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The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance Kiss
Julianna’s Pov:- My breathing was unstable and all I could feel was dizziness because of the intense kiss. I pressed my back to the closed door and leaned my head back. What's happening to me? Why am I liking it? As I slowly got my senses back, a gasp left my lips. Oh my god! What have I done? I kissed him back! Stupid Julia! How could I kiss him back and fucking enjoy it? Jesus Christ. The whole day, I kept cursing myself for what I did. I didn’t have the courage to face Nikolai, I did my best to avoid him as much as possible. I always thought to save my every first until I meet my soulmate, to someone I love but I gave my first kiss to him, I don’t love him, I fucking hate him but oddly I don’t regret it as It was intense and breathtaking. Never in my entire life, I thought I could hate someone as much as I hate him but I lost my first kiss to him and it infuriated me. I wish I controlled myself and pushed him away but I was so lost in the kiss that I couldn’t do that. A s
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His lips moved rhythmically against mine with hunger so intense, the moment his lips touched mine every inch of me burst with longing. His soft and warm lips moved harshly yet gently against mine and I found myself losing into this hungry kiss. His hands moved to the back of my neck and in just seconds I found my legs wrapped around his waist and my hands wrapped around his neck. He drew in a sharp breath through his nose while exploring my mouth, his hands urged me close to him. I was breathless as I let his seeking tongue explore mine as his grip on my face was firm. His skilful tongue teased mine, causing goosebumps to burst down my legs. I couldn’t think, I couldn’t breathe as he kissed me I was scared to break this spell. I used his hands gripping my face to tilt my face further up and his hot mouth moved to cheekbone, jawline, hurriedly moved down to the side of my neck and I shivered. His lips rushed back to my lips and I was consumed by it, engulfed by this strange need an
Последнее обновление : 2023-09-23The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance Bliss
Julianna’s Pov:-I wasn’t prepared for how fucking good his body looks, he’s so hot with all those hard muscles, bord shoulders and his hard chest. My eyes moved all over his naked body, taking in every detail. He’s so damn fucking hot!Jesus Christ!I exhaled slowly while my eyes moved down to his manhood, he’s long and thick. Jesus, he's so big, so hard. I gulped hard, staring at how hard he was. It had a slight upward curve to it. Tension tightened in me as he began moving back to me claiming my lips. My hands flew to his neck and everything went weak inside me, I felt my bones turning into jelly. His hands cupped my breasts and kept massing them, squeezing them. Somehow between our passionate, greedy kisses and wandering hands, I found myself backed up to the bed. He pressed the fingertips of one hand to my clit, shooting sparks of pleasure down my quickening legs. It was full of fire. His hands kept moving all over my body and reached to my centre and desire reached its pe
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Nikolai’s Pov:-Good God!She’s breathtaking. I never had this amazing sex with anyone ever. Whenever I look at her, my heart slammed against my chest in a strange way and I really don’t understand what’s happening with me anymore. As I held her in my arms, her eyes stared at me with lust and desire and it made my heart beat faster again. Her eyes screamed for more and I could feel myself turning on by just looking at her lips and those beautiful eyes. I had been waiting for this to happen from the day I tasted her lips. Every single time I saw her, every single nerve in my body wanted to slam her against the wall and kiss her hard. The craving to taste her lips was so strong that I never felt it before. No matter what I do, I couldn’t stop myself from watching her, the way she talks and walks made my eyes fix on her. Every small action she does is turning me on. I was working earlier before I heard the sounds of someone in the kitchen and I found her, I couldn’t control myself as
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Nikolai’s Pov:-I wrapped a towel around my waist and used another one for drying my hair. I grabbed the doorknob and a sigh left my lips. I shouldn’t have pushed her away like that, she must have felt bad. God! I pulled the door open and stepped outside, my eyes moved to my bed and found it empty. She changed the bedsheets and set my bed before leaving my room. I ran my fingers through my hair while exhaling, I shouldn’t have pushed her like that. Looking at the neat bed, I felt extremely guilty and mad at myself. I’m sure she’s hurt, why the hell did I push her like that. Fuck! I should talk to her before she misunderstands me. I quickly dressed up and strolled out of my room. As I was walking through the dark hallway all I could do was hope she’s not hurt by me. I raised my hand and was about to knock on her door but I stopped as something caught my ear, a small cry. It was distant but I could hear her crying inside her room like a kid. I felt my heart clench as I heard her cry
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Julianna’s Pov:-As much as I wanted to eat fast and run away from here, My eyes kept wanting to look at him. I feel my heart beating faster and faster in passing seconds. I quickly gulped down the juice and stood up, to my discomfort everyone turned to me. I smiled awkwardly while grabbing my plate and strolling towards the kitchen, as I washed my dish I could still feel my heart slamming against my chest. I placed the plate in its place and leaned against the kitchen counter. I sighed deeply and raised my head up, staring at the ceiling. I don’t want to stay here!Suddenly, I was so sad that tears began to fill my eyes. I miss Stella, I wish I was with her and not here. I tried to not let these tears roll down my cheeks and took a deep breath, controlling myself. I have to leave this place and stay away from Nikolai. It was clear that he didn’t want me close to him, his actions made it clear last night. I have to find a way to know where they kept Stella and have to get out of th
