Amanda's POVAll work without rest could lead to a breakdown. Just like in the movie after a breakup, one of the parties would immerse his or herself in their job or whatever they found useful enough to distract them from their hurts. Without denying it, that was exactly what I had done.The man I was truly in love with, the one I gave all the love I had in me to, betrayed me. On the other hand, the man that was originally my mate, the one who threw me away years ago, suddenly showed up and wanted to claim me. It was a dilemma that was taking a toll on me.Working endlessly was the only way I could distract myself from thinking about all of these things. It actually worked out, but then, my physical body was suffering from the stress.The day after Jackson left, I have been doing a great job comforting Sarah and Timothy because of his absence. For the first time I realized how strong the bond between them was.My whole body was weak, like I had done hard labor. I retired home quickly
Amanda's POVPower is surely a wonderful thing, just because they had all assumed they were above me, they thought they could Walk all over me. I may be an omega indeed, but that does not mean I was weak.When we got the location for the Alphas meeting, it was packed with a lot of people. Different people from different wolf packs, and they were all people of high status, respectable people.This was my first time attending such a meeting.I looked around, searching to find a familiar face, but it was nowhere around. Everyone that needed to present at the Alphas meeting were already there except him, Jackson. Maybe he would be coming late, maybe he was not coming at all?I was worried that I may bump into him here, I was also thinking of how I would avoid him when I see him. But he was not present. I took a sigh of relief when I realised he was not anywhere around in the meeting room.However, a few minutes later, he walked in through the backdoor, his head held up high, with a domina
Amanda's POVThere was no difficulty that had no solution. As long as one is willing to thrive, the determination and passion would serve as the needed fuel. However, every challenge I have had to face in the past has never required me to engage physical strength.When I got outside to look for Rick, I thought I would also take some fresh air. But I was met with shock.Two rogues were outside. I felt a rush of panic and confusion. It was not just one rogue, but two. How do I fight them alone?I knew they would attack me since I was alone, seeing that I was afraid, they took advantage of that and rushed at me. Even If I had died in the fight, I wanted to still fight, knowing that I tried my best and not run away cowardly.I attacked one of the rogues back too and the fight went on for a while. I was surprised at how fast I was able to bring out my claws. I looked around swiftly, I could not see Rick too. He was the one that brought me to this meeting, how could he leave me alone. I too
Amanda's POVThere were always two sides to everything. Although I now have a new and almost positive impression of Jackson, It still hurts me to know that he also thinks that I was weak because I was an Omega. It was true that my identity as an omega and the fact that I was born scentless would never change. But that does not mean I was weak, and it does not make me different or lesser than anyone else there. Jackson was not trying to insult me or talk down on me, but his belief about me being weak because I was an Omega was hurting me.Dolcie stood beside him, enjoying the fact that I kept rejecting Jackson's care, even though she didn't like the way he was caring about me. It was probably killing her softly on the inside. Would you like being rejected and watching the one who rejected you acting nice and cosy with another person?“Why would you waste your time on someone who clearly does not want you? The person you are rejecting me to be with is the one talking to you in this mann
Amanda's POVSometimes, good things come from the wrong places. And because of this, you would be left dumbfounded. You would not know whether to accept it or not. Just like right now, the affection I was getting, which I could not deny liking it, was coming from a seemingly wrong candidate.When Jackson pulled me away to the secluded area, checking my body to see if I was injured, although he was being nice, I still could not help but reject his help.“I am okay. You need not worry, go back to join the other men” I said.He remained stubborn as he would always be. It was very unnecessary, I do not need his care. I wished he would stop being dramatic too.“You always don't want anything, rejecting me like this won't work. I will do the needful. It's great that you came back alive after fighting with the rogues. But I have to ensure there is no injury, okay?” At that moment, it was like a father and daughter moment, like I was the daughter and I had just returned from the playground, a
Amanda's POVYou never know how good a thing is until you try it. Sometimes, even a forbidden fruit could taste great. Also, you could be going down the wrong path, but still find yourself enjoying every bit of the journey to hell. Just like now. This very moment.As Jackson's hand slided down my thighs, I felt a slow ticklish sensation burning through my body. He went straight in between my thighs, using his hands to tease me, leaving to gasp for air as I clung on to his shoulder. While trying to hold back my faint moan in order to avoid calling attention, I struggled between suffocation and unforgettable pleasure until he drove me to climax.I looked away in embarrassment, I was overwhelmed with guilt, and I was shy too. Who would have thought that I would be getting pleasurably giddy with the same man I have been frustrating for so long in the bid to send him away. It was a sudden realization that made me ask if I had truly wanted him to go away from me all along. Life is whatever
Amanda's POVIf a person has faith in themselves, nothing can limit how far they can go. All you have to do is to ignore your pain, distraction and position.Even if each day keeps getting worse than the previous day, I will not cease to beg the moon goddess to at least give me one day where I will not encounter any stubborn enemy.We were at the point where everyone had to see who was better off between Dolce and I. She kept blabbing about how she would deal with me if she was given the chance. It will either happen right this moment or never, there might not be another and they will still leave with the perception that she could defeat me.So I agree with the suggestion when it was mentioned that we should both go to the training ground.Today was the first time I was involved in a physical fight. And it was with a bunch of rogues. Even though they did not use all of their power on me, I was still confident I could fight for myself.On the same day, I would be fighting with Dolcie t
Rick's POVSecrets and conspiracies live in the most uptight environment. On the surface, things are moving well, there is friendship and loyalty between allies. But in reality, a lot of unknown atrocities and betrayal is taking place behind the scenes.Just like now, it would surprise everyone to find out that the enemy was within us all along.After the rogues attacked Alpha Thor and ran off, I suggested that I would go with the werewolves that had been assigned to go after the rogues.It was not out of concern though, I just wanted to find answers to things that seem suspicious to me.I led the werewolves into the forest, it was strange to me that I agreed to go with them. Even though I was not an Alpha, as the heir to the Gama, I was not to participate in such a task again. Others might also think it was weird, but I care less about it. I needed to get answers.The rogues were seen running towards the forest, the one rogue that had a strong special scent was the one I was after, a