Baby
It was already 1 am when I arrived home. Mabilis namang napatayo sina mommy at daddy na kaninang nakaupo sa sofa habang hindi makapaniwala matapos nila akong makita.
"Sweetheart," my mom softly uttered before hugging me. I wasn't able to stop myself too. I ended up crying because of what happened.
I thought it was the end for me. Indra and Aziel were both wrong when they keep on reminding me that the clock birthmarks on my left palm will definitely indicates my death.
If that's the case, bakit hindi ako namatay? Why I am still alive and breathing right now?
Kumalas sa pagkakayakap sa'kin si mommy bago hinawakan ang magkabilang pisngi ko.
"Paano nangyari....
Hindi n'ya magawang maituloy yung sasabihin n'ya matapos makita ang dalawang palad ko.
"It's g-gone. A-Anong nangyari sa anak natin, Gregor?" naguguluhan n'yang tanong bago yumakap kay daddy.
"Sweetheart, will you tell us where did you go earlier?" Tumango ako sa sinabi nila. I told them to stay calm before I went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
Ibinigay ko naman kay 'yon mommy para pakalmahin s'ya.
"I was sickly worried at Callie po so I went the veterinary clinic where I met Dr. Alvidarez,” pagsisimula ko.
I told them everything in detailed. I saw my dad massaging his forehead while still thinking how I escaped my death.
"T-This is the first time I heard about this case. I'm really scared," mommy sobbed without letting go of my hand.
"Don't worry about me, mom and dad. Everything will be alright." I consoled just to lessen the pain in their chest.
Everything was still a mystery for me. I did everything to find answers by searching people through the internet who had the same case as mine. I made myself busy all day and all night by reading random blogs and stories. Sad to say, I wasn't able to find the answers that will satisfy my curiosity.
I was about to turn off my laptop, when a link popped up on my screen. Without any hesitations, I opened it. There were only few words listed on this page. It says that there is an unknown author who wrote a mysterious book which contained everything about death, clock birthmarks, soulmates and ill-fated relationships.
Naglaan ako ng oras para d'on sa pagbabakasakaling mahahanap ko ang misteryosong libro. The title of the book is Hidden and just like it's name, it was nowhere to be found.
Sinamahan rin ako nina daddy para pumunta doon sa sinasabi kong clinic. Ilang araw kaming nagpabalik balik doon pero sarado. I wasn't able to find Dr. Alvitarez. Maging si Dr. Montresor ay wala rin.
"Let your fate find its way, sweetheart. I believe that you'll see him for the second time." Dad comforted. Sa hindi mabilang na pagkakataon, bumaba muli ang tingin ko sa palad ko.
If Dr. Alvidarez was meant for me, does it mean that he had no clock birthmarks too?
A week had passed since I started became clueless about my life. Last school year, I already pulled out my requirements and paper that contains my personal information at Aestwood College saying that I will be transferring to other university. I didn't tell my college professors and block mates the real reason why will I leave. I don't want them to worry or give me sympathy just because my clock birthmark dictated that I'll die at the age of 18.
"I can give you a ride," sambit ni daddy na akmang kukuha na sana ng susi ng kotse kung hindi ko lang s'ya napigilan.
"Dad, just take care of mom. After a few minutes, Aziel will be here," nakangiting sagot ko para hindi na s'ya mag alala. Because of being too worried, mom get sick. Ayokong maiwan s'ya mag isa dito sa bahay.
Maya maya pa, napatigil ako sa pag iisip dahil sa isang pamilyar na boses na gumulat sa akin.
"Wazzup, Amor!" Aziel gushed before going to my direction. Napatigil Ginulo n'ya ulit ang buhok ko gaya ng madalas n'yang ginagawa. Naiinis tuloy akong umalis sa tabi n'ya.
"Aziel, dahan dahan sa pagmamaneho," rinig kong suway ni Daddy sa kanya.
Before leaving, I went to our full length mirror only to see if I look alright. I just preferred a casual wear today — black cropped long sleeve, high wasted jeans and my white sneakers. Mabuti na lang rin at hindi ko nakalimutang dalhin ang ID ko.
