Following ten minutes of strolling, she realized Kail was coming clean. Interminable void fields with nobody to help her. Simply snow and cold. She understood that she would not have been ready to contact her school before the day's over.
It was excessively cold. Her body was at that point frozen, and the sharp wind felt like blades cutting into her skin.
Be that as it may, her pride wouldn't let her surrender. She would prefer to kick the bucket strolling vulnerable than trust for the horrible ruler to return and save her.
She took a gander at the delightful snow falling. Nobody planned to mind on the off chance that she vanished, and Silje couldn't resist the opportunity to feel crushed.
'For what reason did I need to be hauled way out here? For what reason do I need to stroll in this chilly blanketed night? How did I respond that was so off-base? Since I'm Asian… It's just a little unreasonable, however I can't allow this to get to me. I should catch a ride. That will be the main way for me to endure this.'
Silje persuaded herself to emphatically think.
It required some investment to get to this place where she could hold this view. Every one of the days and evenings of crying… There were so often she longed for stopping school and taking off from home.
Then, at that point, something occurred.
Kana kicked the bucket.
Kana Warang. She was from Thailand and was additionally taken on very much like Silje. They lived in a similar area and Kana was two years more established than her. She was a tranquil young lady and she wound up ending it all following quite a while of tormenting. She was unable to take it any longer.
Kana's passing was a tremendous shock to Silje in light of the fact that their circumstances were so comparative. A short time later, Silje understood that she was unable to go down a similar way. So she chose to retaliate.
It wasn't so much that Silje didn't get Kana's choice. Silje understood it better than any other individual, as a matter of fact.
Be that as it may, she was unable to surrender. She won't pick passing.
At that point, Silje concluded that she was going to live for herself as well with respect to Kana. She won't take off from her circumstance. She realized she would fall and be wounded by her victimizers, however not entirely set in stone to battle.
After Kana's passing, Silje quit crying.
She wouldn't lose this battle. This was the existence she was given, and she planned to battle till the end.
Cuts and injuries will blur however on the off chance that she gave up to them, the disgrace will be with her until the end of time. She was unable to live with that. It was smarter to kick the bucket battling regardless of whether she currently needed to battle against the most dreaded individual at school.
The horrible ruler.
Her assurance didn't falter. As she watched the snow falling, there was assurance in her eyes. She was like bamboo. While bamboo looked delicate, breaking it was shockingly troublesome.
She was in torment however Silje didn't quit strolling.
The breeze proceeded to blow, and the snow wouldn't stop. In any event, it was anything but a full blizzard.
Silje took a full breath. She was all the while strolling, however her arms and legs were presently starting to feel solid.
'It's so cold. I think my feet are freezing, however I realize I can't stop. On the off chance that I stop now, I will always be unable to get back up. How about we essentially attempt to get to the highest point of that slope.'
She attempted to put forth a reasonable objective to assist herself with feeling significantly improved.
Had it been minutes? Hours? She was unable to tell. The best anyone could hope for at that point was to keep on strolling.
Her body felt like it was turning into an ice sculpture. Her arms and legs felt like they were breaking piece by piece. They were numb and in torment simultaneously.
'How far have I gone? It's snowing such a lot of that I can't tell, however I can't stop now. I really want to continue to walk.'
She was unable to think obviously any longer. All she knew until further notice was that she needed to walk. Her body instinctually kept on moving.
The breeze furiously blew against her once more.
How long had it been? Then, at that point, out of blue, a brilliant light was sparkled from behind and her reality became noticeable once more. There was the squeak of the tires, demonstrating that a vehicle had halted behind her.That's What is?
She at first couldn't figure out whether this was truly occurring or on the other hand on the off chance that she was fantasizing. Then, at that point, she saw the vehicle with the colored windows.
She froze.
It was Kail's vehicle! Good gracious!
She needed to run. She needed to get away.
