“ Hey.”
I look outside just to see Ethan. He was smiling at us with a back pack clang on his left shoulder. I nodded at Zaine who was seriously looking at me as his eyebrows are furrowed.
“ You can’t remember her but surely your heart will identify her.” I said to him before I went out leaving him inside. I smiled at Ethan when I made a way towards him.
“ What’s with that expression?”
“ He still can’t remember Cheska…”
“ Is that really the problem?” he stared at me.
“ No, but it still hurts when someone you like see you into another person,” I smiled sadly at him.
“ I’ll talk to him.” I can see the worry on his eyes as he look at me.
“ No need.”
“ Let’s go?” I heard Zaine’s voice and he looked at us.
“ What’s the prob, guys? ”
“ Nothin
I can’t believe what he just said. I was blinking numerous times just to sink that all in as my heart pounded so much. I can’t utter a word right now and was just staring at him, also confused to what I just heard.“ D-did you just confessed too?” I asked as I was stuttering to even say a word.He nodded. I felt his hand intertwined with mine that made my heart pounded even more. My heart was beating so fast.“ I know it’s still early but let me be with you,” he said. “ Let me be with you.” He repeated.“ Zaine…”“ I am willing to wait. At least now, I have the assurance that we have the same feelings.”I stared at him. I got his point. I want to be with him too and confessing it right now may change something in between us. But some things are bothering me that it I can’t decide right away.“ Are you willing to wait until our graduation?
Zaine’s POVI looked at the woman who was walking towards me. She was wearing a nurse uniform with a stethoscope on her neck. As she smiles brightly, I can see to her that she’s happy.I smiled. I can’t help but to admire her beauty. Those pinkish lips, her long wavy hair, her captivating eyes and her good personality. She has it all. The brain and the beauty, but what I really admire about her is her kindness and humbleness as she act and speak towards people.“ You’ve waited, huh?” she smiled. She put the stethoscope inside her big bag. I was just staring at her yet I can’t stopped smiling as I was looking at the woman I waited for so long.“ Zaine? You okay?” she asked. That was the moment I kissed her cheeks. She blushed as I gave distance to her. That blushing of her made her pretty and cute at the same time.“ Yeah…” I mumbled, staring at her. “ You’re beauti
After years that I'm with him, he still love his best friend. His first love.Now, I'm infront of him. Infront of the man I love and the man I only want to be with for the rest of my life.'Zaine'His name lingered in my mind. He keep running inside my head as if he can't get out anymore. He's finding himself a way to escape. But why can't I do that to him?He almost asked those word yet I stopped him. He is so naive."Are you inl—""Yes! I am inlove with you! I love you!"That's the time when I confess my love to him, for the first time in my life. He just looked at my direction and mumbled my name."Jane...""I know, Zaine. You don't love me," I faked a smile. "You will never love me and I'm sorry... i-if I fell for you..." I didn't expected that he will hug me despit of my confession earlier. After all the revelation
"Jane, how are you feeling right now?"That's the first thing my grandmother Flores asked me as we started eating in front of our table. I smiled at her and swallowed first the bread that I'm eating."I'm perfectly fone grandma, just busy with the school work though," I answered." Are you sure you don't want to go back to your real family, Jane? It's been two years."" I don't want to, grandma," I said, sighing. Bitterness can be felt as I said that."I wish, you can decide now Jane. You know that I can't take care of you anymore before I'm aging,"she laughed as she told me that, but I can feel the sadness evident on her eyes."Grandma, don't say that." I went to her side and hug her. This is my only way to thank her endlessly for being with me for the past few years."You knew that they can easily find you, Jane," she warned, seriousnes
I am currently in Ma'am Santos' office to review our MTAP. It's a bit of a hassle because after this week the competition will take place. It's scary sometimes but if there are lessons that we review come out, maybe we have a chance to get into the Division Level.I am with Chelsea and Clifford. Our seats are far away but the two seem to never stop teasing each other. If I hadn't been here maybe they would have shouted all day long.Shut up, Cliff," Chelsea said, annoyed. Her forehead was already furrowed because Clifford had been annoying her."Ms. Pretty Nerd," he teased with a smirk."Atleast, my crush praised me," Chelsea replied that make Clifford's silent.The door of the office opened so I looked there. A woman suddenly peeked out who I think was the same age as ours."Cheska." Chelsea approached the woman named Cheska. She's my classmate. 
