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27. Learning to Trust
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2024-10-29 19:42:56"I just want you to leave!"
Matthias was growing angrier as he stared at her and yelled back.
"No! I will not leave. We will discuss this now. You are to be an Elder and you cannot run away from your problems."
Crossing her arms, she glared at him as she turned her back and walked to the other side of the room.
Matthias bounded after her and turned her to face him, "We will not fight like children, Emma. Grow up."
"Grow up! Grow up! You're over a thousand years old and you play with people's lives, like; it's like their nothing but toys to you!" Emma shouted at him as tears started streaming down her face.
Through clenched teeth and black eyes, he glared at her wondering how to fix this situation.
Holding onto her shoulders he tried to calmly say, "Emma, you need to learn about these things, these creatures exist and they are dangerous. You cannot behave like a child, every time you learn something new, something scary."
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Cerulean NachtHi Readers! I hope that you are enjoying the story so far. Now the Fae! Matthais has a long road ahead to gain her full trust. Can he manage to do that successfully when he has so much more to tell her? Could he lose her? What other magical creatures will appear????? Keep reading to find out.
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