An admonition ringer rang boisterously in her mind, however her body wouldn't move. She was frozen on the spot.
The vehicle entryway opened and a recognizable figure in a dark fur garment left.
Good gracious.
Silje's eyes obscured briefly from the chilliness, however she might in any case see the dull figure coming towards her. Instinctively, she supported up a stage.
Assuming he had arrived, did it imply that he had been cruising all over this area the entire time? Was every last bit of her work for no good reason?
Silje bit her lips.
All at once, Kail, who had been gazing at her quietly, out of nowhere snatched her hair.
Her heart beat was exceptionally quick and uproarious.
Kail kept on viewing at her as he said, "Your body is frozen."
His look was extraordinary as he scoffed, "I'm intrigued. You strolled the entire way here."
Silje needed counter back with a brilliant reaction, however her teeth jabbered vulnerable. Kail proceeded, "What a numbskull you are."
He checked out at her with disdain prior to driving her away. Silje lost her equilibrium and fell into the snow.
"Hahaha!"
Kail's group snickered at her sorry state.
"Take a gander at how moronic she looks."
Dull sky and cold air.
Silje scowled at Kail's group as the virus wind wounded her. She needed to kill them all. Her contempt for them was developing. She frantically needed to get back up and battle them all, however her body wouldn't tune in.
Out of nowhere, Silje saw white tobacco smoke.
It was Kail. With his dull hair blowing in the breeze and his dark fur garment, he resembled the harvester of souls.
Kail was inclining toward the tree as he smoked. He looked so loosened up that Silje experienced overpowering fierceness.
He appeared to be uninterested as he kept on gazing at her and Silje didn't turn away. This was war.
This went on for some time and Kail didn't move the slightest bit as he saw her like he needed to gulp down her entire. On the off chance that she knew worse, Silje would've imagined that he may be keen on her. Maybe different young ladies would confuse his extraordinary gaze with heartfelt sentiments.
Be that as it may, Silje had some better sense. What she recognized clearly were outrage and franticness.
He needed to hurt her. His body gave out an unquestionably hazardous atmosphere. Without a word, he was let the world that anybody know who disappointed him would meet his intensity.
Peppery smoke stimulated her nose. It appeared as though Kail was smoking toward the breeze, so the smoke hit Silje's face. Her eyes consumed, making them red.
She frowned at him as he grinned and added gradually, "How silly would you say you are? It would've been exceptional for you to simply remain where I left you. Assuming you did, I would've let you off simple, however now that you've done this, it's past the point of no return for you."
It was past the point of no return. Pressing forward was the only real option now.His words sounded so compromising that Silje shuddered. Only briefly, she lamented strolling this entire way.Be that as it may, very much like Kail said, it was past the point of no return now. Silje proceeded to stand and scowl at him. Kail's face folded out of frustration as he snarled at her, "Who in the world do you suppose you are? How might you venture to drive me crazy? I let you know that it would be better for you to simply wait. Anything that I do to you from this point forward, it is all on you. It's all your shortcoming so don't fault me."She realized it was over for her, however she showed no feelings. She didn't move it is possible that; she just kept on standing straight and hung tight for her destiny.Kail grinned sharply."I see you are not sorry about anything. No second thoughts, eh?"He discarded his cigarette and as though on prompt, his
"… I will kill them. I won't ever pardon them. Never."There was certifiably not a solitary star in the dark sky. Strolling gradually, Silje mumbled in torment, "Do they truly believe I will lose? He said he will test my karma? They better realize that this is the greatest misstep they have made. I will endure this evening. I will ensure. I won't kick the bucket here this way."Silje kept on strolling, however her body was exceptionally near abandoning her.Her body was frozen, and she wasn't feeling much for some time now. Her feet were numb, and she needed to utilize all that she needed to make them move.Her wrist hurt. The draining wouldn't stop so it kept on trickling. To oppose her aggravation and outrage, Silje gripped her clench hands. She gritted her teeth to prevent herself from groaning."I will kill him. I won't ever pardon him, that charlatan!"While draining and strolling, Silje looked forward the interminable void field