Aestwood College has strict protocols regarding this matter. Even if you plead or cry in front of the security guards, they won't let you enter unless you are wearing what they had required.
Akmang bubuksan ko na sana ang pinto sa frontseat ng kotse ni Aziel kung hindi lang n'ya ako napigilan.
"Sit at the back, Amor. I will fetch Lissy first before we proceed to Aestwood."
Nang mapansin nitong kumunot ang noo ko ay tsaka n'ya ako tinawanan.
I'm a little bit jealous at Lis. Naisip ko lang na magmula nang makilala s'ya ng pinsan ko, bihira na kami lumabas magkasama. I thought that I will quickly move forward from Indra's death because Aziel is here for me without knowing that I'm also losing him.
I can't blame him if he had more time with Lissy compared to me.
"Goodmorning, Relle," nakangiting bati ni Lissy sa akin.
Aziel opened the door of his car for her. When she's already inside the car, they made a quick kiss infront of me. I just decided to dart my eyes outside habang umuusad ang aming sasakyan.
"I think she's jealous, love," pang aasar pa ni Aziel sa akin. This scenario is not new to me. Lissy and I are actually friends. Alam kong sanay na siya na ganito lagi yung reaksyon ko sa t'wing third party ako sa kanilang dalawa ng pinsan ko.
The travel didn't last long since maaga kaming umalis kaya hindi inabutan nang matinding traffic. When we're already at the Aestwood, nagpaalam ako sa kanilang dalawa dahil magkakaiba kami ng department na pupuntahan.
I'll go to Business Majors Department, Aziel on Engineering while Lissy is on Department of Chemistry and Physics.
"Relle, puntahan na lang kita pagkatapos," aniya na tinanguan ko naman.
"Okay, I'll see the both of you after," sagot ko bago ko pa man muling masaksihan ang eksena nila sa harap ko.
Hindi naman siguro ako bitter pero parang gan'on na nga.
And since I'm an early bird, the enrollment didn't take longer like what I am expecting. I just submitted the additional and necessary requirements and filled up some forms.
Medyo nagulat pa 'yong prof ko n'ong first year nang magkasalubong kami. I just told him that I change my mind that's why I'm not transferring anymore. I can't tell him that the date of my death changes. I'm so sure that this issue about me will blow up. I just want to have a normal and peaceful life here.
After a few moments, Aziel texted me that's why I became busy replying to him. Napatigil lang ako nang biglang may bumangga sa akin. Nagpatak tuloy yung phone ko kaya't mabilis ko 'yong nilimot. I check the screen of it at mabuti na lang gumagana pa rin.
Aziel:
Can you make a quick reply? What took you so long?Me:
My phone fell. May bumangga sa'kin.Aziel:
And you didn't saw his face again?Me:
What about him?Aziel:
Stupid.Napaawang naman ang labi ko dahil sa sinabi n'ya. I can't believe that I will receive that kind of reply from him.
Me:
Praning! You're just over reacting.After sending that reply, hindi na ako nakipagtalo pa. What he is saying made no sense.
I wasn't able to see the face of that man who accidentally bumped me earlier. Ang alam ko lang, mas matangkad s'ya kumpara sa akin. Probably, it was just a kind of coincidence again. I bumped into him because I'm using my phone while walking. Another thing, how come that he's my other half? Besides, my clockbirthmarks are already gone.
Mas lalo tuloy akong natakot sa susunod na mangyayari. Having a blank birthmark on my right palm means, I'll stay single until the end. What about on my left palm? Does it mean that my death is not anymore predicted?
At k-kahit anong oras pwede akong mamatay?
"Relle!" Napatigil lang ako sa pag iisip dahil sa sigaw ni Lissy. Mabilis naman itong nakalapit sa akin.
"Did you wait for too long? Sorry ah? Si Alton kasi ang daming arte," reklamo n'ya habang pinapaypayan ang sarili.
"Alton?"
"Alton Alvidarez, my blockmate last year." Namilog naman ang mga mata ko dahil sa sinabi n'ya. My dad was right! If we're really meant for each other, destiny will be the one to find its way.
