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Author: S.N Nina Arthur
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Julianna’s Pov:-

As much as I wanted to eat fast and run away from here, My eyes kept wanting to look at him. I feel my heart beating faster and faster in passing seconds. I quickly gulped down the juice and stood up, to my discomfort everyone turned to me.

I smiled awkwardly while grabbing my plate and strolling towards the kitchen, as I washed my dish I could still feel my heart slamming against my chest. I placed the plate in its place and leaned against the kitchen counter. I sighed deeply and raised my head up, staring at the ceiling.

I don’t want to stay here!

Suddenly, I was so sad that tears began to fill my eyes. I miss Stella, I wish I was with her and not here. I tried to not let these tears roll down my cheeks and took a deep breath, controlling myself. I have to leave this place and stay away from Nikolai.

It was clear that he didn’t want me close to him, his actions made it clear last night. I have to find a way to know where they kept Stella and have to get out of th
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