Steaming hot cocoa, warm chimney, comfortable couch, and individuals who really focused on her.In the tranquil cafeteria, Silje tasted on her beverage and grinned brilliantly to console them."Goodness, it's so scrumptious. I love it. It's warming me up."Tran and Niels took a gander at Silje in shock briefly, however Tran immediately began to laugh uncontrollably."It's that great, eh?"At the point when Silje gestured, Tran snickered once more."Then, at that point, I will get you another so have however much you need. You are so peculiar, Silje. How might you be so quiet experiencing the same thing?""I for the most part don't drink hot chocolate. I don't eat different desserts frequently either, however when I feel down, I eat sweet cake.""Okay. I trust this cheers you up.""… Ok. Much obliged to you."Silje took one more taste from her cup and said unobtrusively, "Thank you for being with me like thi
For a couple of days, Silje turned out to be exceptionally sick.When she got back home, her body must've loose and she at long last acknowledged the amount she had gone as the night progressed. Her wrist felt extraordinarily excruciating and she caught an extreme fever. Her feet and hands additionally experienced frostbite.The enthusiastic cost for her was the straw that broke the camel's back and she was unable to get up the following day. She told her new parents she had a terrible fever thus she remained at home for a couple of days.Silje frantically needed to stop school right away, however she needed to move on from secondary school. That was the main way for her to compensate her new parents for raising her, and it was additionally the main way for her to authentically venture out from home.Similarly as she had done all through her whole life, she needed to persevere through everything. Silje chose to just contemplate graduating and that's it. H
After Ingrid left, Kail was going to light another cigarette when he grimaced."She demolished it."He mumbled to himself and got his jacket. He really wanted something to encourage him."Welcome, Kail. You honor us with your presence."Lady Camila grinned enchantingly and welcomed him.Kail entered the restrictive Karl Johans club in Oslo. Within was embellished with Persian floor coverings, extravagant ceiling fixtures, red velvet draperies, and Wedgwood one china containers. With high roofs and dull floors, the magnificence of the spot was threatening.In the background, ladies' chuckling could be heard from the private rooms. Not at all like the other normal clubs, this spot guaranteed unadulterated animalistic delight. For this reason Kail visited this place some of the time when he felt disappointed.Kail addressed the entertainer who was exceptionally eager to see him."You are so great at honeyed words, Madam.""
Ding dong ding dong.As the ringer rang, Silje entered the study hall with her dressed wrist.It was the second time of the day and she was going to go to her exemplary writing class. It was an elective, so the understudies in the room weren't her customary schoolmates.At the point when she strolled in, everybody gazed at her. The gossip of the occurrence among her and Kail had proactively spread generally, so the children murmured among themselves. They were obviously discussing her, however Silje disregarded them and plunked down unobtrusively. She was utilized to this.The instructor began the illustration, "How about we start from where we left off last time. In the northern European fantasy, berserkers were Odin's most courageous men who did without protective layers into fight. They… ."Of all subjects, the instructor was discussing berserkers. Silje could have done without it. It helped her to remember Satan, Kail.Her wrist a
This had happened for a considerable length of time. She won't let this gibberish proceed. The individual who went after her was remaining in front and ridiculing her. She needed to retaliate. Silje grimaced forcefully and spat out his name."Kail Jorgen Bruntland."At her furious voice, Kail gradually gazed toward her. Silje didn't turn away and inquired, "That is your name, right?""So?"When he replied with a sweet grin, Silje gritted her teeth and proceeded, "And you are the horrible ruler of Bestrum Skole, right?"One, two, three seconds.Out of nowhere, Kail snickered boisterously, filling the whole corridor."It made perfect sense to you. It seems like you know me well overall, so I don't have anything to say about that."Kail grinned enchantingly and proceeded, "You're entertaining. I hadn't understood how well known I was. I'm respected."At the point when Kail bowed jokingly, Silje bit her lips."Quit ri