"Is he here? Do you have his contact number?" I suddenly blurted out. Mukhang nagulat naman s'ya dahil sa inakto ko.
"He already left earlier, Relle...but I have his digits," nabuhayan naman ako ng loob dahil sa sinabi n'ya.
After giving me what I'm asking, nakangiting nagpasalamat ako sa kanya.
"Thank you, Lis. I'll just go somewhere. Enjoy your day with Az. Bye!" I excitedly exclaimed before leaving her behind.
I immediately find a place where we could meet. I just decided to go to Grind House, which is the nearest restaurant from Aestwood. After finding a comfortable spot, I started typing.
To Dr. Alvidarez:
Hello! What's up?After five minutes, I haven't receives any replies that's why I composed another text again.
To Dr. Alvidarez:
Busy ka ba doc? Can we grab some lunch outside?To Dr. Alvidarez:
I got your number from my friend.To Dr. Alvidarez:
Can we meet?To Dr. Alvidarez:
Hi doc! I want to discuss something urgent kasi.To Dr. Alvidarez:
Please, reply. Asap!I waited for almost thirty minutes but I received nothing. I decided to text Lissy dahil baka nagkamali s'ya ng number na ibinigay sa akin.
To Lissy:
Lis, are you sure that the contacts you gave me was right? Dr. Alvi was not replying.Mabuti naman at mabilis n'yang nabasa yung text ko.
Lissy:
I'm sure.Lissy:
By the way, why are you calling him doctor? He's still undergraduate, Relle.Lissy:
Besides, he's not into medical field.Napaisip naman ako sa sinabi n'ya tungkol kay Dr. Alvidarez. We already met in the veterinary clinic. He even gave me a piece of paper that contains the list of vitamins and supplements Callie needed. Does it mean that he lied to me? Should I call him on his first name instead?
To Dr. Alvidarez:
This is Elspeth Amorelle Keene, the owner of Callie if you still remember. Proceed here at Grind House. Hintayin kita, doc.Halos antukin na ako sa paghihintay sa kanya. Maya maya, may nahagip ng mga mata ko si Dr. Montresor. Behind him was the man I am waiting since earlier. Mabilis naman akong tumayo bago lumapit sa kanila.
"I reserved a seat. I knew you'll come." I concluded while grinning. Kumunot naman ang noo nito sa akin.
"We met again, Amorelle. I never thought that you knew my cousin. Can you join us for a lunch then?" mabilis akong tumango sa sinabi ni Dr. Montresor bago ko itinuro yung table ko kanina. This is what I’ve been waiting for.
After we ordered our meal, he started asking me.
"So how did the two of you meet?" he questioned, pertaining to Alton and I.
Sumulyap naman ako sa katabi ko na ngayon ay tahimik pa rin habang nakahalukipkip.
"Something came up to Callie again so I went to your clinic then I met him. Your cousin is really good assisting customers, Doctor. He looked so handsome wearing his dark blue medical scrubs." I stated that made him chuckle.
"Really?"
Hindi ko alam kung bakit umiling si Alton dahil sa sinabi ko.
"Honestly what he did is wrong because he doesn't have license to perform such. Is Callie alright?"
"Yes. Thanks to your cousin, doc."
He plastered a wide smile that makes his left dimple more visible. I just wish that Alton was like him too. I'm sure he's more handsome when smiling.
"Please refrain yourself from calling me Doc. It will be better if you'll just drop the formality since we're outside the clinic. Just call me, Led."
Mas lalong lumawak ang ngiti ko dahil sa sinabi n'ya.
"Okay, Led."
"Kuya Led," pagtatama ni Alton kaya't napatingin ako sa kanya.
"Call him, kuya Led," pag uulit n'ya pa habang hindi pa rin ngumingiti.
Mahina namang napatawa ulit si kuya Led matapos na sabihin 'yon ng pinsan niya.
"I forgot that I'm six years ahead. He's right, Amorelle. Call me your kuya."
