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Chapter Thirty Four- Disgust
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Chapter Thirty Four
(Paxton POV)
When Bradley and I shared our suspicions with Ezekiel we didn’t expect him to believe us so soon. I don’t even know why we picked him of all people but for some reason we just sensed he could help. Christine had automatically agreed to the idea as well which was odd because she was always reluctant to involve others and not solve issues on our own. To be honest being a full blooded hunter she had even better instincts regarding these things but even she was confused. Asking Ezekiel had actually been a great idea because he said he knew exactly how to find out but he would need a couple of days. He was reluctant to leave Spencer but knew that we would always stand by and protect her so he went. I could tell there was something he wasn’t telling
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