Silje disregarded him and went comparably regular at work."Goodness! This salmon sandwich is astonishing. All the sandwiches made today were awesome.""Obviously. I put my everything into it, so it should be great.""Then, at that point, I will have another."Snickering and having a good time, Silje looked delightful and Kail couldn't quit checking her out. In her pink sweater and pants, she at long last resembled an ordinary high school young lady. She seemed healthy enough for once."It's so scrumptious! Haha."Silje grinned and continually ate as though she was starving and continued to shout how great the food was. At the point when more clients came in, she happily welcomed them and took their orders.Her satisfaction irritated him."Welcome!"Gazing at her, Kail grinned obscurely.Which side of her was her genuine self?Kail's grin was shadowy and ridiculous. He became inquisitive.'I can't he
Beep, beep.The street was busy with familiar yellow cabs and other cars. It was rush hour, and everyone was trying to get home while the restaurants and bars started to light up their neon signs.Beep, beep.The drivers honked in frustration, but Silje, who was on foot, was walking with a light heart. It was rush hour, but it didn’t mean anything to her.In an ivory trench coat, high heels, and a pink scarf, Silje looked like spring. Wearing a pair of sunglasses, she smiled happily as she hurriedly walked to her destination.It wasn’t that she was late, and she actually didn’t know where she would be going tonight. She was going to call him very soon to find out what he wanted to do.Waiting for the green light, she took a deep breath. The wind was still chilly, but it felt gentle, reminding her that the spring was finally coming to New York.“Could it really be almost spring already? It has been so cold this
Two years later at a TV studio for the show “One” Norway.“Hello, everyone. We are here today to interview the world-famous model Silje Kim. Oh, there she is, walking out. Do you see her? She has arrived right on time for her interview. The audience is turning around to get a glimpse of her. Yes, that’s right. Beautiful long black hair, calm black eyes, exotic features, and a gorgeous body. She was one of the top Asian models in New York until recently when she retired after getting married. She wrote an autobiography titled ‘The Swan’ which is receiving enormous attention from the public. In her book, Silje Kim talks about the terrible racism she experienced in her youth, going through an abortion as a teenager, and moving to New York to become a successful model. Her candidness has captured her audience’s attention and ‘The Swan’ is currently the number one bestseller in Norway. Her writing is considered to be excellent
Kail was in a coma for well over a week.After ten days of not waking up, the doctors didn’t seem to have much hope for him. Instead of becoming hysterical, Silje began to feel calmer as the uncertain time passed.She felt like she was ready to let him go now.With that thought, Silje visited the hospital again. Smelling the unpleasant disinfectant and walking into the VIP room, she stopped suddenly.“…”For some reason, there were more doctors and nurses inside the room than usual. Silje raised her eyebrows in confusion. Something felt different. These people weren’t here just for a routine round.One of the nurses noticed Silje and informed her, “The patient woke up a little while ago. You can visit him if you want, but only briefly.”Kail was awake.Just when she finally came to terms with his death, God sent her an unexpected gift. Walking slowly to his bed, Silje looked at him cal
Silje took the shiny scissors to Kail’s wrist.“…”She cut his pale skin, making the shockingly red blood drip from it.Next, it was her turn. Silje did the same on her delicate wrist.She dripped her own blood into Kail’s wound, as if this act could make them one.“I can’t let you go yet, so this is what I am going to do. You are not allowed to leave me. I’m sure there will be plenty of people in the world who would be pleased to have you die, but I am not ready for you to leave yet.”Kail still wouldn’t move, and Silje looked down at him coldly.“You are not allowed to die without my permission, Kail. You made me the way I am now, so don’t even think about leaving me without my permission. I will never forgive you if you die on me like this. You always do whatever you want, causing me so much pain, but this time, I will not let you get what you want. You can&rs
