Chapter 45 Love and Hurt

Jackson's POV

They say when you love someone, whatever they do is never wrong in your eyes. Even when they hurt you, you just sit and endure it. But was it supposed to be like that? I was not sure.

I do not know if I was at the level where I could say that I loved Amanda, or I was just drawn to her because she was my mate. But, every time she said mean words to me, it was hard to stay mad at her. Whenever I think about her being with someone else too, I feel really bad and my heart aches.

I was an alpha, as matter of fact, I was the Alpha of the biggest wolfpack. Nobody dares to talk to me in a disrespectful way or look me in the eyes twice. But Amanda was different, it was certainly different. It may not be because I have lost the respect she has for me, it may be because we were mates and there was affection in the picture.

Sadly, that night, I realized that I probably do not mean anything to her. Of course it was her choice and decision to want a person in her life, and even if she