eyes at the older man's bashfulness and began gathering the empty dishes."Let me," Orion offered, as he followed her to the sink, his small stool groaning in thanks for being relieved of its burden."Don't worry about them," she said, her eyes unconsciously staring into the moonlit forest just beyond the window. "Charon will handle them." "But Orion and I had planned to go hunting tonight," he argued with a bit of
"Here you go." Octavius handed a bottle of water to Helena as he settled down beside her on the grass. They were both covered in a thin layer of sweat from the short training they had just finished and Helena felt like she had been run over by a truck.The silver-eyed Alpha was fast and did not hold back, forcing Helena to use every trick up her sleeve and still end up on her back with him smiling above her."Are you alright?" He asked, his nose twitching as he read her scent. "I hope I didn't hurt you too badly?" His eyebrows tightened and she smiled."I'm just thinking.""Would you like to talk about it?"She drew in a breath and released it in a great sigh. "It's complicated. Maybe even too complicated."And it was. There was no way of explaining herself to him without looking crazy and while she knew he would humour her 'insane ramblings' like he had done last night, telling of the death and destruction to come might not be met with the same amount of patience.Orion hummed with
Helena was left on her own when they stepped into the house. Orion being led away by one of his stone-faced men.She watched him disappear out of sight then sighed, deeply, feeling frustrated by how everything was going.When she had first travelled back in time, Helena had not given much thought to what could go wrong, having assumed that the goddess would create a straightforward path and she would get her revenge.But now, it was clear that there was no guarantee of her success and it left her feeling insecure and worst of all, frightened.If, in her time here, she had accomplished nothing and already lost all of her motivation, then maybe she was the failure people often tagged her as."Hello, Helena," Greeted a familiar voice."Allistor," she greeted the older man, embarrassed that she had been too caught up in her thoughts to notice she had walked all the way to his office."How are you?" She added, awkwardly, her eyes roaming over his well-dressed figure.The grey-eyed man had