Our conversation goes on. Kuya Led is in the middle of telling me about them being a family of doctors when Alton's phone rang. I was wrong when I thought that we'll have a longer conversation. Hindi pa man nakakatapos sa pagkain si Alton nang bigla itong magpaalam. He told us that he had to fix something urgent in Aestwood. Nakabusangot tuloy ang mukha ko habang pinapanood s'yang makaalis. He didn't even say goodbye to me.
"Don't worry, Alton is kind. He's just in a bad mood, today," paliwanag ni kuya Led pero hindi ko pa rin maiwasang mainis.
I waited for him for almost an hour pero maaga naman s'yang umalis. I haven't discussed what I need to tell him. I don't know why I felt this way. I suddenly became too interested with him.
After a few moments, my phone vibrated. Mabilis namang nawala yung inis ko ng mabasa ko kung kaninong pangalan 'yong rumehistro.
Dr. Alvidarez:
Is my baby alright? Can you send me her picture later?Halos mapunit naman ang labi ko dahil sinabi n'ya. I don't want him to wait any longer that's why I immediately took a selfie. After that, I sent it to him.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ang tagal n'yang magreply. Is the picture that I sent ugly?
Maganda naman, ah?
Dr. Alvidarez:
I'm referring to Callie.The smile on my face was immeditely replaced by jealousy. Buong akala ko si Lissy lang yung babaeng sobrang pagseselosan ko. What I thought is wrong.
Dr. Alvidarez:
Don't forget to send me her picture later. I miss my baby.SurpriseI am still pissed when I arrived here in our apartment. Kaagad akong humalukipkip nang makaupo ako sa sofa. Sa kalagitnaan ng pag iisip, naramdaman ko ang balahibo ni Callie sa may paa ko. Kaagad ko itong binuhat.She's getting heavier. Parang noong isang araw lang ay namo-mroblema pa si Lissy kung paano ito papakainin.I suddenly remember what Dr. Alvi texted me earlier. He told me if he can have a picture of Callie. Nakaisip naman ako ng magandang ideya.Binuhat at niyapos ko si Callie. After that, we took a photo together then I send it to him. Like what I am expecting, he didn't reply quickly again. Bigla ko tuloy naisip kung ano ang pinagkakaabalahan niya ngayon.
Jacket"Can I see your clock birthmark?" I asked, standing infront of him while his expression remains unchanged."No,""Just for five freaking seconds.""No,""Why can't you?""No,"Napapikit ako sa sobrang inis dahil sa naging sagot n'ya. Damn it! Talagang pinaglalaruan ako ng tadhana. My dad told me that between destined couples, a man had the great affection towards his other half. If Alton was really meant for me, bakit hindi kami pareho ng nararamdaman? Sobrang naguguluhan na ako. We haven't met each other for so long but I really I felt a strong connection everytime that I'm with him.I was about to say more words but he already turned his back on me. I sigh in irritation before going back inside my room. Callie was lying on my bed. Tumabi na lang ako rito bago s'ya pinaglaruan."Make sure you bite his hand the next time he touches you, Callie. That damn annoying guy deserves it," turo ko
Younger sister"C-Can I just stay here? Naghirap ako maglakad dito tapos...tapos pababalikin mo lang ako?" naiinis kong sambit nang hawakan na naman n'ya ang palapulsuhan ko.Hindi ako basta basta magpapadala sa mga sinabi n'ya. Maybe he just said those words to convince me to go home."You're so stubborn," he madly asserted. Sinubukan kong kuhanin ulit yung palapulsuhan ko mula sa kanya at mabuti naman nabitawan na n'ya ako."Do you want me to go home so you can flirt with any girls you want? Do you think I'm jealous?" humalukipkip ako habang derecho ang mga mata sa kanya."What are you saying?" Huminahon ang boses niya."Bahala ka na! Basta ako babalik ako doon," huling sambit ko bago ako inis na nagmartsa paalis. Besides, hindi naman n'ya ako maloloko. He told me that my cousin will be here. It's too early in the morning so Aziel is probably sleeping by now.Dr. Alvi is just fooling me because