I don't know why my heart beats like that. All my life I hadn't felt that way before.Those smile is so handsome. Everything about him is very attractive. I can't deny that he's a full package. From those thick eyebrows, long eye lashes, pointed nose, and red kissable lips. I just watched him then while I was close to my behavior as if my eyes were only on him.Do I have a crush on him?I don't know. I just find him attractive though. I never had a crush on someone either. I don't know this weird feeling I feel right now. I can't explain it.I am in my room, reading my notes for our reporting tomorrow. Cheska sent this notes yesterday yet I didn't review it i just recently saw her message to me.The next day I hurriedly going ro school. I did not realize the time. It's already 7:54 in the morning and our class starts at 7:30.I was outside o
"I'm nervous, Jane." Chelsea was still very close to me as we headed to the room for the contestants. Today, the MTAP competition will be held, and it was held in our school this year. I am also nervous but I dint want them to notice it.Clifford, on the other hand, was accompanied by a man in a suit. They were ahead and from the looks of the man, he's just calm. It looks like the guy in the halo-halo stand. He also looks like a bodyguard. But who will have this bodyguard?Maybe because there are also many students today from different schools. It was always this way though. Last year we were at Francisco University, the second largest school.Clifford looked at us as we were in front of the room."You ready?" We just nodded at him. He glanced at the man in the suit and nodded. He quickly understood and also left us immediately."We've been with him before, Cliff." said Che
"Are you okay, Cheska?" I asked her when we reached their garden. We sat on the hammock attached to the tree, it had a lot of space so we both fit.I saw her alone hete so it was better to talk to her about something that was bothering her. It's garden is also simple and clean. The plants are well arranged and can be seen to be well cared for. Maybe Mom Rosy takes care of them.Cheska turned her gaze to me and her eyes were sad. Her situation can be seen to be very difficult. I wonder where's her mother? If she comes, he may be here or maybe she is in another house if there is one."I'm thinking of m-mommy," she said softly. "She didn't come here because we have another house, but when I think of my dad who is in the States, I also want to go with her. It's hard to choose the people who's very important to you.""They need to know Cheska. I know they can understand." I am pertaining to our friends. M
Zaine’s POVI looked at the woman who was walking towards me. She was wearing a nurse uniform with a stethoscope on her neck. As she smiles brightly, I can see to her that she’s happy.I smiled. I can’t help but to admire her beauty. Those pinkish lips, her long wavy hair, her captivating eyes and her good personality. She has it all. The brain and the beauty, but what I really admire about her is her kindness and humbleness as she act and speak towards people.“ You’ve waited, huh?” she smiled. She put the stethoscope inside her big bag. I was just staring at her yet I can’t stopped smiling as I was looking at the woman I waited for so long.“ Zaine? You okay?” she asked. That was the moment I kissed her cheeks. She blushed as I gave distance to her. That blushing of her made her pretty and cute at the same time.“ Yeah…” I mumbled, staring at her. “ You’re beauti
I can’t believe what he just said. I was blinking numerous times just to sink that all in as my heart pounded so much. I can’t utter a word right now and was just staring at him, also confused to what I just heard.“ D-did you just confessed too?” I asked as I was stuttering to even say a word.He nodded. I felt his hand intertwined with mine that made my heart pounded even more. My heart was beating so fast.“ I know it’s still early but let me be with you,” he said. “ Let me be with you.” He repeated.“ Zaine…”“ I am willing to wait. At least now, I have the assurance that we have the same feelings.”I stared at him. I got his point. I want to be with him too and confessing it right now may change something in between us. But some things are bothering me that it I can’t decide right away.“ Are you willing to wait until our graduation?