Последнее обновление : 2023-09-23The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance Desire
Julianna’s Pov:- I was laying on the cool mattress as he moved between my legs while placing a trail of kisses from my neck to the down between my breasts. He had grounded his lower body against mine, I could feel his manhood rubbing against my soaking wet panty and sparks of pleasure roared from the contact. Desire to have him took complete control over me and my hands automatically moved over to his skin, roaming all over his back, which felt strong and my fingers began to move down the hollow of his spine. I loved how insanely powerful he was. I was addicted and only Nikolai would suffice my needs. His head moved down to my panty and he straightened, meeting my eyes before smoothing his hands down my curves while his gaze travelled the length of my body and lingered at my exposed breasts. He began to drag the panties down, “You are fucking beautiful, Miss. Mitchell,” He whispered while his eyes gazed at my bare pussy. “Fuck!” he muttered while nuzzling his face in the cradle o
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Julianna’s Pov:-“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck….” I was pacing back and forth in the bathroom while running my fingers through my hair. I can’t believe I did it with him… again. “Jesus,” I stared at my reflection and tried to calm myself but questions kept flowing inside my head. What if someone finds out that I slept with Nikolai? This is completely wrong. “Calm down, Julianna… Calm down,” I kept muttering and closed my eyes, exhaling slowly. I grabbed the toothbrush and put toothpaste on it. I stared at my reflection while shutting off my mind completely. Nikolai was still asleep, on my bed, I woke up feeling his breath against my skin and got a chance to look at his handsome face. His sleeping face kept flashing in front of me and somehow it calmed me down. His face looks a lot younger when he sleeps, I couldn’t enjoy how good he looked like that.I was standing in the shower, and everything that happened between us in these past days rushed back to me and I felt disgusted with myself. I sl
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The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance EPILOGUE.
EPILOGUE.7 months later.Andrei’s cry echoes through the house.Groaning, I throw my leg from the bed, trying to gather the strength to get up.Nikolai takes hold of my hip and pulls me back onto the bed. “Stay, baby. I’ve got this.”“You’re the best,” I mumble. I feel the mattress dip as he gets up.Prying my eyes open, I watch as he turns on the nightlamp we got for the cradle. Reaching inside, he gently picks up our baby, then cradles him against his chest. “Is my boy hungry?” He lays Andrei down on the bed and checks his diaper. “Yes, definitely hungry,”I pull myself up against the pillows, then Nikolai lays Andrei, who’s got a red line running down his forehead from all the crying, in my arms. While our son latches on, Nikolai leaves the bedroom.I blink a couple of times to rid my eyes of the scratchy sensation, then stare down at Andrei eagerly sucking me dry.Just as the thirst hits, Nikolai comes back with a bottle of water. He uncaps it and hands it to me.Only after I’ve
The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance His Sweet Surprise
“So, it's a happy secret?” I ask, nudging him.“No, I'm taking you to a sewage plant. I thought you would enjoy the smell since everything seems to set you off nowadays.”He's not wrong about that. Things that never used to bother me suddenly turn my stomach. Even the smell of coffee. Stella swears that's perfectly normal, and everything I've read online backs that up, but I can't wait until things go back to normal.Considering I'm going to get a baby out of the whole thing, it's not that much of a sacrifice.So, this is what it’s like, being part of a family. It’s been so long since the last time I felt like I had one. I hardly remember those days, and I’ve tried.This is the next best thing. Joking around with my best friend and my husband while my baby sleeps soundly. Of course, they are, now that I’m not trying to fall asleep. The dance party usually starts up after dinner. I don’t mind that, either, even if I miss sleeping. I get the feeling I should get used to going without as
The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance Happy Sceret
Tears kept streaming my eyes as I placed my hand over Nikolai’s Heart and heard it beating.“Oh my god! It’s… It’s…” I could stop crying, “Greyson’s…”My heart clenched inside my chest as I sobbing out loud. The pain and memories were fresh as if it happened yesterday.Greyson, Oh my god. His heart is inside Nikolai? I can’t believe this. Jesus Christ. Tears continuously streamed my eyes, “Grey!!” He held me while I pressed my head to his chest and sobbed, God did a miracle by putting the heart of a person I loved back then into a person I love in the present and future.Wait, what?Let’s forget that I said that.Greyson lives in Nikolai and he didn’t leave me, the fact itself is making me feel so lucky.Nikolai held me until I stopped sobbing, he wiped my tears and kissed me.“It’s okay,” he said and we went inside the mansion into his room.He made me sit on the bed and removed his t-shirt, he stood in front of me. he grabbed my hand pressed it against his naked chest.“Look,” he
The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance I Need Her
