Amanda's POVNo day is complete without its own drama. Just when I thought I was done for the day, thinking I've had enough for a day, Jackson's grip stopped me in track.I forced my arm loose from his grip but he held me again.Maybe my words were not fierce enough to get him off my back, maybe he was just being stubborn. After all the things I said to him, he still refused to go away. Instead, he continued to act like a teenage boy.Jackson's piercing eyes were fixed on mine like he had seen an edible prey to feast on. I was beginning to tense up as my mind began to race, and my heart longing for him.“Do you truly not feel anything for me?” He said with a soft gentle voice as he curled his lips seductively. He made it so glaring that he was seducing me. He took my hand and caressed his abs with it and took it up to his chest area too.I felt a tickling sensation throughout my body. He was so hot and attractive, even an inch of his upper body was built perfectly beneath his neatly i
Jackson's POVThey say when you love someone, whatever they do is never wrong in your eyes. Even when they hurt you, you just sit and endure it. But was it supposed to be like that? I was not sure.I do not know if I was at the level where I could say that I loved Amanda, or I was just drawn to her because she was my mate. But, every time she said mean words to me, it was hard to stay mad at her. Whenever I think about her being with someone else too, I feel really bad and my heart aches.I was an alpha, as matter of fact, I was the Alpha of the biggest wolfpack. Nobody dares to talk to me in a disrespectful way or look me in the eyes twice. But Amanda was different, it was certainly different. It may not be because I have lost the respect she has for me, it may be because we were mates and there was affection in the picture.Sadly, that night, I realized that I probably do not mean anything to her. Of course it was her choice and decision to want a person in her life, and even if she
Amanda's POVThe universe always finds a way to give everyone a second chance. As a matter of fact, each day a person is privileged to wake up in the morning, it is another chance at life.I do not know if my own every day is a second chance for me, or the progression of my never ending problems. I wake up each morning, hoping for the day to be drama free, but it always finds its way to me somehow. The moment I was born scentless, it was certain that this was how my life would go. Hatred and humiliation wherever I go. Except in the real human world. How long can I stay there? I don't belong there. I was not accepted in the wolves world where I belong either. No place for me anywhere in this world.We were now used to our morning routine. Reya and the kids had gone their way, I had gone to my store too.I was setting in to begin the task of the day when a beed from my phone called my attention.I dropped the scissors I had with and picked my phone check, it was a text message from Jack
Jackson's POV‘Two wrongs don't make a right’ people would say. It was hard to stay angry at Amanda for the way she treated me like trash. It was my fault.When I got back to my wolf pack, a lot had happened in my absence. I went away for a few days and it was as though I was gone for months.Being an Alpha of a wolfpack came with a lot of responsibilities. One of them is ensuring that strangers don't invade our land. It was very important for the safety of the members of my wolfpack.A comprehensive report on every thing that happened while I was away was brought to me.There was something that needed urgent attention. Some rogues had come between my wolfpack and Alpha Thor's wolfpack. It was not a case I could handle alone, other Alphas would have to come together to track the rogues. When they were all notified about this, reports came back to me that the rogues disappeared when they approached Dolcie's father's wolfpack.There were a lot of tasks to be done aside from the issue of
Amanda's POVAll work without rest could lead to a breakdown. Just like in the movie after a breakup, one of the parties would immerse his or herself in their job or whatever they found useful enough to distract them from their hurts. Without denying it, that was exactly what I had done.The man I was truly in love with, the one I gave all the love I had in me to, betrayed me. On the other hand, the man that was originally my mate, the one who threw me away years ago, suddenly showed up and wanted to claim me. It was a dilemma that was taking a toll on me.Working endlessly was the only way I could distract myself from thinking about all of these things. It actually worked out, but then, my physical body was suffering from the stress.The day after Jackson left, I have been doing a great job comforting Sarah and Timothy because of his absence. For the first time I realized how strong the bond between them was.My whole body was weak, like I had done hard labor. I retired home quickly
Amanda's POVPower is surely a wonderful thing, just because they had all assumed they were above me, they thought they could Walk all over me. I may be an omega indeed, but that does not mean I was weak.When we got the location for the Alphas meeting, it was packed with a lot of people. Different people from different wolf packs, and they were all people of high status, respectable people.This was my first time attending such a meeting.I looked around, searching to find a familiar face, but it was nowhere around. Everyone that needed to present at the Alphas meeting were already there except him, Jackson. Maybe he would be coming late, maybe he was not coming at all?I was worried that I may bump into him here, I was also thinking of how I would avoid him when I see him. But he was not present. I took a sigh of relief when I realised he was not anywhere around in the meeting room.However, a few minutes later, he walked in through the backdoor, his head held up high, with a domina