“ Hey.”I look outside just to see Ethan. He was smiling at us with a back pack clang on his left shoulder. I nodded at Zaine who was seriously looking at me as his eyebrows are furrowed.“ You can’t remember her but surely your heart will identify her.” I said to him before I went out leaving him inside. I smiled at Ethan when I made a way towards him.“ What’s with that expression?”“ He still can’t remember Cheska…”“ Is that really the problem?” he stared at me.“ No, but it still hurts when someone you like see you into another person,” I smiled sadly at him.“ I’ll talk to him.” I can see the worry on his eyes as he look at me.“ No need.”“ Let’s go?” I heard Zaine’s voice and he looked at us.“ What’s the prob, guys? ”“ Nothin
Zaine pick me up when Monday came. He has those bright face as he stares at me. I give him a smile.“ This is your new condo?” he asked as he looked at the building behind me. I simply nodded.“ Why didn’t you tell me that you will moved. I will give you a helping hand,” he said that made me chuckle.“ Even I got surprised too. It was a gift from my brother.”“ Why would he gave you a gift?”“ It was my birthday yesterday,” I simply smiled at him and went inside first in his car. He immediately followed and went to the driver’s seat with a shock face.“ Why didn’t you tell me?”“ I told you I am busy.” I answer him that made him frown.“ I thought you would just watch some Kdrama or the season 4 of attack in titan?”“ Wait how did you know that?” I ask referring to my favorite movie.“ Tsk, answer my question first.”“ I want to be alone when it’s my birthday. Even my siblings didn’t want to disturb me on my special d
It felt surreal that someone is fighting for you and knowing that he understands you more than anyone else. I didn't expect him to say that to them. I was left astonished by what he said and all I can do is to look at him with mixed emotions I am still wanting to stop.But I guess I can't. It just gotten worst because of what he just said. All of the words were as if a reminder to me that he really cares even though his memories were lost as for the moment.He was just seriously looking at them. He was standing but I can feel that he still respect whoever's in this gatherings.“ I gotta go, thank for the dinner.” Zaine said. I was about to stood up but he stopped me.“ They need you here. I will call you later.”I didn't respond. All I did was to look at his eyes who's full of confusion and disappointed. He never hide those emotions.“ Sorry. I didn't know.”“ It's not your fault.”
“ I don’t know.” What will I do to enlighten him about the fact that he maybe looking for Cheska? He can’t just take the trip without anyone with him. He can’t be really felt the contentment. The answers to his questions will never give it to him unless someone will really give him that.“ Let’s plan it after the school year.” I smiled to assured him that. He slightly smiled, a cheeky one which made him cute.“ Okay, I’ll take note of that.”He drove to our village. I am still living to them yet Zaine insisted that he will live in his condo from now on. He doesn’t want to be with his mother anymore. I know he despise his mother, he told me that when we’re in the hospital, but he just can’t enumerate the reason. He can’t remember it.I hope Zaine will remember as soon as possible as this set up will hurt him when that time will come. He is mad at me. I remember his face with so much furiousness that night that it can’t be easily erase in my mind. I
Months came and everything went to normal. It was as if we are starting from the beginning. The thought of it made me felt glee and at the same time, contentment.We’re already on half of the school and are still learning and coping for the new curriculum. It’s hard for me because of the new environment I came in. It’s also hard to cope up with the thing that are new and it’s very surprising at first. I’ve become more busy compare to the former years, being a junior high school student.I miss my friends. After that incident, they avoided me except for Ethan and Zaine. Nathan didn’t knew anything as he’s not here. But I am sure that one of us will tell him soon.I miss our conversations, our trips and moments that I cherished the most. It was the best for me. They become my light but it was not for eternity. It was just temporary and I think it is better that way.Zaine went back to school after he g
I was taken aback when someone suddenly caressed my cheek which caused my eyes to open and totally wake up. I immediately saw Aunt Zandra in front of me so I immediately got up on my seat.I fell asleep while watching and taking care of Zaine. I didn't realize the time when I suddenly felt my aunt's hand caressing my cheek."It's good you're awake, hija.""Good evening," I greeted. "I'll go now."I arranged my belongings and was about to leave when Zaine's mother called me. I don't want to be with her but I also can't be rude to a lady in front of me now. I can't still forgets the last thing she said before the accident. If it weren't for her, all this wouldn't have happened."I want us to talk about something." she said as she walks near me.I remained where I was and looked at Zaine who was sound asleep on her bed. He sleeps peacefully ye
I forced a smile even though I couldn’t understand what was happening. I didn’t know what to say, the right words to let him know that I wasn’t the ‘best friend’ he was referring to. He smiled as he said that as if he is not doubting his own answer.“Why? How did it happen?" Ethan asked next to me. Even him could trace the confusion and shock on his face. I think he didn't expect this to happen too. None of us expected this to happen.“Why? Did I say something confusing?” Zaine's muttered. He leaned against the headboard of his bed and looked at us and those eyes was the last thing that stares to me. He was also confuse, but neither of us can't give him the answer to his question."For how long did you remember Zaine?" Luke interfered. He got his camera and show something to Zaine. I think he was showing someone on that photo that caused Zaine to frown."Who's that girl?" he pointed at the ca