Pale face covered in wounds.Tubes going into his mouth to hook him to a ventilator.Kail was barely breathing, but despite the desperate situation, he still looked like a beautiful deity underneath the blue moon.Silje stared at him. She looked calm on the outside, but she felt her heart breaking on the inside.The noises from the medical devices were disturbing, making her frown.“Are you happy now? You made me into this weak woman. You made me feel such strong emotions… Fine, I will admit it. Looking at you like this is killing me. You once told me that I drove you to madness. You are doing the same to me… You flew halfway across the world to chase me and you have caused me so much pain. Are you happy now? Answer me! Kail!”Silence.It felt like she was standing in a cold graveyard. Watching him looking helpless, Silje put her hand on her chest and said to him slowly, “You won. You have ruined me, so
This was the first time Christian told her his true feelings. Silje didn’t know what to say at first. She thought for a second before asking him slowly, “If you get to come with me to the hospital now, do you think it will make you feel better? Would it be enough to make you feel like you no longer owe me anything?”“Probably.”Christian nodded and continued, “This will be the last time. I will take you to the hospital. You look like you are in shock so I don’t think you will be able to get there on your own anyway in your current state.”He was right. Silje was pretending to be calm, but her legs were shaking. She looked up at him and replied quietly, “Alright. Then could you drive me to the hospital, Christian? I need to see him.”“Of course.”She had to see him.On the phone, Silje was told that Kail was in a terrible accident and he was dying.The man she hate
The phone rang in the middle of the night.The woman swore in annoyance as she took a sip of her whiskey. Putting down her cigarette, she picked up the phone with her perfectly manicured hand.“Hello?”Messy blond hair, clad in black slip wet with sweat.A naked man watched her as she answered the phone. Ingrid was with a young man in a hotel room when the phone rang. Breathlessly, she answered, “What? Seriously! You finally got rid of him! Perfect. Good job. I knew you could do it. It was worth the money. Good. So now, you need to cross the border to go to Mexico and then take the boat to the Caribbean island like we planned. I will take care of the costs, so don’t worry. Make sure to destroy your cellphone as well. Rolf can never find out about this. Gosh!!! Finally! Finally, the day has come!”Ingrid laughed hysterically at the news. She took another sip of her whiskey as if to celebrate.The blond young man
When she came out wrapped in a white towel, Tasha was talking to her boyfriend on the phone. Anna was away in Saint Petersburg doing a photoshoot for Russian Vogue, so the dorm was quieter than usual.A siren was heard from outside but Silje was used to it by now. Drying her hair with the towel, Silje looked out the window with a bitter expression.She was used to this life now. When she first came to New York, she felt lost in this giant city.However, she no longer felt lonely. She used to be completely alone, but now, she had friends, including Jung Yun. After work, Silje often chatted with her friends.Jung Yun, especially, became a close friend. Jung Yun, a fellow model and the daughter of Silje’s favorite Korean restaurant owner, often gave Silje helpful advice regarding modeling.And of course, Silje sometimes talked to Niels and Tran in Oslo. She also contacted Irina from time to time. These were people who were happy for Silje’
After returning home from dinner with Christian, Silje changed into more comfortable clothes. She still lived in the agency dorm with the other models. Since she didn’t live alone, it wasn’t perfectly private, but Silje still felt like she belonged here.“Hello, Silje.”Tasha greeted her. She was a model from Eastern Europe with a long ponytail. She was wearing a yoga shirt and black hot pants. They lived with another model named Anna who was from Russia. The three got along well and they often went for meals together. Their favorite place was in Chinatown.Silje also had a wide network of acquaintances. She was often invited to parties where she was able to enjoy good jazz music and wine. Silje liked these parties sometimes, but she still couldn’t get used to them like many other New York models.What mattered the most to her was her work, but still, Silje recently opened up her heart and worked on her social life as well. I