Annoyed"I thought you're going to find a new apartment?" masungit na tanong sa akin ni Alton nang makita n'yang bumalik ako dala yung mga gamit ko. It's been a week since their medical mission happened.Sa sobrang inis ko sa kanya, sa bahay na ako tumuloy ng isang linggo. I'm planning to just stay there for the whole school year pero na-realize kong hindi ko pala kaya. Bukod sa malayo ito mula sa Aestwood, hindi ko rin kayang iwanan na lang basta si Callie sa kanya.Lissy texted me last night that she let Alton take care of our pet dahil masyadong mareklamo si Aziel."Bakit mo ako pinapaalis? Ako naman ang nauna dito?" naiinis ko ring sagot bago ko iniwan yung maleta ko at kinuha mula sa kanya si Callie.Nakita ko namang tumayo ito para sana lumapit sa akin pero kaagad ko s'yang dinuro para huminto s'ya sa pwesto n'ya."Stay there. At pwede bang wag ka ring feeling close? I am not your
WeirdI woke up early today. Hindi ko alam kung bakit mas nauna pa akong nagising kaysa sa alarmclock ko. It's still 6 in the morning but I just decided to go out of my room. Mas maganda na rin siguro na maaga para hindi na ako magmamadali mamaya.Pagkabukas ko ng pinto ay s'yang paglabas rin ni Alton sa kwarto niya. I don't know if he saw me or he just really pretended that he didn't. Nag aayos kasi ito ng buhok na parang kakagising lang bago umalis sa harapan ko.It's been a week since the class started. Doon ko nakumpirmang sobrang bipolar nga n'ya. There are times that he's acting very concerned to me pero most of the time ay hindi ito namamansin. Hindi ko tuloy maiwasang mainis. I really hate inconsistent people!After cooking my breakfast, pumunta na ako sa table para kumain. Dr. Alvi did the same thing. Nagtimpla lang ito ng kape bago naupo sa harapan ko."Is it true?" he started asking. Nag angat
FamiliarIt was already 6 pm nang maihatid ako ni Aziel sa apartment. Panay text s'ya sa akin kung nasaan yung babaeng muntik na n'yang mabangga kanina. Maski naman ako ay walang ideya. After using the washroom earlier, hindi ko na ulit s'ya nakita. Pareho naman kami nagtaka ng pinsan ko lalo na ako.That woman is really weird. I don't know if everything she said had sense or pinaglalaruan n'ya lang ako. Ga'non pa man, nagdesisyon akong hanapin yung libro na ibinigay sa akin nina mommy.It's been half an hour since I started searching pero hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin ito makita. I'm so sure that I keep that in my room. Hindi ko alam kung bakit biglang nawala.Nagdesisyon akong pumunta sa sala sa pagbabakasakaling mahahanap ko 'yong libro. Naabutan ko naman ang pagpasok ni Alton na ngayon ay kadarating lang. Kaagad nitong binuhat si Callie na nasa may paanan n'ya bago umupo sa sofa."What
Jealous"By any chance, have we met before?" I curiously asked while we're walking. He introduced himself to me earlier. He told me that he's a transfer student who also chose to study in Aestwood.Kadarating n'ya lang rin daw mula Australia. Hindi naman ako naniwala. He looks very familiar to me."No, it's my first here in your country," he asserted. Nang makarating kami rito sa mall, nagsimula na s'yang magtingin ng mga bagong models ng cellphone. Panay sulyap tuloy sa kanya yung mga sales lady ngayon dito.Vaughn is a bit taller than me. He has a tousled hair, define jaw and firm body. Mas maputi rin ito ng kaunti at halos kasing tangkad ni Alton.
