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Chapter Twenty Nine- Standing By Me...
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Chapter Twenty-Nine
(Spencer POV)
I didn’t sleep well at all last night and being woken up before sunrise by my concerned friends didn’t help much either with my state of exhaustion. I look in the mirror one last time before heading to the kitchen, silently taking in my appearance with my hair piled in a messy ponytail high on my head, in my denim shorts, black combat boots and oversized gray shirt that's collar was stretched that it hung off my shoulder. It used to be Iz’s shirt and though it no longer smelled of him sadly it brought me comfort. I put in my gun metal gray large hoop earrings to finish the look and head toward the kitchen.
Ezekiel is already standing at the kitchen island wit
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