Amanda's POVThere was no difficulty that had no solution. As long as one is willing to thrive, the determination and passion would serve as the needed fuel. However, every challenge I have had to face in the past has never required me to engage physical strength.When I got outside to look for Rick, I thought I would also take some fresh air. But I was met with shock.Two rogues were outside. I felt a rush of panic and confusion. It was not just one rogue, but two. How do I fight them alone?I knew they would attack me since I was alone, seeing that I was afraid, they took advantage of that and rushed at me. Even If I had died in the fight, I wanted to still fight, knowing that I tried my best and not run away cowardly.I attacked one of the rogues back too and the fight went on for a while. I was surprised at how fast I was able to bring out my claws. I looked around swiftly, I could not see Rick too. He was the one that brought me to this meeting, how could he leave me alone. I too
Amanda's POVThere were always two sides to everything. Although I now have a new and almost positive impression of Jackson, It still hurts me to know that he also thinks that I was weak because I was an Omega. It was true that my identity as an omega and the fact that I was born scentless would never change. But that does not mean I was weak, and it does not make me different or lesser than anyone else there. Jackson was not trying to insult me or talk down on me, but his belief about me being weak because I was an Omega was hurting me.Dolcie stood beside him, enjoying the fact that I kept rejecting Jackson's care, even though she didn't like the way he was caring about me. It was probably killing her softly on the inside. Would you like being rejected and watching the one who rejected you acting nice and cosy with another person?“Why would you waste your time on someone who clearly does not want you? The person you are rejecting me to be with is the one talking to you in this mann
Jackson's POVIt has never been heard that any prisoner escaped in my wolfpack. This was new and I never expected it to happen. The guards must have been careless, otherwise, this wouldn't have happened.I was furious at the last bone on my body.“What did I tell you this morning?”“I'm sorry, Alpha. I will make sure we find him” the chief guard begged.“You have half an hour to bring him before me, or you give up your own life in his place” I warned.I left my office immediately and drove back home. All the important people in my life were there, I wanted to make sure they were safe and alright.“He must be around somewhere in the pack. He can't be far away. Send all the guards around the pack, I don't care if you have to send all thousands of them out, you must bring Rick before me, dead or alive” I said to the chief guard finally before driving off.I picked my phone to call Amanda. “Hi, are you okay?” I asked anxiously.“Yes, honey. We are fine. I just found out that Rick got out
Amanda's POVReya quickly became the sister and friend I never have. She was a confidant and a true friend. I feel so comfortable around her, unlike in the past when I found it difficult to make friends with others. Once I informed her about the new development and that I needed her assistant, she quickly decided to move to our own wolfpack to live so she can work with me. She was not married yet, that was what made it easy for her to decide.“What about the business you wanted to start, Reya?” I said to her on the phone.“It's never too late to do anything. Look, I can sell the store and add the money to the funds I had, and then invest it in some other things, I could even make so much profit without running an actual business” she explained.“Is that so? You have thought about this thoroughly, okay?”“You don't have to worry about anything. I have relatives that are investment experts, they will guide me through and you will how much money I can make”“Ok. If you say so. You don't
Jackson's POVPeople don't take things seriously until you have to use forceful means. After my meeting with the elders, I had given them a day to expel Rick, and take the position of Alpha from both him and Dolcie's father. But the day was running out and I have not heard anything from them. My patients had limits. The only reason why I was lenient with them was because I have a wife and kids now. Whatever I do, I must put their safety into consideration too. I don't want them to be affected in the future. But that doesn't mean I would continue to tolerate those who continuously tried to hurt Amanda, my woman.“By tomorrow morning, if there is no positive result from those elders, take those rats to the centre of the pack and execute them before everyone, let them die a shameful death,” I said to the chief guard.“We will do as you wish, Alpha. Rick looked like he is hatching an escape plan, that is why we have to do something about them soon”“And you are telling me? What is your jo