DisappointedTahimik lang kaming dalawa habang nanonood ng tv.I didn't bother to speak or talk to him because I'm still annoyed. He told me a while ago that he's jealous about me and Vaughn, pero ang lakas ng loob n'yang kumain kasama si Vanessa.Nakakainis lang dahil maya't maya ko na s'yang iniisip. Hindi ko maiwasang maguluhan."Who are you texting?" pag usisa n'ya habang magkatabi kami ngayong nakaupo dito sa sofa."Si Vaughn. He's inviting me for a lunch tomorrow," pagsisinungaling ko para mas lalo s'yang mainis. The truth is, naghahanap ako ng pagkain na pwedeng ipa-deliver dahil tinatamad akong magluto."Liar," sagot n'ya na hindi ko namalayang nakasilip na pala sa ginagawa ko."You don't need to order. I already cooked something. It's enough for us," banggit n'ya bago ito tumayo para tingnan yung niluluto n'ya sa kusina.Gusto ko sanang matuwa sa sinabi n'ya pero pinigilan ko na la
Alton AlvidarezThey say that the fate's decision will always win. You will not fall in love with someone who wasn't meant for you.Aside from having a different clock birthmarks, fate was not in favor of your relationship.No matter how much you tried.No matter how much you force things to happen.There's this feeling that I couldn't ever explain the first time I saw Azalea. She's a special girl that every man would fell for. I was beyond happy because she was the one meant for me.Not until my paths crossed with this total stranger.The first I saw her; I admit that I was completely damn star struck. I can't get my eyes away from her. I can't help but to smile and admire every little thing every time I was given a chance to see her image. The way she moves, talks and the way her small eyes glittered in joy admiring the beautiful dress that she's wearing.Time came when I often dreamt about her. I ke
Goodbye"What do you think is the worst part of living?" I remember myself asking this similar question to my cousin. My head ached a bit that's why I used his arms so I can have an alternative pillow.He never complained, as if he can't do anything to stop me."What's with the sudden question?" his brows furrowed. I took a heavy sigh before glancing at the group of twinkling stars that almost dominates the sky. I am not fond of astrological things but the view was a breath taking panorama, I must say."I just want to know what's the point of living when all of us will die anyway?" I mumbled. Nagulat naman ako nang higitan niya ang braso niya kung saan nakapatong ang ulo ko. Bumangon siya mula sa pagkakaupo pagkatapos."Why are you asking such nonsense questions, Amor?" he madly replied. Magkasalubong ang kilay nito na halatang kakainin ako sa galit."I just want to know since we live in a world where ev
SignAfter the stressful final exam, nag aya si Daddy na pumunta kami sa hometown nina Indra, sa Siargao. We will be spending our weekend there together with Alton's family. I've never been excited during my whole life. Siguro dahil iyon ang magiging isa sa pinakamasayang bahagi ng buhay ko.Who wouldn't be happy when you always feel the support of those people around you?Kagabi rin ay tumawag ako kay Vaughn. He told me that he won't make it today but he assured that he will be on Aziel's graduation. I am still happy for him despite the pain that he suffered because of me. He will always be a special friend for me not because we're connected in the past but because that's what I really felt for him.He was always there whenever Estrella is eaten by her own thoughts before and he also did the same thing for me as Vaughn. I have no idea about the fate's plan ahead for us but I do really wish for his genuine happiness k
Dress"Take care, sweetheart. Enjoy your date," my mommy whispered before giving me a peck in the cheeks. Dad did the same thing too.Before Alton left the house, they had a little talk again. I wasn't able to hear it because they told me that particular conversation was only exclusive for him only. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ayaw nilang marinig o malaman ko.I watched Alton while he's playing with the car keys in his hand after talking with my parents. My brows automatically furrowed after seeing him grinning."What's the reason behind that?" pambungad na tanong ko dahil hindi ko maiwasang lamunin ng kuryosidad tungkol sa topic na pinag usapan nila.Pinagbuksan niya ako ng pinto para makapasok at pagkatapos ay umikot siya para makaupo naman sa driver's seat. When he's already holding the steering wheel, tsaka lamang siya sumagot."What do you mean?" he asked before starting the engine of his car."May sinabi b
LessonsIsang nakakabinging sigaw mula sa pamilyar na boses ang nakapagpatayo kay Estrella mula sa ilang minutong pagkakahimlay. Pagkatapos n'on nakarinig rin siya ng tunog ng karwahe na mistulang papalapit sa kanilang direksyon. Mabilis na umalis ang dalaga mula sa kanyang silid at doon niya nasaksihan ang tatlong lalaking nakapangmilitar na uniporme habang sapilitang dinadakip ang kanyang kapatid."Izan!" umiiyak nitong sigaw habang pilit silang inaawat. Napaupo ang dalaga sa sahig nang itulak ito ng isang lalaki. Hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin niya maiwasang maguluhan kung bakit nila ito ginagawa sa kanila.Anong kasalanan ng kapatid niya?Iyon ang tanong na pilit na tumatakbo sa kanyang isipan.