“Julianna,”His tongue rolled around my nipples. His hand slid down the front of my worn cotton panties and I moan. His fingers rolled up and down my wet folds before teasing my clit.He kissed me. He’s so gentle with my mouth but his fingers aren’t as kind. They stroked me up and down as he pinned me back against a wall. It’s cold against my back. An art print of a covered bridge rattles and nearly falls off its nail.“I came to understand the truth,” he whispered in my ear. His fingers slide inside and I moaned deep and low as a thrum of pure bliss rolls into my hips.“What’s the truth?” I managed to ask. My fingers dig into his muscular back. It’s heaven, touching him again and being touched. It’s something I never thought I’d even get a second change at after my escape, but now that we’re here, now that he’s teasing and kissing and making me feel incredible, I’ll savour every moment.“I need you. I can’t live without you. I don’t know how, or what you did to me, but you’re mine, J
The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance Psycho Billionaire
I sit there in my panties and nothing else as he looks down at me with blazing hot eyes. I can feel the freezing wood grain beneath my thighs. He looks like he wanted to ruin me, and I want him to.A wave of pleasure hits me as he pulls my panties to the side and rolls his fingers along my soaking folds. Spreading them. Teasing me. Torturing me with bliss.I moan into the fabric, losing my goddamn mind.he grabs my hips and holds me there as his tongue licks my body top to bottom, lapping at my clit and sliding into my slit. I breathe hard and grabbed the cushion behind me and bite the cushion and my god, oh my god, it hurts so fucking bad and feels so fucking good, and my brain suddenly breaks down as the pleasure and pain signals get all crossed, and his tongue is like heaven as he rolls it around my clit, and I’m about to explode into a fucking sunburst of ecstasy.But he pulls away.“No!” I groan and look back at him. “Don’t you dare stop.” I try to grab at his face, but he bats m
The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance For You
Nikolai’s Pov:-My men found Max, one of the members of Lorenzo’s yacht’s crew member. They threatened him and found out where he dropped Julianna.She went back to Greyson’s house? I don’t how but I will apologize to her and convince her to give me a second chance.And I’m going to do whatever it takes. She’s mine, all mine. I reached into my pocket and hold the ring I bought her tightly in my hand. The diamonds bite into my palm and the pain helps clear my mind.I’m coming for my kitten.***I was now standing in front of Millia Williams's house, one of my bodyguards knocked on the door. I can feel my heart slamming against my ribcage as I waited for the door to be open.Millia opened the door, as her eyes landed on me, I could see the rage shining in them“What the fuck do you want, dickhead?” she said,“I’m here for Julianna,” I replied and go to step past her.“Hell, no, you don’t.” She shoved me away. I stared at her in alarm. Does this little five-foot-nothing girl think she c
The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance Her Love
Chapter 38I don’t know what I will do if I see him in person, of course, I can’t do anything but I wish I did something to him. I want to hurt him but also I don’t want to. I don’t know why I feel so lost and hurt by his actions.He’s a heartless monster, I knew this from the first day I was there, I was stupid to even fall for him and let him have his way with me. I was so stupid. I hate myself for even thinking about him. I don’t know, what to do.I got up from the bed and strolled towards my bag. I opened the zipper and searched for the photo which I had been saving for years. It was the only I have and had to keep it safe. “Greyson,” I muttered while tears began rolling in my eye, I touched his face and tears began streaming down my eyes, I couldn’t stop them. “I miss you, Grey,” I sobbed looking at his picture, “I just… I just can’t,” Greyson Williams was my best friend; I love him so much. He was the only person who never judged me and compared me with my sister at that tim
The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance My Heart Belongs to her
I was stunned when I learned that my heart donor has loved Juliana till his death and his heart still beats for her. I couldn’t wrap my heart around the fact that even after his death, she’s ruling his heart. Till had been literally ten since I had my heart transplant from Greyson and this heart never beat the way it does when I see Julianna.Oh god!I should call Sebastian right now. I grabbed my phone and called him here. I stared at the picture of him and Julianna, his eyes reflected the love he has for Julianna which made me feel uncomfortable inside. I don’t know if it is jealousy or something but I didn’t like the way he wrapped his hand around her waist like that. “Nik?” I heard Sebastian's voice and asked him to come in.“What is it?” he asked, “I found that Greyson, the heart donor, loved Julianna, the woman I talked about…” I spoke, “Oh, that’s a surprise,” he commented, “Yeah,” I replied, “What a coincidence,” he chuckled, “This definitely makes sense now,” he said,
The Russian Don: A Dark Mafia Romance My Heart Donar
It had been a week since she escaped from the mansion, I was feeling reckless knowing that she left because of me, because of my behaviour. I had been blaming myself and I don’t know what else to do. She’s out there, running away from me like always. I want to see her and know if she’s okay or not?From the moment Pen told me that she escaped from the mansion, I felt some kind of fear inside. All my life, whoever I had been close with has left me and I was left alone. My mother, I loved her and wanted to be with her but I couldn’t. She left me with a selfish monster, who didn’t even care about me. Lorenzo left me after the death of Romulus and Millina, thinking that I was part of their death but in truth, I wasn’t. He hated me for years. Only after Vanessa came into our life, he began speaking to me. I couldn’t lose him again, I fell in love with his wife and wanted to be with her but she left me for him. All those years, I felt lonely. After Julianna left, I felt it again and I