Amanda's POVSuccess is not just about big achievements, it is also the accomplishment of the things that seem insignificant, yet they make a notable impact in our lives. All of these things were not grand events, but when I looked at how much we have done in a short time, I was moved. Knowing that I had a support system was even a bigger joy for me. We all seek to be independent, but in the end, the truth is we all need each other to grow. And even when we have attained this growth, we still need each somehow. For instance, I need the baker's bread for breakfast, the baker needs the service of his staff for production, likewise, someone else needs my dresses. We all need each other.After lunch we rested for an hour before we continued with other things. As agreed before Jackson went for a meeting, we decided to go to the location together. It was as if I was dreaming.“Are you that excited?” Jackson asked and chuckled.“Uh huh! This means a lot to me, for real. Even when I was a fam
Amanda's POVSo much could happen in a day and it would even beat things you spent years accomplishing. I was able to get my things from Rick's wolfpack, I met Reya again, I got a massive order, and Jackson helped with a location to build my store and even a temporary place to use for my client's dresses. All of this made my day a perfect one.After laying down to sleep as Jackson suggested, I couldn't sleep for a while, my mind kept wandering around, until I adjusted my body to Jackson's body and laid on his chest. He chuckled when he saw that.“You should have mentioned that you need me to fall asleep”“You don't have to make fun of me”“Ok. Sleep” he reached to my forehead with a kiss”As I laid on his chest and the rhythm of our heartbeat was almost in sync, I fell asleep soon. I guess he did too.I was overwhelmed with excitement and anticipation. I felt like a child going to a new school on the first day. What would it look like? I know that as Luna, everyone would want to patro
Amanda's POVFor every thousand shifts in one's life, is one significant change. A change to a new direction, a change to new life, a step into a new experience. I have long adjusted to these shifts in my life. I have realized that everytime something major happens in my life, there will be a change too. Everything changes for good. Maybe because I had chosen to see only the food side of every situation, no matter the huddles that come along with it.I went from being a miserable teenage girl to finding a skill that turned to a career and then to falling in love with who I thought was my savior and friend. When I thought I had reached my home of peaceful peace, I realized I was wrong, the universe still had so much in store for me. Rick turned out to be my grave and then I had to move on to the next phase of my life again. Jackson, the father of my pups, the man who was never in the picture again, I didn't even have him in my memory again until he showed up in my fashion store in the
Jackson's POVSatisfaction comes from little things that we do for ourselves or for the people around us. As long as it is from the heart. It is really not so difficult to attain satisfaction, one day at a time. These days, I found peace in doing everything I did.I just knew I wasn't happy with the fact that Amanda was bored at home. I felt like I was responsible for that. I brought her here, meanwhile she was used to being busy with her work. I was overwhelmed and carried away with the joy of their presence without considering how she might be feeling when I'm busy and she was left alone at home. I had no idea she would love to begin her fashion business again.But I was glad I asked her and when she mentioned it, I was able to help her with everything. I was going to support her with everything within my power and I was beginning to set goals on her behalf. She was a renowned fashion designer in the real human world, now that she was in the wolf pack, It had now become my goal to m
Amanda's POV.What was giving me so much joy in the past days was the fact that I now have my family completely. Sitting on the dining table together, taking a walk together and all other things. Everyday became brighter than the previous day. It was as if we were living a fairytale story.After Jackson was done making lunch, we sat at the dining room waiting for him while he dished the meal.Timothy and Sarah had little time to spend with us, after having lunch, they were to take a thirty minute nap before their training master would come for them.Immediately we got here, Jackson hired a personal trainer for them to help them control their power and how to make use of their claws too.“Do you enjoy the meal?”“Are you asking again? It's so nice”“Really?”“Of course. You don't believe in yourself again?”“I do. I just wanted to know Her Majesty thinks”I laughed as I joined him to clear the table.“Can I prepare something for you too?”“Are you trying to pay me back”“A yes or no wo
Being idle could make one feel sick, no matter your past success and accomplishment, when you're idle, you may even begin to feel empty, like you are wasting away. Before the feeling of unfulfillment overwhelms me, I decided to force myself to sleep until my kids or Jackson return.Everywhere was dead quiet, the guards were at the door too.I ended up sleeping off.It was a slow day and it looked like it would never end.I heard a familiar voice responding to greetings and I was slowly awakened. I sat up when I realized Jackson was back home. I could hear his footsteps approaching, so I stood up to meet him halfway.“You are back!” I said with excitement as he opened the door.“Yes ma'am! How are you?” He asked me before wrapping me up with his big arms.“I'm alright” I said, sounding unsure.When we both sat down on the couch across the bed, he was looking at me like he was a doctor examining his patient.“What is that?” I asked him.“Nothing. I just think that I shouldn't have leave