Hide"Sweetheart, I miss you. I'm so glad you invited your friend here," my mom exclaimed as she went closer to my direction to hug and kiss me."I miss you too, mom." I greeted. Beside me was Thamara. Kanina pa s'yang bumubulong sa akin na nahihiya siya dahil hindi niya inakalang iimbitahin ko siya ngayon."Hi tita," she shyly greeted na halatang naninibago. She did the same thing. It was the first time that I brought her here though, she already saw my mom a long a time ago."What about Vaughn? Hindi ba siya sumabay sa inyo?" umiling ako bilang sagot sa tanong niya. He told me earlier that he still had somewhere to go with Alton. Kanina naman ay tumawag sa akin si daddy kasi ngayon raw niya kukuhanin yung gift niya for mom. We will be having a simple dinner like we used to do every year. My mom was not fond of big surprises or any wealthy celebrations. She told us before that she only wants our c
DistanceAziel became true to his words. In just a snap, his actions towards Alton changed. Maybe their agreement is really a big deal. I can't stop myself from thinking if it's related to me. Kahit paulit ulit kasi akong magsalita, halatang walang balak silang ipaalam 'yon sa akin.The semestral break ended. Kahit na bumalik na kami sa klase ay hindi ko pa rin iniiwas ang mga mata ko kay Vaughn. I am always keeping an eye on him because I want to make sure that he's safe.It also seemed like he's distancing on me. I still have no idea about what's going on."We can join them. Dito na lang rin tayo kumain," I explained when Alton invited me to have a lunch in Grind house. My eyes darted to Aziel and Vaughn together with Lissy. Nakita ko naman sa peripheral vision ko ang biglaang pagkunot ng noo ni Alton.I can't blame him. Back then, I was really happy eating lunch with him. Ako pa yung nag iinsist na kumain kami sa labas
AgreementI can feel the tension while the four of us are on the same table while eating. Kakagising pa lamang ni Aziel pero masama na kaagad ang timpla ng mukha nito. Vaughn was just quiet like what he usually do. Alton keep staring at me. Samantalang ako naman ay hindi mapakali kung anong gagawin ko. Hindi ko pa mahawakan ng maayos ang kutsara ko.I suddenly lost my appetite. Parang kahit anong oras kasi ay pwedeng may mangyari."Fucking morning," ani Aziel dahil dalawang lalaki kaagad ang bumungad sa kanya pagkagising. Even if he's friends with Vaughn, madalas ay kontrabida pa rin ito sa amin. I suddenly felt like I was fragile as a glass that he needed to take care of. Hindi naman na ako bata.Instead of saying something, nagsimula na lang ako sa pagkain sa pagbabakasakaling gagaya sila sa akin. Napatigil lang ko sa ginagawa ko nang mapansin kong tatlo na silang nakatitig sa akin. Aziel was crossing his arms, staring at me li
Over Reacting"Does it still hurt?" Vaughn asked using his soft voice with affection after putting an alcohol and band-aid to my small wound. I wasn't aware about the reasons behind it. If he didn't notice it, I won't be able to give it a proper treatment."You're always worrying about others so you forgot to take care of yourself," he worriedly added while still intently looking at my left arm. When he's done checking, his eyes darted on me again."Stop crying...I won't leave," he assured while I still felt speechless and weak. Kahit ano kasing pilit niya sa akin na kumalma, hindi ko pa rin magawa. I can't take seeing him suffering. If something bad happened to him just because of me, I'll forever blame myself."P-Promise me you'll be safe," I begged after earning an enough courage to speak.A smile curved on his lips. It feels like I haven't seen it for a long time."I promise," I reciprocated his smile afte